I wish you a bright future

Chapter 620 Why

After the kiss was over, Gu Yanhen hugged Su Yan tightly, as if he was afraid that she would leave.

"No, Su Yan, the only person I want to marry is you, from the beginning to the end, it is only you."

Su Yan blushed, and turned his head, "Men are all liars with smooth words, if this is the case, then what do you have to hide from me?"

Gu Yanhen helped his forehead helplessly, knowing that the little girl in his arms would not let it go if she didn't get an answer today, so she finally said:
"I didn't bring you over that night because... I'm not sure if you really want to marry me."

Su Yan was startled, and turned to look at him in a daze.

Gu Yanhen played with her soft hair, and when he spoke, he felt unspeakably lonely.

"You were going to reject me that night, weren't you?"

Gu Yanhen still remembers to this day that on the rooftop of a high-rise building a few months ago, the promise of drones above the sky, the sound of fireworks exploding in his ears, and in the middle of the love lantern, he knelt on one knee, holding a An aurora ring proposed to her—

Her first reaction was neither surprise nor joy, and even little touch. From her eyes, he saw more of entanglement, struggle, and bewilderment.

This shouldn't be the emotion a woman should have when facing a marriage proposal from a man she loves.

At that moment, he panicked.

He still remembered that the first words she spoke were:
【Sorry, I……】

sorry for what?Why is she apologizing?

At that moment, Gu Yanhen had doubts for the first time.

All along, he has always been the active side, approaching Su Yan proactively, taking the initiative to trick her into the game, he never seems to ask Su Yan if he is willing.

Su Yan...do you really love him?

No doubt he panicked.

Of course, the appearance of Su Xuan and Buta later made her soft-hearted and agree.

But at that moment, Gu Yanhen couldn't find the joy of a successful marriage proposal.

Su Yan's promise, did he agree because he loved him, or was it like every time in the past, just unable to refuse but had to compromise?

Gu Yanhen, who had never been confident emotionally, fell into a deep confusion.

So under such confusion, he didn't dare to bring Su Yan to the wedding room he had arranged.

The more the spring is pressed, the more it rebounds. He is afraid that his pressing step by step will speed up Su Yan's departure.

That's why, after returning to the apartment that day, even though the atmosphere was just right, Gu Yanhen still didn't want her.

It wasn't because of Xue Junyu, and he never disliked Su Yan, he was just cowardly, he just... didn't dare to bet.

Because I care, I take every step carefully.

However, despite his hard enough efforts, the two finally broke up.

With the seeds in his heart gone, he couldn't spend a day with Su Yan with peace of mind.

And Su Yan made the same choice as him because of his family.

Both of their choices are not wrong, what is wrong is the self-righteousness of those people.

After hearing this, Su Yan's hot tears dripped down his chin.

She didn't expect that just a look in her eyes would make this man so uneasy.

"Idiot! Big idiot!"

Su Yan was crying, wanting to beat him, but remembering that he was injured, in the end, he just grabbed his clothes tightly, sobbing hard.

Straight men have always had nothing to do with their women's tears, a big man can only wipe them in a hurry and helplessly:
"Yes, I'm stupid, I'm a big idiot, Su Yan, don't cry, huh?"

This kind of dry comfort, for women, the most direct effect is the opposite effect, the tears not only cannot be stopped, but have a tendency to develop more violently.

Gu Yanhen had no choice but to sigh in the end:

"Su Yan, if you cry again, I can only use the old method."

Su Yan knew what the old way was, and he didn't cry all of a sudden, so he just choked there.

After a long time, he stared at the water and cursed:

"Bah! Smelly rascal! Just trying to take advantage of me."

As long as Su Yan doesn't cry, he can say anything.

Gu Yanhen heaved a sigh of relief, smiled lowly and said:

"Well, so don't give me a chance, or I'll beat you up."

Su Yan: "..."

Why can a person speak so confidently and confidently?
Su Yan was so angry that his cheeks puffed up, and he turned his head, as if he didn't want to talk to him at all.

Gu Yanhen held his forehead, knowing that this little girl was angry again.

"Look, I have already said that the past is over, and you will be unhappy if you say it. You still insist on me, now..."

Before he finished speaking, Su Yan suddenly turned his head and stared at him:
"Do you still rely on me now?!"

Gu Yanhen: "..."

Did he mean this?

Well, it seems a little...

"No, rely on me, rely on me, think too much, be as sentimental as a bitch..."

Su Yan squinted at him: "What's the matter with the bitch? The bitch tricked you into a black family like you? I can now sue you for discrimination against women, do you know?"

Gu Yanhen: "..."

Oh wow.

It's over, this is Su Yan who has turned on the hair-blowing mode.

Too many words and too many mistakes, Gu Yanhen simply changed the subject:
"Since we're talking about what happened back then, I don't have any scruples anymore, Su Yan, I want to know why you refused when I proposed marriage? And those few days, why did you want to break up with me so firmly?"

This question hung in his mind for a long time, even though he and Su Yan had broken up in the end, he knew that Su Yan's refusal at that time would be much less painful than if he didn't.

But he still wanted to figure it out.

This is a thorn stuck in his heart. Usually it doesn't hurt much, but once it is accidentally touched, it is enough to make people shrink back conditioned.

Su Yan's eyes were also in a trance for a moment.

why?

Back then...why did you refuse?

Su Yan seemed to be unable to remember, but when he recalled again, many things became clear again.

She smiled, but Gu Yanhen couldn't grasp the meaning of her smile.

After a pause for a few seconds, Su Yan whispered:

"Probably because... I love you so much."

Gu Yanhen was shocked.

He thought about thousands of reasons why Su Yan broke up with him, maybe she was tired, maybe he didn't love him enough, maybe he wasn't mature enough to deal with some things...

In short, the only thing he never thought about was that Su Yan broke up with him because he loved him.

Su Yan reached out his hand to Gu Yanhen's face, tracing the handsome outline in front of him bit by bit, tracing his eyebrows, his eyes.

It was this god-like face that was deeply drawn in her heart and could never be forgotten.

"The initial trigger, of course, was what happened after the awards show that day. You didn't even listen to my explanation, and decided that I had betrayed you, and told me generously that you don't mind. I was really angry at the time No, not angry or not."

Of course, Su Yan is still angry when he thinks about it now, Gu Yanhen's sullenness can be caught by naked eyes.

(End of this chapter)