The Second Marriage of a Passionate Monarch: Princess Chongxi

Chapter 234 Never leave me

These days, they have experienced many changes, and they are all haggard and thin.Wei Young cooks chicken soup for An Yunhao every day, so that his complexion will be better after drinking this way.

None of them mentioned Su Qingning, Zhixi and An Yunkang again. Those who died or left, all left them completely.Just disappeared into the vast crowd, disappeared into their world.

Life is still going on, and those who are alive still have to live tenaciously.However, there are always some people, who obviously have a flowery age, but choose to die.

This day, Wei Young delivered chicken soup to An Yunhao who was busy in the imperial study as usual, he raised his eyes and smiled at her, "Don't tire yourself out too much, just let the palace maids do it."

"It's okay, I'm not tired at all." Wei Young handed him the soup, and felt relieved after watching him finish it.

An Yunhao held her hand, "Too many things have happened these days, I have ignored you."

"It's because I can't help you, I feel very ashamed."

"Having you by my side is the greatest comfort, Wei Young, the only thing I'm glad is that I have you by my side." He got up and put his arms around her, and kissed her forehead lightly, "I only have you, never leave I."

He was suddenly worried about gains and losses, Wei Young put his arms around him, "We will be together, my child and I will always be with you, Yun Hao, don't be sad, don't be sad, don't feel lonely, these sufferings will pass, I will always be with you, don't afraid."

For the first time, she told him not to be afraid, An Yunhao smiled to dispel the sad atmosphere, "Don't be afraid, that's my patent, you fool, take good care of your baby, and give birth to our child safely , then you are Yin country's biggest hero."

Wei Young smiled shyly, and leaned against his chest, feeling solid and at ease.

For a while, An Yunhao wanted to continue to deal with the backlog of memorials and asked Liu Qian to send Wei Young back, but she unexpectedly discovered that An Yunhao was interrogating the list for the Supreme Emperor's burial, and there was a jade fan clearly written on it.

"How could there be a jade fan? She's just a child." Wei Young was startled, and An Yunhao frowned, "This is a list from Concubine Li, and Princess Jade Fan is fifteen years old, and it was heard that she was the one who was buried. decision."

"Impossible!" Wei Young couldn't believe it, An Yunhao said, "Go back to the palace and rest, I will take care of these matters, you don't need to worry about them. Liu Qian, help the lady back to the palace."

"Yes." Liu Qian stepped forward to support Wei Young, in order to reassure An Yunhao, she didn't make a fuss.After all, the custom of burying the emperor has always existed, and it is impossible to abolish it just because of a jade fan.Generally, those who were buried were those women who were not favored in the palace. Instead of dying in the palace, the queen mother or concubine gave them a grace to go down to accompany the late emperor.

It's reasonable to have the jade fan inside, but Wei Young still doesn't want to believe that such a beautiful girl will be given death and burial in a blink of an eye.

Liu Qian stayed outside, and when Wei Yang rushed to Biyun Palace, Concubine Li was sitting alone in the courtyard, playing the song "Moxin", with a sad expression.

"Ms. Concubine Tai!" Wei Young planned anxiously, and Concubine Li raised her eyes, "Concubine Jing, do you think this song is good?"

"Mother, why did you arrange for Princess Yushan to be buried? She is still so young, she"

"Who is buried in the palace is the freedom of the palace, why do you, a little concubine Jing, question the palace?" Concubine Li suddenly annoyed, and pushed the piano away, "You are the daughter of Lan Luo in vain, Even her tragic death, you can remain indifferent. You don't want to avenge your mother, but you still take care of a little girl."

Wei Young was startled, "You really know who I am."

"Yes, I know. I think you are filial and want to avenge your mother. Unfortunately, I have misjudged you. You are just an unfilial daughter who is greedy for life and afraid of death, and only thinks about herself."

