Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 144 Indus is So Hurt (7)
Sometimes, the road is long and the dream is far away, but at the end of the road, in the distance of the dream, you appear... (1)
05 Sister, tell me, is Yu Yuanfang really in prison?
I almost flew out of the coffee shop, no matter how hard Hu Weile called me "pure" from behind.However, when he came to Mo Fan's class, he only saw the student on duty doing the cleaning, and he didn't see Mo Fan, the little kid at all.

Hu Weile called me from behind, "pure", "pure", Mo Fan is in the bathroom, you are in the wrong place!
I followed Hu Weile back and ran all the way to the clinic next to the school.After entering the door, I saw that Mo Fan was dressed like an Arab upstart.He looked up at me and lowered his head.

I saw that his injury was not serious, so I was relieved, but I didn't know where the fire came from, so I yelled at him, Yu Mo Fan, have you lived enough?Your third uncle and grandpa, you are really Yu Yuanfang's son!This "burning, killing, looting" gene is really flowing happily in your small blood vessels!
As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I regretted them terribly.For many years, I have been telling Mo Fan that Yu Yuanfang died.Whenever I see grandma wanting to talk about Yu Yuanfang to Mo Fan, I will be fierce to her, my eyes are like the scene of a fire, and the tongue of fire is flying around.

A long time ago, Yu Yuanfang was a good man, riding a tricycle to carry passengers in the wind and rain, and supported his family; a long time ago, Yu Yuanfang was also a good father, often carrying Mo Fan on his neck, and then holding my hand , tell us that he will soon be able to replace the human-powered tricycle with a motorized tricycle, and then listen to the cheers of me and Mo Fan; A bottle of Tsingtao beer, pour a teacup for his wife, then use chopsticks to order a sip of wine for Mo Fan, and another sip for Mo Chun.

Of course, this was all a long time ago.Now, Yu Yuanfang has become my heart disease.This illness seemed to be the spread of the serious illness I had when I was eight years old.Spreading, spreading, I forgot Yu Yuanyuan's face.

When I was eight years old, after recovering from a serious illness, I buried Yu Yuanfang's name under the plane tree under the superstition of my grandma. I hope he can come back and continue to carry Mo Fan and lead me.It wasn't until I was scolded by my classmates at school that I knew that Yu Yuanfang would never come back.Because he raped and killed a young girl when he was carrying a passenger, and some people said that he raped and killed a young girl.In short, at that time, on my small shoulders, I was carrying so many supercilious eyes around me.This man who was so kind in my life became extremely ferocious in an instant.

This crime really embarrasses me, I have been thinking, even now I still think so, even if he blocked the road for robbery or theft, how could he commit such a nasty crime?Make me rub hard every time I take a shower, trying to get rid of the part of my body that belongs to him!
I kept telling Mo Fan that Yu Yuanfang died.I've told him that since he was six years old.I don't want him to be like me, always pretending to live stubbornly with a humble heart.

Yu Yuanfang's name is really sinful.He gave me so much rollicking and sneering and all that disgusting spittle that got on my clothes, my face, my hair.Therefore, when Hu Weile described cappuccino as a big cup of spittle, my reaction was so big.

After recovering from illness, the days when I went back to school were the most aggrieved days for me.Mai Le said, in fact, before I was eight years old, my body was definitely the blood of a lady. The small face and eyebrows were as delicate as they were, and as gentle as they were.That's why she wanted to be my friend since we first met in first grade.

During those days when I was bullied by my classmates, Xiaomai Le, who was also a lady, gave me the greatest friendship and support—cuddling in the corner with me and crying.At that time, Huang Xiaoshi was still a child soaked in a honey pot, so she stood up for me, but was spat all over by those children, and she had to run to the corner to hug me and Mai Le and cry.

How happy I am because of you.Because from such a young age, you have shared weal and woe with me like this!

Later, I reported it to the teacher, but for the teacher as an adult, the disunity among children is not surprising at all.Therefore, teachers use their gentle smiles to face these things that are nothing less than disasters for children.

Later, when I was eight years old, I saw that the "government" could not solve my problems, so it gave me "harmony".Especially when I think about it again, if I don't overthrow this "evil old society", poor little Mo Fan will repeat my mistakes and endure the spittle of those disgusting people.

