Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 17 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (17)
But, Xiaomi, please remember Liang Sheng's appearance (7)
Jinling looked at me aggrievedly and shook her head. She said, Jiang Sheng, I didn’t tell Liang Sheng about you and Tianyou. I don’t know how he knew about it. I stayed with Cheng Tianyou all night, but I never answered. I just told him that you were robbed by someone else. As a result, we searched along the school for one night, Internet cafes, hotels, bars, dance halls, I'm so worried about you...Jiang Sheng, how could I arrange you?
I smiled coldly, how could you?But, Jin Ling, only you know the real reason why I didn't return home at night, but now, Liang Sheng knows, tell me, did I tell him?I said, Bei Xiaowu was right, you are really not a good person!After speaking, he pushed her away heavily, and left without looking back.

I didn't see Liang Sheng until the evening, so I looked around with Bei Xiaowu.I said to Bei Xiaowu, I never thought that Jinling would be such a person, it's too insidious!
Bei Xiaowu smiled lightly, not to mention sinister, but definitely not authentic.

When we came to "Ning Xin, don't come here without any harm", we encountered an even more astonishing scene.

In the corridor of the hall, in front of a few subtropical evergreen potted plants, two extremely beautiful women faced each other coldly.Ning Xin stretched out his hand to hold Wei Young, a look of pain flashed in her eyes, she said, you can't drink with those guests, look at your appearance just now, what do you look like?
Wei Yang raised her hand to dodge her restraint, the light reflected on her pink face, she smiled at Ning Xin extremely contemptuously, I have a sister like you, how could I be like anything?What else can I be like but a whore?
Ning Xin's eyes were full of tears, I never believed that a girl like Ning Xin would shed tears.Wei Young took the wine bottle and rushed towards those guests, but Ning Xin held her tightly, she poured all the wine on Ning Xin's face, what's wrong, why you can be a whore, but I can't...

Before she finished speaking, Ning Xin, whose face was full of wine, raised his hand and slapped her.She shouted at Wei Young, get out, get out!I can't tolerate a delicate and expensive lady like you here!go away!
Wei Young covered her face with her hand, slapped Ning Xin with her backhand, smiled coldly, you are a bitch, why do you teach me a lesson?I tell you, you are not qualified.After speaking, he shook his hand and left.

When she saw Bei Xiaowu and me close in front of her eyes, tears flowed down her face.I looked at Ning Xin who was opposite, she was staring at the glass window in a daze, holding back tears, wiping the drink off her face, not wanting to be seen by outsiders.Bei Xiaowu and I left without saying a word, "Ning Xin, don't come here without any problems" with the weeping Wei Young.

That night, Wei Young kept crying in front of me.She looked at me with red eyes, and she said, Jiang Sheng, in fact, like you, I am not a happy child.

When Wei Young said that, I felt sad.In fact, many times, we are just children waiting for love, wandering in different streets, just hoping to find someone who can give us a hand and lead us to the street of happiness.

I sat quietly beside Wei Young, watching her cry.Many times, I envy her, but at this time, I know that she is just an unhappy child just like me.A word of consolation will bring tears to my eyes.

That night, I learned about the conflict between Wei Young and Ning Xin.It turned out that nine years ago, Ning Xin hung out with a man who was much older than her, and then became the mistress of this man outside.This incident angered the parents who were seriously ill. In this way, in the rush of anger, they passed away one after another, and the family business, which was originally good, also declined.

Wei Young said, Jiang Sheng, tell me, should I forgive this sister?Can I forgive this sister?Although, for so many years, she has been providing for my expenses and everything for me, but whenever I think of my father and mother, whenever I am in that lively clubhouse, I see those people who are looking for pleasure If you look into her eyes, I will hate her so much!
I looked at Wei Young, feeling sad for a while.Before, I never understood how it is possible for Ning Xin to have such a career at such a young age, it turned out to be the reason.But it's not appropriate to say that such a thing can make both parents pissed off. There may be other reasons, unless their parents are extremely strong-tempered.

Bei Xiaowu said, Wei Young, she is your sister anyway, you shouldn't treat her like that.Everyone is young and makes mistakes, you shouldn't be so mean to your sister.

Wei Young kept silent, looking at me with beautiful eyes, as if thinking of something, she said, Jiang Sheng, where did Liang Sheng go?

When she asked, my heart was extremely sad. I shook my head and said, I have been looking for Liang Sheng.I made him angry, Wei Young, I'm an asshole.

