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Hao Bin's original name was not Hao Bin, his father gave him a very common and silly name.

Hao Bin was very timid when he was a child, and the cockroaches in the kitchen would scare the shit out of him. It's not like now, if he didn't think cockroaches were unhygienic, he could chew them without blinking.

Hao Bin was not brave at all when he was a child, but he was called Hao Yong at that time.

His father is also a soldier, a special soldier, a very good special soldier.He hoped that Hao Bin would be brave and strong, so he took the name Hao Yong.

Hao Bin's father was Hao Bin's pride and the idol he admired the most when he was a child. However, this special soldier was like many martyrs who died heroically. Hao Bin's father never came back during a mission.

Hao Bin was only ten years old at the time, and his uncle, aunt, and grandparents shared the government pension and kicked his mother out.

Hao Bin will never forget that day when his uncle and aunt stuffed his mother's clothes into a small bag, threw her a few hundred dollars, and drove the woman who had just lost her husband out like a beggar.

Hao Bin's mother is from the countryside. She is a good girl his father met when he was performing tasks. The three of them used to be happy and sweet. Those happy days were put into a box and locked in a cabinet by little Hao Bin. He dared not touch it. , imagining that one day when he opens the box with his own hands, his parents will come back.

Ten-year-old Hao Bin was forced to live with his grandparents, uncles, and aunts, and spent every day in the eyes of his aunts and abuse. He was timid, cowardly, helpless, and curled up like a kitten every day after eating. In my own room, I dare not watch TV or walk around casually, for fear of being scolded by my aunt.

Later, Hao Bin found out that his mother had set up a small barbecue stall in the night market. The woman was reluctant to leave her son and did not leave.One night, Hao Bin finally couldn't control his longing for his mother, and quietly went out to find the night market.

The reality is really too cruel!

After not seeing each other for a few months, Hao Bin found that his mother seemed to be more than ten years old all of a sudden, with a haggard face and a thin figure. Hao Bin cried all of a sudden.

Just when he was about to go there, he saw a drunken man grabbed his mother's hand, and his stinky mouth went straight to his mother's face. Everyone who ate barbecue was laughing, only his mother begged pitifully.A woman who loses her man is like losing her sky. She struggles and cries, but the drunk is indifferent. Her helplessness and misery make these people feel great, and no one pities her.

That was the first time Hao Bin got angry, he forgot to cry, his bright eyes were full of anger, his small thin chest heaved violently, and his fists were tightly clenched.

"Bang" is the sound of a beer bottle breaking!

Ten-year-old Hao Bin was not tall enough, so he jumped up and smashed it.

The drunk's head was smashed, his face was covered in blood, and his body was covered in alcohol!

The onlookers stopped laughing, and someone rushed over and grabbed Hao Bin's clothes and lifted him up. At this moment, Hao Bin didn't feel scared. He saw his mother rushing up and hugging his waist tightly, trying to get him out of bed. Freed from the hands of the villains, someone grabbed his mother's hair and punched the poor woman in the stomach, and she went limp at that moment.

For the first time, Hao Bin understood what it means to be distressed. He loves his mother!

What Hao Bin didn't expect was that his impulsiveness brought him a devastating disaster. The people he had raped found his uncle and aunt, and those bastards threatened to extort a large amount of money.

Because it was indeed Hao Bin who beat him, they had to pay.

The uncle and aunt finally found an excuse to get rid of his burden, and Hao Bin was sent to the orphanage. He used to have a mother and a family, but he became an orphan.

After a while, Hao Bin really became an orphan. The poor woman came to see him once and never appeared again. She remarried and finally got rid of this family!

Hao Bin was not sad at that time, he knew that his mother loved him, and he also hoped that his mother would be happy.

Hao Bin started his lonely and monotonous life in the orphanage. He became more introverted. He didn't dare to talk too much, and he didn't dare to be naughty like other little boys. He was afraid that even the orphanage would not want him if he did something wrong.The little Hao Bin has endured the feeling of being rejected and abandoned too many times, he is very afraid!

For a child who is only ten years old, Hao Bin is growing and maturing crazily. He wants to become strong and brave, and wants to own the piece of sky that belongs to him!

Until one day, an old man in military uniform appeared. He was Hao Bin's favorite person. Hao Bin often thought that if it wasn't for him, his whole life would definitely be obscure and gloomy!

Hao Bin will never forget that old man touched his head with red eyes, and he said: "Your father is a great soldier, and the descendants of soldiers should not be treated like this. Son, grandpa will be your relative in the future."

The old man also brought clothes to Hao Bin, enrolled him in a good school, and would visit him every year and holiday.Hao Bin thought that person should be a high-ranking official, because the people in the orphanage obviously treated him better since he came. It took Hao Bin a long time to know that the old man was called Li Zhendong, and he was the commander of the XX Military Region.

At that time, Hao Bin only vaguely knew that the commander was a big official who had to manage many people, and they were all uncles of the People's Liberation Army. He felt that the amiable Grandpa Li was a great person.The military uniform on his body made him feel kind and reliable, and he cherished it very much!

