Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 57 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (57)
If this world is without you, who will I show my happiness to? (2)
Oh no, they will change back.It forgave me, and it smiled at me, that smile was as blurred and warm as the headlights passing through the road.It was waving at me... I ran straight to the busy road.

In front of my eyes, there was a piece of sky.

Screech of brakes.

Then came the curses of many drivers.

At this time, I realized that I was in a trance, and walked towards those slightly warm lights in a trance.

Jiang Sheng, why are you here?Lu Wenjun got out of the car, looked at me who was devastated and haggard, and asked anxiously.

Oh, whose voice is this?

How can I not tell?All I could think of was the words of the doctor in the hospital.

... He said to me very seriously, Miss Jiang, you have to think about it.As an RH-negative blood, if you lose this child, you may never be a mother again.

…If RH negative blood loses the child, hemolytic infertility will occur in the future.So, I hope you keep this child, this is the unique child that God bestows on people of your blood type.

... I hope you can think about it carefully, I don't want to ruin your life's happiness here.

...Have you asked your husband?Have you asked his opinion?If you make this claim without authorization, I think it will cause great harm to the people around you...

How did I convince the doctor in the end?

...I said, my dearest brother, he suffers from myeloid blood cancer, he is RH-negative blood type B, is a rare panda blood, one in a hundred thousand people has this blood type, and I am his only My relatives, who most likely have the bone marrow that he can match... I love this child... But, I can't watch my brother disappear from my side...

In this way, everything became beyond redemption.

Lu Wenjun was terrified by my empty eyes, he frowned, carried me into the car, and the car started gently.He said, Jiang Sheng, I'm on a business trip these days and I'm not with you. What happened?

I looked at him, then at myself, and realized that I was already in the car.

I smiled foolishly at him, facing my psychiatrist and the man I trust the most, what else can I not confide in?I have been burdened with too much depression, and I almost collapsed in pain.I looked at him closely and murmured, my child is gone, I will kill it.

The car braked heavily, and the person leaned forward heavily.

Lu Wenjun turned around and said, what are you talking about!Jiang Sheng, say it again!
My tears flowed out like crazy, and I screamed like a wounded animal.I said, yes, yes, I killed the baby in my belly!But, you tell me, what should I do?Otherwise, I can't save my brother.At this point, I was crying, and I said, you know, I can't lose him!Can't lose his!

Lu Wenjun turned his head with difficulty and asked me, Jiang Sheng, you mean...you...are pregnant...

I said, yes, I'm shameless, I'm pregnant.

Lu Wenjun's face became extremely pale, and the neon lights outside the car window were flickering quietly, and there were also tear-like liquids in his eyes that were flickering.

He put his hand gently on my shoulder, trying to calm my agitation.

However, obviously, his emotions suddenly became agitated, and he said, I really deserve to die, I really deserve to die!How could I tell you this news, how could I tell you about Liang Sheng's condition!Damn me!
I looked at Lu Wenjun's inexplicable reaction stupidly, and thought, what the hell are you doing?It's not that you got pregnant, you killed the child.What do you follow to crash?It's inexplicable.

That day, Lu Wenjun's car was parked on the side of the road for a long time.His spring-like eyes also became dazed.

I don't know how I got out of his car, or how I wandered home.I always feel that there is a child in front of me, giggling at me, and crying heart-piercingly after a while.

I seemed to see Cheng Tianyou, with his head down, concentrating on nailing a crib. Then, he hummed softly his crudely made song—Little Jiang Sheng fell asleep in the bamboo basket.Little Jiang Sheng fell asleep in the bamboo basket, don't cry, don't make trouble, don't wake up big Jiang Sheng...

God bless.

Little Jiang Sheng will never cry again.

Never again.

Never wake up Da Jiangsheng again.

45 Oh, I see, the baby in my stomach must be disobedient.I made you suffer, Jiang Sheng.

I went back to Xiaoyu Mountain with a pale face. When I opened the door, Donggu just jumped out with a fish in its mouth, showing off in front of me.

I smiled wryly, could it be that the miraculous mushrooms can open the refrigerator?

