the knife of love

Chapter 105 Obsessed
Two months, three hours.

They were separated for two months, and there were many gaps between them, but they didn't explain, communicate, or miss each other. All emotions erupted in each other's bodies, and the pain was soothed on the bed.

This may be the benefit of "there is no love but desire". How can language be more real than physical pleasure.

For three full hours, they almost kept entangled.

Tang Jingcheng would shout this man's name in a low voice, she had him in her eyes, but she didn't know what was in her heart.

Tang Jingcheng was still confused about his feelings for Guan Lue.

There is dependence and obsession. When seeing him, her heart beats faster. When she sees him and Lou Qingxiao together, she feels pain and suffocation. During the time she is away, life is worse than death, but she does not admit that she has love for him.

To be exact, she didn't believe that she would fall in love with a man in such a short period of time, let alone a man like Guan Lue who was neither gentle nor delicate, even a little rough and heartless.

She felt that she was willing to sleep with Guan slightly because he appeared when she was at her worst.

What's more, he has a bewitching face, a strong body, and a level of certain aspects that makes her addicted, but this should not be considered "love".

If a definition had to be given, Tang Jingcheng secretly attributed this feeling to "obsession".

It's like a terminally ill person who suffers from pain day and night. When she can't stand it, she needs a dose of pethidine to stop the pain. More will gradually become addictive.

Tang Jingcheng knew that Guan Lue was her Du Lengding.

"Hey..." She lay in Guan Lue's arms and lifted her face, her fingers lightly slid across the rib in the middle of his chin, "I've read it in books before, saying that a man has a rib here, which means that certain abilities will Very strong!"

"So you're praising my performance just now?" Guan Lue was shameless.

Tang Jingcheng smiled tremblingly: "You are so proud!" As he spoke, he slid a finger down his rib, crossed the protruding Adam's apple and collarbone, and finally stopped at his scar, rubbing it back and forth With a wink, she said, "But it's okay, after all, you have been empty for two months."

"..."

"And frequent use of hands is not good for the body. The book says that it is easy to get prostatitis after a long time."

"..." Guan Lue was so angry that he held Tang Jingcheng's wandering finger, "What kind of messy books do you usually read? But there is another saying, I wonder if you have heard of it?"

"what?"

"Whether a man is prosperous or not is actually directly proportional to the amount of food he eats."

"What do you mean?"

Guan slightly smiled, and pulled her to lie on his shoulders: "It's very simple. You can see how much he ate during that time. If he has a strong appetite, especially meat, then his strength at night will definitely be the same..."

This is the first time I've heard it.

Tang Jingcheng was quite curious and asked, "Really?"

"Of course, there is a scientific basis! If you don't believe me, you can pay special attention to it in the future!" Guan Lue pretended to be very serious.

Tang Jingcheng laughed: "Then who should I pay attention to? You? Or the other men I went to the night market to find?"

Unexpectedly, when these words came out, Guan Lue's eyes suddenly turned cold, and he pushed Tang Jingcheng away from his body.

"What are you doing!"

"Wait!" He turned and opened the drawer of the bedside cabinet.

One, two, three... counted.

"Why are there two boxes of condoms missing?"

I fuck...

Tang Jingcheng couldn't bear it: "You came to my house before and counted all these?"

"Of course, I came out to play around when I was nine years old, and I can't escape my eyes." Guan Lue's sensitivity to the environment and details is top-notch. He remembered that there were condoms in Tang Jingcheng's drawer, and there should be five Box, never opened.

Seemingly really angry now, Guan Lue sat up from the bed all at once.

"What about the other two boxes?"

"..."

"answer me!"

"……used."

"Did you fucking use it for me?"

Tang Jingcheng also rolled up the quilt and sat up: "Mmm, I used it."

Guan Lue's gaze seemed murderous: "With whom?"

"Ah..." She frowned and pretended to hesitate, and slowly approached Guan Lue's ear.

Guan Lue was holding her breath, but she giggled and replied playfully, "I won't tell you!"

Guan Lue was so angry that he dragged Tang Jingcheng over, onto his knee, and pinched her chin: "Tell me, with whom?"

"Let's think about it, there's more than one."

"..."

"Tang Jingcheng, you better be kidding me!"

"How come, really, but why are you so excited? I clearly remember that you don't like floats with vibration, so I left you a box of ultra-thin ones." Tang Jingcheng rested his head comfortably on the pillow On his lap, a smile spread across his face.

What a day dog!
Guan Lue was so angry that he wanted to strangle her to death: "I'm not joking with you, Tang Jingcheng, you must answer me seriously, have you been with..."

"no!"

"what?"

"No man, no one at all." Her smile stopped suddenly, and she lay on him quietly, "It's not that I haven't tried it. It's been a difficult time. I've taken a lot of medicine, smoked a lot, and I went out and got drunk and went crazy. At that time, I thought it was too painful. I can’t cut my arm again. It’s not worth it, right? So I just wanted to find a one-night stand, but every time I couldn’t succeed... I hate you, you There are so many men in the night market, why is it so difficult to find someone who looks a little bit like you?..."