So, I decided to save myself!
One morning, I stole two kitchen knives and a frying spoon from the kitchen. As soon as the morning self-study bell rang, I chopped the two kitchen knives on the desk. not come out.I was going to yell at them with a frying spoon in my hand, but now I can only yell at them with a kitchen knife.I said, whoever bullies me in the future, I will chop him up with a kitchen knife!In order to have a greater deterrent effect, I also said, whoever spits at me again, I will rape them first and then kill them!In order to emphasize the deterrent effect of "rape and kill", I also added a newly invented term: "Rape and kill again"!
Perhaps because of the occurrence of the "Yu Yuan Plan", "rape first and then kill" and "rape and then kill" were powerful enough for these children, although they didn't know what that meant at the time.

Later, I went to school with those two kitchen knives on my back. Huang Xiaoshi and Mai Le dangled behind me, like guardians.Later, my two kitchen knives were confiscated by the teacher. She said that children should be united and friendly with each other, but I obstinately heard that children "unity is harmful".

Although I didn't have a kitchen knife, those kids had a preliminary understanding of the "ruthless" nature I inherited from my father, Yu Yuanfang, and they all shunned me.

This "revolution" made me the "first sister of the gangster" in elementary school.Correspondingly, Mo Fan is also within my protection range.The only regret is that because of poor family conditions, Mo Fan did not enter the first grade of elementary school until he was eight years old.

Occasionally, he still gets bullied.He ran up to me, with a grievance on his face, and asked me, sister, is our father a murderer?Is he in prison?He's not dead right?
Every time he asks that question, I will slap his little head mercilessly, and I say, fuck your third uncle!You are such a big ten-year-old, and you are bullied by those eight-year-old bastards, you still have the face to cry for me!
Mo Fan shrugged his shoulders and sobbed harder.Maybe it's because I'm used to being protected by me, but Mo Fan's personality has always been a little girlish.

I pulled him behind me indiscriminately, and said, Yu Mofan, you remember, Yu Yuanfang died!Whoever said he was a murderer, you can identify him for me!After finishing speaking, I picked up the bench from the classroom and walked out the door.

Mo Fan sobbed harder behind me.He said, sister, they all said so!
After he said this, I went back to carry a bench.It is difficult to kill those bastards with just one bench.However, I was caught by Mai Le.

She pulled Mo Fan, wiped his tears, and said, Mo Fan, does Mo Chun love you?
Mo Fan cried and nodded.

She just laughed and said, then you have to know that Mo Chun will not lie to you.Your father is a good man, he died of illness.Don't waste Mo Chun's energy on this matter anymore, she is about to enter junior high school.

Mo Fan never asked me this question again.For such a long time, I don't know if he has been wronged by this again.Still, when he was wronged, he would just hide and cry secretly.

But today, when he was in his freshman year of high school, he actually pushed and shoved with three or five boys because of this.

In order to alleviate the meanness and loopholes when I mentioned Yu Yuanfang just now, I turned around and blamed Hu Weile, why don't you help Mo Fan?

Hu Weile rubbed his nose, pointed to the big swollen bump on his head, and said aggrievedly, I helped!Otherwise, Mo Fan would have been smashed to the ground by those people!

Mo Fan raised his head, his eyes were so cool, and his long eyelashes cast a dark shadow in his eyes.He asked me, sister, can you tell me the truth?Dad... Uh, Yu Fangyuan, he's really in prison, isn't he?He wasn't sick and died, was he?

06 Do you think life is a romantic drama?
That day, in the clinic, I was silent for a long time.

All along, I didn't want to let Mo Fan know the scars that man gave our family.I'm afraid that Mo Fan's little heart will be traumatized.So, even if my mother remarried and left, I lied to Mo Fan, saying that my mother was going to earn money to support us, my siblings.When his mother left, six-year-old Mo Fan kept tearing at the corner of her clothes and crying.

I think she probably hurt her father too much at that time.Once a woman gives up completely, what kind of decision will she make?

Just like that, she abandoned me and Mo Fan to grandma without saying a word.

In fact, after growing up, until now, I have never seen her face again, and I have already forgotten her appearance.I don't hate her.Because, if I can get rid of the relationship with Yu Yuanfang, I will also go far away like her.But, what can't be changed is that man's blood is flowing on me and Mo Fan, even if the blood is sinful and unjust.

