the knife of love

Chapter 143 Sending her back, was bumped into
After Ye Qin left, Yaba formally followed Guan Lue.

The injury on Guan Lue's hand hasn't healed yet, and Yala has been driving for him all the time.

Guan Lue didn't talk much, but since the mid-year banquet, he has become more and more silent.

Yaba didn't dare to mention Tang Jingcheng, even though he was extremely anxious.

That afternoon Guan slightly went back to the Ninth Commander, but when he came back, he saw Yala standing next to the car touching his eyes, biting a grass root.

"What's wrong?" Guan Xiao asked.

Yaba hurriedly turned his head away: "It's nothing, there's sand in it."

"..."

Guan Lue didn't pay much attention, and got into the car by himself, and then Yala followed slowly, put the gear on, and started the car.

"What's the matter?"

How could Yala's little thought escape Guanlue's eyes.

"I..." Yaba held the steering wheel and hesitated for a long time before saying, "Ninth Brother, I went to the hospital to find Sister Tang without telling you this morning."

Guan Lue's eyes didn't move at all: "Well, did you see it?"

"No, the doctor said she was discharged from the hospital a few days ago."

Guan slightly didn't ask any more questions.

Holding a sigh of relief in his heart, Yaba secretly looked at Guan Lue's expression, he was always indifferent, as if he really didn't care about Tang Jingcheng anymore.

Yaba didn't know exactly what happened between them, but judging from the situation of the party that day, it was definitely not a trivial matter.

"Ninth brother, has sister Tang contacted you these days?" Yala asked boldly.

Guan Lue suddenly turned his head and glanced at him, that gloomy and cool look made Yala shut up immediately in fright.

I thought he was going to be annoyed, but I only heard him hiss slightly: "Do you want to see her?"

"I……"

"Do you want to?"

Yaba scratched his forehead with his hands: "I think so."

"Then let's drive."

"Huh? Where are you going?"

"Go see her."

……

Tang Jingcheng stayed in the studio for two days, and finally finished the little thing. Just when Su Jue came to the studio to find her, he saw her sitting on a chair and threading.

"What are you doing?"

"Carved a little thing." Tang Jingcheng threaded a red thread on something, and then wound it around his wrist.

Su Jue saw clearly that it was a pair of small jade lock cards and jade keys, with a little pattern carved on it, but the lines were not clear.

Tang Jingcheng shook his arm, and the lock plate and key jingled.

"Does it look good?"

"nice!"

"It's a lie." She couldn't help laughing, "I used to be able to make this thing in an hour, but this time I've been bored in the studio for two days, and it's just such a useless gadget. .”

The texture is unclear and the shape is ineffective.

Tang Jingcheng knew that her hands really couldn't carve jade, but it didn't matter, she shook the small lock plate again: "This is carved for my son as a meeting gift, and I will wear it on him in the future, just say it's for my mother and me." The work of harvesting mountains."

It's rare for her to have such a sense of humor, and Su Jue also cooperated: "Since it is your masterpiece, it must be worth a lot, but this jade material looks a little ordinary."

"Ordinary?" Tang Jingcheng couldn't help laughing, "It's not just ordinary, it's simply a piece of waste that no one wants. It was bought from a carpet in the Tengchong Jade Market for 180 yuan."

"..." Su Jue was speechless, "That's why you are so stingy and gave your son this 180 yuan as a gift."

"Yeah." Tang Jingcheng shrugged naturally, "I can't help it, whoever asked him to give me this thing."

"..."

Su Jue couldn't help it again. He felt that if he wanted to get along with this girl in the future, he must first have a strong heart.

"Let's go, I'm hungry, let's go eat first." She tied the red thread tightly around her wrist, took her bag and walked out of the studio first.

The two of them also had a casual meal, with the purpose of discussing their itinerary to Myanmar.

Su Jue had already called Qi Zheng before, and wanted him to arrange a place for Tang Jingcheng to raise her baby in Myanmar, but unfortunately Qi Zheng just returned to Germany at that time, because of the time difference, Su Jue was on the phone Didn't say much.

"Where do you want to be when you go to Burma?"

Tang Jingcheng called up the map of Myanmar from his mobile phone and pointed to a location.

"Bagan?"

"Ah."

"Why did you choose there? I thought you would choose Yangon or Mandalay."

Yangon is the capital of Myanmar, and Mandalay is the second largest city in Myanmar and a gathering place for Chinese. The hardware and medical facilities of these two cities are relatively better.

But Tang Jingcheng laughed, with a mysterious smile on his face: "Because Bagan is the closest place to Buddha."

Thousands of pagodas refer to both.

Su Jue didn't suggest much, she could go wherever she wanted.

"Okay, Bagan is also good. It is a tourist attraction and the security is relatively better. I will arrange accommodation and other things for you then."

"Thank you."

Tang Jingcheng put the phone away, drank the lemonade in the cup with a straw, biting and biting, the end of the straw was bitten flat by her, as if drinking a glass of lemonade had a different taste.

Su Jue couldn't help but look at her a few more times, but Tang Jingcheng suddenly raised his head, and he immediately dodged.

"correct!"

"what…?"

"You said before that you would also go to Myanmar for tourism?"

Surprised, Su Jue couldn't help but hold his forehead: "No, work."

"Su Fan still has business in Myanmar?"

"Well, sort of, but it's not in Bagan, it's in Myitkyina."

