Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 125 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (125)
Rebirth·Colorful Cloud Return (3)
I woke up from the shock and struggled to push Liang Sheng away, throwing away the gravel from his body.I shook his body vigorously and called his name.

Frightened, with no more tears to shed, I mechanically slapped the gravel off his body, and I said, Liang Sheng, wake up, wake up!

Wang Lin and Jia Ran also got up and kept searching.

The moment Liang Sheng opened his eyes, the gravel in my hand fell to the ground suddenly. I couldn't control it anymore, and cried out loudly.

Liang Sheng stood up in pain, examined me carefully, made sure that I was fine, and hugged me into his arms.

He gently stroked my hair, endured the injury on his shoulder, patted my back, and said, it's all right.

I don't know if I was scared stupid or what, I followed his words, as if to comfort myself, it's okay, it's okay.But as he continued, he became extremely stupid.In the rest of my life, I would cry and say, oh, I’m here... I want to tell you, I don’t know who this comb is...

He sealed my lips with a kiss.

No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't push him away. At the moment when tears rolled down, Wang Lin's voice sounded behind him, and he shouted, Song Zhi——

The voice is so sad and hopeless.

Wrapped in silver, there is a touch of blood red.

65 last night.

Last night, the flames in the fire cage blazed brightly, reflecting the house that hadn't been lived in for a long time.

Song Zhi asked me, are you a gangster lover?
I bowed my head and said, my brother.

Liar, she said!
She said, you love him!

I am silent.

She said, so you came here to hide from him?
I remain silent.

She laughed, everyone has secrets.

She stared blankly at the fire pond, as if she was talking to herself, people always like to escape; but can they escape those people and things, can they escape their hearts?
She said, go back with him, after the new year, it will be spring.

As if the accumulated stress had been aroused, I suddenly lost control of my voice, saying, Spring?You don't understand me at all!You can pretend to be cool and laugh at true love, but don't pretend to be intellectual or understand life here!You have no idea how much past I have!Me and him, impossible!

She was silent.

After a while, she spread her hands and fell asleep by herself.

At night, she said a word——

Jiang Sheng, everyone has a past.

66 past.

Everyone has a past.

Either go, or stay there forever.

67 You personally gave him a sword that can stab me to death, and let me be hurt like today.

On the first day of 2012, Song Zhi's first seven had just passed.

Wang Lin said that he would send Song Zhi back to his hometown.

I looked at the deep part of the green hills, the house he built for her with one stone, one tile and one wood, just like this silent in the winter in the southwestern mountainous area, with light snow falling from time to time.

She probably never knew that someone loved her so much.

Wang Lin said that next spring, he will plant a clump of pink roses in front of the house.

I froze and asked, why?
He lowered his head, stroked the diary left by Song Zhi, and said that it was her favorite flower.

I didn't speak, I had mixed feelings in my heart.

He asked me, Jiang Sheng, how long does it take to forget someone?
I froze for a while, not knowing how to answer.

He sighed and said, don't tell me the answer.

He said, I think, I will never forget her in my life.

The bruise on Liangsheng's shoulder is about to heal, and Meng Haoran's grandmother contributed the prescription.

In front of the firepit, I applied ointment for him. He looked out the window and said, "I didn't expect that the New Year in 2012 would be like this."

Outside the window, Haoran and Meng Jie, who just came to deliver medicine again, were leaving hand in hand. Liang Sheng turned to look at me and said, Xiao Miangua is fine.Do you miss her?

I was silent for a long time and said, I will not leave here.

Liang Sheng said, I can stay here!
I shook my head and said, this is my life, it doesn't belong to you bro!
Liang Sheng said, I'm not your brother!Don't even try to kidnap me with this name again!
I opened my mouth.

He said, well, you can't remember that we were together!You can forget who gave you that comb!You can not remember the river lights of Qiandao Lake!However, as long as you can remember that I hugged you and kissed you on the edge of the cliff, it is enough!

I bowed my head, I don't know why I was so stubborn, I said, he slept with me, so what?It's not the road back to the road, the bridge to the bridge!

Liang Sheng grabbed my hand and said, do you have to use such harsh words to stab me in pain to be happy?

I looked at him and said, I love you.

He said, I know.

I smiled sadly, but I also fell in love with him!
He said, I know too!But he...

I raised my face, looked at him, and said, but he has abandoned me, right?So, I can only return to you pitifully?

