the knife of love

Chapter 218 Love Is a Luxury Thing
The climate in Yunnan is very dry in autumn, and a humidifier is placed in the ward.

When Shen Chunguang entered, the humidifier was emitting white gas.

Chai Lu was lying on the bed, with an oxygen tube inserted into her nose, her swollen eyelids were closed, and she didn't know if she was awake or in a coma. All gathered into weeds on the pillow.

Shen Chunguang couldn't bear to look at it. A woman who was so energetic before always liked to wear all kinds of skirts with narrow shoulders and narrow hips, which made her look round and beautiful. Then she walked around the Crystal Palace all night holding a mobile phone and a small Kun bag.

All the girls in the Crystal Palace called her "Sister Lulu".

She has a strong temper, and she is ruthless when she scolds, but she can always make your muscles and bones weak when she coaxes people.

Shen Chunguang felt that he should hate her, but at this point she couldn't hate her anymore.

Perhaps all women are like this, and they can't help but sympathize when they see others have similar experiences to themselves.

Shen Chunguang raised his eyes and looked down at the window. There was a large piece of glass on the window. Ye Tan and Lao Mai were standing outside the window, staring at Shen Chunguang in the room, while Guan slightly held a cigarette and leaned against the window. the wall.

Everyone seemed to be waiting, waiting for Chai Lu to give Shen Chunguang his last "last words", but the smoking man was indifferent, as if he was just an outsider who came to the hospital casually.

Shen Chunguang sighed.

She didn't know why Chai Lu wanted to call her by name to meet her alone, but everyone had already arrived, so she could only pull out a chair and sit in front of the bed.

Perhaps the sound of pulling out chairs disturbed the person on the bed, but Chai Lu slowly opened her eyelids.

"Coming?" She said with her chapped lips, her voice was very low, but her tone seemed to be making a homework.

Shen Chunguang forced a smile: "Well, let's see you."

"You saw... do you feel relieved?"

"No." Shen Chunguang certainly didn't think so, "I'm different from you, I still have some conscience, and I don't want anyone to die."

What she said... really hit the nail on the head.

Chai Lu actually smiled. A woman in her early thirties usually stays up late, and the fine lines and dark spots on her face can only be covered by cosmetics. Now she is lying dilapidated on the bed. Out.

But Shen Chunguang still thinks she is so good-looking, at least she looks real.

"why are you laughing?"

"Laughing..." Chai Lu swallowed, "Xing'er, you are only good with this mouth."

"..."

"But your life is better than mine..."

Shen Chunguang didn't understand what she meant and thought it was just nonsense.

Chai Lu turned her head vigorously, and glanced at the people standing on the porch outside the window.

Ye Tan, Lao Mai, both of them were watching the movement in the ward attentively, but the man was looking at his phone with a cigarette in his mouth.

"Do you know who he is?"

"Ah?" Shen Chunguang was taken aback, "Which one are you talking about?"

"The one looking at the phone."

"..."

Shen Chunguang frowned, wondering if people who are about to die should have a clear mind?Why is Chai Lu confused instead?

"I know, don't you all call him Ninth Brother?"

"No, only people from Jiurongtai call him Brother Nine."

"Then you are not from Jiurongtai?"

"I'm not."

Shen Chunguang sneered: "Then why are you lying here?"

Chai Lu also laughed, why is she lying here?
"Myolie, I'm from Fan Qingyan, his woman..."

"..." Chai Lu's words made Shen Chunguang's heart tighten for no reason, "Do you love him?"

love?

Chai Lu turned her face to look at the incandescent lamp above her head.

When I was young, my family was poor, and I dropped out of school at the age of 13, and entered the stage with others as soon as I was an adult. When Chai Lu was first released, she was still a baby, and the other party bought her for the first time for [-].

"I have had many men in my life, and I can't count the number, but I have never said the word 'love' to anyone."

"..." Shen Chunguang felt sad for no reason, "You never said a word 'love' to him, but you gave him your life."

"Yes, do you know why?"

"Why? Because of love?"

"Possibly, but not necessarily."

"..."

"However, I remember one thing very clearly. He was the first man to give me money. Five hundred. It was a lot of money in the valley of our hometown more than ten years ago. Sending it back can be given to the whole family. It’s more than half a year’s expenses.”

"..."

In the end, Chai Lu didn't tell anyone about the past. Fan Qingyan was the man who bought her first night. Her first time was for him. She remembered it, but Fan Qingyan didn't remember it at all.

A chicken slept in the small town of Tengchong more than ten years ago, who still remembers what the chicken looked like.