Grandpa Li said that he has a grandson who is very naughty, very smart, has good grades, has a flexible mind, can play with guns, and is very much like him back then.At that time, Hao Bin was all envious of Grandpa Li's grandson.

Hao Bin and Grandpa Li became close friends, and every time the old man came to visit him, he would chat with him for a long time.On the day Hao Bin was promoted to junior high school, Grandpa Li came again, and this time he looked very unhappy.He said his daughter-in-law died, and his nine-year-old grandson kicked his father out of his mother's mourning hall after returning from abroad for the funeral.

At that time, Hao Bin no longer envied Grandpa Li's grandson, and felt distressed in his heart, and he felt the same.

Later, Grandpa Li never smiled again. Hao Bin found that he was getting older and older, and their topic still revolved around his grandson. The technique is bohemian, like a street rat.

The old man's face was full of heartache, but Hao Bin could tell that the old man loved his grandson more than his own life.

That was the first time that Hao Bin was curious about a person. He had never met the grandson of the old man, but he was the person he was most familiar with in this world except for the old man Hao Bin. He knew every past of that person. This is the essence of life. Adventure.

Hao Binman's old man changed his name that year. He said: "Your father is a good soldier. Grandpa hopes that you can inherit his will and be a good soldier. My son, you will be called Hao Bin from now on. Forget everything, your life belongs to the army!"

So Hao Bin put on his military uniform and joined the army.But since then, the old man has never appeared again.

Hao Bin knew that he had to walk the rest of the way by himself!

The old man is right, Hao Bin's life belongs to the army.Here he met the most important brothers in his life, Shi Yan and Gong Zhe. They trained and studied together. From the recruit company to the infantry company to the special brigade, he took every step steadily and never flinched. With the rats and the others strong again, Hao Bin began to feel like a human being, at least someone would listen to him when he wanted to talk.

Hao Bin knew that although the old man didn't show up, he had been paying attention to him, so he couldn't let him down!

The gears of fate always bring people who should meet together and separate people who have no fate. After Hao Bin learned that Li Qi is the grandson of the old man, his first feeling was, ah, so it is he!

Li Qi was arrogant, arrogant and unrestrained, like a wild horse that had not been tamed. Hao Bin instantly understood what the old man meant. He wanted him to help domesticate these wild horses.

Hao Bin felt that he would be able to complete this task satisfactorily. Even if he wanted to repay the old man for his kindness, he still had to put the wild horse on the rein obediently.

However, things did not develop as he expected. Hao Bin made a mistake at some point. Perhaps the foundation was not laid properly, so the building was crooked from the very beginning.

Hao Bin admitted that he looked at Li Qi with a prying eye at first.The name of Li Qi was very familiar to him. From the age of ten until the age of ten, although the two had never met each other, he felt very familiar and kind to Li Qi. This name had been with him in those lonely and lonely days for eight whole years. year!

So Hao Bin really wanted to know what kind of monster this boy who made the family jump up and down and made his grandfather and father jump in anger, gradually, Hao Bin knew!

To put it bluntly, Li Qi has only grown up physically, and his mind is still in the rebellious period of youth. He is arrogant, awkward, arrogant, and domineering, but he is also simple, kind, strong, brave, and always He made people around him angry with his bad habits, and when his comrades were in need, he was obliged to do so.As long as he is willing, everyone can live in harmony with him. Hao Bin discovered this very early on.

He is not like those high-ranking sons of aristocratic families. Although he has a lot of bad things, he is not pretentious. He can quickly enter the role when he joins the army for the first time. He can endure hardships and stand hard work with his comrades. The beds are not soft and.

For Li Qi, Hao Bin actually admired him very much at first.He envied Li Qi's recklessness, because he had never been reckless before, and he appreciated Li Qi's tenacity in the face of difficulties. He believed that this person could definitely become an excellent special soldier.It makes sense for the old man not to hesitate to put down his old face and force people in. Li Qi really deserves special treatment.

The turning point of the matter started when Li Qi caught a cold and had a fever!

Hao Bin still feels shocked thinking about what happened that day, not because Li Qi ejaculated while calling his name, but because of his own inner panic.

Can he say that his heart was in turmoil when he saw Li Qi unconscious being brought ashore by the rats?

At that moment, what he thought of was not the censure of the brigade commander, nor the guilt towards the old man, but, if this person left, would he never see him again?It's like listening to his stories since childhood, can only be regarded as a passer-by in life?Then he still has nothing but his brother?

At that moment, Hao Bin suddenly discovered that Li Qizhi had always been a special existence to him!Like old friends, like relatives!

It's just that when he heard Li Qi ejaculate while calling his name, his most direct reaction was to run away!

This impact was huge to Hao Bin, he really didn't expect Li Qi to have such thoughts about him.

Looking back now, Hao Bin didn't feel angry at that time, nor did he feel that he was being insulted. He just felt uneasy. Li Qi became gay, and the object was himself. How could he be worthy of the old man?

