the knife of love

Chapter 186 Late at night, the man who does housework is the gentlest
Lao Mai found Guan Lue in the shooting room.

He took off his coat and tied the sleeves in a knot at the waist, leaving only a vest on his upper body.

The bullet is loaded and fired, and there is a "bang-", the shoulder bones will be tightened back due to the huge counter-impact force, and the arm muscles will stretch out a sharp line inch by inch.

Sweat had already wetted the dark blue vest on Guan Yue's body, and the only sound of the bullet being loaded and aimed could be heard in the empty shooting room.

Lao Mai looked behind for a while, walked over, and handed over water and towels.

"Why do you want to come here in the middle of the night?"

Guan Lue withdrew his gun, turned around and glanced at Lao Mai.

"Then what are you doing here in the middle of the night?"

"..."

"nervous?"

"no!"

"That's the point!" Guan slightly squeezed the trigger, and the bullet was shot out quickly. His body trembled, retracted, and turned around again.

Lao Mai's complexion has always been bright.

Maybe feelings are really something that can’t be explained clearly. Guan Lue has always thought that Lao Mai is a sensible person. After studying so many books, he still studies psychology. Tan.

"I'll be back tomorrow. You've been whispering in my ears for three years. How can she be so virtuous when she really comes back?"

Lao Mai smiled wryly: "She will not change anything for me when she comes back. At most, I can see her whenever I want."

"So you have to fight for it."

"Strive for it? It's easy for you to say!"

Guan Lue also laughed, and loaded the gun again, with a "snap", but didn't shoot it immediately.

He was just holding the pistol in his hand, and his pulse was already warm from the hard and cold sound of the gunshot.

"For me, as long as she is still in this world, everything is not difficult." Then there was a "bang-", with a strong smell of gunpowder, the bullet shot out and hit the bull's-eye.

In the smoky air, Lao Mai saw his sharp but dead eyes.

"Remind her again?"

"No." Guan Lue denied, continued to load and pull the trigger.

"I just never forgot." These words appeared in Lao Mai's ears along with the deafening shooting sound, and Lao Mai's whole body was shocked. He didn't expect Guan Lue to say that.

Just when Lao Mai was in a daze, Guan Lue had already thrown the gun on the table beside him, and patted Lao Mai on the shoulder casually: "I let Ye Tan come back this time for your sake, so I arranged her to be with you." Whether you succeed or not is up to you. However, although Ye Tan has a strong temper, she is still a woman after all. You have had children before, so work harder, I believe it will not be difficult."

As long as she is still there, how can it be difficult.

Guan smiled slightly, looked indifferently, turned around and unbuttoned the coat on his waist and paced out.

Lao Mai always remembers the back of Guan Lue that night, the thin coat was casually crumpled and held in his hands, the jeans were hanging on the hips, and the back of the vest was soaked in sweat. When he walked out, he bowed slightly. With his head down, his back shoulders broad, and his feet stepping heavily on the floor, the entire empty shooting room was full of gunpowder, but it showed a lonely silence.

"I just never forgot."

Lao Mai couldn't help rubbing his face with his hands, he didn't expect Guan Lue's feelings for Tang Jingcheng to be so strong.

……

Shen Chunguang didn't sleep in the middle of the night and couldn't fall asleep. He sat in the room with his legs crossed and smoked, but he heard the sound of the door opening.

Guan Lue came back, she glanced at the cell phone next to her pillow, it was three o'clock in the morning.

Then came the sound of slippers, turning on the lights, and he seemed to go to the refrigerator to get a bottle of water. Shen Chunguang could even imagine the man standing alone in front of the refrigerator drinking water in the middle of the night.

He raised his head and poured ice water into his mouth from the bottle. He always drank in a hurry, and the water would flow down his lips and chin, flow through the rolling Adam's apple, and finally wet the front of his clothes.

Maybe hating someone is an extremely profound emotion.

Shen Chunguang once lay on the hospital bed like a disabled person during her most painful and difficult time. At that time, the days and nights were very long for her, and every second was counted. She could not speak or move, only her brain and consciousness If she is awake, then she will think of this man repeatedly, recalling his every habit, movement, words, and subtle expressions.

With a "bang-", the door of the refrigerator outside closed.

Shen Chunguang's nerves tightened accordingly, he really hated the extremely poor sound insulation in the apartment late at night, it seemed that she could hear every inch of the other person's movement clearly in the bedroom.

Shen Chunguang squeezed the cigarette with one hand, and the top of his curly head with the other, and buried his face in his knees.

Guan Lue seemed to have entered the bathroom, and when the light was turned on, Shen Chunguang could hear the gurgling sound of water, as if he was taking a bath.

The sound of water continued, with a slight "rustling" sound.

What is he doing?
Shen Chunguang couldn't help it, and opened the door lightly, holding a cigarette and going out.

what did she seeShen Chunguang felt that he would never forget that scene in his life.

Guan Lue was squatting on the edge of the bathroom sink to wash clothes. Shen Chunguang's ink-colored skirt had been soaked in the basin by him. The skirt was made of silk fabric and could not be machine washed, so he squatted on the ground and washed it by hand.

When Shen Chunguang went out, he happened to be washing one sleeve. He was barefoot, his trousers were rolled up, his upper body wearing a vest was stretched due to the scrubbing action, and his short hair on top of his head was shining brightly under the light.

Shen Chunguang held his breath and swallowed sourly into his stomach.

