Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 173 Indus is So Hurt (36)
The things you never knew, the things I didn't tell you. (2)
That day in 2002, that day was a bit cold, forgive me, I don't want to tell you which day it is, because I really want to keep it secretly in my heart.

Because that day, I kissed you.

Of course, just to wake you up quickly, I gave you artificial respiration.

But, this time, allow me to be stubborn.

I prefer to define it as, that day, I kissed you for the first time.

Small full lips, cold taste.

So, the night you first came to my house, when I saw the cufflink that had been missing for many years, I was so shocked.

A man who suddenly believed in fate.

Believe in fate and bring you to me.

Also, I laughed at you that day and said, this is not your first kiss!
You're still rolling your eyes at me.

I was right, silly girl.

On that day in 2002, I had already kissed your lips.

The small full lips are cool, like a cold cherry.

03 Of course, you don't know all this, you don't know.

Also, you often mentioned that god boy to me.I never could believe that a shot I made many years ago made you remember so deeply.

You were so young at that time, only eight years old, and I was just a little boy.

That was 1998, right?

I was in that dark alley, "doing what is right", but you scratched my face.

Here, look, it's the scar between the eyebrows.This is the imprint you left on me when you were eight years old.But now you still often smile at me shamelessly and say, Hey, that scar between your eyebrows is so handsome.

Hey, little girl, are you a Wang Po selling melons?

Of course, you don't know all this, you don't know.

Oh, what you didn't know, and when you were 14, trying to steal a pair of fur gloves in the supermarket.do you know?I was right behind you.

At that time, you were like a sneaky kitten, trembling.

I feel soft-hearted and distressed at the same time.At that time, my eyes must have looked like two sharp wounds.

However, when I was in a daze, that man named Bai Chu had already walked in front of you before me.

Damn it, he took your hand!

What's even more damning is that you are still looking at him so crazily.That kind of looking up makes me really want to kill you.

In fact, how selfish I am, from the time I paid attention to you, or from the first time I followed you, I hope that I will always be the one who can protect you; and your eyes can only look up to me!
That day, damn it!
I finished watching your "lingering" in the supermarket, and I want to see you "lingering" at the supermarket door.

Baichu just took off his scarf and wrapped it around your neck, and you were so moved.Call you stupid, you still don't admit it!

If he really cares about you as much as I do, he should take off his clothes for you!
Sorry, Mo Chun, I'm talking nonsense again.

That day, I was only a few seconds short.

It is doomed, I can only be the onlooker when you and him first meet; it is doomed, he will always live in your life with a smile.

Never forget.

It's all right now, and I don't have to worry about anything with him anymore.He is not only the one who held your hand, but also the one who captures your heart now.

04 You keep asking me why I treat you so well.

All along, you like to ask me, why are you so kind to me?

Yeah, why am I being so nice to you?

From when I was a teenager, from when I quietly followed you, watching you being bullied, and watching you cry, I told myself that I must make up for you.

Because of my father, who owes you all your family.

At that time, I heard all the transactions through the crack of the door, and saw your father kneeling in front of my father in order to treat you, begging to take the blame for him.

At that moment, my whole world collapsed.

It turns out that anyone who commits a crime can get away with it; and a person who is going to be sentenced to life imprisonment actually wants to beg a criminal!
Also, I never believed that my father would rape and kill a young girl.

He used to be the sky above me!
That day, I secretly followed your father home, and later, I often saw you at your door.A little girl with a proud ponytail.Panicked to accept the eyes of the people around you, hurt you.

At that time, I kept thinking that knowing that her father "committed such a crime" must be more difficult for that little girl than me.

So, at that time, I swore secretly that as long as I have a chance, I must protect you well!
After all, all the criticisms you have encountered are thanks to my father.

It was also from that moment that I thought, I must be a lawyer, and speak out with reason and evidence for those poor people who want to cry but have no tears.

In 2002, I saved you who fell into the water.It was the first time I came back from studying in the UK, and I deliberately drove behind you.

In 2005, I was hit by you with a slipper.At that time I was busy with work and almost forgot about you.It wasn't until I saw you looking for slippers that I realized that there is an inescapable fate between you and me.

Later, it was the encounter when you handed out the small card.

Almost from that encounter, I decided to give you happiness well and well.

You keep asking me why I treat you so well.

Now, I can answer you.It's fate, and it's also my heart, that told me to treat you so well.

And again, it was fate that turned me into an executioner who indirectly killed Mo Fan.

I'm sorry, Mo Chun, the happiness I promised you was finally disintegrated under the various orders in that thunderstorm.

Regarding this, it's my fault, so I don't want to make any more excuses.

05 If I told you all this in advance, would you choose to stay?
For a long time, I dared not tell you all this.

Because, in my opinion, what is fate, in your opinion, maybe everything is premeditated.More importantly, how should I tell you about the relationship between your father and my father many years ago?
What a source of evil.

Let me meet you, fall in love with you, but it is difficult to deliver my true self to you!

I am afraid that you will look at my computer, look at my closet, and know all the secrets.

However, one day finally, the relationship between my father and your father started from other people's mouths.So, I became a shameful concealer.

Conceal the past and play with your feelings!

In fact, it is really hard to say.

Until you left, you lowered your eyes and told me that you want to be with him, this is your choice.Not for anything, just because you met him before us.

Heartbroken.

My Mo Chun, my girl.

All the time, until your back disappeared, I didn't dare to ask this sentence: If, if, I told you all this in advance, would you choose to stay?
However, I dare not tell you.

I can only talk to myself foolishly in front of "Master Bai" in the closet, the cuff button that belongs to you on Mai Le's chest, and the photo of the Ferris wheel on the wall.

Say to them, if I told you all this in advance, would you choose to stay?
However, they are all so silent.

It's so silent!
06 So, I know.

Until Mai Le's hand touched my face, she said, Hey, it's strange, why are you crying?

So, I realized that it turned out to be true.

You are no longer with me.

At that moment, I don't know if I was in a trance, but I saw your shadow on Mai Le's pale face.

So, I kissed her.

hugged her.

I said, sorry, Mo Chun, I love you.

Mai Le just laughed and said, I have been in a trance, whether my name is Mai Le or Mo Chun, it turns out that my name is Mo Chun.After speaking, she wept.

At that moment, my heart ached.

In another corner of the world, my beloved girl has been looking for a shell that can wrap herself.Finally at this moment, she found what she thought was a hard shell.

But lost a warm home.

At this time, will you be like Mai Le, smiling at that man, smiling, and crying?
In 1998, we met, but you couldn't see my appearance clearly in the dark night.

We met in 2002, but you in a coma still don't know my existence.

In 2005, we continued to meet, but it was still my 2005, a drama of my own.

So, finally, in 2007, this hot summer, we missed it.

You once gave me a scar on the forehead; you once gave me a slap on the face; now, you gave me a lifetime of guilt and concern on my chest.

I can never look in the mirror again and forget this scar; I can stop remembering and forget this slap in the face; but how can I stop my heart from beating to forget the longing and guilt for you in this life?
It turns out that for us, "encounter" is always a one-man show that belongs to one person, and only the plot of "missing" is a rival show that belongs to you and me.

I'm sorry, Mo Chun.I love you.

(End of this chapter)