the knife of love

Chapter 264 Leave, Find a Cleaner Place
"Tang Tang, are you here?" As soon as Su Jue opened his mouth, there was a rare flattery in his tone.

It's really embarrassing for him, 140 nine missed calls, when has his temper stalked people like this?
Shen Chunguang was the first one, and seeing his tired and desolate appearance, he couldn't help feeling a little soft-hearted.

"Sorry, have you been waiting for a long time?" She said as she took off her coat and hung it on the rack.

Su Jue immediately replied: "No, I just arrived for a while."

"Oh……"

The two were so cold, and finally Su Jue pointed to the chair opposite him: "Sit down, sit down and talk."

Shen Chunguang sat down, and there was a complete set of tureen and tea set on the table, and the water was already boiling.

Su Jue tweezed a piece of flat tea into the tureen in front of her.

"Pu'er, what you like to drink."

"Thank you, but I don't like drinking now."

Su Jue didn't mind, and continued to pour water to wash the tea: "No need, people's preferences are hard to change. You used to love to drink Pu'er, and it's the same now, just like you couldn't let him go before, no matter how much you hated and resented him, three years Didn't you go around and go around to him in the end?"

Shen Chunguang understood the meaning of Su Jue's words. To put it bluntly, he didn't mind that Guan Yue answered his call last night.

Shen Chunguang didn't intend to hide it either.

"Something happened to me a while ago, so I stayed with him temporarily recently."

"I know, when you come out and there are so many people from Jiurongtai following you, it must be something serious!" Su Jue spoke in the same tone as before, but the movements in his hands didn't stop. After the tea was brewed, it was moved to Shen Chunguang's case.

"Don't talk about it, try it."

Shen Chunguang paid attention to the appearance of Su Jue on the opposite side. He had obviously lost weight. After all, he had been in the detention center for so long. If he couldn't eat or sleep well, he would definitely lose weight, but there was not much depression on his face.

No wonder both Tian Xin and Lawyer Chen said that he was in a good condition inside, before Shen Chunguang only thought that he was stable by nature, but it turned out that he was already in control of the overall situation.

It caused her to worry outside in vain, she just said that she couldn't eat and sleep well day and night, and she even suffered a little humiliation in order to find evidence for him.

Shen Chunguang couldn't help but feel aggrieved when he thought of this, he didn't drink the tea he made, but leaned on the back of the chair with his arms folded: "I thought you wanted me for something serious."

"Business?" Su Jue smiled wryly, "Don't you know all the business?"

"..."

"Need I repeat it again?"

Shen Chunguang was a little overwhelmed, she didn't expect Su Jue to answer like this.

"So you admit it?"

"There is nothing to admit or not to admit. The fact is like this. The key is what the listener thinks."

"What do I think?" Shen Chunguang snorted, "Actually, to put it bluntly, the whole matter has nothing to do with me, let alone this is a matter of your Su family, but I'm surprised that you have hidden such deep skills, Mr. Su. "

A good show caused the entire Su Fan and jewelry industry to be turbulent. In the past two days, Shen Chunguang also thought about it carefully. Much substantial damage.

She was so angry because she felt that people's hearts were desolate, and she was a little angry at herself for not being able to live up to it. She still couldn't see through a person she had been with for three years, so why would she want to come back for revenge.

From the time when Yu Qilin's truth was revealed to the present, huge waves have come towards her. Thinking about it carefully, every huge wave has never had anything to do with her. She has always been the most innocent person, but she is always involved in it in the end.

It's the same now, she was dragged into this drug possession case in a daze, she thought she noticed it very early, starting from suspecting that there was some shady business between Fan Qingyan and Su Zhan, she also blindly reminded Su Jue to investigate, When they arrived in Myanmar, they accidentally discovered the rubble hidden in the warehouse of the camp. They thought they had a good insight, but in the end they found out that Su Jue and Guan Lue had noticed it a long time ago.

Su Jue wants to drag Su Zhan and the whole Su Fan into the water.

Guan Lue wants to clean up the door and eradicate dissidents.

They each have their own goals, and they are secretly planning strategies. Only she is like a fool, standing in the open and accomplishing nothing.

Well, she admitted that she was not smart. Yu Huanxi used to always talk about her, saying that she only had one tendon in her brain, and that tendon was still straight, and she was never willing to turn a corner when thinking about people and things.

Now three years have passed, she has gone through so many things, she thinks she has learned to bend the nerves in her mind, but she is still not as good as others.

