i'm not a star

Chapter 1 is here, so be safe!
In the winter night, the cold wind howls, and the night sky is full of stars that are fleeting, so deserted!
And on this deserted night, there was a long shadow drawn by the light. Looking at the posture of this shadow, it was not difficult to see that the owner was very tired.

But as long as you zoom in the camera, you can see that the expression on this man's face does not show fatigue, but satisfaction.This means that the person is physically exhausted, but not mentally exhausted.

That's right, this shadow elongated by the light is exactly Yang Bufan.

The reason why Yang Bufan was so exhausted was because Yang Bufan had just come out of Hengdian Film and Television City.

And it was already late at night at this time, which meant that he had worked for more than ten hours, and no one would be able to bear such a high-intensity work, right?
But Yang Bufan was not physically and mentally exhausted because of the high-intensity work, only physically exhausted.

"Hey"

Yang Bufan sighed, poked his cold hands, and then quickened his pace and walked towards the house he rented.

After Yang Bufan walked a few steps, the deserted street became calm again, leaving only a little bit of starlight and its lights sprinkled on the streets, buildings and other dead things, so deserted!
After about half an hour, there was a sound of "Zi La", which was the sound of the door opening.And why the sound of opening the door resounded so loudly? It was because the door was dilapidated, so it was like this.

"bang"

Another voice sounded, and the door closed.

"Hey, the weather is cold enough." Immediately, a gentle voice sounded.

At this time, Yang Bufan turned on the lights in the room while talking.

When the only light bulb in the room was turned on, the room was illuminated by a burst of warm light yellow light, so that it didn't look too cold in this cold night.Of course, this is Yang Bufan's own method of psychological suggestion.

When the pale yellow light illuminates this room, it is less than a dozen square meters, only about six or seven square meters.

This room only has a bed, an old wardrobe, a desk, and a small shower room in the corner. These are all the furnishings in Yang Bufan's room!
But all of this does not affect Yang Bufan's life. Yang Bufan still lives and lives as before.
"Tread, step, step"

The shabby, cold floor was so resounding when Yang Bufan put on cotton shoes and dragged it, it was not difficult to reflect how cold the weather was.

After taking a step, Yang Bufan pulled away a chair in front of the desk, and immediately sat on the chair.As he sat in the chair, he brought his hands to his mouth and exhaled a few times to warm him.

When he felt that his hands were no longer stiff and cold, he opened the desk drawer, took out a notebook and a pen inside and put it on the desk.

On the other hand, there are stacks of books and notebooks on one side of the desk, and the books on the desk are the books that Yang Bufan is studying, and the notebooks are the notebooks used by Yang Bufan for his daily diary.

Take a closer look, all these books are about acting, these books include "Actor Self-cultivation", "Acting Study Manual", "Acting Psychology" and so on.
"Sand, sand, sand"

After a while, the sound of Yang Bufan flipping through the notebook was heard, and while flipping through the notebook, Yang Bufan sighed slightly self-deprecatingly, and said, "Hey, this notebook is almost used up again, it seems that it is It’s time to buy a few copies”

That's right, Yang Bufan is purchasing!

This purchase cannot be compared with the correct purchase, but Yang Bufan said that the purchase is still correct for him.Because Yang Bufan purchases daily necessities for half a year, and this naturally includes a notebook for daily diary records.

After flipping through a few times, Yang Bufan found a piece of white paper on which he was going to write today's diary.

When he turned to this white paper, Yang Bufan also prepared the pen in his hand, thought for a while, and immediately wrote down what happened today.

Weather for Wednesday 2015 December 12: Cloudy Mood: Smiling
Although the working hours are quite long today, I am in a very good mood today, because today I entered a film crew as a martial arts stand-in for the leading role.Although this martial arts double is very dangerous, for me this is an opportunity, not to be missed!

The crew I joined today is the crew of Legend of the Gods, but why can I join this crew?By my own hard work and luck, of course. (Because the protagonist's stand-in in the crew was injured, I had a chance. Is this luck?)

In the crew, I saw many big stars, even Kung Fu superstars, which instantly revived my tired mind today (smile).Although I saw many stars in the crew, it's a pity that I didn't say hello.But it doesn't matter, as long as I can use my skills (laughs).

Watching the acting skills of a generation of kung fu superstar Jet Li in the crew, he is as good as fire, not only acting, but even martial arts are very exciting.I heard other people in the crew say that Jet Li didn't need a double except for the very, very dangerous work during the filming. This alone makes me admire!

Not much else to say, just because I have learned not only a little bit from this huge cast, but what I have learned is very rich! (come on!)

