The best princess

Chapter 140 Li Chu
Qi Yibei was silent for a while, and then said: "Your current situation is not suitable for traveling far."

"It's okay. The imperial doctor said that the child has grown up and is not as delicate as before. Didn't we return to Yunjing after trekking all the way back then? It will be all right now."

Qi Yibei still disagreed, "Why do you want to go back?"

"Don't you want the emperor to see his grandson immediately?"

Qi Yibei looked at her, "Are you afraid that Qi Ruinan will really rebel?"

Fu Youran shook her head, "Father is at the peak of his prosperity. At this time, the country is peaceful and the people are safe, and everyone wants. Could Qi Ruinan be so stupid?"

"So you don't believe Ling Chuxia's words?"

"It's strange. She knew exactly when something would happen, but what happened was completely different from what she said."

Regarding this point, Qi Yibei also couldn't figure it out, and Fu Youran said again: "You have been out for so long, do you really want to go back? Go back and see father and mother."

"Lize won't agree."

"I am the emperor, so he has to agree. If he doesn't agree, I will hang my seal and resign."

Qi Yibei stared at her for a long time, then suddenly laughed, "You made this plan a long time ago?"

"Anyway, my main task is to put down the chaos, and now the chaos has been put down." Fu Youran hooked the corner of her lips, "When we enter the Jin state, who will care about him."

"But..." Qi Yibei said worriedly: "This is your hometown after all, and..."

"Anything else?" Fu Youran looked at him with a smile, "What else?"

Qi Yibei lowered his eyes, "Aren't you worried about Ling Chuxia saying that Concubine Bo will die in autumn?"

Fu Youran looked into Qi Yibei's eyes, "Has Li Ze prepared my mother's tomb yet?"

Qi Yibei was taken aback, what is "preparation"?Could it be...

Fu Youran ignored his astonishment, "Will my mother suddenly appear in front of me like Ling Chuxia said?"

"Youran..."

Fu Youran closed her eyes, took a deep breath, "Actually, you already knew it? Concubine Bo... is my mother."

Qi Yibei sat up in shock and stared at her blankly.

Fu Youran closed her eyes lightly, and continued: "My mother is not dead. She left her husband and daughter because of her greed for glory, and returned to another man. She has been rich and miserable all her life. It turns out that she is not like that. She's as cold-blooded as she thinks."

"You... Concubine Bo told you?"

Fu Youran shook her head, a tear fell into her temples from the corner of her eye, "I saw that box, the box my mother left me, in her place, it contained the golden seal of the princess."

"Just because of this? Maybe... your mother gave it to her before she died."

Fu Youran opened her eyes, "When I left Jin, Brother Shan said he didn't want to see another person. Who was that person? Li Ze deliberately delayed the time and didn't take me to see my mother's tomb. Why? Whenever she heard about My father's affairs will always seem to be very excited. Knowing that my father asked me to go back to Chu, I have a heart attack, and why? She treats me...that is definitely not the attitude that an aunt should have. And..." Speaking of this, Fu Youran sighed, "I asked Qiya to visit my grandfather's hometown. My grandfather...has only one daughter."

No wonder, Qi Yibei said why he hadn't seen that kid these days, so he was on a mission, but Fu Youran's attitude was quite strange, logically speaking, she had doubts for a long time, and then she knew the truth, she should be furious That's right, why are you still sticking to Concubine Bo every day?
Fu Youran saw Qi Yibei's doubts, and smiled wryly, "I want to experience the feeling of having a mother, it's not bad."

"You forgive her?"

Fu Youran shook her head, "Every day I see her, I force myself to forget my doubts about her. Now that it is confirmed, I can no longer force myself to pretend I don't know, and I don't know what to do with my children in the future. Face her."

"That's why you want to go back to Dajin?"

Fu Youran didn't speak, Qi Yibei frowned, "You're running away."

"I just don't want myself to hate her." Fu Youran closed her eyes again, trying to hide the tears in her eyes, "Maybe one day, maybe..."

Maybe something, she didn't say, maybe even she didn't believe that she might forgive her mother who abandoned her one day.

"Okay, let's go back." After Qi Yibei said this, he kept silent, hugged Fu Youran tightly, kissed her, and fell asleep with her again.

The emperor's travel is a big deal, especially the emperor has to go to other countries, let alone take it lightly, Li Ze has exhausted all means, even the idea of ​​resigning from office and picking someone up, Fu Youran is still going his own way, Dajin is Must go to the place, if you don't agree, I won't be the emperor.

The two confronted each other for several days. Li Ze claimed that he was ill and would not go to court, and Fu Youran was even more secretive. In the end, old man Li was more responsible and gave in, but he still discussed without giving up. The child will go again.Dare he be afraid that Fu Youran is like that meat bun that beats a dog - he will never come back.

Fu Youran didn't follow his tricks, she directed Xiao Anzi to pack up with her belly upright, but seeing the old man getting angry in a hurry, she couldn't bear it, so she comforted him, I just went back and have a look, after such a long time, I The parents-in-law also miss their son, and if they don't go back, they might bring trouble to Chu State.

Li Ze regrets this, how could he agree to the matter of the imperial husband at the beginning?It's troublesome this time, let Qi Yibei go back by himself?Fu Youran would never agree.Thanks to Mo Yanchen, who has been in Beijing for a long time, he and Li Zeyuan have a friendship. This time they came to Chu to talk about the situation and the relationship, so Mo Yanchen secretly sent a kit to Li Ze, so that He didn't ask him to take it apart when he was a child, and ensured that Fu Youran would come back on time.