At this time, I smelled a strong smell of meat floating in the room.But this feeling made me dizzy and made me retch for no reason.

When Cheng Tianyou heard the sound of the door opening, he hurriedly poked his head and complained to me with a little distress, "Jiang Sheng, where have you been, and you came back so late?"I called you for a long time, but you didn't answer.She is going to be a mother, and she is still so playful!
Tianyou said that she is going to be a mother, and she is still so playful.

When he said this, there was infinite tenderness and pampering in his eyes.But it is this kind of look that makes me feel that I have no way to escape, no way to hide!An overwhelming pain tangled in my stomach, my face turned pale, and my whole body became erratic.

Tianyou hurried downstairs, hurriedly supported me, and said, Jiang Sheng, Jiang Sheng, are you all right?Don't scare me.

After a long time, I seemed to wake up.I murmured, why are you here?

Tianyou blinked quickly and said, me?Oh, I was afraid that you were worried that I would be raped by other female robbers, so I ran here to make you not worry.

Suddenly, he glanced at me and said, Jiang Sheng, why do you look so bad?

I shook my head and said, no, nothing.

Tianyou frowned slightly, and said, oh, I know, the baby in my stomach must be disobedient.I made you suffer, Jiang Sheng.

After finishing speaking, he gently hugged me into his arms and held me tightly without making a sound.However, I could hear his rapid gasps in his throat, and he said to me like a child who has done something wrong, sorry, Jiang Sheng, for making you suffer.

His childlike words made my tears fall silently, dripping on his arms.

He was slightly taken aback, pulled me over, and said, Jiang Sheng, do you have something to do?You must have something, tell me, I will find a solution for you.

I didn't make a sound, just clenched my teeth and wept hard.He gently wiped away my tears and said, are you worried about Xiao Jiu, Liang Sheng, Xiao Miangua, or... Bei Xiaowu?

I raised my pale face, looked at his haggard handsome face, and didn't know how to tell him the whole thing.

Tianyou said, okay, classmate Jiang Sheng, I am most afraid of your tears, so our baby will definitely be a little crying melon in the future, so there will be no two-person world for the two of us?Don't cry, or I won't play with you anymore, I will play with Xiao Jiangsheng.After finishing speaking, he smiled, stared at my lower abdomen, and said, "Little Jiang Sheng, Da Jiang Sheng is crying, are you uncomfortable?"
ah what?you're uncomfortable?Then dad came to pat you.After finishing speaking, he gently put his hand on my lower abdomen, with a peaceful smile on his face, and said, Little Jiang Sheng, are you feeling better now?

The moment his hand fell, I screamed in horror, as if there were countless ropes tightly strangling my neck, making me unable to breathe.I pushed away his hand on my lower abdomen hard, as if he touched my most untouchable wound and tore my body apart!
I shouted loudly and excitedly, I said, get out of the way!Get out of the way!

Cheng Tianyou looked at me in astonishment and said, Jiang Sheng, what's wrong with you?After speaking, put your hand gently on my forehead to see if I have a fever.

I opened his hand, feeling extremely excited.I said, you are blind, why did you treat me so well, I aborted your child!Are you blind? You are still so kind to me!

Cheng Tianyou froze in place like a log.I can't get back to God for a long time.

Then, after a long silence, he murmured, Jiang Sheng, you are hungry.Oh, and I still have chicken broth simmering on the cooker.

After he finished speaking, he ran to the kitchen expressionlessly, carefully looking after the pot of soup.

I looked at him, and my heart ached beyond restraint.I took his arm and said, God bless, you kill me, I'm sorry for you.

He looked at me and said, don't talk, I'm making soup for you.I heard from others that when a woman is pregnant with a baby, she needs tonic. I can't starve little Jiang Sheng.

After finishing speaking, he smiled foolishly at my lower abdomen and said, Xiao Jiang must be good when he was born in his mother's stomach, and he will have delicious food in a while.

I looked at him, seeing his transparent and gentle smile, and my whole heart was broken.I said, God bless, God bless, please, don't be like this.

