The happy life of living with the best school girl

Chapter 160

Lu Qinghua's eyes were red, and he looked at me sadly.His lips were dry and cracked, seemingly moving unconsciously.After a long time, he said softly, "Do you know why Chuchu broke up with you?"

Why did Chuchu break up with me?I never seriously thought about this question.For a long time, I thought it was because Chuchu didn't love me anymore, and broke up with me when she lost her feelings, so I didn't even have a chance to stay.But now Lu Qinghua asked me, why did Chuchu break up with me?But I think she doesn't love me anymore. The answer is so pale.There is a feeling of being deceived, like a kite flying in the air, the thread suddenly broke and lost the strength that can be relied on.It could only fall helplessly to the ground in panic.And I am this kite, and I am afraid of unknown answers.

"Is there any other reason?" I stared at Lu Qinghua not knowing what to say.

Lu Qinghua suddenly laughed, so sadly.I saw tears welling in his eyes, and his gold-rimmed glasses were covered with water vapor, making them blurry.

I said, "Lu Qinghua..."

But he bit his lip and stared at me without saying a word.Then he turned his head to the side and let out a long hiss.

After a long time, I heard Lu Qinghua say three words slowly and hoarsely.He said, "For-for-you."

Lu Qinghua's tears fell down.

I felt that these three words were soaked in Lu Qinghua's tears, mixed with wind and snow and danced around me, and then disappeared quietly at the moment when I wanted to see them clearly.I looked at the round marks of tears on the desktop, like a cursed person, lost in this perfect graphic.

The three words of Lu Qinghua gave me a ferocious white hallucination, permeated in the rising tea air.

I said, "Please make it clear, I need to know."

Lu Qinghua said: "Chuchu has no parents since she was a child. Did you know that?"

"You're talking nonsense." I suddenly couldn't control myself and yelled out loudly.But I immediately realized that in the days when I was with Chuchu, she never talked to me about her parents.I don't know anything about her family at all.

"When she was six years old, Chuchu was in a car with her family. She saw the hanging ornaments hanging on the car and thought it was fun, so she clamored to take it off. The driver said it was for the sake of safety and could not be taken off. But she cried and wanted to see it. Look. The driver had no choice but to take it off. Just as the driver was going to pick up the charm, an accident happened. A car opposite their car suddenly lost control and ran towards them. The car was knocked off the cliff. etc. When she woke up, she found that all the people in the car were dead, and she was the only one who was still alive. After the accident, Chu Chu was adopted by her elderly grandmother, but since then she has been given a vicious name by people—— She is a broom star. She also often blames herself, saying that if she hadn't asked to take down the charm that blesses safety, maybe this accident would not have happened."

I suddenly remembered one thing.My parents were divorcing at the time, and I was sick and tired of it and in a bad mood.One day Chu Chu asked me, she said how long have they been arguing like this?I was upset, so I said something casually: I don't know very well, it seems that they have been fighting since we got along.At that time, Chuchu listened to my words as if she had found the answer.Later, I was hit by a car and she said sorry to me, which made me baffled.Now that I think about it, did Chu Chu take everything on herself?

"Later, Chuchu became very superstitious. She thought she was an ominous person. Whenever bad things happened to people around her, she felt that she had something to do with it." Lu Qinghua looked at me after speaking.I saw his lips trembling, and there were tears on his face.

"So she went to Baolian Temple to ask for a peace talisman for me!" I seemed to see Chuchu wake up from a coma, and found that my parents were lying beside me and fell asleep.She wanted to shake them awake, but no matter how she shouted, they never woke up again.Since then, she has been burdened with a heavy mental debt.

Chuchu, why don't you tell me this?you are silly!
"One day, Chu Chu went to Baolian Temple to offer incense. She asked for a lottery, and the result was a lottery. The person who unwrapped the lottery said that if she didn't leave the person she loved the most, that person's life would be in danger. So... "

"So she broke up with me." I said, feeling my stomach hurt for no reason.

The heart seemed to be cut open gently by a slender knife, and bright red blood flowed out.Chuchu, it turns out that between the two of us, no amount of vows can be worth the words of a pretender.

"I think, do you have a peace talisman on your body?" Lu Qinghua asked suddenly.

"More than one piece." I whispered.Subconsciously, he touched the peace charms in his pocket, they were lying warm in his pocket.Amulets cannot bless peace!I smile wryly.

Lu Qinghua was a little surprised. "Which piece she dropped was picked up by you?"

I nod. "She went to my place on the night of her birthday?"

"Yes. She was very drunk that night. Not long after I sent her back to the dormitory, her roommate called and told me that she was out again. When I found her, I saw her sitting by the door of your house." The stone steps are waiting for you to come back. I carried her back to the dormitory, but the door of the dormitory was locked, so I had to open a room in a hotel outside the school."