So Hao Bin wanted to run away, thinking that he would give up if he treated Li Qi lightly, but he underestimated Li Qi's determination too much, that bastard was so used to it, how could he easily let go of what he wanted?

He has no military discipline, he is aggressive, he is like an unstoppable typhoon, forcing Hao Bin to have nowhere to retreat.

During those days, Hao Bin experienced the madness and panic that he had never experienced before. He has always focused on work, training, and missions. The most important job now is to train rookies. He thought his life should be considered fulfilling, but, It was only after Li Qi launched an attack on him that he realized that his heart was actually empty and could hold a lot.

It was the first time that someone left traces in his heart with different emotions. This was Li Qi, who filled his heart completely without warning. His strength, his anger, his domineering, Hao Bin knew that Li Qi would win for his scoundrel and his concern, because these things were what Hao Bin lacked, yearned for, and urgently needed!

Ever since Li Qi suddenly appeared in Hao Bin's dormitory and pressed him against the wall and kissed him forcefully, Hao Bin knew that he had gradually changed.Every time he returned to the dormitory and opened the door, he couldn't even believe the hope he had for a moment, but as long as Li Qi really appeared in the dormitory, he could only drive people away with a cold face, and the contradictions couldn't be further increased.

Hao Bin has never liked anyone, let alone a little girl. On the contrary, when he was young, he often fantasized about Li Qi's appearance. He heard a lot from the old man, and he wondered what kind of person he was.

Is this the initial heartbeat?

In fact, it doesn’t count, he was still too young at that time, Li Qi was an unattainable dream for Hao Bin, and he was always the object of rivalry.Li Qi is a bastard, he is more sensible and obedient, Li Qi is not learned, so he strives to get UC in every exam, just because he is afraid that the old man will disappoint him.

What Hao Bin didn't expect was that this person he had been competing with since childhood would break into his world so frantically, leaving him helpless.

Just like what Hao Bin thought when Li Qi held the aphrodisiac baby in his mouth that time, in this life, he seemed destined to owe the Li family a debt, and to repay kindness with grudges, he misled the only seedling of the three generations of the Li family!

No matter how Hao Bin escaped, he had to admit that when he was seduced by Chi Moqian with the aphrodisiac in his body, the moment he heard Li Qi's voice his calm heart told him what he was waiting for!

That person came, it wasn't a mouse or a flying eagle, it was that person, he was running towards him, he came, Hao Bin will never forget his heartfelt joy at that moment, yes, full of joy.

To be valued, cared about, and nervous by others is an incomparably powerful joy!

So, when he shot into Li Qi's mouth tremblingly, he finally heard the sound of his heart sinking completely, so fast, so overwhelming, just because this person made him feel warm, caring and warm!

A person's physical strength is not considered strong, only a strong heart is truly powerful. Hao Bin has always known that he is not strong, and he is still very poor. He has nothing but the army, and even has nowhere to go when he is on vacation. No worries.

He longs for attention and is afraid of losing, so although he knows that he has fallen, he dare not show it. If he is destined to lose, it is better not to have it.

Under the moonlight, by the lake, Li Qi's humiliation and scolding were either sincere or sincere.He refused again and again, tried again and again, endured again and again, and Li Qi never flinched, never let go, never compromised. Facing Li Qi like this, can he say that he really can't extricate himself?

Can he say that Li Qi beheaded him willingly and deliberately?

In fact, he was just afraid that Li Qi's injury would be aggravated during the fight, so he caught him without a fight!

This person is too ruthless, he used his dominance to occupy Hao Bin's lonely heart for a long time, saying "I miss you, Black Wind" is enough to break Hao Bin's body, so when Li Qi chose to give up, Hao Bin knew that he should If you make a move, there will still be people in this life who are as skinny and shameless as this kid pestering him, yelling at him with arrogance, grabbing his collar and saying, I just have a crush on you, what do you want?

There won't be any?

Even if he is the murderer of Gusha, Hao Bin doesn't want to be lonely anymore. How many 14 years have he been alone?

Afraid?

He must be afraid, afraid that the old man will be disappointed, and afraid of taking off his military uniform, but compared to these, Hao Bin is more afraid that his heart will be alone, lonely for too long, he is really afraid.He thought, as long as this kid doesn't let go, he is willing to smash his body to pieces for him!

The author has something to say: After being reminded by 13 2 844 baby, Qian Wen added this small episode to analyze Hao Bin's mental journey.Hao Bin is a black-bellied person. I have been very cryptic in the article. Babies should be able to see that some babies may feel weird about Hao Bin’s move of Li Qishang. The text revealed slowly, but after a little questioning, I thought about it again. There is no need to make it mysterious. The most important thing is that everyone enjoys watching it. Haha, the collision between men and women is interesting, so I pointed out Hao Bin's I believe the life experience and growth process should be able to clear up everyone's doubts. Just like what Cui Wenxuan said, Hao Bin's feelings for Li Qi are really deeper than Li Qi imagined.Forgive me if you think it’s long-winded and boring, I’m not doing this to make up the word count, haha!