Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 117 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (117)
Li Ren · Yu Linling (3)
Originally, when Babao mentioned the name "Xiaojiu", Jinling and I looked at each other secretly - about the news that Xiaojiu is in this city, for so long, neither of us dared to tell Bei Xiao Wu.

Babao was a little anxious and said, what are you two doing?Eye to eye.

I came back to my senses, concealed it a little, and said in passing, brother, I think Jinling seems to be more suitable for you.

As soon as I finished speaking, everyone's eyes were fixed on me!Swish, swish, swish - just like the lights on a variety show stage that change with the music, intertwined with each other, with no deep meaning, and in the end, they all projected on Liang Sheng.

Liang Sheng got up and walked over slowly, like a dark cloud.He looked at me, eyes slightly sad, for a long time, he said, suitable for me?
I looked up at Liang Sheng, for some reason, he gave me a strange sense of oppression.

Correct!
It is the wonderful sense of humiliation when the male lead approaches the female lead in Korean romance dramas.

Appearing between me and him made me feel a little embarrassed and wanted to escape.

I flinched back slightly, and replied honestly, yes, if you don't reconcile with Wei Young, you two are a good match.

All eyes were fixed on Liang Sheng.

Liang Sheng finally got a little anxious, he said, Jiang Sheng, who am I?

I smiled and said, you are mentally ill, you are my brother, what's wrong?
Liang Sheng said, is it just your brother?

I just laughed, bowed my head and said softly, where can I?
Liang Sheng breathed a sigh of relief, and looked at me with a warm and distressed look in his eyes.He gently stretched out his hand to help me straighten the fine hair on my forehead.

I held his outstretched hand, lowered my head, looked at Xiao Miangua's school uniform on my lap, and thought of the time when she and her brother Wang Hao lived together...I couldn't help but think of myself and Liang Sheng when they were young.

I raised my face and said to Liang Sheng, actually, for me, since I was a child, you are like my brother and my father.How can it be just a brother?
Leng Sheng's hand was instantly cold.

His stunned expression surprised me too.

Looking at the people around, the expressions on their faces became weirder and weirder, as if they had eaten poisonous mushrooms.

I was even more puzzled and asked, what's wrong?
Liang Sheng opened his mouth, and finally said in a deep voice, it's nothing.

He said, Jiang Sheng, do you remember Qiandao Lake, the Qiandao Lake I took you to?

I froze for a moment, frowned, thinking a little hard, and I said, it seemed that I had such an impression.

He said, do you remember the river lantern?Those river lanterns, many, many river lanterns, those river lanterns, they once spelled a sentence.

He looked at me, eyes so cold, but also so longing.

I tried to think about it, shook my head, and said, what?study hard, improve every day?Alas, is there such a thing?How can I not remember?Aha, I remember that the Qiandao Lake organic fish head was delicious, um, it was delicious.

Liang Sheng looked downcastly, looked at me in disbelief, and said, don't remember?

I nodded, then stroked my head and said, Brother, my head hurts so much.I said, did I forget something?Your expressions are so weird.

He hurriedly supported me and said, it's okay, don't be afraid!
He hesitated for a moment, pulled me up, picked up the car keys, and said, I'll take you to the hospital right away.You haven't forgotten anything, so don't overthink it.

That day, I was puzzled, and Liang Sheng took me to the hospital for a brain CT scan.He was so eager, wanting to confirm the things that had been making him anxious and guessing all these days.

Liang Sheng chatted with the doctor for a long, long time.

When he came out, his expression was gloomy, but he still smiled at me. He said, Jiang Sheng, it's all right.

I said, since it's all right, I'll move back to my place.

Liang Sheng froze for a moment, nodded, and said, okay.

At night, he poured me a glass of milk and sent me back to my room to rest.

I said, brother, I am not a child anymore, I can sleep by myself.You are always like this, I always feel that I am only three years old, okay?It feels weird.

Liang Sheng looked at me and said, for the last time, watching you sleep.

I nodded before going to sleep.

That night, I slept deeply.

When Liang Sheng left, I don't know.

Just remember that the moon is full in the sky.

33 Forget.

In the city, the moonlight is so precious.

I don't know who is sighing deeply at whose window.

He is as elegant, cold and alienated as moonlight, and his fingertips lightly brushed across her young face, like a butterfly, flying gently over those childhood days——

Jujube tree, Weijiaping.

The doctor said that she may have been hit when she fell into the sea, and I saw that "concussion" was also marked in her medical records.Perhaps it was because of the painful stimulation given to her by Mr. Cheng later, it was inevitable that traumatic memories would be left behind... Maybe it was the high fever that was induced for more than ten days afterwards... In short, this series of things may have caused her Impaired memory.She belongs to the selective amnesia in psychogenic amnesia.

