the knife of love

Chapter 108 She wants to start over

It was already 11 o'clock at night when Guan Lue finished dealing with the matter at hand. He glanced at his phone. The flight information had been sent yesterday, which meant that Tang Jingcheng should have received it too, but she hadn't contacted him for two whole days.

Really calm.

Guan slightly hooked his lips and smiled, took the car keys and went out.

When driving downstairs to Tang Jingcheng's apartment, he happened to see the little security guard patrolling. He seemed to be particularly impressed by Guan Lue, and deliberately walked over to say hello to him.

"Mr. Guan, are you here to find Miss Tang?" The little security guard said while sweeping Guan Lue's face with the patrol flashlight in his hand.

The glare was dazzling, and the light was slightly blocked with his arm unconsciously.

"Sorry." The little security guard immediately put away the flashlight.

Guan Lue was speechless, he didn't intend to talk to him too much, he said "um" as if he was coping, and walked into the corridor, but the little security guard's attitude was more enthusiastic, and he turned off the flashlight and followed behind him.

"It seems like Mr. Guan hasn't been here for a while."

"..."

"It should be, I don't seem to have seen you in the past two months."

The little security guard followed Guan Lue and chattered all the way, Guan Lue's heart was already getting agitated, and he finally walked to the elevator door.

"Mr. Guan, I'm coming!" The little security guard pressed the elevator for Guan Lue first.

Guan slightly was speechless and could only put his hands in his trouser pockets.

The little security guard was still standing next to him, he was much shorter than him, and used the gap while waiting for the elevator to continue.

"Miss Tang seldom goes out, she doesn't seem to have to go to work, but Mr. Guan, are you planning to stay away tonight when you come so late?"

"..."

The elevator doors opened at that moment.

The little security guard still stood there in a daze, showing no intention of leaving.

Guan Lue couldn't bear it any longer, and turned slightly sideways: "Yes, I won't leave tonight, and I will come here often in the future. Are you planning to go upstairs with me to have some tea before leaving?"

"..."

The little security guard was speechless for a moment, curled his neck and laughed twice: "Mr. Guan is joking, I still have something to do, I have something to do." He curled up his neck and ran away.

Guan Lue entered the elevator with a sullen face, wondering how Tang Jingcheng would hand over the keys of the house to such an unreliable security guard.

When the elevator reached the top floor, Guan Lue went out, intending to knock on the door of Tang Jingcheng's house, but the door opened automatically as soon as his hand touched it.

He really wanted to strangle this woman.

She was home alone in the middle of the night and didn't even close the door!
"Tang Jingcheng..." Guan Lue shouted at the door.

The room was dead silent, but the lights were all on.

When he walked in, he first saw a packed suitcase in front of the shoe cabinet, and then heard a crackling sound from the bedroom, which should be the sound of the wind blowing the curtains against the wall.

"Tang Jingcheng..." Guan Lue yelled again, walked into the living room, no one was there, turned around and saw her sitting alone on the window sill of the bedroom smoking, wearing a wine-red nightgown, leaning her back on the window edge, facing her sideways. Follow Guanlue.

All the windows on the balcony were open, and she could fall from the roof of dozens of floors if she moved a little further to the side.

Guan Lue's heart beat tight.

What's the trouble, girl?
He didn't dare to call her for a while, so he could only approach her slowly.

Tang Jingcheng didn't notice that there was another person in the room at all, holding a cigarette in one hand and holding his face in the other, his eyes were empty, and the vast sky and starry sky beside her became her background.

She seemed to be able to fall into her own world anytime, anywhere, until the cigarette butt at her fingertips burned out and burned her fingers.

She made a "hiss-" in her mouth, and then moved, and out of the corner of her eye, she saw Guan Lue standing beside her.

A normal person would have screamed in fright at that time, but this woman's eyes were unwavering, she just looked at the man in front of her in such a daze, her hair was blown up by the night wind, covering half of her in strands Eye.

Guan Lue felt terrified when she saw her, knowing that something must have happened to this girl.

"Come down!" He held out his hand.

Tang Jingcheng lowered his eyelids, and conveniently pinched the cigarette into the ashtray by his feet, but he was obedient, hooking Guan Lue's hand and leaping for life.

He caught her.

Tang Jingcheng hung himself on Guan Lue's body, his legs hooked around his waist, his arms were tightly wrapped around his neck, and he buried his face in his neck and kicked heavily.

Guan Lue realized that the situation was not good.

"what happened?"

The person on the body didn't speak, and the arms wrapped around him more and more tightly.

Guan Yue was almost out of breath, and lent a hand to pull Tang Jingcheng away from her body, but she refused, and clung to her like a koala.