Chai Lu never mentioned this matter to Fan Qingyan afterwards, she would feel hypocritical if she mentioned it, but she always remembered Fan Qingyan's appearance.

"Love" is actually a very luxurious thing.

Some women talk about "love" at every turn, and every time they change a man, they can love to death, but some women may not know what "love" is all about in their entire lives?

Maybe I didn't dare to love, maybe I never loved, maybe I loved, but I never had a chance to say it.

Shen Chunguang seems to understand but not understand.

"So for the 500 yuan, you are willing to give your life to him in the end?"

"I thought I could give him my life, but not in this way..." Chai Lu took another two breaths with difficulty on the bed.

Women have always had stupid paranoia.

Chai Lu has been in the field for so many years, and she has seen a lot of bloody lives. She knew that she might not die well one day, and she also thought that if Fan Qingyan asked her to risk her life to save her one day, she would never prevaricate. It's coming...

"I didn't expect that he would pull me over to block the gun for him..."

"..."

"Although the ending is the same, I am not reconciled."

Not reconciled to her following Fan Qingyan for the rest of her life, she always felt that the man treated her with sincerity, but in the end he only regarded her as a target and ran for his own life.

"Most men are fickle... not to mention men from places like Jiurongtai..." Shen Chunguang didn't know how to persuade her, not to mention that Chai Lu was still obsessed with this situation, Shen Chunguang felt that it was okay to persuade her or not difference.

"Is it the same?" Chai Lu turned his head to look at the man at the bottom of the wall outside the window. At that moment, he had already finished smoking his cigarette and was busy folding something.

"Maybe it's different."

"You mean him?" Shen Chunguang also noticed that Chai Lu had been staring at Guan Lue, "He's not a good guy either."

"But he went to Burma and brought you back."

"It was to get the news he wanted out of me."

"You really think so?" Chai Lu smiled again, "He is Guan Jiu, with so many tricks, if he really wants to extract some secret from you, how can you still stand here safely?"

Chai Lu's words were half true and half false, Shen Chunguang frowned, not intending to take it to heart.

"You want to see me alone, just to tell me this?"

"Of course not." Chai Lu breathed a sigh of relief.

Ye Tan was almost stuck to the glass outside the window, and she had been staring at the movement in the ward.

"Then what are you going to tell me?"

"Say..." Chai Lu looked at the window again, Ye Tan looked cold, she seemed to be waiting for something.

"Why don't you come here and I'll talk in your ear?" Chai Lu turned her face away, and simply pulled out the oxygen tube stuck in her nose.

Shen Chunguang didn't think too much, he lowered his body and moved closer.

Chai Lu struggled again: "I want... I want to tell you..."

Ye Tan was already lying on the windowpane.

"Ninth brother, they..."

Only then did Guan Lue raise his head, and through the window, he saw Shen Chunguang lying on Chai Lu in the ward. Chai Lu lifted his neck vigorously and whispered to her. He fixed his eyes on Ye Tan on the other side of the glass.

Ye Tan felt chills down his spine when she saw her.

But Chai Lu fell back on the bed gasping for breath, twitching, convulsing.

The ECG monitor started beeping. Shen Chunguang froze for two seconds before remembering to rush out to call for a doctor. Seeing that she was limping, Guan Lue followed her for fear that she would fall again.

Ye Tan was the first to run into the ward, grabbing Chai Lu's clothes by the chest.

"What did you tell her?"

"..."

"What did you say to that woman just now?"

"So nervous...you can go...ask yourself..."

"Don't fucking lie to me, no one will feel better if you get hairy."

"Why... are you afraid?... You are also afraid sometimes?" Chai Lu smiled slyly, and his whole face began to twitch and deform.

The voice in the ECG monitor became more and more rapid, and Chai Lu's breathing became lower and shorter.

Ye Tan still grabbed her chest and reached out to touch the oxygen tube to stuff it into her nose.

"Chai Lu, tell me the hell out of it, otherwise I will let you go unsteadily in the underworld!"

"Then try...as long as you don't break your promise to me...maybe you can live a little longer..." Chai Lu pulled out the oxygen tube by herself, and the place where the water in the humidifier was stored was bubbling and bubbling .

Chai Lu's pupils had already begun to slack, and Ye Tan didn't allow her to die, so he stretched out his hand to pinch her.

"Speak clearly to me! Speak clearly!"

But the person on the bed couldn't make a sound.

Lao Mai grabbed Ye Tan's arm from behind: "What are you doing? She's almost out of breath..."

Ye Tan just refused to let go, and Lao Mai firmly held her hand that was already dripping with cold sweat.