Amnesia?Although these days, he has already faintly worried about this, but he still does not want to believe such a hypocritical and ridiculous plot, just like the time when he was "lost his memory" five years ago.Could it be that the absurd "story" arranged for him by the Cheng family five years ago was actually going to be played out on her in the end?

The doctor nodded and said that this type of amnesia usually occurs suddenly after the patient suffers a painful blow, selectively remembering some and forgetting some.After a period of time, the memory may also come back.Of course, if you are stimulated too much, it may cause even worse consequences.You know, memory also seeks advantages and avoids disadvantages.

He couldn't accept it, and said excitedly, memory tends to avoid disadvantages, then she should forget him, not me!

He suddenly asked again, could she be faking amnesia?

Yes, just like him five years ago, pretending to forget her.

Although he was familiar with him, the doctor still looked at him like a monster and didn't speak.

He knew he had lost his composure, so he had no choice but to say sorry.

Before the doctor left, the patient had depression, try not to stimulate her, let her recover slowly, do not stimulate her directly.Also, remember to take her to see a psychiatrist.

The night is so long.

In the hospital corridor, she was waiting for him and the result, holding Xiao Miangua's school uniform in her arms, and smiling at him, as if no harm had happened.

The moment he saw her smiling like a flower, he suddenly thought of the little girl in front of the jujube tree, the smiling girl.

He seemed to understand her suddenly.

Understand why he was lost in her memory.

If Cheng Tianyou gave her mental and physical injuries, those injuries were so direct; and what she couldn't face the most was not those direct injuries, but her inability to face what he had witnessed.

After all, he was the most fatal wound in her heart.

Is it because, do you care the most?
Is it because you care the most?
In the apartment, he came to his senses and looked down at her in her sleep, just like when she was a child, his tears wanted to flow, but they couldn't.

He stood by her bed foolishly and said, Jiang Sheng, when you wake up tomorrow, please tell me that the so-called amnesia is just you lying to me and yourself.Jiang Sheng, are you okay?
He said, Jiang Sheng, you know what?

About me and you, I have thought a lot... When I went to Paris alone and lost you, when I had you in Qiandao Lake... I would always think about what our future will be like, what will happen.I have thought of a thousand, ten thousand looks...

However, I never, never thought that such a day would be like this.

as it is now.

You remember me, but you don't remember that you love me.

The moonlight was terribly lonely, and he walked downstairs, as if walking into a boundless loneliness.

Lao Chen was waiting downstairs, carefully watching his face.After a while, he asked cautiously, sir, are you all right?
He shook his head and said, it's all right, let's go.

Lao Chen looked at him worriedly, at this young man who was so lonely in the moonlight.Since he appeared in front of him at the age of 19, he has been so lonely, and this kind of loneliness can't be eliminated even by the feasting and drinking in Paris.

As soon as Lao Chen walked to the door, he suddenly said, wait.

Old Chen hurriedly returned.

He said, Miss has lost her memory and forgot about me, this matter... You should find a way to pass it on to the old man.However, you remember, you have to let the old man know that we keep this matter highly confidential, and we don't want anyone to know, especially the Cheng family.As for how to pass it to his ears, you have to figure out a way.

Lao Chen immediately understood, nodded, and said, sir, I know what to do.

34 In this world, there are always things that go against our original intention, but we do it willingly.

This weekend is destined to be a bloody day.

Ke Xiaorou is an ill-fated man, obviously, my flower arrangement didn't bring him good luck in love.

Because, the girl Babao secretly put a note in the flower arrangement.Before I had time to stop her, Ke Xiaorou had already fallen from the sky and hurriedly took the flower basket away.I turned around and asked Babao, what did you do? !

Babao blew out smoke rings, looking like a cunning little fox, but with a different kind of innocent style, saying, nothing, just a note with a little love story.

I said, what did you write?

Babao waved his hand and said, oh, it's nothing, just "Sweetheart, you are my sun, how can I grow without you".alright!Let's go with him and see what that girl looks like, why don't we be... Brothers and sisters, how can we trust Rourou to her?
Jinling said righteously, we are not as gossipy as you are!

Before I could agree, Jinling dragged me up again and said, let's go.

Babao said, where are you going?
Jin Ling said, look at that girl.

Babao said, haha!

I couldn't struggle, so I was dragged out by the two of them. They said that I had to be a bit of a team player, so I don't always feel like I live in an ancient tomb.

