Gentleness is only for you

Chapter 313 What You Said

He raised his head, and the smile on the corner of his mouth finally disappeared:
"Hua'er, is it still possible for us?"

His name is Hua'er, he often called her by her nickname when she was a child, and it was also the nickname she pestered him to ask him to call her by her nickname.

The corner of her mouth hooked, is it possible?
She raised her head and looked straight into his eyes, deer-like wet eyes, looking at her with anticipation, she put back the smile on the corner of her mouth:

"Su Shuo's first summer vacation, do you remember what you said?"

Su Shuo was taken aback, and the light in his eyes went out a bit.

In the summer vacation of the first year of junior high school, they rarely saw each other because the school was far away. When the holidays came, his parents had no time to take care of him, so he moved to grandma's house. Grandma Su's house was already close to her grandma's house. In order to see Su Shuo, of course she had to move to her grandmother's house.

That time, as usual, she came to him early in the morning with her homework. He might be in a particularly low mood because he didn't do well in the final exam, and he was doing the questions alone without saying a word.

She has been trying to make him happy, but to make him happy is to disturb him at the same time.

He lost his temper.

Yes, he got angry at her for the first time, said something to make her go away, and said something that he regrets even now.

After a long time, he found his voice:

"Do you still remember..."

Ji Xin smiled softly indifferently, her eyes were empty, as if thinking of something, her voice was as sweet as ever:
"You said, you hate me, you say I'm shameless, I keep leaning on you, you tell me to go away, you don't like me, you'll never like me...hehe"

Her helplessness in that hehe made people feel heartbroken.

"Ji Xin! Don't you know how to be ashamed! Don't get close to me! I hate you! I'll tell you right now, I don't like you, and I will never like you! Go away!"

In my mind, the boy sitting in front of the desk was full of anger, blushing, and the words he said made the girl opposite him who came to him with a heart in her hand almost break her heart. That day, she There were tears in her eyes, but she gritted her teeth to keep the tears from falling. She turned and ran away without saying a word.

Ever since she had tears in her eyes, the water in her eyes had already calmed him down, and he regretted it.

But after she ran out, although he regretted it, he was also a proud person. In the past, she was the one who clinged to him, so how could he have the nerve to bow his head and apologize.

It was also from that time that Ji Xin gradually seemed to have forgotten him, and when he met a stranger with a cute smile on his face, he felt uncomfortable, but he couldn't say anything at that time.

"You know? That was the first time I saw you get angry, and you were angry with me. You said you hated me so seriously. At that time, I was thinking, 'Ah, I have always been self-indulgent, Su Shuozhen I hate you to death, that's why I got so angry'."

"Since you have made it so clear, how can I not give up? I am also a human being, and I can also be sad. I also have self-respect. If other people's hateful words are thrown in my face, how can I dare to get up to it with a thick skin? Please don't be angry, please don't hate me."

The ice cream in her hand gradually melted, her voice paused, and she threw the whole ice cream into the trash can on one side, took out a tissue and wiped her hands, her expression remained unchanged, and continued:

"Su Shuo, what do you think I am? A puppy that runs over as soon as you wave your hand?"

"Su Shuo, I'm Ji Xin, a little princess who was pampered and brought up since childhood, my parents, grandma and grandpa beat and scolded me relentlessly, and couldn't bear the pain. I'm also a conceited person."

"A little girl who was instilled by her parents since she was a child that as long as she works hard, the impossible will come true, but after I worked hard, I was scolded by the person I like shamelessly, saying that I hate me, telling me to go far away, you Do you know how much I was hit? I kept thinking, didn’t I work hard to like you? Why do you still do that? Am I wrong? Is it wrong to try hard? "

She raised her eyes and looked straight at him:
"You tell me, shouldn't I try hard? Am I wrong to try hard?"

(End of this chapter)