It's useless to turn a corner. There are so many mountains and oceans in this world, and there are many mountains and mountains. Her little thought can't get through.

Shen Chunguang looked at the early-blooming plum blossom in the bottle and laughed: "Do you think it's funny to lie to me?"

Su Jue didn't want to explain either, she couldn't understand many things.

"Tang Tang, you are sometimes too kind."

"Kindness? Is it stupid!" Only a stupid person would be fooled into such a circle by him.

Su Jue smiled bitterly: "You can say whatever you want, but you have to trust me about one thing. I have hidden many things from you, but my original intention is good. Knowing too much is not safe, so I I deliberately didn't tell you."

This sounded like sophistry, but Shen Chunguang didn't care.

"I'm just curious about what you'll do next!"

Now Su Fan is notorious because of this case, and the smuggling and tax evasion case has not yet been judged, so the account assets are still being frozen, and the building is also sealed. Shen Chunguang still can't figure out the reason why Su Jue wants to do this.

But one thing is certain, this man will definitely not fight an unsure battle.

"What to do next, I still say that, you don't need to know, knowing too much is not good for you."

"Heh...then keep it secret." She was not interested in knowing, and glanced at Su Jue, his eyes were tired and deserted.

This man with a deep city and a strong desire, where is his end?
"Can I ask you another question?"

"Say."

"You have worked so hard to direct this scene, how sure are you that you can escape unscathed?"

Su Jue put her finger around the rim of the cup and thought for a while, "Fifty percent!"

"Fifty percent? That's half?"

"Correct!"

Shen Chunguang couldn't help taking a breath, and stretched out his hand to compare a number to Su Jue: "Seven years, Lawyer Chen told me that if you are convicted of the crime, you will be sentenced to at least seven years. Do you know what seven years means? ? It means that once this case goes wrong, you will never have a chance to turn around!"

Su Jue couldn't help laughing, her heart was astringent and warm.

"I know, Lawyer Chen also told me that you are worried about me outside, so I am very relieved just for that."

This sentence is true, he stayed in it for such a long time, Shen Chunguang's care and care is one of the beliefs that support him to survive.

"Thank you for everything you've done for me during this time."

Although these things may not be able to help him in the end, it is enough for her to have this heart, and he is grateful.

"But you didn't even want to see me at that time!" Shen Chunguang felt aggrieved when she thought of this, she finally begged Guan Wei to take her to the detention center, but in the end Su Jue refused to see her.

Su Jue breathed a sigh of relief, reached out and pinched Shen Chunguang's arm on the table: "I also want to say sorry for this, but I didn't know how to face you at that time."

Afraid to see her worried and sad, I couldn't help telling her the truth, sometimes the more I know, the more dangerous it is.

"Okay, even if you don't want to see me, have you ever thought that you will fail? [-]% chance, half!"

Half the time he will win, and the other half will lose.

If he wins, he will naturally get what he wants. If he loses, he will be notorious for the rest of his life and have nothing.

This gamble is too big, with so many chips pressed.

Shen Chunguang couldn't figure out how to live or die.

"Are interests really so important in your heart? So important that you can abandon brotherhood? So important that you can put aside your own safety?"

Su Jue was forced to ask questions without answering, and gently scratched the center of her eyebrows with her fingers.

"Maybe, many things may seem unbelievable in your eyes. I did so much just for a profit, but the fact may not be true, but I don't want to explain it. It's just that you should have heard a saying, and you should die." Younger."

Su Jue moved the hand on his forehead away: "Let's put it this way, in fact, everyone has been gambling one after another since birth, and you know my life experience, I have no right to choose my own Parents and birth background, so I lost the first bet."

Su Jue took a steady breath.

"My mother died when I was 12 years old. Few people knew the cause of her death. After the death, I contacted my father. I remember that he gave me two choices. The first one: he paid and sent me abroad. Reading; the second rule: enter Su's house and admit that I am his son of Su Hongzhi."

He paused when he said this, and suddenly asked Shen Chunguang: "If it were you, which one would you choose?"

Shen Chunguang thought for a while: "It should be the first one, most people will choose the first one."

Because the second way means living under the fence, facing sarcasm, which is too cruel for a 12-year-old child.

But Su Jue smiled wryly: "I chose the second one. The road is not easy, but there are infinite possibilities in the future. The most important thing is that I finally have a father."

When Shen Chunguang heard this, his heart was torn apart.

"Then do you think you made the right choice?"

"I can't tell. Maybe I chose the right one. Maybe this multiple-choice question has no solution. No matter how I choose, it will be wrong."

