Chapter 62

"You go back, but she stays."

Shangguan Moran's eyes were too indifferent, which made Mo Han a little worried, especially his words, Mo Han was worried that Leng Yan would be bullied.

"Brother, why bother?"

Mo Han wanted to help say good things, but Leng Yan stood aside thinking about something, she didn't know what kind of idea Shangguan Mo Ran was thinking about, anyway, it wouldn't be a good thing.

It's just that she was lucky if things didn't go wrong, and she didn't care much about staying or not.

"Go back, I'll stay."

She agreed to stay, because she didn't want the brothers to make things difficult, and she didn't want Shangguan Moran to say anything too much to her in front of Mo Han to make Mo Han laugh at her.

However, when Leng Yan let Mo Han go, Mo Han was sad for a long time, he wished she could say to take her away, then he would have no hesitation, even if he was a brother, he would have no hesitation, but he still didn't have that kind of love. Chance.

She turned around and left slowly, but her heart stayed here all the time, wanting to see what would happen to them, wanting to stay and protect her.

Finally, there were only two people left in the yard. Finally, they stared at each other and didn't say a word to each other for a long time. They just kept looking at each other, as if talking about something, and seemed to be in a stalemate.

The atmosphere that is too familiar, this courtyard, he once brought her some good things, now, everything is in front of her eyes, she forgot that he was still by her side, and he also forgot that she was still there, just missing each other, even though It's a good second.

"If it's okay, I'm going home!"

However, no matter how beautiful it was, it was already in the past. Suddenly, he remembered that there was already another mistress in his house, and another person to be loved. His heart suddenly became sore, and he didn't want to see other women here. .

There was always not much expression on her face, but he kept looking at her, never getting tired of it.

"Isn't this your home?"

He took a deep breath, and finally said what he wanted to say, but he was still so quiet, as if, this night, they were destined not to quarrel, but they would always be deadlocked.

"How could this be my home? Here is your woman and your son. Even if it used to be my home, it is already a thing of the past."

She laughed suddenly, the smile was a little cold and bitter, home, I don't know why when I said this word, I felt so uncomfortable in my heart and it was hard to breathe.

"Are you sure that the one living here is my woman, my child, or who told you that there is a hostess other than you living here?"

He thought it was Wang Min who said something he shouldn't have said to her.

"No, no one told me, but I know that the people living here are your child and your child's mother. They all deeply 'love you'!"

Looking up, looking at him, the eyes hurt a little, and tears came from the pain.

"Really, why are there so many women in the world who love me, but you are the only one who treats me so coldly?"

And what made him sad, for some reason, was that he lost his mind that night.

"How dare I dismiss you, it's just that we are not from the same world, and we cannot come together."

She turned around, unable to look at him, and her heart began to be confused, why was she so silent, why was she so helpless, why was she so calm towards him, she couldn't find any answers at first, even her mind went blank.

"It's thanks to you that you can say such nonsense, do you want to go in?"

He looked at the door of the room he used to go in and out of together, and invited her to join him, but he didn't promise her any hope.

"No, I'll go back first, my son is still waiting for me at home."

It's just that she glanced at the door, but she couldn't take a step, it no longer belonged to her, but she didn't know why she kept looking at it, as if she was expecting something.

"OK then!"

And he couldn't find a reason to keep her, so he just let her go, he even forgot to ask her what she was doing with Mo Han, forgot to be fierce to her, forgot not to talk to her so well.

His eyes were a little more melancholy, not quite like him. The moment she turned around, she saw it, and felt a little sad in her heart. Shouldn't she be happy if she wanted revenge? Why was she so sad? She began to wonder, herself, Do you have that ability, doubt yourself, what are you thinking.

He stood at the door, watching her car leave, but he leaned against the wall and stayed there for a long time. His mind seemed to be empty, but at the same time, it seemed to be full. she.

The car was driving slowly on the road, with a heart, but she was always thinking of indifference, she never wanted to admit anything, and was always resisting a certain thought of her own, but her heart was still very disobedient,——.

The car stopped suddenly on the side of the road, and the not-so-high street lights shone on her window, but they couldn't illuminate her heart.

Gently resting his head on the steering wheel, trying to organize his thoughts, he had a headache, when did he have a headache, I don't know if it was annoying or confusing, and his mind was still unclear.

It shouldn't be like this, it shouldn't be like this, it shouldn't be like this...

However, even though she kept telling herself this way, her heart was still moving closer to that person. She felt like a lunatic, a lunatic who had completely lost herself.

These days, he is actually used to showing their marriage certificates to look at. Every night, the lights in the study room are always on until very late, and he even falls asleep sitting in a chair, holding That red book.