Wei Young jumped down the steps, wiped away her tears, she patted my shoulder and said, Jiang Sheng, let's find Liang Sheng together, I think, I should know where he is.After speaking, he dragged us to the center street.

We found Liang Sheng under a sculpture on Zhongxin Street. He has been hiding under it, sitting quietly and weeping quietly.The sculpture behind him is a little girl with braids, squatting on a lawn.Holding a small wooden branch, it seems to be looking for something.When we saw this sculpture for the first time, Liang Sheng was stunned for a long time. He pointed to the sculpture and said to Bei Xiaowu, look, does this little girl look like Jiang Sheng who caught crickets on the grass in Weijiaping when we were young?At that time, Bei Xiaowu was also amazed, saying that they really look alike, really alike.

Now, Liang Sheng is sitting alone under the sculpture on Zhongxin Street. It is not Jiang Sheng who accompanies him, but a bronze sculpture that looks exactly like Jiang Sheng when he was a child.Liang Sheng, what are you thinking about?Remember that little Jiang Sheng who was always hiding behind you when you were a child?Think how she can turn bad in a blink of an eye?But, Liang Sheng, you have to trust Jiang Sheng, she has a brother as good as Liang Sheng, she dare not let him go bad, because she is afraid that Liang Sheng will be sad.In this world, in her heart, what can compare with Liang Sheng's tears?

I walked up to him slowly, called out to him, brother, and started sobbing.I said, Bei Xiaowu and I have been looking for you for a day.I said, bro, are you still mad at me?I really don't have a night out.I was with Wei Young all those nights, didn't she also call and tell you?

Liang Sheng raised his cool eyes and looked at me with tears in his eyes. He said, Jiang Sheng, how did you become what you are now? Why do you like lying so much?

I eagerly pulled Weiyang over, and I said, brother, you can ask Weiyang, the few times before, I didn’t go back, did I stay with Weiyang, and she even called you.

Wei Young looked at me, sighed, stepped forward to pull Liang Sheng, she said, don't be angry.How to put it, Jiang Sheng has grown up, he should have his own ideas and freedom, you can't always restrain her.Then, she looked at me again and said, Jiang Sheng, I don’t know where you are going, the last few times you asked me to help you lie to your brother, I know you are not good, but I don’t want Liang Sheng Sad, so, I will help you lie to him...

I looked at Wei Young in surprise, she was so aggrieved and shed tears in front of me just now, but now she suddenly told me that I wanted her to help me cheat Liang Sheng.Obviously she wanted me to tell Liang Sheng that I was at her house before, to avoid unnecessary speculation, but today, she did the same thing to me.

Her clear eyes make people forget that she just cried sadly.She came up to me and said, apologize to Liang Sheng, don't make him feel bad.

I gave her a hard push.She fell softly into Liang Sheng's arms, her eyes were as innocent as a lamb's.

Liang Sheng supported Wei Young, he said, Jiang Sheng, are you crazy?How could you treat her like this? She said this for your own good!If you really want to let your temper go crazy, you will be the one who will be hurt in the future!
I pointed to Wei Young and asked Liang Sheng, you actually believe her and not me?
Liang Sheng's cool eyes were the same color as the deep sea. He said, Jiang Sheng, I saw what I should see, and I saw what I shouldn't.If you were someone else, I would definitely not say a word, but you are Jiang Sheng, you are my sister, when I see you like this, I feel so sad to death, do you know...

I pointed at Liang Sheng and scolded, I said fuck your mother Liang Sheng, am I your sister?What kind of brother do you think I am?Fuck your granny to death!I'll tell you, I can do whatever I like, you don't need to educate me like you educate a delinquent boy.Tell you, I am not rare!
After I finished speaking, I ran away. Bei Xiaowu came up to block me, but I pushed him away. I didn't even check if he was injured, so I ran into the dark night, tears falling like peanuts.

Liang Sheng refused to believe it.

How could Jiang Sheng be a bad girl?He doesn't believe it, I can't bear to have a brother like him, I really can't bear to.However, today, I scolded him, God knows how uncomfortable I was at that time.From childhood to adulthood, Liang Sheng never gave me the slightest grievance, but today, he would rather trust Wei Young than Jiang Sheng!
Behind him, Wei Young said to Liang Sheng, I will persuade Jiang Sheng, don't worry.I will try to persuade her.Just listening to her follow my footsteps.As expected of Wei Young who has practiced dancing, she quickly caught up with me.