However, he didn't care about me, he just stared at the pot of soup desperately.

When the soup was ready, he divided them into small bowls, and then he didn't look at me.He walked back and forth across the room in silence, wiping everything he could.He said to himself, don't get dirty, otherwise, it's not good for children.

After wiping the room, he went to tidy up the small fruit forks scattered in the room, but he still refused to look at me.

I just looked at him stupidly like this, watching him talking to himself stupidly.He murmured as he packed the fork away that it would hurt the baby if it was left outside.Jiang Sheng, our little ginger baby is so beautiful, he must not be hurt by these things.

……

That day, the whole night, Cheng Tianyou refused to look at me, and kept tidying up the whole room by himself, talking to himself foolishly.

No matter what I do, he won't listen to me.

Finally, he went into the study and silently nailed the almost finished crib.Carefully he swung the hammer and drove the nail carefully into the wood.

One sound at a time, beating my heart.

While hammering and nailing the crib carefully, he hummed the self-made song—Little Jiang Sheng fell asleep in the bamboo basket.Little Jiang Sheng fell asleep in the bamboo basket.Don't cry, don't make trouble, don't wake up Jiang Sheng...

He sang so earnestly and affectionately, his long soft eyes were staring gently at the crib, as if the sweet baby inside was giggling at him.

God bless—my tears couldn't stop pouring down.I said, I beg you, wake up, there will never be a little Jiangsheng crying, and there will be no little Jiangsheng making trouble again.I'm sorry, I'm sorry, God bless, I'm sorry!
I held on tightly to this numb and unconscious man, wishing I could tear myself apart.

The hammer finally slipped from his hand and fell heavily to the ground. His eyes moved, as if there was a faint light.Then, he slowly raised his eyes, looked at me, a little dazed, and said, Jiang Sheng, do you hate me so much?

I shook my head while weeping, and I said, I'm sorry, God bless, I'm sorry, I can't help it, I can't see Liang Sheng making any mistakes, otherwise, I will never forgive myself for the rest of my life!

Tianyou read softly, oh, Liang Sheng...Liang Sheng...for your Liang Sheng...you...killed my child?Having said that, he closed his eyes painfully and slowly, two lines of tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes and fell to the ground.

He was in tears.

I stayed where I was, the pain in my body was tangled with the pain in my heart.I reached out, trying to wipe his tears away.I never thought that this man would cry.

He heavily blocked the hand I reached out to wipe his tears, opened his eyes that were burning like flames, and beat down hard with his fist!The little crib fell apart in an instant.Blood also flowed from the back of his hand.

So glaring.So distinct.

Just like the mass of flesh and blood that was separated from my body, at that moment, I suddenly fell into a daze... There were children's cries, screams, and eerie giggles... …

When I woke up again, I was lying safely on the bed in the bedroom, and the afternoon sun was shining on my face.

However, the man named Cheng Tianyou was nowhere to be found.

There was only a bunch of shiny keys left by him on the table.

At this moment, Lu Wenjun's phone call came in, his voice was a little tired, but still as gentle as a spring breeze.He said, Jiang Sheng, are you okay now?
I burst into tears and said, I'm not good, I'm very bad!Cheng Tianyou knew that I had killed his child, and already hated me to death.

Lu Wenjun froze for a moment, and said, his child?

When Lu Wenjun asked such a question, I suddenly felt that I was the most typical representative of the "pregnant before marriage" army, who was brutally questioned about morality.

Lu Wenjun's four words wiped out all my sadness, leaving only a strong sense of shame.

If it weren't for the unstoppable heartache, I would definitely ask, if it wasn't his, could it be yours?

However, sadness should still look sad, shouldn't it.

Lu Wenjun hesitated for a while and said, Jiang Sheng, have you ever thought that you have made such a big sacrifice, if you and Liang Sheng's bone marrow can't match...

When he said this, I broke down even more, and I shouted, impossible, impossible!

Lu Wenjun said, I also hope that Liang Sheng will be well, but the more I worry, the more I am afraid, so, Jiang Sheng, please forgive my slip of the tongue just now.