When I got home, I wanted to take a good rest, but——.

On the sofa in the living room, a man was so drunk that he was unconscious.

Especially after seeing her, he stood up from the sofa and walked in front of her, his eyes were full of anger and sadness.

"Where did you go? Why didn't you even say a word? Am I just so worthless in your eyes?"

He raised his hand and clasped the chin of the person in front of him, and his tone was no longer kind.

"Senwen, what are you talking about?"

She frowned, isn't there enough things tonight?
"Are you thinking of kicking me away after using me, or are you never worrying about me? Tell me, Lengyan, it's really cold enough."

He gently patted her already ugly face, and said hurtful words to her again and again.

"Sen Wen!"

Finally, she pushed him away and looked at the drunk man from a distance. She knew that this was his inner voice, that's what he thought. She knew that she had always been too much to him, but when she heard his In my heart, my own heart can't bear to get angry, maybe I have been too guilty all the time, so I don't want him to say so despicably.

"Get angry, hehe, so what if you get angry, tonight, I want you to be my woman."

But he grabbed her and hugged her horizontally, his eyes were full of desire.

She looked at him nervously, seeing that he was serious, but she felt distressed.

"If this makes you feel better, then you can do whatever you want!"

She spoke again, but let him do what she wanted to do, but her eyes were moist.

"I will, I will."

He pressed her on the big white bed, but she closed her eyes for a long time, unwilling to open them.

The buttons were one by one, less and less, his hands were not very rough, but his heart became more and more moist and oppressed.

"Do you know how long I've been waiting for this day?"

She didn't know how long, she only knew that she hadn't given it to him all this time, so that's okay, everything, that's it, it's evened out, and in the future, she doesn't have to feel so guilty.

She chose to be silent, closed her eyes, and refused to look at him all the time.

His hands unbuttoned all the buttons of her coat, came to her face, and clasped her chin and lips again, getting closer and closer, but he never knew that kissing a woman would make him tremble .

When his lips touched hers, he trembled, it was an electric shock, no, it was just because she was too cold, the cold made his heart hurt, but, because of this, he wanted to warm her even more.

So, the kiss became more and more intense, but unfortunately, she never responded, she just endured it for so long, tears continued to wet a strand of black hair under the corner of her eyes.

"Ah, why did you treat me like this? Could it be that I'm not good enough for you, or that you just can't let go of that man in your heart, tell me, tell me, Leng Yan, tell me, what exactly do you want from me so that you are willing to look at me? "

He was excited, knelt beside her and yelled loudly. He wanted to know the answer, and he wanted her to tell him what she had to do before she could put him in her heart.

She finally opened her eyes slowly, looking at his face that was almost bursting with veins, with a ferocious appearance, her eyes drooped slowly, and her eyelashes were still wet.

"Actually, you are really nice, but——, I lost my heart!"

She couldn't find her heart, and she forgot how to love someone.

Sadly, she sat up slowly, sat opposite him, and slowly fastened the buttons again. She knew that he still gave up. Although he was drunk just now, he is now sober.

He lost his heart, where did he lose it, and his eyes suddenly became moist too, growing so big, he finally knew what tears were.

With his knees bent, he hugged his head, unable to speak for a long time in distress.

"I thought it would be fun to find him for revenge, and I thought I would be happy seeing him in pain, but since returning to China, every time I meet, I can't help myself. I don't know what's wrong with me, why I made myself into a In this way, as long as revenge is enough, why do you think so much, but the fact is that it is so unexpected. "

She cried, sobbing softly, and confessed to Senwen. Although she was a little excited, she swore that she had been restraining herself.

"If you still don't know what is in your heart, then you really have forgotten everything. Your heart, go to him to find it."

His heart ached for a long time, but he didn't want to go on like this. Since she didn't know anything, then let him help her.

Since he can't be a lover, he doesn't want to force it anymore, it's really tiring.

However, she was surprised, because what he said was so reassuring, but just now he was so excited and wanted to be with her——.

But, with him, can you really find your lost heart?

She lowered her head and thought for a long time, as if she was admitting something, but also seemed to be depressed.

"Don't make yourself so unhappy. Didn't you say that your mother asked you to live happily before leaving? In fact, happiness may always be by your side, but you just avoid it. Leng Yan, give up revenge."

However, what he said still shocked her, living happily and giving up revenge?
If she really gave up, she was afraid that even living would feel meaningless.

She still remembers her mother's words, but, happiness, where is her happiness?

When she went to her son's room and saw his sleeping face, she walked over and slowly sat beside her son.

His little hands are so delicate, and that clean face, between the brows, reveals something of him.

Heart, melancholy again and again, sullenly.

"Son, what do you think mother should do?"

