deep palace cold girl

Chapter 102

"Is Shang'er cold? Look at you, you are already weak, you should wear more clothes, your hands are cold!"

Feeling my trembling, Brother Ling murmured a little reproachfully, his thick big hands completely wrapped my hands, the warm feeling came from his palms, and the cold body also added warmth.

Looking down at those hands, eight years ago, these hands brought me back to the palace as an orphan, gave me a shelter, gave me a home, and now, they are still warming my heart that is about to freeze .

He is Brother Ling, who has always doted on me and loved me, not someone else, so why should I be afraid and resist?He is also the father of my children, the one I will spend my life with and build a family with!

I raised my eyes to look at him, but saw that he was also looking at me, with worry and uneasiness reflected in his eyes.

I smiled lightly, releasing all the doubts in my heart, isn't this what I have been looking forward to all this time?Now that it has become real, I should thank God, God is kind after all, and gave me such a beautiful him!
"Brother Ling, Shang'er has been waiting for you for a long time, and the baby, our baby..."

He lowered his head to look at the protruding belly, and gently stroked it with one hand. What he couldn't see was his suddenly cold handsome face, and what he couldn't see was the struggle and hesitation in his eyes.

I sat quietly on the chair in the main hall, frowned and looked at the weird crowd. Brother Ling and Xuanyuan Han had something to talk about and went outside, leaving only me and my three older sisters here.

Obviously they used to laugh and play together before, and they could get along very freely and happily, but why is there only silence and speechless relative at this time?The atmosphere is a little condensed.

"Ahem, um, Platycodon grandiflora, Shuizhu, tell me about your recent situation. I haven't been to the frontier battlefield in person during this period of time, and I'm so curious about what happened there. Tell me and Shang'er about the fire that burns south. Let's do the camp!"

Sister Feili tried to break the silence, but what she got was an inexplicable sneer from Sister Kikyo.Sister Shuizhu has always been a quiet and elegant person, she doesn't talk too much, and always sits quietly in the corner. If you don't pay close attention, you won't find her existence at all.

She seemed to know something, she put one hand on sister Kikyo, shook her head slightly and sighed.

"For some things, just relax. If you care too much, you won't be able to let go. In the end, it's only you who suffer. What's yours is yours. It's not yours. You can't force it..."

Sister Feili and I stared at the two people who were playing riddles for some inexplicable reason, not understanding what they were talking about.

The sky, which had been cloudy for several days, finally cleared up, the warm winter sun shone, and the snow on the ground reflected dazzling light, gradually melting into streams.

There was also thick snow accumulated on the tall trees, and as a gust of wind passed by, there was a creaking sound, blowing snow and mist, floating in the air, and falling.

Mu Shaoling stood with his hands behind his back with a condensed face, facing the vast snowfield, and said slightly: "Brother Xuanyuan, tell me about Shang'er's situation in detail, didn't you say in the letter that you can erase that memory? Why did she react so strangely when she saw me, from a distance? In her memory before Jiyan, she shouldn't be so strange to me!"

This was what he was most worried about. He wanted to take this opportunity to help her get rid of Lian Chengzhi completely and forget all the pain in the past, but he was also afraid that one day she would remember it, and then it would be difficult for him to continue with her.

That time at Prince Ruiqin's mansion, he knew that he had hurt her, so he took advantage of the opportunity to save Feng Yuanhao to find her, but he just diverted the tiger away from the mountain and led a large number of people to Tingshui Pavilion to save people.

The smart girl must have guessed it a long time ago, and she must be disappointed in him. He is not her perfect god. He has many shortcomings. She was really afraid that she would discover her true self, that her eyes would show more fear and distance towards him.

He likes that she always depends on him, so he deliberately spoils her, making him the only one in her world.

He originally brought her into the mansion with a plan, but in the end he couldn't match the love he had been with for eight years, and he felt a lot of reluctance towards her.However, all his hard work cannot be wasted, so he still sacrificed her.

When he returned with Ling Lianhua, but he could never see her again, the pain in his heart, panic and regret were too late.

Why are there always some things, and there are always some people who always wait until they lose it before they know they regret it?

This time, since God let her return to her side, no matter what, she will never let go!

So, when he learned that Xuanyuanhan had saved her from Luoya, and asked him what to do, his first reaction was to let her forget all about the pain and everything about Lianchengzhi, and return to her initial happiness. Mu Qingshang!
The silver mask covered Xuanyuan Han's face, shining brightly from the sun. He casually picked up a dried herb and put it under his nose to sniff.

Seemingly casually asked: "Do you care about the child in her belly?"

Mu Shaoling stiffened slightly, but just for a moment he smiled wryly and laughed at himself: "I'm not a saint, and it would be a lie to say I don't care. I really care, but I will try to let myself go. That's Shang'er's child, so I don't care too much." It will be my child!"

Looking at Xuanyuanhan's gaze is firm, but nothing has ever been so certain. Compared with the jealousy in his heart, he cares more about her life and body.

Since the end of the war with Shengyan Dynasty, he let go of the status and rights he had been pursuing for many years, and he felt more relaxed, and only then did he realize that he cared so much about her.

The heart that was blinded by power in the past is finally clear now.

Xuanyuanhan smiled lowly, glanced at him with cold eyes, looked towards the valley in the distance, and sighed: "You finally know your own mind clearly, and it doesn't take much effort for senior brother. Don't worry, for She has forgotten all the memories of Lian Chengzhi, unless the forbidden spell I put on her is lifted, she may be able to remember. As for her inexplicable distance from you, it may be subconscious, after all, I can only make her forget the memory , but she can’t forget the things in the subconscious. In the subconscious, she still remembers his hurt. Your appearance is inconsistent, so Junior Brother Mu, if you really love someone, you should let her know all about you, instead of using a mask to pile up falsehood."

(End of this chapter)