I looked at her fiercely, and I said, how can you bully people like this?Bei Xiaowu and I both treat you so well, when you are friends, why do you treat me like this!As I said, I shed tears.

Wei Young smiled, she looked at Liang Sheng not far away, turned to me and said, I don't want to hurt you, but since I was a child, there is nothing I want that I can't get!But, it's Liang Sheng, it's Cheng Tianyou, and these two men treat you like a treasure!What's good about you?You are nothing like me, you are just a country girl!To put it bluntly, you are just a village girl, why can they all be obedient to you and treat me like air?

I looked at Wei Young in surprise, at her beautiful face, at the calm smile on her face, she turned her head, and threw the most innocent smile on her face to Liang Sheng and Bei Xiaowu who were not far away. He is looking at Wei Young and me quietly.I seem to be able to see Liang Sheng's anxious eyes, full of sadness.

Wei Young smiled, she said, you are just taking a summer vacation, Cheng Tianyou is like a headless fly, who can not see it.It's just a relationship between two sides, he just likes you that much!But I followed him like a follower since I was a child, and grew up beside him. I like him, but he doesn't like me.Until I met Liang Sheng, I thought that with him, my liking for Cheng Tianyou could be fulfilled by Liang Sheng.However, that day in Weijiaping, you had a high fever, and I had a high fever, but Liang Sheng stayed by your side all the time.Is sister more important than girlfriend?So, Jiang Sheng, you have no idea how much I hate you, how much I hate you!After finishing speaking, she put her hand on my shoulder lightly, with a smile on her face, and hurt me severely.

I backed away with difficulty, but she still smiled. She said, Jiang Sheng raised a pot of ginger flowers in 13 years, and took out a grain of sand every day, thirteen 360 five days, thirteen 360 five grains of sand, he threw away Sand, but can not lose care!Also, when it comes to this, she whispered in my ear, Jiang Sheng, let me tell you, Liang Sheng was injured this time, I found someone to beat him, because I can't bear him running around like this for your birthday !I just want to know, your birthday is more important, or his life is more important!Now, I've told you everything, Jiang Sheng, you hit me!
I froze on the spot, watching Wei Young smiling like a flower.She looked at Liang Sheng not far away, turned to smile at me, and said, Jiang Sheng, hit me!You go and tell Liang Sheng that I found someone to beat him, and see if he believes you!After she finished speaking, she laughed, smiling so happily, as if a child got the candy she always wanted.

On that night, the central street was less than 50 meters away from Liangsheng, and my heart was broken into a big hole, dripping with blood!I ruthlessly pushed Wei Young down, watching Wei Young cast her innocent eyes on Liang Sheng who was running towards him, and saw her soft dependence and helplessness on her face.I didn't look back, and ran away from this sad street.

46 It turns out that I am such a narrow-minded person.

In the second year of high school, the year known as "heavy snow", time passed our fingers like a snap of the fingers.Because of that night on Central Street, the relationship between me and Liang Sheng became so alienated.

Bei Xiaowu rented a hut near the school and moved out of the school dormitory.He said that it was too early to turn off the lights in the school dormitory, and he wanted to study hard and study for a while.I know he's not joking.I also know that he is for Xiaojiu.In the years of high school, we didn't know what kind of posture to embrace happiness. We just read a lot of stories. These stories have taught us in this way, and all happiness will be fulfilled when you are admitted to college.

Bei Xiaowu wanted to give Xiao Jiu a more solid shoulder, so he had to make his foundation more solid.And for the current him, the only thing he can do with this solidity is to study hard.It seems that there is no necessary logical relationship, but I can't find a better explanation, so let's leave it at that.

Many times, when Bei Xiaowu was reading books, he would suddenly laugh out loud.He threw the grass on my lap, with a piece of grass in his mouth, he said, hey, Jiang Sheng, tell me, if I really got admitted to college, what would Xiao Jiu say if he found out?
I closed the book, looked at the empty playground, then looked at him, shaking my head.What will Xiao Jiu say?It has been more than a year, and there is no news of her. I dare not forget this girl who walked through my life wearing a set of themed suits. I dare not forget how lonely she looked when she was smoking, and how she shed tears when she was drinking.However, I dare not remember her exaggerated appearance when she spoke. I am afraid that when I think of her vivid expression when her eyebrows flutter, I will feel very sad.