Mo Fan saw that I was silent all the time, so he quietly raised his hand and pulled me, smiled at me reluctantly, and said, sister, I won't ask any more, don't be angry.After finishing speaking, I got up pretending to be very happy, and followed me home silently.Hu Weile is by our side, jumping up and down like a hip-hop boy.

I lightly touched Mo Fan's head and asked him, does it hurt?

Mo Fan said, how can it not hurt?If you pinch a pig's butt, it will scream in pain, not to mention a living person like me.

I sighed, pondered for a long time, and said to him in a slow tone, Mo Fan, in fact, there is nothing to worry about about this matter.It's been so many years, let's not always have trouble with this matter, okay?

Mo Fan opened his mouth, and just as he was about to say something, my phone rang.When I saw that it was Baichu, I hurriedly picked it up.

On the phone, Baichu was a little anxious. He said, Mo Chun, I can't accompany you to the art exhibition today, and Xilan's condition is unstable again. I have to accompany her in the hospital...

When I hung up the phone, I looked lonely.Originally, I had a lot of choices, went to the hospital to check countless gossip, and only after learning that Xi Lan's condition had stabilized did I so confidently invite Baichu to see the art exhibition.Bai Chu also said that Xi Lan was very happy when she heard that we were going to see the art exhibition, and said that if she was in good health, she would also like to see it.

However, Xi Lan's condition was unstable at this time.

I curled my lips and asked Mo Fan to go home first, and go find Mai Le alone.It would make me happier to meet Mai Le, and join her in cursing Xilan in the most venomous language.

When I left, Hu Weile yelled behind me, "Purity", Mo Fan asked me to ask you, can we go to the roller skating rink after we finish our homework?

I nodded wildly.Baichu's phone call made me forget that I was going to the supermarket to buy two pig's trotters to make soup for Mo Fan to mend. I also forgot that Mo Fan had a head injury, so he couldn't do strenuous exercise.

Alas, this man named Bai Chu, no matter how tight a wall my thinking is, he can always break down the barriers of my emotions, anger, sorrow, and joy with a single sentence.

Mai Le said, listen, Mo Chun, what disgusting words you say!Do you think life is a romantic drama?It’s still dense, it’s still a barrier, you’re still windy and sandy to the end of the world!

When I saw Mai Le, she was busy changing clothes to rush to the event, so her words were full of gunpowder.

I saw that Mai Le didn't have time to take care of me, and when I thought about the magazine cover I drew last time and was shot, I suddenly felt that love and money had all abandoned me, and life was really boring.There is still some time before the final exam, and I don't have to worry about it, so I said to Michael, or, I will follow you to the bar to have fun!

Mai Le said, okay, but you'd better go to the hospital to unplug Xilan's oxygen tube first, then go to the bar to listen to music, look at the handsome guy, and count the time until she dies. good!You come with me now, you look like a resentful woman, you can only get drunk at the bar, and I have to pay you!
07 Or, that is the real me, selfish and cruel.

In fact, Mai Le didn't know that I had done such tricks before.

That was the first time Xilan was hospitalized.

From the day I buried Baichu's name under the sycamore tree, I thought that one day, Baichu would see a pair of eyes that would always be extremely pleasant and charming when facing him.However, when this little girl named Xi Lan appeared, I saw this kind of joy in Bai Chu's eyes.

I have never understood what's so good about Xilan, other than being seriously ill, I really can't find anything special about her that deserves Baichu's disregard for me.

Bai Chu said that Xilan has a very transparent temperament, just like colored glaze in the sun.He said that he always thought that such a woman could only appear in paintings.

At that time, I especially wanted to ask Baichu, didn't you realize that I'm also quite Liuli?
However, I have to admit that I don't have Xilan Liuli, because Xilan was born with a serious illness and is as fragile as Liuli.I would only learn painting, which I have no talent for, because of Bai Chu, and torture myself tirelessly, pretending to enjoy it.

When Xi Lan was hospitalized for the first time, I read a light called heartache from Bai Chu's eyes.He walked back and forth in the corridors of the hospital, even though I already knew that he liked Xilan, but it still hurts me to see his heart for Xilan so close.

(End of this chapter)