Such a relationship seems harmless and full of tenderness.

Shen Chunguang didn't know that he had just taken the gun, but when he came back he was willing to squat by the pool and help her scrub her skirt a little bit. It was such a man who always hurt her the most and made her feel warm.

"Huh—" She couldn't help but take a deep breath.

Guan Lue raised his head when he heard the voice, and saw Shen Chunguang in front of him, wearing his cotton T-shirt, half leaning against the door leaf.

"Why did you wake up?" he asked.

Shen Chunguang's eyelashes fluttered: "Mmm..." His voice was a little hoarse, and tears fell down his face.

She really couldn't take it anymore.

Guan Lue felt strange: "What's the matter?" Immediately stood up, and reached out to help her wipe it reflexively, but found that his hands were full of foam from laundry detergent.

Shen Chunguang was aware of his intentions, and smelled the residual smell of gunpowder at his fingertips. He couldn't help shaking, and immediately turned his face away and quickly wiped away his tears. When he turned to look at him, only a pair of red and wet eyes remained. Eye.

Guan Lue's heart skipped a beat at Shen Chunguang's appearance. Shen Chunguang's appearance now overlapped with Tang Jingcheng's. Tang Jingcheng's eyes were always red and wet after crying, which made people feel distressed.

"Is that why you want to stay in Yunling?"

"Ah."

"Then stay here." He said lightly and squatted down to help her wash the clothes.

Shen Chunguang thought he had heard wrong.

"What did you say?"

Guan Lue didn't raise his head again, rubbing his skirt while saying, "Since you are not afraid of death and you insist on staying in Yunling, I will help you."

By the way, he also perfected himself.

Now that Tang Jingcheng is dead, it is impossible for him to have her anymore, maybe it's okay to try another person, at least this person looks so much like her, and occasionally he can deceive himself.

Shen Chunguang is still a little uncertain, why did this man change his mind after going out for a trip?

"why?"

"Why?" Guan Lue continued to rub his clothes.

Shen Chunguang took a puff of cigarette to suppress the shock in his heart: "Why did you suddenly agree to let me stay?"

"You insist on asking, and it's your freedom to stay or not. Although I saved you, Lu has to rely on you." Guan Lue's words were ambiguous, and Shen Chunguang felt that she didn't understand at all.

But it doesn't matter, as long as you can stay.

The dress has been washed during the conversation.

Guan Lue lifted the basin and poured all the clothes and water into the sink, and turned on the tap again to clear the foam on it.

Shen Chunguang didn't help, just stood aside and watched.

The picture of a man washing clothes is actually very gentle no matter what, let alone a man like Guan Lue, who has the word "hard" written all over his body, but stands under a small orange light doing such soft things.

Shen Chunguang smoked one puff at a time, and through the mist was the profile of Guan slightly washing his clothes. He frowned slightly, pursed his thin lips, and washed extremely carefully. He cleaned it back and forth three times, and then squeezed the water with his hands. Dry.

When wringing the water, Shen Chunguang felt her heart start to jump. She used to be greedy for his body. She hasn't seen him for three years. He doesn't seem to have changed at all. He still likes to wear a vest at home, and his shoulder bones and arms still swell when his arms are exerted. Shows smooth lines.

The only difference is that this time I'm doing her laundry.

Shen Chunguang never thought that such a rough man would be so meticulous in doing housework.

After twisting the clothes twice, Guan Lue put it into the dryer beside him, pressed the button, and he turned around.

"So you can wear them tomorrow morning."

"..."

With a sway of Shen Chunguang's body, she almost asked the question that had been held in her mind for three years at that moment.

"Why couldn't you tolerate me and our children three years ago?"

Just a little bit, she almost asked, because of this situation, Guan Lue was full of warmth, just such a warm man, why did he want to kill himself and his children?
It's a pity that she finally held back and smoked a cigarette to suppress the discomfort and suffocation in her heart.

"Thank you!"

"No, I just don't want to see you go out dressed like this tomorrow and be ashamed!"

One sentence almost choked Shen Chunguang to death again, but she was already used to it, pinching the finished cigarette in the sink.

Guan Lue rubbed his hands on his clothes, wiped off the water stains on his hands, and took out a cigarette from his trouser pocket to light a cigarette.

The two stood facing each other in the bathroom, and the dryer made a slight sound.

Shen Chunguang looked at Guan Lue's always cold eyes, and suddenly laughed: "Oh, I forgot to tell you, I'm going to join Su Fan."

"Su Fan?"

"Well, I used this to negotiate terms with Su Jue."

"..." Guan Lue really didn't expect this, "Su Jue agreed?"

"What if you don't agree? The Su family wants to save face. The matter between me and Su Zhan has been well known in Yunling. Anyway, I am not afraid of anything. I have a cheap life. If I am in a hurry, I can do anything. "

Guan slightly smoked and squinted his eyes.

This girl can really do anything.

"You talked about this when you went out to see Su Jue last time?"

"Yes, but he has always disagreed, and he only gave me an answer today."

"Then what is your purpose of joining Su Fan? Don't forget that Su Zhan also works there."

Shen Chunguang smiled: "Whatever, I'm not afraid of Su Zhan. Besides, I didn't fire that shot. If he really wants to seek revenge, he should come for you."

"..."

Good girl, big conscience has been eaten up.

Guan Lue didn't say anything: "Okay, I wish you good luck!"

(End of this chapter)