Wanfu, the Reborn Empress

Chapter 430 Atonement for the past
Looking at Gu Yanxi's expressionless expression, what else does Shi Haoyuan not understand?

He grew up watching this cousin since he was a child. After knowing that he was attracted to this cousin, he only looked at her wholeheartedly, longing for her to grow up quickly, longing for her to set her eyes on her, and even yearning for her. of a smile.

He is so cautious in his liking for her, he is not good at words, he is more like a shy big boy who blushes at every turn in front of her; he wants to give her the best in the world, as long as it is Whatever he could do, whenever she asked, he would agree.

Even the parents at home could see his affection for Jiaojiao, teasing him in private more than once, wondering if he has the ability to marry such a beautiful cousin back to their Shifu and become the daughter-in-law of the Shi family.

For many years, he has always thought that as long as he works hard enough and treats her well enough, one day she will set her eyes on him, see his goodness, and gradually fall in love with him; he is not afraid to wait , I just want to humblely seek a chance to win happiness.

Therefore, he came to the capital from Tongcheng. He knew that it was difficult to survive here, but he still chose to take root here, because this place is the closest to her, and it is also the place where he may have the opportunity to really touch her and walk into her. place in the heart.

Unexpectedly, even though he had put in all his efforts to strive for performance, he would still be the one who was rejected; however, he was actually satisfied.He could tell that he had a certain amount of weight in his cousin's heart, otherwise she wouldn't be so hard to say no because she couldn't refuse, and she wouldn't show such distressed and conflicted eyes to him.

For him, Shi Haoyuan, the girl in front of him is the most beloved person in this world besides his parents, who he wants to protect. He has secretly vowed in his heart more than once that he must protect her well in the future; since he wants to protect her, Since he wanted to give her happiness, how could he make his beloved girl so uncomfortable for his own personal affair?

The love between a man and a woman is meant to come from the heart. If she really thinks that Mr. Feng is a good man who can be entrusted to her for the rest of her life, why not let him go?

Therefore, looking at Gu Yanxi who didn't know how to speak, Shi Haoyuan decided to take this first step first, so that she would not have to bear the guilt for him, and freely pursue the happiness she wanted.

"Jiaojiao, even if I become your cousin, I can come to see you often in the future, right? Even if you don't have a place for me in your heart, I'm still your most important relative, right? Even..."

"In my heart, my cousin is just like my own brother. He is the most important person in this world. No one can replace your existence and your position in my heart." Gu Yanxi interrupted Shi Haoyuan's words, and then slowly Slowly approaching him, stretched out his hand to hold his slightly rough fingers due to martial arts, "Cousin, you are very important to me, I regard you as important as my life; I know you are to me I also know how much you have taken care of me these years, and I once wanted to respond to your feelings. But if I do this, it would be too selfish."

Gu Yanxi sniffed, and said: "In my heart, cousin, you are the best and most responsible man in the world. You deserve a woman who truly loves you and belongs to you by your side , have children with you, and start a family with you. I can imagine that cousin, your future wife must be the most gentle and kind woman in the world. Sweat, I will personally cook for you to cook your favorite meals, accompany you to listen to the sound of drizzle falling on rainy days, and hold hands with you in snowy days to enjoy the blooming Aoxue red plums in heavy snow. You will have A very happy and happy family, because only this kind of happiness can be worthy of a masculine cousin like you. My cousin and I will also become the closest brother-sister relationship. Help each other and rely on each other. I think this is what my aunt would like to see. My aunt and my mother are the best sisters. If they know that the brother-sister relationship between us is so stable, they will feel at ease."

Shi Haoyuan looked at Gu Yanxi holding his hand, tears flashed in the corner of his eyes, but there was a relieved and generous smile on his face, "Jiaojiao, do you know? There was a time when I thought I was hated by you gone?"

Hearing what Shi Haoyuan said, Gu Yanxi was startled for a moment, then lowered his eyes slightly, letting his slender eyelashes cover the various sour emotions surging in his eyes.

She knew what Shi Haoyuan meant by "for a while", it must be the time before she was reborn; He has developed an arrogant personality, and doesn't have much real good looks towards many people around him.Among them, this cousin who has lived in Tongcheng since he was a child and can only come to the capital once a year is included.

In her impression, her cousin was a dull and straightforward martial artist. He didn't have the bookish look of a scholar, and his dark skin that was sunburned because of his mischievous love of playing has also become a reason for her to laugh at her many times. Facing her ridicule, my cousin always has a tolerant and magnanimous look, not only never cares about these things with her, but every year he comes to the capital to bring her many small toys and food from Tongcheng.

But in the past, she really had a pair of bright eyes in vain. She couldn't tell what kind of person is a real gentleman and what kind of person is a despicable and shameless villain; On the contrary, he was overwhelmed by the sweet words of the villain, which led to the tragedy in the future.

Therefore, when her cousin mentioned the past years, Gu Yanxi really couldn't raise her head in front of him, because she knew very well how excessive and irritating she was in the past.

Shi Haoyuan looked at the top of Gu Yanxi's hair, still smiling tolerantly and softly, he stretched out his other hand to gently touch her soft black hair, at this moment, he smiled incomparably satisfied, and said: "Really Good! I am really right to come to the capital this time! Because I know, Jiaojiao, you don’t hate me, as long as I know this, I will be satisfied.”

The tears that had been lingering in the eyes finally burst out at this moment. The big tears that fell down made Gu Yanxi feel warm and happy, and at the same time feel ashamed and sad for his past behavior.

From rebirth to the present, she has never felt like this. She has always thought that her rebirth was a gift from God, but now it seems that not only the gift is in it, but also the past that makes her feel Atonement.

(End of this chapter)