Guan Lue's heart trembled.

Damn sensational, he absolutely believes that this woman did it on purpose, but he enjoys using her like this!

"Tang Jingcheng..."

"Ok?"

"From now on, you are not allowed to cut your arms, you are not allowed to take drugs, and you are not allowed to get drunk and find men indiscriminately."

"Okay." She nodded obediently, "Then what if I think about it?"

"Call me."

"No." She frowned, "I won't take the initiative to contact you!"

As soon as he said this, Tang Jingcheng suddenly sat up from Guan Lue.

"what happened?"

"No! I'm going to be hit by a car."

"..."

Guan slightly frowned and asked, "What do you mean?"

Tang Jingcheng said with a little panic: "The night Su Jue got engaged, I swore a poisonous oath to your woman in the bathroom. If I go to pester her man again, I will be hit by a car to death when I go out..."

"..."

Guan Lue was at a loss for words for a moment, he had also learned from Su Jue that Lou Qingxiao was irritating her with words in the bathroom.

"Tang Jingcheng..." He stretched out his hand to grab her into his arms again, put his face on her ear, and rubbed it lightly, "Normal poisonous oaths are not allowed."

"No, sure, I got into a car accident when I got out of the hotel that night, but it wasn't someone who hit me, it was me who hit someone..."

"..."

Well, Guan Lue could only give a wry smile: "Well then, I will pester you in the future..."

"Really?"

"Ok!"

Tang Jingcheng was secretly delighted, but why did this sound so wrong?What is "I will pester you in the future"?
Dare she be the one who pestered this man before?

Tang Jing turned back suddenly: "I..."

Before the word "bah" could be uttered, Guan Lue had already bullied her and kissed her. Tang Jingcheng struggled to push her away, but he hugged her tightly, and took advantage of the opportunity to tear off the quilt around her body and push her down on the bed…

"Hey, I'm always easier to use than the tools you bought!"

"Beasts!"

"..."

As night fell, the two finally got mad enough, Guan Lue carried the already limp Tang Jingcheng from the bed to the bathtub.

The warm water surrounded her, and she lay quietly on the edge of the bathtub.

Time seemed to stop, and her world seemed to be free from pain at this moment.

"Guan Lue, thank you for getting me out."

Guan smiled and said nothing.

Tang Jingcheng knew that he had caused a catastrophe this time, Su Zhan was stabbed twice by her, he would either die or be disabled, Su Hongzhi was so difficult to deal with, Guan Lue must have spent a lot of effort to cover this up.

It's just that she didn't want to ask about the process, nor did she want to know what terms Guan Lue had discussed with Su Hongzhi. She believed in this man.

Just a little curious.

"I sent you to the police car with my own hands. What were you thinking at that time?"

Tang Jingcheng sank his body into the hot water, and looked up at the lights that were fumigated by the heat.

"I was thinking, this is a man of my choice, he said he would get me out, and I totally believed it."

So she stayed in the police station for more than ten hours without saying a word. No matter how the police asked her, she just kept her mouth shut, because she was waiting for that man.

The man said I'll get you out soon, and she believed it.

In fact, Tang Jingcheng can't remember the specific scene of the night when the incident happened. I only remember the sharp blade and blood, the bloody smell and screams in the room, and she was pushed to the ground by someone, and someone was on her thigh and lower abdomen. He kicked several times in a row.

At that time, Tang Jingcheng didn't feel any pain or fear at all. Her nerves had been stretched to an extremely tense state, and she was so crazy that it seemed that all six senses had disappeared. Otherwise, it would be impossible to touch Su Zhan in one go. Stabbed twice.

In the end, the madness passed, and there was only a layer of sweat left on my body, my strength and reason were gone, and my whole body was in a semi-"dormant" state.

Until Guan Lue appeared, took the knife from her hand, talked to her, and called her name gently...

Yes, gentle.

Tang Jingcheng only remembered the "gentleness" of this man at that time.

Between the siren and the crowd, the surroundings were in chaos, but his tone of voice and eyes were still so calm, and even that short kiss seemed gentle and undisturbed.

Then Tang Jingcheng was not afraid of anything.

"Guan Lue, even though you chose Lou Qingxiao that time in Heyuan, I'm still willing to bet on you this time, that you won't give up on me." Tang Jingcheng quietly lay back on the edge of the bathtub, dazed by the steam His eyes were black and bright, he just looked at Guan Lue and said, "It's a great honor, I won the bet this time."

Guan smiled slightly, and took out the small dagger from his pocket.

"The chain was torn by you before, and I replaced it with a new one."

This time it was replaced by platinum, which is strong and tough.

Guan Lue hung the chain and the dagger around Tang Jingcheng's neck again...

(End of this chapter)