"Are you still thinking about Yao Xiaotang?"

Tang Jingcheng shook his head violently, did not speak, and continued to bury his face deeply.

Guan Lue didn't force her anymore, and let her pester her, but smiled: "Why are you like a child!"

Unexpectedly, Tang Jingcheng let go of his hand suddenly, raised his face, a pair of red eyes caught Guan Lue's line of sight, before he could react, Tang Jingcheng had already cupped his face with both hands and kissed him impatiently.

At that time, because she was held upright by Guan Yue's waist, she was a head taller than him, so when she kissed, the light in front of Guan Yue's eyes was blocked by her.

She kissed too impatiently again, revealing all her emotions accidentally, until Guan slightly felt a cool liquid on her cheek.

"Tang Jingcheng..."

She had to let go, and pressed her forehead against the tip of his stiff nose, eyes closed, tears streaming down her face.

Guan slightly heard a whimper in her throat.

"What's wrong?" Guan Xiao asked.

Tang Jingcheng took a deep breath, held his face and said word by word: "So sad, I buried him, he finally left me completely..."

Guan Lue's heart tightened sharply at that moment.

No one can understand his mood at that moment.

The relationship between them seems not worth mentioning, Guan Lue felt as if he had never had this woman before, her whole heart was given to Qiu Qiguan, and the only thing left to him was her body.

"Want to do it?" Guan Lue asked her this question for the first time.

Tang Jingcheng clung to him like a drowning man on the verge of death, and nodded vigorously.

"miss you!"

Guan slightly curled his lips into a smile, grabbed Tang Jingcheng's waist and threw her onto the bed...

After the incident, Guan Lue lay on the bed smoking a cigarette, staring at the shelf above the TV cabinet not far away.

He remembered that Qiu Qiguan's urn had been placed there before, but now the shelf was empty, so it looked particularly unpleasant.

"Why did you think of going to bury the urn suddenly?"

"Didn't you say you want the dead to rest in peace?"

"You don't hate him anymore?"

"Hate, but I have to learn to let go of myself first."

With a movement in Guan Lue's eyes, he pinched out the cigarette in his hand and pulled Tang Jingcheng over to lay across his body, his fingers unconsciously twirling her hair.

"Tell me, what do you mean?"

Tang Jingcheng laughed and snuggled into his arms: "It's nothing interesting. I want to start from the beginning. The first step is to say goodbye to him."

"Well, then what?"

"The second step is to go to Yunnan with you."

Guan slightly stopped wrapping her hands around her hair, and paused: "Well, continue."

"Continue..." Tang Jingcheng got up and changed into a more comfortable position, "After I came back from Yunnan, I started to listen to your advice and do a good job of rehabilitation. Regardless of whether my right hand is good or not, I have to work hard for myself at least once."

Since Qiu Qiguan's death, she has been in a daze for more than half a year, and if she continues to waste like this, even if her right hand is not abandoned, she will be destroyed.

"Guan Lue, I think I'll be fine. Just like what Sister Huanxi said before, you need to wake up from your dreams and cure your illness. When I come back from Yunnan this time, I will obediently cooperate with treatment, rehabilitation, see a psychiatrist, and listen to you. , do not abuse drugs, and try to smoke as little as possible.”

Lying in Guan Lue's arms, she told her expectations for the future.

Although it is not a "grand plan and great cause", Guan Lue still heard a firm ambition from her words.

This is a good thing, he likes it.

"Okay, you can't go back on what you say."

"Of course, but I don't have much perseverance. Except for the two things of carving jade and liking Qiu Qiguan, I only have two or three days of enthusiasm for other things, so you have to be responsible for supervising me."

"..."

Guan slightly frowned, he really wanted to beat her to death.

Two days later, Guan Lue and Tang Jing flew to Yunnan. The first stop of the afternoon flight was Kunming.

On the morning of his departure, Guan Lue found time to go to a villa in the countryside. It was about [-]:[-] in the morning, and the gate of the villa was closed. He knocked on the door for a long time before he heard the sound of footsteps inside.

The door opened, and Guan Lue hadn't realized that a figure had fallen into his arms.

He immediately straightened the person in his arms.

Lou Qingxiao smiled cheerfully: "Ninth brother, are you waiting outside in a hurry?"

Guan slightly lowered his head and glanced at her. She had a prosthetic leg on her foot.

"Did you come here and open the door for me?"

"Yeah, from the backyard to the door, it took me only one minute and 78 seconds for a total of 14 steps."

"..."

"Do you feel surprised? With this progress, I can achieve my goal without waiting until summer." Lou Qingxiao looked very excited, Guan slightly couldn't bear to hit her, and helped her back to the house.

"Don't work so hard, I don't mind you being in a wheelchair!"

