deep palace cold girl

Chapter 69

A corner of my heart collapsed, broken and messy, I shook my head in disbelief and backed away, unable to accept everything he said.

"Do you think I'm lying to you? Or, you just can't believe it, you can't believe that Brother Ling, who is as perfect as a god, is actually a man scarier than a demon?"

Staring at him tightly, I really want to tell him to shut up and stop talking, but I am afraid that I will not be able to stop the voice of crying. I have doubted what he said. How can there be such a coincidence? After the pavilion was burned and all my relatives were killed, I was the only beggar who was found by brother Ling and brought back to the palace to be raised.

Give me a brand new identity and cover my face. Is he afraid that others will covet this beauty, or is he just worried that everything he has planned so hard will be discovered?Because, after all, I am the woman in the painting, and the woman in the painting is dead, how can I appear in Muyang Palace?

I didn't know that in the hearts of the people in the world, the original me was already dead, and that charred corpse was just a cover-up, a cover-up to completely hide me!
"Why are you crying? Does your heart hurt? Because he is not your god, but your enemy? Because you have him in your heart, but he is the enemy who ruined everything for you?"

Lian Chengzhi tugged at me with gloomy eyes, and rudely wiped away my unstoppable tears, then smiled suddenly, pushed him away forcefully, and stepped back.

Why do you want me to know this?In the past eight years, I have never forgotten to avenge the death of my parents and relatives, but today he actually told me that I have been a thief for eight years, and my most admired elder brother Ling is the culprit who ruined everything for me!

"Hey, don't cry, I just want you to see clearly that you are not married to a king, and you are not someone you can entrust your whole life to, so, forget him, okay? Forget it forever, and you will only think about me in the future. It's your husband..."

Looking at the pity and dissatisfaction hidden in his dark eyes, my heart hurts a little. He is selfish, but can I blame him for being cruel to me because of his selfishness?
Brother Ling, I can't convince myself that such a gentle and indifferent man is actually an insidious person with profound strategies and plotting for eight years to achieve one goal.

Really, is he ruining all my happiness and killing all my relatives?

"Because he knows that neither my father nor I can escape the curse of beauty... My aunt died, so my father died. The plan to attack the Tianshu Kingdom fell short. Eight years of stability have passed, and I have raised you. Send you to me..."

"If I die, will you follow like your father? Will you let Sheng Yanchao's ambition fall short?"

I don't know why there was an impulse in my heart. After I said these words, I felt a little regretful. He hated his father, and also hated his father's feelings for his mother. How could I compare him with his father? Compared to Wang.

But at the bottom of my heart, I want to know how much love he said for me, can he give up his persistence for me?
Looking at his increasingly gloomy face and dark eyes, I smiled foolishly, trying to mock him.How could he give up for me, what am I?

Back then I still had beauty, but now what is there in me that deserves him to give up the world?

Xu Shi was frightened by my crazy laugh, he stared at me blankly, opened his mouth to say something, but in the end it was silent.

"Liancheng Zhi, let's guard your world well, and do your best for your Shengyan Dynasty. Your father and king are wrong. How stupid to die for a woman. How silly to be ridiculed by others and hated by your own son. Silly……"

Smiling and shaking my head, holding back bitter tears, I turned and left Fenghe Pavilion. Although a man like his father is annoying, at least he has a complete love, even if the love is wrong. And die, let go of the world for love.

And he, not only him, but also men in the world, who can do that?Lian Chengzhi couldn't, neither could Brother Ling...

"Shang'er!"

He yelled angrily behind me, and I didn't stop because I was afraid that facing him would make the peaceful coexistence I wanted before seem ridiculous.

But he came lightly, took my way, grabbed my wrist savagely, and said coldly: "At least I can give you love, not take advantage of it! Where's your Brother Ling? Can he?"

Should I cry or laugh?Shaking his head weakly, he couldn't shed tears anymore.What a ridiculous thing to say, but unfortunately I thought maybe he really loves me, if he wants to work hard for happiness, he can at least give me love, how much is that love?

a little bit?Or blink?at least how much

"Don't compare with Brother Ling, Lian Chengzhi, this is different... Don't you want to visit the courtyard? After the visit, can I go back?"

Said lightly, feeling tired, the happiness accumulated with great difficulty can disappear in the blink of an eye.

"Wait a minute, there is something to show you, you, where are you going? Mu Qingshang!"

Regardless of his anger, I turned around and left, fearing that if I continued to stay here, I would become unbearably crazy. What else is there to see?Even though the plants and trees here are the same as those in Jianpin Pavilion, they were not arranged by parents themselves. No matter how imagining it is, they will never be able to call back parents. Looking at it will only make my heart hurt even more.

If he doesn't leave, I will go first, resisting him again, and feel the pain in my heart gradually subside.He didn't catch up, I thought he would catch up to stop me, forcefully pull me back and continue to accompany him to appreciate all my painful memories, but he didn't, is it conscience?Or does he already feel that it doesn't matter whether he keeps me or not?

Leaving the deserted house, I went back along the original road alone. Under the scorching sun, I was a little dizzy. As I walked, tears dripped and splashed into the soil. Thinking about everything, I was tortured almost to the point of madness. .

Is elder brother Ling really my enemy?If it was really him, how could he not change his face after being with me for eight years?

Why am I always the last to know about everything, even including the real me, someone died in my place eight years ago...

"drive--"

In the distance, the sound of horseshoes splashed sand and dust, and smoke and dust billowed in. I thought Lian Chengzhi was chasing him, so I hurriedly found a hidden place to hide. I didn't want to face him, at least not now!
(End of this chapter)