Babao said, come with us, we are your bodyguards!You have to stay by yourself, if Wei Young finds out, he will chop you up with a kitchen knife!
I was taken aback, chop me up?Why does Wei Young hate me so much?

I know that Wei Young has always disliked me, but that's not the case.

Babao didn't know which gossip nerve was touched, she was so excited that she almost rode on me, saying, more than hate!I can't wait for you to die!
While driving, Jinling said, shut up!
I asked Jin Ling, when did I provoke Wei Young again?

Babao curled his lips and said, you are not provoking, you are destroying the family, seizing people...

I said, what did I take from her?
Babao was very happy and said, "Look, I don't admit it after eating it all."

Jinling said, eight treasures!If you don't want to die rhythmically in a car accident, you can shut up now!
She looked at me through the rearview mirror and said, Babao doesn't speak human words, so stop talking to her.She also thinks that I took Xiao Jiu's Bei Xiaowu away.

Ke Xiaorou's driving skills are average, and Jin Ling's driving skills are even worse.

Babao said, dear sister!I've already shut up, you should stop talking too!Stay away from the car in front of you!Don't bump into it on the road, then the three of us won't be able to see anything.

Jin Ling said, don’t worry——

Before she finished speaking, there was a "bang--" and she directly rear-ended the car in front of her.

She closed her eyes, patted her forehead, and said to Babao in frustration, well, don't worry.

eight treasures:……

When we rushed to the Rhine Cafe where Ke Xiaorou was dating, Ke Xiaorou had already had a good conversation with a girl.

The girl had short orange-yellow hair, extremely clean and neat, fair skin, neat appearance, a pair of small canine teeth, and a smile that looked extremely playful.

As soon as Ke Xiaorou saw the three of us actually appearing, it was as if knives grew out of her eyes, and she gouged out at us.

I looked like I was being coerced, I was the most innocent and innocent.

Jinling made a gesture to express: This is a chance encounter!Absolute encounter!

Then Jinling asked Babao, how did you know Ke Xiaorou would be here?

Babao said, I can pinch and count.

In the end, she admitted that she had peeked at Ke Xiaorou's text messages.

Jin Ling and I ordered coffee facing each other.

Babao said from the side, I think this girl has taken a fancy to Ke Xiaorou.

Jinling said, what do children know?What is it about Ke Xiaorou? Is it a thing to fall in love with Ke Xiaorou?
Babao was not happy, and said, why am I such a brat, do brats have such big breasts?really?And what happened to Ke Xiaorou?Where did you suffer?
Jinling couldn't control it as if he had eaten a brain fragment, and immediately popped out two words: chrysanthemum.

I weathered straight away.

Babao said, I...!
After Jinling finished speaking, he quickly covered his mouth and said, I was wrong!I am an innocent female reporter!
Babao said, pure?Is it pure and full of chrysanthemums?Ah——she turned to the waiter and said, we don't want coffee, let's have a pot of chrysanthemum tea, remember, add some goji berries and rock sugar.

After the waiter left, Babao intentionally said to Jinling, come, let's cool off the heat, and you are a pure and pure female reporter.

Jinling pointed to a status in Babao's WeChat Moments and asked Babao, did you write this yourself?

Babaote nodded proudly and said, yes.

Jin Ling said, You are a talented woman, I really should give you a thumbs up.

I hurriedly turned on my phone to check, and the WeChat message was——

I don't know if the two of us can still be together after five years... He doesn't even know if she is the original her, just for the so-called love that was left at the beginning?
Just when Jinling was admiring Babao's talent, not far away, the girl suddenly stood up, slapped Ke Xiaorou on the face, and splashed coffee all over his face.

Jinling and I were dumbfounded. Babao covered his face with a painful expression and said, "Oh, my Ke Xiaoju, this pace is a bit fast."

I said, what the hell are you doing in the flower basket?
Babao said, you know, I just wrote a note.

I said, what did you write?

Babao said, sorry girl, my true love is a man.

Jinling said, but this is not possible. At most, it is considered to be a spoof, and it will not lead to personal attacks.

Babao curled his lips and said innocently, okay, okay, I was so poetic at the time, I couldn't help it, and added a sentence later...

I told Jinling, what?
Babao said quietly, of course, if you want, 3P is not impossible...

A mouthful of old blood rushed back into my throat, I picked up my handbag to cover my face and tried to crawl away without being seen by Ke Xiaorou.

Ke Xiaorou ran over like a wounded animal and blocked me who was about to get up.He threw the flower basket on the table and said, Jiang Sheng, have you had enough fun!
I didn't know what to say for a moment, after all, I wasn't the one who did this detrimental thing; if I confess the Eight Treasures, it would appear that I'm too unrighteous...