Tang Jingcheng didn't ask any more questions. She is not a curious person. She is lazy by nature. She won't ask more questions about things that have nothing to do with her. Then she bit her straw: "Then you don't have to accompany me to Bagan Now, I will go there by myself, and you go to Myitkyina to attend to your business."

"..."

After the meal, Su Jue sent Tang Jingcheng home first. Because she was too full to eat, she asked for a walk. The restaurant was also very close to her apartment, so the whole way back became two people pressing the road, and Su Jue's driver drove all the way. follow behind.

"Do you have any plans after the baby is born?"

"Plan? What plan?"

"..."

"I didn't plan. I'm not a person who likes to think about the future. What's more, plans can never keep up with changes. Why bother to think about things that may never happen." Tang Jingcheng's lazy temper may also have a good side, at least in When faced with a difficult situation, she doesn't think back and forth.

There is always only one road in front of her, no matter whether the end of that road is good or bad, she likes to go blind on one road.

"Actually, you know exactly what you want and don't want."

"Really?" Tang Jingcheng answered Su Jue with a smile, "Maybe, I don't get entangled in everything, because I know that entanglement may not be useful. The only thought now is to give birth to this child, and I will leave the future to come later. Decide."

Su Jue was glad that she had such a good attitude, but she didn't know the reason.

"Can I ask a question?"

"I know what you want to ask." Tang Jingcheng stopped, "Do you want to ask why I gave birth to the child alone without telling him?"

Su Jue smiled: "I've always been so smart."

"Thank you for the compliment, but..." She turned around and continued walking, and before she knew it, the two had entered the apartment complex.

The summer night is bright and the moon is bright, and the warm wind is blowing.

There were frogs and insects singing beside the pool in the community, and the lotus flowers were already in bloom. Tang Jingcheng took a deep breath, and the air was filled with a fragrance.

"Do you know that I suffer from a severe autonomic disorder? In layman's terms, it's mania."

Su Jue didn't know why she suddenly brought up this matter.

"I know a little bit. It has been published in the media before, but it seems that those who study art have more or less mental problems."

This is true, because art creation is a mentally exhausting thing, and long-term thinking and loneliness can lead to depression or neurasthenia.

"But I am not. I have been enjoying my creation very happily. I got this disease because of Qiu Qiguan's death. He left too suddenly at that time. The car accident happened only a few months before our wedding. "

Su Jue also learned about this later, and Tang Jingcheng and Qiu Qiguan have always had a good relationship, which he could feel when he was in the hospital.

With such deep feelings, one day one of them suddenly disappears in this world, how should the remaining one bear it?
"After he left, I felt that my world had collapsed. I thought I would not be able to survive. I got the disease at that time. At the beginning, I was unwilling to accept the fact, avoided, refused to cure, and kept taking medicine, but it didn't help at all. .”

That period of almost hopeless years still feels suffocating when I recall them now.

"But I met Guan Lue when I was in the most pain. He was more effective than medicine. I thought I was better. He gave me hope to live a good life again..."

and then?
Tang Jingcheng walked forward, and the street lights in the distance dimmed.

Su Jue stood there for a while, then followed.

"Then what happened?"

"Then my father was imprisoned and Lou Qingxiao had an accident. Only then did I know that Qiu Qiguan's car accident was related to him. He weaved a brand new dream for me. I used him to stitch up the pain Qiu Qiguan left me, but in the end But he told me that everything is fake, there are no nightmares and no sweet dreams, he is the one who caused it, and your father..." Tang Jingcheng stopped suddenly.

Su Jue's eyes frowned inch by inch.

"Go on!"

She stopped talking, and she vowed to start over and forget about the past.

Before Tang Ji died, she also told her not to pursue it, and she couldn't say anything.

"It's nothing."

Tang Jingcheng turned around and walked towards the door of the house.

Su Jue chased after her, reached out and turned her around, her pupils were crystal clear under the moonlight.

Cried?

"Sorry..." Su Jue reached out to wipe her tears and wrapped her arms around her waist.

Tang Jingcheng didn't hide: "I said too much, this matter has nothing to do with you."

She always keeps a proper distance when he tries to get close, this woman he seems to never be able to hug.

"But I'm glad you didn't refuse my help."

Tang Jingcheng smiled: "I never refuse others' kindness to me."

"Kind?"

Su Jue really can't laugh or cry, he has done so much for her, but in the end he is defined as "kind".

"You think I'm a nice guy?"

"Is not it?"

"But I never do good deeds. Everything I do has purpose and utilitarianism, including getting close to you!" The coldness in Su Jue's eyes began to seep out again.

Tang Jingcheng was not afraid at all.

She giggled twice, and leaned closer to his ear: "Okay, at least you're honest enough!"

The atmosphere suddenly became ambiguous again.

Tang Jingcheng came out of Su Jue's arms and waved goodbye to him. Su Jue left, and she stood in the lobby of the apartment with a wry smile.

At least Su Jue is more honest than some people.

"Miss Tang, you came back so late." The little security guard appeared again at some point, and Tang Jingcheng was taken aback.

"Well, I just finished eating with my friends."

"The man who sent you back just now?"

"..."

"Hey...a new one?" The little security guard was really kind.

Tang Jingcheng frowned: "Is there something wrong?"

"Oh, I just wanted to tell you that there was a car waiting for you just now, just that..." The little security guard looked at the door, there was no car.

"Just what?"

"No, it's nothing..." The little security guard scratched his head, thinking that it's better not to get involved in this kind of private affairs between men and women.

Tang Jingcheng frowned when he saw him talking, and went upstairs.

(End of this chapter)