The happy life of living with the best school girl

Chapter 68

"Hey, Su Tong, have you ever been to other places like this before?" A Juan said to me on the ground with the door open while sleeping on the bed.

"I have also hiked before, and I have been to Mount Heng."

"one person?"

"Of course it's one person. If there are too many people, the taste will be lost."

"You are very strange, you seem to like to be alone." A Juan probably turned around and made a slight noise. "Did you have an unfortunate childhood, or were you hit hard as a child?"

"No, my childhood was very happy and my life was very peaceful."

"Then are you broken in love? Or do you have any special hobbies, such as homosexuality? Of course, I don't discriminate against you."

"Ajuan, your thinking is so strange, isn't it too wide?" I couldn't laugh or cry. "Everything is normal for me, and I don't have any special hobbies. If you don't believe me, you can try it."

"Try? How to try? Have sex with you? I don't seem to have heard that homosexuals can't have sex with the opposite sex, and what if you are bisexual?" I almost fainted after hearing this sentence. Simple.

"Ajuan, are you from Phoenix?"

"No, but I've lived here two years."

"Drawing here all the time?"

"I'm half right. But I've been drawing almost every day for the past two years." Ajuan sighed. "I'm here to practice."

"Practice? Are you a nun?"

"You are the nun. No, you are the monk." Ajuan retorted. "I made a promise to myself in my heart."

"Oh, then how do you practice here?"

"Actually, it's nothing special, it's just the same as ordinary people's life."

"Is this also called practice?" I was surprised.I have always thought that practice is like an ascetic monk, at least you have to be a vegetarian, eating radish, cabbage and tofu every day.It seems that the previous view was wrong.

"Of course. Ordinary life is easy for other people, but I can't. Tell you a story?"

"listen."

"Do you think I am old? Ask a question first." A Juan said.

"Not old, you look only a year or two older than me."

"I'm 23 years old. I got married two years ago and I'm with my damn husband. We love each other so much and I got married with a two-month-old baby in my stomach. It all seemed so good back then. Happy. Who knew that bad luck would come so quickly. One month into our marriage, my husband suddenly died of a strange illness. The death was inexplicable. Everyone said that I killed him. But my father-in-law and mother-in-law did not, and kept comforting me. They said that their son was not so lucky. Tell me not to be too sad, take good care of your body and give birth to a child. But I didn’t listen to what they said at the time, and kept blaming myself. As a result, I accidentally miscarried. Now it’s all right , the husband suddenly disappeared, and the child also disappeared. I wish I could die, and I think about all kinds of ways to die every day. Drinking pesticides, pulling a rope to hang myself, cutting my pulse, and jumping off a building. There are many ways to die.”

"After the child's miscarriage, my parents-in-law knew that I wanted to die. I didn't have the belief to live, but they guarded me all day long, and even sent someone to follow me when I went to the bathroom. I couldn't die, and I didn't want to live. My nerves were like Like a rubber band out of control, I feel nothing. Sometimes I pee in my pants and don’t even know it. My parents-in-law see that I have become such a person, and they feel hopeless.”

"But one day, a monk passed by our house. He said he was thirsty and came in to ask for a cup of tea. It happened that I was at home, sitting at home and lost my soul. The monk saw me like this and asked my father-in-law what happened. I My father-in-law told him all about my situation. After listening to the reason, the monk left a string of beads and told a cure. He said that people like me should go to a strange place and let me live alone. Only by calming down the trauma in my heart can I heal.”

"My father-in-law thought that he wouldn't live long anyway, so he called me to Fenghuang. At first, he asked someone to visit me every other day to take care of my basic condition. Then every four or five days, In the end, I can take care of myself, and my condition is almost recovered. You see, I can still paint and sell money to support myself. How is it? Can’t imagine that I am a mental patient?” A Juan giggled after speaking.

"You're recovering well," I said.

"Of course, I didn't expect that I didn't die. Thinking about it now, those things in the past are like a dream, and like a fog, which disappeared as soon as the sun came out."

"Well, it's better to be optimistic in life."

"I know this. Hey, Su Tong, is it cold on the sleeping floor? Do you want to sleep on the bed?"

"Not cold." The weather is fine.There was no light in the room, and through the window, you could see the jade-like moon outside, and the white moonlight poured down like silver and scattered in the air, on the ground, and on the tables and chairs.

"It's really not cold? Go to bed and sleep, it's okay. I won't rape you." A Juan said with a smile.

"I'm not afraid of your rape, I'm happy to enjoy it." I also said with a smile.

"Well, come up. Hey, why don't you come up? If you don't come, I'll go down." A Juan was still joking.

Just as I was about to answer, I felt that the quilt was pulled up and cold air leaked in.

"Ajuan?" I said.

"I also sleep on the floor to feel it." Ajuan said. "Scared?"

"There's nothing to be afraid of. I'm a man." I was still a little guilty.

"I'm a woman." Ajuan fell asleep next to me.

"Have you ever had sex with a woman?" Ajuan asked sideways, facing me.

"Uh~~ this, no. I just imagined it." I answered honestly.

"It's the same as I thought. Would you like to try it?"

"Try what?" I pretended to be confused.

"Have sex!" Ajuan smiled softly after finishing speaking.

"I don't want to." I think this is too far away from me.

"Actually, there's no way you don't want to, don't pretend! You're already this old." A Juan laughed.

"I'm not pretending, I'm not in the mood to think about that right now." I think Ajuan is different from other girls.Too direct and too ignorant to hide.

(End of this chapter)