However, if there is no benevolence and righteousness, there is no benevolence and righteousness. I point directly to the Eight Treasures.

Babao chuckled and admitted, stop making trouble, brother, I wrote the note, and your true love is a man.

Ke Xiaorou understood, turned around and pointed at Babao's nose, and shouted, if you dare to mess with me again, I'll tell you that my true love is Bei Xiaowu!
Babao was stunned for a moment, obviously, she didn't expect Ke Xiaorou to be so fierce to her because of a blind date that was just a play, but she still didn't take it seriously, thinking that Ke Xiaorou was just being arrogant, so she picked up the flower basket on the table and said , Come on, stop making trouble.That yellow-haired girl has no eyes and no eyes and doesn't want your flower basket, so you can ask Jiang Sheng to change it into a wreath for her!My old lady will personally go out and hang you in front of her house!
Ke Xiaorou's eyeballs were about to pop out of anger. He pointed at Babao, trembling all over, but couldn't say a word. Finally, he shook his hand and left the coffee shop.

Babao looked at Jinling and me innocently, and said, what's wrong?What's wrong?
Jinling said, child, you have played too much.

Babao said, what?How to overdo it?Isn't his true love a man?Shouldn't people pursue true love?Just because of his mother, because of the world, does he not respect what he really wants in his heart?

Babao said it out of righteous indignation and impassionedness, as if she could die calmly if she was given a dog's head.

Jinling was very helpless.

When we were about to leave, Ke Xiaorou came back again, pointing at Babao's nose and screaming and cursing.

Babao still didn’t feel that he was wrong, thanks to Jinling who comforted Ke Xiaorou, saying that he would apply for a double column fee for him, arrange for him to interview idol male stars, etc., and so on, he didn’t die with Babao Knock to the end.

In the evening, as one of the pacification projects, Jinling treated guests, we went to the Shanghai Mansion for dinner, Ke Xiaorou, a freak who always pays attention to her image, actually drank a lot of wine.

Then, he patted his thigh and cried.

Can you imagine a man who is usually so arrogant, picky, and delicate, patting his thigh and crying?
I always thought that a man like Ke Xiaorou would wipe his tears with a Hermès silk scarf, drink a glass of Lafite before crying, listen to Ono Lisa, and repeatedly caress the old photos in the TIFFANY925 sterling silver photo frame, blinding the 24K of us vulgar people Titanium dog eyes.

Now, he patted his thigh and cried bitterly in such a disfigured way.

Unobstructed.

At that moment, we realized that the reason why Ke Xiaorou was willing to fall in love "normally" was because he knew that his mother had cancer.

Late.

The biggest wish of Ke Xiaorou's mother is that her son can live a "normal" life, marry a wife, have children, and make a clean break with the "abnormal" before.

She felt that in this way, she would die in peace.

Ke Xiaorou agreed.

That day, he was sitting outside the hospital ward, crying bitterly while clutching his hair.

He really wanted to run in and tell his mother, Mom, at the moment you brought me into the world, my genes have determined that I am "abnormal".

From childhood to adulthood, when I discovered all kinds of "abnormalities" in myself, how I wish you could tell me that, in fact, I am "normal".

Love and affection, sex and desire.

They are all real and beautiful.

It's just that I'm different from most people.

For so many years, I have been living in fear, self-blame, guilt, and discrimination.

If you are willing to stand by my side, I will not be afraid of anything.

…………

Ke Xiaorou didn't say these words in the end, even though these words were what he always wanted to say to his mother.He understood that it would be better for him to fulfill his own mother's wish than to let his mother understand his inner struggle.

His mother loves him, but it is impossible to accept his sexual orientation.

In this world, there are probably many mothers like my own mother, and there are also many children who are suffering like myself.

In this world, there are always things that go against our original intention, but we do it willingly.

35 Babao asked me, Sister Jiang Sheng, do you think Bei Xiaowu will really go to jail?
When I moved back to my own house, Liang Sheng looked a little lonely.

I smiled and said, if I don't move out, I will be the evil sister-in-law that everyone complains about on the Internet. Brother, you can fulfill me, I am harmless to humans and animals.

Babao came to help me carry my luggage, and she said, you are still "innocent and toothless".

Ke Xiaorou hugged my computer, looked at her with extreme sympathy, corrected her silently and said, "evil".

In the past few days, Babao started chasing Liangsheng and crying again, and it was still because of Bei Xiaowu's matter.

Liang Sheng didn't like words, so he didn't want to explain more to Babao, especially in front of me, he didn't want to make a fuss about it.

(End of this chapter)