deep palace cold girl

Chapter 4

"Don't think about it! What you owe me will never be enough. In this life, you should give up your heart! If you dare to let go of my hand, even if you are a ghost, I will never forgive you!"

His tears dripped on the back of her hand, burning her so much, so painful...

"But, I'm already tired, really, very tired..."

With all her strength, she pushed away his tightly holding her hand, she smiled, let herself fly, and fell off the cliff!
"Mu, Qing, Shang!"

I woke up suddenly, my eyes widened in disbelief!That's not a dream!That is no dream!
Shaking her hands, she caressed her heart, where it was beating wildly out of order.

That girl is me, and that man is Lian Chengzhi!I actually knew him!

Smiling low, I slowly shook my head...

It was like a long, long dream, everything was like a dream!
I thought I could escape the pain he caused me by pushing away his hand, but unexpectedly, I was still imprisoned by his side.

The fragments of memory are incomplete, and everyone's images are extremely blurred, but it is enough.

Although I still don't have a clear idea of ​​the entanglement with him, but I already understand the general idea.

I am actually his wife... Hehe...

I don't know if I'm laughing or crying!Looking at the empty hall, I was lying alone on the huge bed. The room was so cold that it made me feel chills.

That time I fell into the cliff, I didn't die, but I forgot the memory of him alone.

Does he really hate me so much?
Lying on the bed expressionlessly, for him, I would rather not think of any memory about him!

I remember, I seemed to fall into a deep lake, and apparently I was saved.

Is it him?The man who made me feel dirty?That man who once said he loved me, but tortured me so much that he wanted to die, jumped into the bottomless deep lake and rescued me?

Why?It's not better to be dead!Or, his hatred for me makes him unable to see that I am free, so save me and continue to torture?

His eyes were sore, and he blinked, it turned out that the pillow had been soaked with tears.Thinking of the scene I saw before I fell into the deep lake, a desire to vomit hit me, lying on the edge of the bed, retching for a long time, feeling weak and uncomfortable, with a splitting headache.

In my vague memory, this man once said that I was his only love, but when I believed it to be true, he turned around and fell in love with his concubine.

This man once regarded me as a treasure, trampled on my dignity, and banished me to the eternal hell.

This is my husband's man, powerful and powerful, and there are countless women around him.

He is cruel and violent. Once, his tenderness belonged only to me, and his cruelest revenge belonged only to me!

Hehe laughing, I doubt, why can I still laugh?
She ran away and ran away, even if she fell off a cliff, even if she fell into a deep lake, even if she lost her memory, she still couldn't escape him.

Between me and him, is there only hatred now?
Memory is like a broken thread, many places can't be connected, but I don't want to think about it anymore, I don't want to think of more things about him.

The door was pushed open, and it was still Yue Jian, but there was no sweet smile on her face, she looked at me expressionlessly, and lowered her head.

I looked at her quietly, watching her tremblingly approaching me, seeing the bright blood stains on the corner of her clothes, and seeing her face as pale as paper.

"Did he punish you?"

I struggled to get up, took her hand, ignored her struggle and panic, and stubbornly raised her sleeve.

A series of horrific welts were reflected on my eyelids. How could that thin arm bear such a cruel punishment?
"He's still like this... always likes to punish innocent people... see you, I'm sorry, I got you in trouble!"

Once upon a time, I seemed to have a very cute little maid by my side. After a failed escape, in order to warn me, that man ordered her to be whipped to death.

I vaguely heard her begging in pain and fear, begging me to save her, saying that she was in pain...

However, I couldn't save her. It was also that time that I lost a woman's most precious thing. There was no tenderness, no love, only ruthless and cruel ravages. I was raped by my husband!
Now, is he warning me again?Hurt those around me and warn me not to try to escape?

Yue Jian's thin figure was slightly shocked, lowered her eyes, and crystal tears kept dripping.

"Yuejian... I'm really sorry. From now on, I'll be obedient, I won't run around, and I won't let him hurt you again, okay?"

I hugged her tightly, I comforted her, but I cried bitterly, my heart ached...

Why should I remember it?How good it would be to forget him!

The door was pushed open vigorously, Yue Jian was shocked, retreated from my embrace in horror, and knelt aside.

I wiped away the tears on my face and looked at him coldly, this is my husband's man!
For him, I may have had a heartbeat in the past, but now, there is only disgust.

He said that I owed him, that I betrayed him, so I allowed him to treat me unfairly and torture me, but everything was over the moment I fell off the cliff.

He imprisoned me for two years, and now, he should be the one who owes the debt.

He glared at me angrily, with a gloomy face, like a ghost from hell, slowly approaching me.

"You really want to die, don't you? But, this king won't let me!"

"Liancheng Zhi, I'm tired, please go out!"

I glanced at him faintly, and I lay down tiredly, with my back to him, not wanting to see him, it would only remind me of that dirty scene.

But he didn't want to let me go, just like every time in the past, he pulled me up from the bed forcefully, like pulling a rag doll, without mercy or the slightest pity.

"Mu Qingshang! Who do you think you are? Why do you let me go out?"

He seemed to be very angry, he pinched my shoulder hard, and the veins on his forehead were throbbing.

I frowned in pain, and stared at his hand pinching my shoulder with some dissatisfaction.

Every time!What about physical pain?Anyway, I'm already numb, and I don't care about these things. If he wants to go crazy, just go crazy!

(End of this chapter)