"It's too late for everything. What should have happened has happened, and what shouldn't have happened has also happened."

"I have never admitted my love for him, but I am getting more and more tired."

"He already has someone else by his side, his son. Let us mother and daughter be together, and we will be very happy. We will."

This night passed just like that. In the early morning, she accompanied her son in the yard waiting for the sun to climb over the roof. Senwen was watching the mother and son in front of the French windows in the house.

If the heart had not been given to him, how could he have given birth to a son?
He smiled wryly, and then left the floor-to-ceiling windows.

After she left last night, he went to a dinner party. He originally wanted to stay with her at home, but she left too hastily. He went to the dinner party with some emotions, and ended up drunk, but he sobered up very quickly.

"Baby, mother will take you to see the sea later, the sea in my hometown is the most beautiful!"

She smiled quietly and said to her son, the scene of him taking her to the beach suddenly appeared in front of her eyes, did they walk by in a normal way?My heart moved a bit.

At that time, I never thought that one day I would still have memories of going to the beach together, and I never thought that the two of us would go to such a field.

It never occurred to her that she would secretly give birth to his child and lie to him that it belonged to someone else.

The sun rose slowly, but it was still not so dazzling, it was a little fiery red, shining behind the mother and child, it was so gorgeous.

In the morning, the mother and son went to the beach, spread a piece of cloth on the beach, and played quietly on the beach. It seems that such a happy life has not passed for a long time, and it seems that they have forgotten it. Fortunately, they remembered it again.

"Why are you free to sit up today?"

In the office, Shangguan asked Senwen indifferently and curiously, but he has been avoiding him these days.

"Women, for women!"

Senwen smiled wryly. They have cooperated for so many years, but he never thought that he would have a headache for the same woman, or even almost confront each other.

"Woman?——you mean Leng Yan?"

He smiled indifferently and funny, he couldn't think of any reason, cold face, what did he want to say about her, he didn't want to show off their relationship again, and the child she gave him, right?

"I don't think there's anyone else who can hold your attention but her?"

Sen Wen hit the nail on the head, and leaned on the back of the chair indifferently, listening attentively.

Because of Sen Wen's appearance, it seemed that he had something to say, he was looking forward to it, and there was a little relaxation on his face.

"You know, last night, I almost made an unforgivable mistake, but luckily I didn't."

Senwen continued to smile wryly, even embarrassed to look up at Shangguan and said indifferently.

Shangguan Moran was also excited, sat up straight and looked at him, worried about something in his heart, but he put it down immediately, because he suddenly remembered that they both had children, if it was that kind of thing, it would not be considered a crime. Wrong, or he said this on purpose to provoke him.

"Do you really think that Leng Yan will find another man in just a few days, or do you think she will sell her body for revenge?"

Sen Wen smiled a little disdainfully, because he could see through Shangguan's indifferent appearance just now, and he understood what Shangguan was thinking indifferently.

Shangguan continued to stare at him indifferently, waiting for the follow-up story, even impatiently.

It's just that he didn't show it, maybe he's used to hiding it for so many years.

"In fact, she just helped me deal with my parents. She played my girlfriend during that time. She didn't fall in love with me, but I fell in love with her. But, she found out that she was pregnant soon, so I proposed In desperation, she agreed to get married, but no outsider has ever seen the child, and we have been publicizing that it is mine. In fact, how could I have a Chinese son. "

He continued to laugh, but Shangguan Moran became more and more nervous, unable to breathe. Senwen's words made him think a lot, but he dared not admit it.

"Don't doubt, the child is yours. It's just that she has been reluctant to tell the child's affairs clearly for revenge. I wanted to help her hide it, but last night, after she went back, she suddenly said that she had taken her I lost my heart, I thought, I lost my heart, how can I take revenge, I am obviously in love, but I have been suppressed and unwilling to admit it, it is doomed to be a tragedy, seeing her so tired all day, I suddenly thought Help her, that's why I told you about this, do you understand?"

Sen Wen looked at the man with a surprised face, and asked with some displeasure, he also loved Leng Yan, but he knew that he would never get it, so he was a good person, and he didn't want Shangguan's indifference to be just this expression.

Senwen left after finishing speaking, but Shangguan was indifferent but still thinking about it. In fact, his mind was already empty.

His child, he seemed so excited that he burst into giggles, and burst into tears.

It turned out that she still belonged to him at all, and she gave birth to him a child, how could he not be excited.

One day, when the weather suddenly cleared, he got up from his chair, took his coat and ran outside. In the corridor, the staff were busy saying hello, but all they saw were the same, his eager appearance, and his back with big strides.

However, even if she knew who she was thinking of, would she be with him again?

(End of this chapter)

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