Bei Xiaowu squinted his eyes and fell on the grass. The sun shone brightly on his wheat-colored skin. He smiled and said, Jiang Sheng, your grandma's is really a pig.I think so, my Xiaojiu would say this: Bei Xiaowu, I am illiterate, and yet I am dating a college student like you!Damn, am I not poisoning living beings?After finishing speaking, Bei Xiaowu laughed out loud, looking very happy.He looked up at me and said, Jiang Sheng, I have never heard any girl speak swear words as sweetly as Xiao Jiu, as if they were flowers blooming from her mouth.

Bei Xiaowu is a fool, he thought he was grinning at me, but I couldn't see the redness around his eyes, and I couldn't see the scattered tears in the corners of his eyes.

I wanted to make him happy, so I patted him on the head with a book and said, cut, I thought Xiao Jiu would say, Grandma’s Bei Xiaowu, is China’s universal 16-year compulsory education, it’s your turn The pig head went to college!
When Bei Xiaowu heard this, he took my arm and pinched it hard. If it wasn't for the fact that the basketball court not far away was full of eye-catching little brothers, I would have been howling.But for my huge dream of being a handsome guy, I had no choice but to watch my arm get swollen and swollen by this despicable guy, Bei Xiaowu.

Bei Xiaowu seemed very satisfied with his work, he said, hey, Jiang Sheng, look, it's swollen.You said that in the future, those bodybuilders don't have to work hard all day long, they all come to me, and I pinch them one by one, and all of them swell up with muscle mass.

I sneered, blowing air on my arm to reduce the swelling, glanced at the handsome guy on the basketball court, and had to free up my mouth to deal with Bei Xiaowu's stupid question, I said, damn, with your great IQ, you What kind of university do you want to go to? Drop out of school this afternoon and start a "pinch pinch" muscle gym. Isn't this business popular all over the world?Then apply for a patent, and for the rest of your life, you will be the second Bill Gates.You don't have to worry about other things, just sit on the kang with your mother and count the banknotes.

After saying this, I realized how much I miss Xiao Jiu, and even the way I speak has her taste.Although we have never had a close friendship, Xiao Jiu is the only girl who can go deep in my heart for so many years.I also believe that to Xiao Jiu, I was equally important.

However, Bei Xiaowu is really a villain. After hearing my praise, he didn't show mercy to me just because I spoke like Xiaojiu. He stared at me for a long time, smiled, and stretched out his little paw. Then he pinched my other arm hard.

That whole day, I shrugged my arms like a big lobster and dangled around the campus, not to mention how embarrassing it was.

Sometimes, I would think that if Liang Sheng was by my side, he would definitely attack Bei Xiaowu.It was because Liang Sheng was not by my side that Bei Xiaowu dared to bully me so arrogantly.

When I think of Liang Sheng, the corners of my mouth will turn up, a faint arc, very ethereal, but there are two deep wrinkles between my brows, but I don't know it.

On campus, I often see Liang Sheng, just watching from afar.If it was before, I would always run up to him happily, call him brother with a bright voice, and then make trouble for him heartlessly for a while.And now, if we meet, we talk and laugh as if nothing happened, but it's always those insignificant things that don't hurt or itch.

It turned out that I was such a narrow-minded person.I have never walked out of that midnight, I have never walked out of that sad street, I have never been able to get out of the distrust that Liang Sheng gave me and the hurt that Wei Young gave me.

Liang Sheng that day, Wei Young that day, and the sculpture of the little girl on Zhongxin Street that day seem to be vivid in my memory.That night I went back to the dormitory, crying beside Jin Ling.I cursed Wei Young, blamed Liang Sheng for his distrust, blamed Bei Xiaowu for his dishonesty, cried loudly, with tears all over his face, as if the whole world had failed me.Only I didn't apologize to Jinling, it seems that my throat is particularly stingy with the word "sorry".Or, I am afraid that these three words are too hypocritical.

Jinling also felt sad with me, and gave me face wash. She said, you can believe whatever others say, Jiang Sheng, are you a pig?Then put a large towel over my face and wipe it gently.

Until now, I have never said "sorry" to Jinling.However, I believe that everyone knows how guilty I am.I also believe that many people have been so self-willed and hurt their friends.Sorry or sorry, will it make them feel sad when they say it?It's better to just stay in your heart like this and let yourself feel sad slowly.

(End of this chapter)