Helpless, helpless, old man Li sent Fu Youran into the car with snot and tears, and gave Fu Youran instructions for an hour without letting go.

However, Fu Youran was ready to return. Although he expressed sympathy for the old man, he never changed his mind. Just when the driver was about to set off, Fu Youran suddenly ordered to stop, and then got out of the carriage with the help of everyone. Walk towards Li Ze.

Li Ze was overjoyed, thinking that Fu Youran had changed his mind, and rushed to meet him, but Fu Youran missed him and walked behind him, Li Ze turned his head and saw Concubine Bo standing there far away.

Concubine Bo hesitated for a while, she wanted to turn her head and never see Fu Youran again, but she was reluctant to give up.Forget it, see you again, and let yourself go without regrets.

For such a long time, when she got along with Fu Youran, she was always trembling. On the one hand, she wanted to compensate Fu Youran, but on the other hand, she was afraid that Fu Youran would know her true identity.Fu Youran did not discuss with her the matter of entering Jin, and did not see her these days, Concubine Bo already had some premonitions in her heart, and finally couldn't help but find Qi Yibei to verify, Qi Yibei did not deliberately hide anything, Retell what Fu Youran said that night.

Paper can't contain fire, and if you do something wrong, you will always be punished, just like when she left her husband and daughter with the golden seal of the princess, now her daughter is also leaving her.

Fu Youran walked up to her and stopped, staring at her for a while without saying a word.

In just a few days, the delicate and healthy face has become haggard, and the body looks even thinner. The plain clothes are still worn, and the skirt dances lightly in the wind, as if it will go away with the wind at any time.

Concubine Bo lowered her eyes so as not to look at her, and softly told her to pay attention to her body, Fu Youran nodded in agreement, and there was a grinding silence between the two of them.

Fu Youran looked at her, "Auntie, have you nothing to say to me?" The word "auntie" was very clear.

Concubine Bo's lips moved, but she didn't make a sound. Fu Youran was a little disappointed, and said lightly, "Young lady, take care too." After speaking, she turned around and left.

"Youran."

Fu Youran's body stopped, but she didn't turn her head back, only to hear Concubine Bo say in a trembling voice: "Youran...I'm sorry...I, I'm sorry for you..."

Isn't it hard for a person to admit his fault like that in front of his daughter?Although she didn't tell the truth, it was enough for Fu Youran.

"You didn't apologize to me." Fu Youran went back and stood in front of her again. "I have been loved by my father since I was a child, and I have been loved by Brother Gu and Brother Shan. Now I also have a husband and a child. Apart from a woman, I don't lack anything."

Concubine Bo raised her head and looked at Fu Youran with tears in her eyes. Fu Youran looked at her expressionlessly, "You have only been sorry for one person in your life."

Concubine Bo's body swayed, she smiled bitterly, and nodded, "Yes, I'm sorry for him."

"But he never blamed you." Fu Youran smiled wryly, "Maybe he still feels wronged because he can't give you a better life."

Tears were all over Concubine Bo's delicate face. She closed her eyes tightly and murmured in pain: "Stop talking."

Fu Youran stood there quietly. She thought about the current situation more than once, and thought that she would be angry and accuse her, but she didn't.

"My father doesn't blame you, but it doesn't mean I don't blame you either."

Concubine Bo nodded, "You blame me, you should hate me."

Fu Youran sighed, "So, before I forgive you, don't bother my father, I don't want him to see you so early."

Fu Youran's words brightened Concubine Bo's lifeless eyes. She looked at Fu Youran expectantly and even beggingly, hoping that she could explain the meaning clearly.

Fu Youran remained silent, took a deep look at her, turned and left.

Looking at her back, Concubine Bo seemed to have exhausted all her strength, she swayed on the spot, her legs went limp, and she sat there paralyzed. Staring firmly at the background that was gradually going away, Fu Youran never looked back, until she got into the car, and the car drove out of the imperial city, Concubine Bo sobbed, raised her hand to cover her eyes, tears were like a galloping Junjiang, One shot and out of control.

For so many years, she couldn't even cry loudly, now she has no scruples, shame, grievance, remorse... The sadness of so many years came to her heart, and the sad cry gradually turned into a scream, spreading throughout the entire palace .

Is she wrong?Although the Huangfu family is a commoner, they have a rich family. They have never suffered from poverty since they were young, until they were chosen as the crown princess, and became more and more golden branches and jade leaves. But suddenly one day, all these riches and honors disappeared. Empty rice jars, rotten vegetables, huge mice... and her husband, who was pampered and pampered since childhood, and her young daughter, she will never forget the embarrassment when the creditor came to her door, but even so, her husband still didn't care. To change her bold and loyal style, she cried and made troubles, in exchange for a short-term compromise, and then, everything was the same.

Prince Ming found them and asked someone to give the crown prince's golden seal to let her decide whether to stay. If she had flatly refused at that time, instead of being hesitant?what will happen?
It was too late, it was too late, before she regretted it, she had already dropped everything and sneaked back to Chu State, back to another man.

There is one thing that Li Ze said is true. Not long after she came back, she fell seriously ill and almost killed her. She refused to be a princess, even if that man didn't care about her past at all. She refused to be a queen, even if that man Therefore, the position of Chu State was left vacant.These two men both loved her to the bottom of their hearts, but she was not worthy of any of them.

So her life is doomed to spend in regret.She never wears thin clothes, does not fight, does not envy, she uses medicine to make herself infertile forever, because she is no longer worthy of being a mother, and everything comes from her remorse.

But now... can she look forward to it?
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