46 Liang Sheng, tell me that the two of us are God's most beloved toys?
After Cheng Tianyou left from Xiaoyushan, I have been living in a muddle, as if a huge wound had suddenly opened in my life.

Every time I go to see Liang Sheng, I always see Wei Young.

Another time, I saw Ning Xin.She was right beside Wei Young, her long black hair was scattered behind her, and she had a calm expression on her face, as if everything in this world had nothing to do with her.

Of course, I'm just watching from a distance.

Look from afar.

Ke Xiaorou still often goes to the hospital to quarrel with Lu Wenjun, I don't know what happened between them, there is such a big gap and hatred.

People all over the world are frantically busy, only Liang Sheng is lying quietly on the bed like this.

In the whole world, there is another quiet place, which is my heart.After so much pain that was pretended to be indifferent, it finally became a piece of dead water.

Then, not long after, this piece of dead water became violent!
The doctor's diagnosis was like a bolt from the blue, and I couldn't recover from it—you have no blood relationship at all!
You have no blood relationship at all!
You have no blood relationship at all!
You have no blood relationship at all!
When the marrow test report came out, the whole world turned upside down!The doctor's tone was almost cold. Obviously, he was dissatisfied with my nonsense - he didn't understand how I could "claim" to be the patient's sister to provide the so-called bone marrow matching.

At the moment I got the diagnosis report, everyone's eyes were fixed on me.

Wei Young suddenly covered her face and began to cry.Ning Xin was by her side, quietly accompanying her, watching her cry and comforting her gently.

At that very moment, my entire world suddenly spiraled out of control.I grabbed Lu Wenjun and murmured, it must be wrong, he is my brother, we are the same father.It must be wrong, we are brother and sister!

Wei Young suddenly stood up and walked in front of me, almost screaming hoarsely, Jiang Sheng, stop pretending here, isn't this what you want?Isn't this the result you have dreamed of for so many years? !You don't have to look forward to it now, and you don't have to worry about others saying you are incest!You can do whatever you want now, how proud you are!

I was stabbed by Wei Young's roar, if I bet on this wish with the lives of Tianyou's child and Liang Sheng, she would despise me too much.So, this is the first time, I yell at Wei Young, do you think that everyone is like you, in order to possess someone, you can do this at any cost!Yes, you are right, when I was young, I fantasized more than once that he was not my biological brother, he was picked up, he fell from the sky!He could even come out of a duck's egg, even if he is He Manhou's son!But now, for me, the most important thing is Liang Sheng's life. If I have no blood relationship with him and cannot match, then who will save him?
Who will save him?

Who will save him?
Having said that, I squatted on the ground in despair, hugging my knees and crying.

All the people in front of me couldn't understand how big a scar was shattered on my heart, so shattered that I didn't even know the pain.

I tried my best to abandon Tianyou's child, but I got this ending?

It turns out that in life, the hand of God is a cloud. You and I are placed on the other side of our family, and it will never be possible to get to each other's shore; God's hand is rain. The same brand marks tell us that we have different blood flowing on our bodies!

Liang Sheng, tell me that the two of us are God's most beloved toys?
Therefore, he never forgets to put us down, pick up, pick up, put down, put down, pick up again... And then, our fate is so hard to control over and over again, over and over again, over and over again...

But, who are you to me?

When Wei Young finally woke up, she pointed at me and said, Jiang Sheng, since you have no blood relationship with Liang Sheng, please don't bother him again in the future!Otherwise, I am absolutely welcome!

I froze in place immediately.

The people gradually dispersed, only Lu Wenjun was by my side.When people are lonely and sad, they are most likely to think of the person they depend on the most, so after saying goodbye to Lu Wenjun, I wrapped up my clothes and dialed Cheng Tianyou's number in the slightly cool wind.

I think, at this moment, if his voice came from the microphone, I would definitely burst into tears.

However, the voice on the phone came so quietly: Sorry, the number you dialed is not in the service area, please call again later.

Sorry, the number you dialed is out of service area, please try again later.

(End of this chapter)