Enemy is difficult: Mr. President, please let it go

Chapter 38 I Love You Too
Ni Jiaren was stunned, looking at Su Zexiu with a pale smile, her pale lips parted and closed, her voice sounded weak, "Brother Zexiu, what nonsense are you talking about?"

"Girl, let yourself go." Su Zexiu persuaded with heartache.

He couldn't bear to see Ni Jiaren go on like this. How long has it been? How many times has she been in the hospital because of various ailments.But this time, just for the design draft of a pumice stone, he made himself look like a ghost, how can you let him endure it any longer?
Ni Jiaren looked at him blankly and shook her head.

How can she let herself go?

Even if she was going to become strangers to him, she never thought of throwing away this marriage.The word divorce never even appeared in her mind.

How come here, he just said it so easily.

Fu Sichen gently brushed Ni Jiaren away, stood up, wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth, panted heavily, and said indifferently, "My marriage is up to me. I haven't said it's over yet, this game, she will accompany you." I'll play to the end!"

"This is what we agreed on at the beginning, isn't it?" He turned his eyes and looked at Ni Jiaren coldly.

Yes, she personally agreed.

That year, that woman was lying on the hospital bed like a lifeless porcelain doll.His eyes were bloodshot after spending several nights with him outside the operating room. He grabbed her hand and said, "Don't you love me? Aren't you jealous that I treat her well? Well, I'll marry you!"

She thought he was joking, but unexpectedly, he said, "Oh, you think I married you to be good to you? Ni Jiaren, don't be naive! A cruel person is not worthy of love!"

"It's okay to get married, but this game, I don't want to say it's over, you have to play with me to the end!"

His cruel eyes frightened her.

At that time, she had not yet passed her 20th birthday.But she still agreed, even though the road of this marriage was full of thorns, she still couldn't control her heart and stepped on it without hesitation.

Then, at the age of 20, they got married.

This is an agreement between them.

He didn't say it was over, she just played with him to the end.

But, no matter what, she didn't want to end at all. She would rather this game be a lifetime.

"Brother Zexiu, this is what I deserve." She smiled lightly, but felt a little relieved.

What Fu Sichen meant was that he would not divorce.

If she thinks about it this way, she will feel much better. At least, like herself, he has not given up on this marriage.Maybe he just wanted to watch her suffer, and she was used to having fun while suffering.

"beautiful woman!"

Su Zexiu was furious, with beads of sweat on his forehead, he pulled Ni Jiaren away, but he relaxed his strength for fear of hurting her, "Come with me!"

Ni Jiaren was taken to the empty box next door, and Su Zexiu locked the door behind her backhand.

"Beautiful lady, if you can't catch him, let him go. You know, his original intention for this marriage was not out of love for you."

"So what?" As long as there is this marriage.

Ni Jiaren's eyes were empty, and she asked lightly, but blocked Su Zexiu's original words of persuasion.

Even if the original intention was to hurt, she accepted it.

"Beautiful woman, take a good look at the people around you! He is not the only one who loves you. Now he stopped loving you five years ago! Can't you turn around and look at me? I love you too! I can make you happy, I can make you happy!"

Su Zexiu held her shoulders, shaking her absent-minded body under excitement.

He never thought that the only time he confessed "I love you" was in such a situation.

Originally, he only planned to wait silently, so he never thought about how to tell her that he loves her too...

Ni Jiaren was dumbfounded, her eyes suddenly focused, she looked at Su Zexiu's eyes, "Brother Zexiu, what... are you talking about?"

"Beauty, I've said it before..." Su Ze corrected his complexion, his eyes were very serious, "Let me take care of you, no matter what the situation, I will always be your reliance."

"I never thought..."

"Then think about it!" For the first time, Su Zexiu was so strong.

"Brother Zexiu." Ni Jiaren raised her eyes, her eyes were full of pain, and she couldn't hide it, "You know, I can't let others go in my heart. I... have been married too, and I'm not good enough for you."

"There is no question of whether you are worthy or not, only if you want to. As long as you want, as long as I want, I can marry you."

"But……"

Ni Jiaren didn't know how to refuse, but she couldn't hold on to him, her voice became weaker, she murmured, "Brother Zexiu, I...have always regarded you as my dearest brother..."

She knows how good Su Zexiu is.

Therefore, he deserves someone better than this broken self.

Su Zexiu couldn't understand her rejection, and was a little excited, "If you don't give it a try, how do you know that I can only be your brother?"

"Brother Zexiu!" Ni Jiaren raised her voice, with tears in her eyes, "I'm not worth it..."

Three times, this is her third rejection.

Su Zexiu lowered his hands weakly, no longer restraining her, and his tone softened, "So, even if he hurt you thousands of times, you will still run to his side without hesitation, right?"

Just like just now, even if Fu Sichen hurt her, she was still willing to block the hurt for him.

"Brother Zexiu...I'm sorry..."

Choking, Ni Jiaren suddenly pushed him away and ran out of the box.

Walking aimlessly on the street, she couldn't find her way home.But there was an ethereal voice in my ears, "A place without you is a foreign country, and a trip without you is a wandering..."