Well, the most important thing today is to join this huge crew, and tomorrow I have to get up early to study in the crew. (Work hard!)

I wish the dream in my heart will be completed as soon as possible!

good night!

—— Yang Bufan
When Yang Bufan wrote down what happened today in the notebook stroke by stroke, he slowly put the notebook and its pen into the drawer.

Immediately, he got up and cheered himself up, "Come on, Yang Bufan, I believe tomorrow will be even better!"

This is nothing more than Yang Bufan cheering for himself every day!

After cheering up, Yang Bufan walked into the shower room.A few minutes later, Yang Bufan walked out of the shower room, and while wiping the water droplets from his hair with a towel, he walked towards the bed.

When he was lying on the bed, he picked up a book next to the pillow and opened it.

When the camera zooms in on this book, it can be seen that the book is already very dilapidated.The camera is moving forward, and it is not difficult to see that the important content in the book is marked with a red pen.

But at this moment, Yang Bufan is looking at the content that has already been marked, to deepen his memory and understanding!

Just like that, Yang Bufan wiped the water droplets from his hair with a towel while reading the marked content in the book.

Time passed slowly, and Yang Bufan fell asleep unknowingly.

At this time, in a small room, a young man was lying on a desk and fell asleep peacefully. Looking at the appearance on his face, it is not difficult to see that he fell asleep due to exhaustion.

In a short while, the young man's hands moved a few times, and then he woke up instantly.When he woke up, he rubbed his eyes with his hands, and then went into the shower room to wash up.

When the dazed young man entered the shower room to take a shower, within a minute, the young man rushed out of the shower room.

In an instant, he came to the desk, picked up the notebook on the desk, and looked at the date of the diary in the notebook—December 2004, 12!
Why is this?

It turned out that the young man saw himself in the mirror when he entered the shower room to wash up. Isn't this the young self?After not knowing why, he felt very surprised. When he saw the date in the notebook, he had to believe that it was all true? !

"Then doesn't that mean you are time-traveling?"

"No, this can't be called time travel, could it be rebirth?"

"No, this is not rebirth, that is going back to the past"

At this time, he sat on the chair and muttered to himself, not knowing what was going on.He clearly remembered that he came back from the crew of Conferred God Hero, and he was lying on the bed, reading that book.

This inexplicably makes me go back to the past.

"Breathe deeply, inhale, exhale."

In an instant, he comforted himself and calmed down his mood.

When he calmed down, he sorted out the thoughts in his mind.When he sorted out the thoughts in his mind, he was stunned for a while, because he couldn't remember every bit of what happened from now to the future, that is, before December 2015, 12. He just remembered that he had never returned to the future. to the past? !

In other words, he couldn't remember the past ten years!
What is going on here?

He kept asking himself in his mind, and while asking himself, he was flipping through the contents of the notebook.

All the things recorded in the notebook were before December 2004, 12. Immediately afterwards, he flipped through the notebook next to the desk, recording every bit of every day when he entered the social work station after graduating from elementary school.

The notebook records the details of how he entered a restaurant as a dishwasher after graduating from elementary school, and earned a few months of food expenses in one summer vacation; The things about high school; there is his happy life in the orphanage; there are bits and pieces of boxing practice with the old dean every morning; there are things about him being admitted to a second-rate film and television academy in his hometown with excellent grades; there are bits and pieces about the school ; There are bits and pieces of being a group performer in Hengdian Film and Television City, acting as a martial arts stand-in, and other naked and exposed stand-ins.
The notebook records every bit of his life from graduating from elementary school to the present, but there is nothing about ten years later.

"Is that a dream?"

He asked in his mind.

"Impossible, then why do I remember what happened that day?"

"Could it be that I want to join the big crew? Is this a day-to-day dream?"

Immediately, he quickly shook this reverie out of his mind, clenched his fists, and said, "It doesn't matter, since it's here, it's safe!"

Thinking of this, let's put aside why this is so.

Immediately, he entered the shower room and began to wash up.A few minutes later, after washing up, he walked out of the shower room, regardless of what was going on.

At this time, he also changed into a sportswear.

Open the door, step out of the small room, and start your daily exercise!

When Yang Bufan walked out of the small room, the sky was still hazy, but there was a little bit of moonlight, wasn't it five or six o'clock in the morning.

It turns out that Yang Bufan has the habit of exercising every morning. He does morning exercises every day, at least one or two hours, but most of them are about two or three hours!

Because this is the day after he has followed the old director of the orphanage since he was a child, and has persisted until now, and even ten years later in the future.

(End of this chapter)