"Your Majesty is right. I am afraid of death. There is only one life in this life. I don't think about myself, I don't live for myself. I always want to avenge my mother. Is there any point in my life? I am not my mother's revenge. It is not a chess piece that you can use! Empress Dowager, you want to kill the queen mother, you hate the queen mother, just go, don't keep instigating me!"

"you"

"The person behind Zhixi is you, right? What are you trying to find out by keeping Zhixi by my side?" Wei Young asked.

Concubine Li smiled, "I don't know what you're talking about!"

"Oh, that's Xue Ying guessing wrong." She disappointed Concubine Li, and she didn't continue to quarrel.

"Is there anything else?" Concubine Li asked coldly.

"As long as I owe favors to the concubine, please raise your hand and let Princess Yushan go."

"She wanted to die by herself, and she came to beg me to be buried by the Supreme Emperor. What does this have to do with me. She is so loyal, you should be happy for her."

Concubine Li said calmly, Wei Young knew that entanglement with her was fruitless, so she turned and left Biyun Palace.He was really too tired to leave, so he sat on the palace step, and arrived at the Shanghe Palace in a short time.

If Zhixi was here, she might persuade Wei Young to leave it alone, because some things are really futile.In Zhixi's eyes, Wei Young's body is more important than anything else.But Liu Qian was different, she followed Wei Young, wherever she was going, she followed her.

In the past, they could still be regarded as friends in Beiliang, but now, Liu Qian knows better than anyone else that master and servant are master and servant.

In the Palace of Shanghe, the jade fan was burning something, and when Wei Young walked in, she realized that it was burning the paintings she had made.There are many, many, but there is always only one protagonist, Gao Tianqi.

"Jade Fan." Wei Young called softly, Yu Shan turned her head and showed an innocent smile, "Sister Xue Ying."

"What do you do if you burn a good painting?"

"Burn it, I can watch it when I get down there." Her naive answer was heartbreaking.

"Yu Shan, why are you?"

"Don't persuade me. Many people have persuaded me. Brother Tianqi has been here, Liang Ying has been here, and now it is you." Yushan said calmly, "They haven't been able to persuade me. You think you can ?”

"You tell Gao Tianqi, do you like him?"

"I don't have any. What's there to say? Anyway, he is dying, so why bother him in vain."

"If you really think about him, you shouldn't be like this. You are so young, why do you see through the world and want to die?"

"Sister Xueying, if you have been locked up in one place since you were young and have been deprived of the right to like and be liked, do you still want to live? What's the point of living like this? Don't let me out of the palace, either. I don't want to go out of the palace at all, I have never lived a life outside the palace, I don't long for it at all. The initial enthusiasm has been worn away here. I have lived alone until now, and every day is like a year. "

"You are not alone, you have me, you also have Brother Tianqi."

"I never owned him, he belongs to Liang Ying."

Wei Young became anxious, "Liang Ying is a man."

"You're wrong, she's a woman!" Yushan said calmly, "She's a woman, and she accompanied Brother Tianqi to fight in the north and south. She is more suitable for Brother Tianqi than me. Brother Tianqi also likes her very much, you Don't you think so?"

Wei Young's head froze, Liang Ying is a woman?She always thought he was a handsome man, how could he be a woman?

"Sister Xueying, you said that life is so long, if it is not with the one you love, how difficult it would be."

Wei Young examines Yu Shan again, she is no longer the chattering little girl she was back then, she has grown up, grown up, matured, and has someone she likes.

However, Gao Tianqi didn't like her.It is actually very difficult for a woman who has been regarded as a younger sister to turn into a lover.

"Yushan, you are still young, you don't understand that there is more than love in this life. You still have a lot of choices, and you have not experienced a lot of life."

"However, I don't want to go through it. I just want to end it. I am the Empress Yuji, and I want to accompany him." There was determination on her face, "Everyone has their own way to go. You are born The prince is the queen, brother Tianqi is to become a general and then marry a wife and have children, and Liang Ying is to marry brother Tianqi. As for me, the mission of Yushan is to marry the Supreme Emperor, and then life is his and death is his. ghost."