"I am willing to fulfill your cherished past, and I only want you to find the enthusiasm that makes you like you..."

Even bruised, better than life without him.

She still couldn't imagine what it would be like if Fu Sichen disappeared from her life one day...

Now that they can't see each other often, she can still hope that they are still husband and wife, and they will always see each other when they go home during the Chinese New Year, even if they are indifferent and silent.

However, because of her stubbornness and love, she hurt one person after another.

With the singing still ringing around her ears, Ni Jiaren suddenly squatted down, regardless of whether it was on the street, hugging her knees, burying her head in her arms, and crying loudly.

Why, she is not what she wants.

She didn't want the people around her to leave her one after another, but she felt that she pushed out another person who loved her for 25 years out of her life...

Behind her, a somewhat embarrassed figure followed her step by step.

Seeing her squatting down and stopping her steps, the wound at the corner of her mouth was still hurting like a tear, he raised his hand to wipe it casually, and stayed with her all the time, waiting until the wound that would take a long time to heal scabs... …

A party broke up badly.

In an instant, everyone became an independent individual, like a free person with no ties or attachments, wandering around the city aimlessly, without showing any mood.

bar.

Su Zexiu poured strong wine down his throat glass after glass, which irritated his throat sorely, and continued to drink another glass as if he couldn't feel it.

The sound of loud music is all around his ears, as well as the cheers and screams of wild people, filling his eardrums.

A girl stepped forward, put a hand on his shoulder, and stroked his long wavy hair charmingly, "Handsome guy, would you like to have a drink with me?"

Her voice is so charming that an ordinary man can be turned into a rage almost instantly.

Su Zexiu turned a deaf ear to it, and became more worried when he drank alcohol.His mind was full of images of Ni Jiaren rushing into the box to protect Fu Sichen, and her refusal time and time again that was not cruel.

"Handsome, don't drink alone..."

The girl's weak and boneless hand had already slipped to his collarbone and touched the button of his shirt.

From a distance, Chu Qing saw Su Zexiu's back.She came to the bar with her colleagues and saw him drinking alone. Although she didn't think about going up to say hello, her eyes drifted in his direction from time to time.

Until, she saw a girl posting it...

Su Zexiu seemed drunk and didn't respond.

She got up in a hurry and said to the colleague beside her, "I'm going to the bathroom." Then, she got up and went straight to Su Zexiu.

The girl teased him without giving up, but Su Zexiu was completely unmoved, drinking wine on his own, as if he didn't notice that there was another person around him at all.

Is this person's awareness of prevention that bad?
Or, if you think she is a beautiful woman, it doesn't matter what she does?
Doesn't he like beautiful women?Why are you still messing around here?

Chu Qing curled her lips, but still couldn't help but stepped forward and patted the girl on the shoulder, "Beauty, before making a move, it's better to find out whether the other person came alone or two."

The girl was a little dissatisfied with being planned, "Who are you? You have to come first, first come first, first come first, first come first, first come first when you see someone?"

Of course she knew whether Su Zexiu was alone or two people. She started to pay attention to him from the moment he entered the bar. He came alone, and then sat on the bar counter drinking alone, without communicating with the people around him.

Occasionally, two women came up to strike up a conversation, but they all failed, so she decided to do it.

"I'm his girlfriend." Chu Qing said without blushing.

"you?"

The girl was slightly surprised, looked her up and down, then looked at Su Zexiu who was raising his eyes with vacant eyes, and reluctantly gave up and left.

Su Zexiu was awakened by the word "girlfriend", but when he turned his eyes, he saw Chu Qing facing the woman confidently, as if he was really his wife.

"Girlfriend?" Su Zexiu snickered.

Chu Qing was inexplicably flustered by his gaze, "Hey, I relieved you, what expression do you have? If it weren't for me, you would have been executed by that woman on the spot!"

"How do you know that I don't want to be executed on the spot?"

His rhetorical question really stopped Chu Qing.She really never thought that Su Zexiu might do it voluntarily.

"I don't care about you! Who cares!"

Chu Qing was angry, she turned around and wanted to leave, but was grabbed by Su Zexiu, "You want to leave after sending away the person who teased me?"

"Then what else do you want?" Chu Qing was still holding back her anger, she shook off his hand and asked back.

Su Zexiu looked at her, turned around and handed her a cup, "Come and have a drink with me."

It was only then that Chu Qing saw that there were two full rows of wine bottles beside him, and it was unknown how much he drank.

"Use wine to relieve your worries, are you in a bad mood?"

Chu Qing didn't refuse, took the cup and sat beside him.

"Ah."

Su Zexiu responded, another glass of wine was poured down his throat, and there was no further text.

Chu Qing looked at it, frowned slightly, grabbed his cup and drank it in one gulp, and said, "You are still a person who uses alcohol to relieve your worries, why didn't I notice it before?"

Su Zexiu snatched the cup expressionlessly, "If you want to drink, pour it yourself!"

Chu Qing, "..."

(End of this chapter)