"So you raped her." Holding the teacup in my hand, I really wanted to throw the teacup on Lu Qinghua's face.I even have the heart to kill him.

"No." Lu Qinghua defended, and then said in a low voice, "She took me for you...so..."

"You're such a beast." I scolded.

"Later Chu Chu told me that she was pregnant. She said she was going to abort the child, but she was afraid of hurting an innocent life, so she didn't go to the hospital. That day, she was going to class. She slipped suddenly and... Miscarriage."

I suppressed the anger in my heart and asked Lu Qinghua, "Why didn't you tell me this earlier?"

Lu Qinghua said: "Chu Chu told me not to speak out."

"Fuck, you don't tell if she tells you not to. If she tells you to eat shit, will you go?"

The fire finally could not be suppressed.A waiter came over and told me to speak softly.

I shrugged and asked if there was any smoke?Lu Qinghua took out a cigarette and handed it to me.Popped a cigarette into the mouth, because the cigarette holder was too dry and the moment it touched the wet, it froze on the lips.I'm not used to this feeling, and when I pulled it lightly, blood flowed from my lips.Lu Qinghua handed over a tissue, but the blood seemed endless, and he couldn't wipe it clean.The waiter came over and told me not to smoke here, so I turned around and left.

"What a fucking broken teahouse." I scolded and walked out of the purple shell.

The wind made me tremble and my eyes hurt.I looked at the snow and prayed in my heart: Snow, pure white snow, let it fall, and bury me quickly.

Sometimes I really wish there was such a wine as drunken life and dreaming. After drinking it, I don't remember anything.Just like Huang Yaoshi in "Evil and West Poison", he can forget many things after drinking it; if he is not drunk, can you give me a pack of inferior cigarettes, which contain a lot of tar and nicotine, which is enough to anesthetize a sad person; if There is no inferior smoke, can you forget me, and take my soul out of your memory, as if you have never met, and there will be no separation.I finally burst into tears, and in a trance, I saw Chu Chu dancing lightly in the heavy snow, dancing in a gorgeous fantasy!

Call Long Lei to come out, I said drink with me, okay?Don't ask why, because I don't know why either.Long Lei said yes, but let me tell you one thing first.

"what's up?"

"I found out who called the person who beat us that day. It was his mother, Sun Ruohan." Long Lei was very angry.

"Don't worry about Sun Ruohan and Sun Ruore, drink first." I smiled wryly, "I don't care about other things now, I just want to drink."

Originally, I wanted to get really drunk with Long Lei in the restaurant, but then I thought of Zhuo Ying and felt sorry for her, so Long Lei and I each brought two cans of beer and wandered around the campus.

Long Lei said: "Sun Ruohan is so fucking cheap, it's down to the bone." I gulped down the wine and looked at Long Lei's angry look, thinking it was funny.

I said, "She's not as cheap as you say, she's just gone astray, and we should forgive these lost girls."

Long Lei said: "If you forgive Hu Wenhua, you can't forgive her."

"Because you once had real feelings for her." After I finished speaking, I raised my head and yelled at the sky above the campus, ah~~~ I feel that my voice is really lonely.

Suddenly received a text message from Lu Qinghua, he said: "I really like Chuchu, but she has always liked you."

I think the world is so funny, why do some things always surprise you?
"How about making a snowman?" Long Lei said.

"Okay."

The two put down their beer cans and began to pile up snow.

I remember that I built a snowman with Chuchu last year, but unfortunately there was too little snow, and the snowman we made was as skinny as a child in the old society who had no food or drink.Chu Chu said that the snowman was like me, because I was as heartless and brainless as it.I said that the snowman looks cute, because she is like a white-haired girl who was exploited by the old society.

After the snowman was built, Long Lei stuck two empty beer cans in the snowman's chest.He said it was the best thing about it.I laughed that he was crazy about women, and only ** was left in his mind.

Long Lei suddenly asked me: "Have you seen Shangguan Yan? She hasn't attended class for a few days."

I remembered the last time she was thrown by Ouyang Qingyuan and sat on the snow crying. "Did she not attend class? I skipped so many classes these days that I don't even remember which ones I took."

"She hasn't come to class for the past few days and has asked for sick leave. Her mobile phone has been turned off when you call her."

"It's nothing, it should be the menstrual cycle. As a woman, there are always a few days in a month when she is in a bad mood. It is reasonable for her to take sick leave when she is in a bad mood." I comforted Long Lei.In fact, I know that Shangguan Yan needs to adjust her mood because of a broken relationship, but I don't know how she will deal with the child in her belly.

"I hope." Long Lei sighed.

"Long Lei..." I wanted to tell him about Chuchu.

(End of this chapter)