There were hurried footsteps from the other end of the corridor, and a group of people in white coats entered one by one...

"All the family members of the patient get out, get out!" The nurse began to drive Lao Mai and Ye Tan out.

Ye Tan stumbled and was dragged out by Lao Mai as if he had lost his soul. It happened that Shen Chunguang was helped by Guan Lue and walked over. Before he reached the door, he heard a "beep" in the ward.

"No more..." Shen Chunguang swayed and asked Guan Lue next to him.

Guan Yue licked the tooth socket with the tip of his tongue, but said nothing.

Ye Tan rushed out of the ward, and Lao Mai couldn't stop him from behind.

At that time, Shen Chunguang was standing next to Guan Lue, and Ye Tan walked over and covered his face and asked, "What did Chai Lu tell you inside?"

Shen Chunguang's face was very pale, and he glanced at Ye Tan: "Are you nervous?"

"What? You fart!"

"Then what do you mean by rushing out and asking me?"

"I..." Ye Tan peeked at Guan Lue next to Shen Chunguang from the corner of his eye. His expression was also very calm, without any ups and downs. Ye Tan was slightly relieved, "I just want to know if Chai Lu told you about Fan Qingyan? For example, where is the warehouse, where is he now... and so on."

Shen Chunguang snorted.

"No, she didn't say anything!"

"Impossible, then why did she see you alone just now?"

"How do I know?" Shen Chunguang also looked puzzled.

Guan slightly paid attention to her expression and didn't speak.

Ye Tan persisted: "Ninth Brother, she must know something, what must Chai Lu have told her? You have to let her speak out, and if you can't do it, hand her over to me!"

Ye Tan seemed a little out of control, and Lao Mai grabbed her hand from behind.

"Okay, Ye Zi, this matter has to be done slowly, Lao Jiu knows it well."

"He has so many farts! He has been fascinated by this woman... Let go of me, Old Mai, let go of me fucking!" Ye Qin struggled, and there was a lot of noise in the corridor, and the nurse ran over and yelled at them: "This is the ward, can you please be quiet!"

Ye Qin still refused to give up, grabbed Shen Chunguang and refused to let go.

Guan was a little rough, and pulled Ye Tan's arm away: "What are you doing? I know this in my heart. Don't you know who Fan Qingyan is? He can use Chai Lu to block bullets. Do you think Chai Lu can know anything about him? ?”

To put it bluntly, Ye Tan paused.

Old Mai took a breath.

In fact, everyone knew that nothing important could be asked from Chai Lu's mouth. Fan Qingyan was suspicious by nature, so how could he tell Chai Lu about life-threatening matters.

All these years, Chai Lu has been on the saddle for him, but how much of the core things has she touched?
"Women just don't want to wear it, silly!" Shen Chunguang snorted, pushed Ye Tan away and limped away.

Half an hour later the doctor pronounced Chai Lu dead.

In her short life, more than 30 years, she had no children and was alone. She was lying in the hospital for two or three days and no one came to see her, but she walked away cleanly.

Guan Lue asked Yaba to issue a death certificate for her, and when she reached the stairs, she saw Shen Chunguang sitting on the first step in a daze.

"Go back to Tengchong in the afternoon."

Shen Chunguang raised his head, without making a sound, just asked: "Is there any smoke?"

"This is the hospital."

"Didn't you smoke just now?" She retorted.

Guan slightly thought about it, then took a cigarette and a lighter from her pocket and threw them to her, she took out a cigarette and lit it, then turned to look at the man behind her: "Don't you want one?"

"Need not."

"Then sit with me for a while?"

"..."

"Come on, just for a while." Shen Chunguang tugged Guan Lue's arm, he smiled helplessly, and sat beside her.

The two sat side by side on the steps.

"You have a good relationship with Chai Lu?"

"Normally, not to mention." Shen Chunguang took a puff of cigarette, "It's just that she introduced me to you guys."

"Our group?"

"Yes, a bunch of things that are not as good as beasts!"

"..."

Guan was too lazy to talk to her again.

"Go to the parking lot by yourself in half an hour, and return to Tengchong in the afternoon."

He got up to leave, but Shen Chunguang squeezed the cigarette butt: "Wait."

"..."

"Can you be a good person?"

"..."

"Give Chai Lu a tomb in Tengchong. Also, she loved to be pretty, and she liked to wear nice dresses, and remember to find someone to do her hair properly."

Guan smiled slightly, with a hint of sarcasm: "You are kind."

"Not really, I just feel that everyone has met once, and everyone is gone, so why bother?"

(End of this chapter)