I said, but this is not the love I want to give you.I don't want me to be taken in by you because I have nowhere to go!
He said, that's why you have to think so!
I said, what I'm afraid of is that you will think so in the end!
He said, Jiang Sheng, please don't do this!
I said, I used to think that I love you is an unbreakable belief!I thought I was with him because he had a face that resembled yours so much!I thought all these years I was just in love with someone who looked so much like you!But later, I found out that I was wrong... I fell in love with him!I was shamefully in love with two people at the same time!I……

He said, Jiang Sheng, stop talking.

He reached out and pulled me into his arms, trying to calm my agitation.

Tears rolled down my face and I beat him and said, why did you leave me alone to France?Why did you give me a chance to fall in love with him?You personally gave him a sword that can stab me to death, and let me be hurt like today, why? !Tell me, why? !
I cried and said, I hate him!But I hate you even more!
He said, sorry.

He said, Jiang Sheng, I'm sorry.

That night, I was tired from crying in his arms and fell asleep.

As Song Zhi once said, everyone has a past.

I asked her, what if I can't make it through?

She didn't answer, I don't know if she didn't have an answer, or she was asleep.

Liang Sheng was beside the bed, looking at me sleeping soundly, his hand gently touched my eyebrows, so carefully, he said, from tonight, he is your past.I will guard you, stay with you, and forget all the past.

He was silent for a long time before he said it word by word, and that past will really become the past.

He said, I swear.

68 I'll wait for you.Wait for you to come back, or never come back.

When Liang Sheng left here, I went to see him off.He coughed slightly, but pretended to be relaxed, and said, although you don't want me to stay here, but I'm leaving, it's good for you to make a show of keeping me.

I said, keep you?Be a woodcutter, a farmer, or a hunter?

He smiled and said, you can do anything, as long as you are together.

I bowed my head and fell silent.

He said, I was just talking too.

I said, you should have your life, here, it's just mine.

He smiled and said, don't be so serious, I have already promised you, I will give you time and freedom...

He looked at me and said, I'll wait for you to come back...Seeing that I was silent, he smiled, and gently brushed my hair with his fingers, and he added a sentence, or wait until you never come back.

Hearing this sentence made me very sad, and I quietly leaned my cheek on the back of his hand.The warmth of this moment is irresistible.The freezing rain turns into ice, under our feet, how carefully we walk so as not to get hurt?
69 A person who has a crush on him is not even qualified to cry bitterly in the end.

I never thought that on this day, I, who was going to see Liang Sheng off, would leave with Liang Sheng.

This was something that Liang Sheng, who had already prepared to leave alone, did not expect.

After Song Zhi's accident, Wang Lin was extremely silent and shut himself in the room for several days.No one would have thought that the first thing he did after he came out was to inform Jia Ran and me to leave.Wang Lin said that the teaching period that he had agreed with us had expired, and he had contacted new volunteers to come to Shilitun Primary School to teach, and even arranged the small house I lived in for the newcomers.His attitude was so tough that he refused to accept any reason why I wanted to stay, and asked me to leave with Liang Sheng immediately.

Jia Ran resolutely refused to leave, and even made a fuss with the old principal, but no one could change Wang Lin's decision.

I know that everything Wang Lin said was just an excuse, he couldn't let go of Song Zhi's accident, he wanted us to leave safely.He once said that he should take care of every teacher who supports teaching here, but...

I was unwilling, but there was nothing I could do. I could only pretend to be relaxed and said to Wang Lin, am I being fired again?

Wang Lin looked at the distant mountains, and after a long silence, he said that he wanted to be here to keep the great secret of this life for her.I looked at him, he was holding a diary of Song Zhi tightly in his hand.

Where else would I go from here, from these children?The news was too sudden, and I was at a loss in my heart, looking at the vast white mountains and rivers, I was extremely confused.

In the end, I said to Liang Sheng, give me a place, let me borrow it for a while.

After he was stunned, he couldn't hide his ecstasy.

And when he saw Song Zhi's old house, he suppressed his joy - if some things turn around, it depends on a person's life and death, everyone will feel cruel.

Jia Ran said that there is no permanent feast in the world...

A year later, in the cinema, watching "Life of Pi", in front of the screen, I realized the sadness and reluctance of that day - life is constantly letting go, and the most regrettable thing is that we didn't have time to say goodbye.

We did not say goodbye to those children, those loves, those hopes.

At the respective airports, Jia Ran's eyes turned red.In the end, he didn't let his grief run wild—he didn't build her a house, he didn't say he liked her, he didn't send her eggs, he didn't say she was his goddess.

He was just the one who followed another man and obediently served her hot and sour soup late at night. He was just a gray shadow. In her romance film, he wasn't the first male and the second male or even the male supporting role.

The person who has a crush, in the end, is not even qualified to cry bitterly.

70 returns.

(End of this chapter)