"Who told you these nonsense, life and death, you don't need to die for him, you"

"Please don't hinder my determination to be loyal. I am the woman dedicated to the Supreme Emperor in Beiliang. I will live for him all my life. Sister Xueying, you are not me. You will never understand my situation and my thoughts. , if I say I live on, I will stalk Brother Tianqi, whether he likes me or not, I will not give up, even at the expense of hurting Liang Ying beside him. Do you think this kind of jade fan is okay? You will Do you like it? Will brother Tianqi like it?"

Wei Young was silent, could that be the next Su Qingning?A woman who is crazy about love and desperate for love is too infatuated but also too stupid and cruel.

"Yu Shan, don't you want Brother Ming Yi?" Wei Yang looked at Yu Shan's beautiful face, at the moment she was burning the picture scroll, the red light reflected some blood on her pale face, as if she was rosy.

Yushan shook her head, "From the time I became sensible, I never thought of them or Beiliang anymore. Since then, I have been desperate, and now it is really no different from walking dead. If Sister Xueying is really good for me, Just let me do what I want to do. Don’t impose your consciousness on me, if you think it’s good to live, then you can live well. I think death is more meaningful, then you let me go.”

"If you die, you will have nothing. How can there be any meaning?"

"It's best if you don't have it, you've never met Yu Shan, and Yu Shan has never met you. From then on, you walk your sunny path, and I walk my single-plank bridge. We, originally, lived in two worlds." People." Yu Shan was even more desperate and stubborn than Ming Yi back then.

How many lives does this palace have to swallow, Wei Young really wanted to cry, Mother died, Zhixi left, Su Qingning died, the Supreme Emperor also died, now even the jade fan chooses to die, one by one They are all gone, and only those who are alive are left to bear the pain.

"Jade fan." Wei Young felt distressed.

"Sister Xueying, don't be sad, this is Yushan's own choice, and it is also the best ending for Yushan. I don't want to grow old, I don't want to become ugly, how good it is now, in my ignorant years, in the most beautiful time, It's over. I'm very happy. Really, I don't think death is so painful. I'm more afraid of living in this way, where human nature is slowly distorted. I will pray for you, and pray that sister Xueying will have a son, and The emperor will always be happy together. Brother Tianqi can also be with sister Liangying. You are both good people, and you should be very happy."

"Yu Shan, why are you so stupid." Wei Young hugged her suddenly, "Don't leave us, Yu Shan."

"Okay." Yushan nodded, leaning her head on Weiyang's shoulder, said embarrassedly, "Sister Xueying, I want to eat candied haws."

Wei Young touched her soft hair, "I have it in my palace, you go to my palace to eat."

"Yu Fan's knees are numb, sister Xue Ying will give it to me!" Yu Shan said coquettishly, Wei Young got up, "Okay, I'll get it, I'll be back in a while."

"Yeah." Yu Shan nodded with a smile, stretched out his hand to touch Wei Young's stomach, "Young Prince, please be good."

Wei Young said with a smile that she was a little girl, and went back to Leping Palace, and soon came back with the candied haws that Jade Fan likes to eat.However, Shanghe Hall was empty.

Only the picture of the brazier is still burning, and the last poem is reduced to ashes in the fire:

You were born before me, and I am old when I was born.You hate me for being born late, and I hate you for being born early.

I am not born, but I am old. Hate not to be born at the same time, and be good with you every day.

I was born before you were born, but when you were born, I was already old.we live far away from each other.

I was born to you but I was not born, but I am already old when you were born.Turn butterflies to find flowers, and live in fragrant grass every night.

The candied haws fell to the ground, Wei Young shouted, "Jade fan, jade fan."

But there was no response, and there was no one around, she was busy going out to look for it, Liu Qian held her back, "It's too late, it's too late, ma'am, it's already too late."

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(End of this chapter)