"But you don't mind me, I must walk into the hall with you like other brides."

"..."

Guan Lue lost the desire to continue talking for a while, and at some point Lou Qingxiao seemed to talk about marriage in every word she said.

He put her on the sofa.

"I'm going to Yunnan in the afternoon."

The smile on Lou Qingxiao's face disappeared instantly: "Are you in such a hurry? Didn't you say it will be a while before?"

"It was originally planned."

"Oh." Lou Qingxiao was obviously a little disappointed, "Then how long are you going this time?"

"Not necessarily. If it is short, I will come back in a few days. If it is long, it may take ten days and a half months. I just want to tell you. By the way, do you want to bring you something?"

"No need, as long as you finish your work smoothly and come back."

"Okay, then I'll see you when I get back."

Guan Lue sat for a while, then got up and left.

Lou Qingxiao sent him all the way to the gate, watching him disappear from the rear of the car, her eyes gradually turned cold.

She didn't ask about Tang Jingcheng answering the phone that morning, but not asking doesn't mean it's over.

After Guan Lue left the villa, he asked the driver to pick up Tang Jingcheng.

Tang Jingcheng's luggage had already been packed, Guan Lue threw it into the trunk for her, and when he turned around, he saw the little security guard walking over again.

"Miss Tang, are you going out?"

"Yes, go to Yunnan to play."

"Yunnan, it's a great place." The little security guard secretly looked at Guan Lue standing beside the car.

"Go with Mr. Guan?"

"Yes, let's go together."

"Honeymoon?"

"..."

"..."

Tang Jingcheng laughed "puchi": "No, I just go to relax, and may stay for a few days, please help me pay attention to my home."

"Yes, yes, don't worry, Miss Tang."

"Then I'll go first, see you later." Tang Jingcheng's face was full of joy.

Guan slightly wondered, it was rare for her to be so enthusiastic about people, and it was also rare for her to be willing to spend so long with people.

The car drove out of the community.

Tang Jingcheng hummed a song, took out the earphones and plugged them in her ears, leaned lazily on the back of the chair, and opened the car window again. The spring day was beautiful, and the refreshing wind blew the ends of her hair stand up.

She was wearing a floral cotton shirt, a pure white knitted shirt, jeans and sneakers underneath, a ponytail tied on her head, no makeup, and light eyes.

That day Tang Jingcheng was like a little girl who didn't know much about the world.

Guan Lue even felt that the girl was very emotional today.

He reached over and pulled off her earplugs.

"what?"

"good mood?"

"Of course, you can go out to play." Tang Jingcheng laughed, his eyes curved.

The air in Guan Lue's heart seemed to be sucked dry by her at once. With a long arm, he pulled her into his arms, and pressed his lips on her forehead.

"what happened?"

"I'm in a good mood too."

If there is really an insurmountable gap between the two of them, he will covet her for a short period of time, try to hide it from her, and he will earn it for one more day.

"Tang Jingcheng."

"Ok?"

"Where do you want to go in Yunnan?"

"Let me think about it..." She leaned on him in meditation, "Is there a place called Pu'er in Yunnan?"

"Ah."

"Where does Pu'er tea come from?"

"Yes."

"Then go there, okay?"

Guan Lue didn't even think about it: "OK!"

However, there was no Pu'er stop in the previous plan.

Ye Tan was going crazy.

First of all, she didn't know that the woman Guan Lue wanted to take to Yunnan with her was Tang Jingcheng. The moment she saw Tang Jingcheng at the airport, her liver was about to break.

Secondly, as soon as Guan Lue arrived at the airport, he proposed to change the itinerary.

"You and Yaba go to Kunming first."

"Ninth Brother, what about you?"

"I'm going to Pu'er!"

"Why are you going to Pu'er all of a sudden?"

Guan Lue glanced at Tang Jingcheng, who was standing next to him, secretly laughing: "She wants to go!"

Ye Tan's eyes almost popped out: "Ninth brother, your itinerary is all booked in advance, everything has been arranged by Fan Qingyan, and now you suddenly change the itinerary, and it's for a woman, let the people below What do you think?"

Don't care about it.

"That's it. I'll take her to Pu'er for a few days. You and Yala will wait for me in Kunming."

"Okay, Ninth Brother, you and Sister Tang can go at ease." Yala immediately stepped forward to intervene.

Ye Tan glared at him angrily: "Go aside!"

A group of four boarded the plane.

In the first-class cabin, Tang Jingcheng and Guan Lue sat together, while Ye Tan and Yaba sat in the back.

Ye Tan kept a straight face all the way, and Yala was happy all the way.

Tang Jingcheng and Guan Lue were normal.

(End of this chapter)