"Why do you say that?"

Su Jue didn't speak for a while.

Shen Chunguang bypassed this question: "And then?"

"Then I entered the Su family in the second year. As you can imagine, it must be hard for me to be born in the Su family."

Even Su Hongzhi, his only close relative, ignored him, let alone the rest of the Su family.

"It was not easy for me to graduate from university, and I was assigned to a municipal hospital for a short period of time..." Su Jue raised his head and looked at Shen Chunguang when he said this, with a wry smile, "It was during that short period of time that I met Shen Chunguang in the hospital. It's a pity you didn't remember me."

"..." Shen Chunguang couldn't help being embarrassed, and turned his head to the side: "I was blind at that time."

"I know, maybe this is also a kind of fate between me and you."

Fate destined them to know each other ten years ago, but after so many years of relationship, they are still inseparable.

"Not long after you were discharged from the hospital, I resigned from the hospital and gave up medicine to go into business. This is the third game I have blocked! Zhengzi even quarreled with me about this matter, but I have made up my mind. People can change."

Shen Chunguang has also heard about this a little bit. At the beginning, Su Jue had no business experience and no one to support him. When he first joined Su Fan, he started from the grassroots.

"Everything started from scratch. The night was long and the road was long. I thought I made a mistake that time, until I met Yao Xiaotang..." Su Jue lowered her head slightly.

Shen Chunguang suddenly felt that her heart was tight, it was old, why she still felt sad when Yao Xiaotang was mentioned.

"You failed her." Shen Chunguang almost gritted his teeth when he said these four words.

"No!" Su Jue also made a firm distinction. This was the first time Yao Xiaotang defended himself after so many years of his death, "I admit that I pretended not to be her, but I never thought of betraying her. My plan was to I want to marry her, so instead of saying that I failed her, it is better to say that I failed myself."

He gave up marriage and love for what he wanted in his heart, and married someone he didn't like. For such a long life, he was gambling with his life.

Shen Chunguang understood this truth, took a breath, and looked at Su Jue: "You are willing to use your own lifelong happiness as a bargaining chip, so there is no reason for you not to win."

Such a ruthless man.

What Shen Chunguang said was naked irony to his ears, and Su Jue was not angry: "Yes, I won, but this is not my ultimate goal, this is just the beginning."

Every step he takes is a calculation, every step of the way, every step of the way, everything and everything he can use as a stepping stone to climb the peak.

The evidence in Chi Feng's hands back then, Yao Haizheng's power and funds, plus the drug trafficking incident of Su Zhan this time, and even the case of Tang Ji's imprisonment three years ago and the theft of Yu Qilin, had already been suppressed. But the tactic exposed it.

He is such a person who can do whatever it takes to achieve his goals, even putting himself in it.

Shen Chunguang still didn't understand: "You have enough now. Su Fan's position as general manager is only second to Su Hongzhi, and he also got 17% of the shares under his name. What else is there to be dissatisfied with?"

"Of course I'm not satisfied." What he wanted was more than that, and many things were not as simple as Shen Chunguang thought.

"Everyone knows who my father is partial to. One day when he dies, it will be clear who the whole Su Fan belongs to. Even if I don't do anything at that time, Su Zhan will no longer tolerate me."

A business war is like a battlefield, either you die or I die, whether Su Jue is planning ahead or ambitious, anyway, he took this step first.

"What's more, Su Zhan's use of stones to hide poison will be revealed sooner or later. The later it is revealed, the more hopeless Su Fan will be. So it's better for me to do it."

He plays the cards first and takes the lead, at least he can take the initiative.

For these reasons, Shen Chunguang is really irrefutable.

He seemed to be right at all, but she just couldn't figure it out: "You have so much, is it really worth exchanging everything for an unknown win or loss?"

"Having so much? Do you really think I've got so much?"

"..."

Su Jue still smiled bitterly. When the man smiled bitterly, his brows were tightly frowned, and he looked distressed and helpless.

"Okay, let's put it this way, the bigger the cards, the more bets, and the more you will win in the end. This is the law on the gambling table, and you won't understand it."

Heh...the truth is absolutely correct.

Shen Chunguang could only hold half of his face with his hands, and smiled: "Su Jue, we really are not the same way."

"I know, you must be despising me severely in your heart."

"That's not true. Maybe three years ago I would have despised you, just like when you took away the bottle of water hibiscus in my hand by means. I hated you so much at that time and thought you were shameless, but now I don't gone."

After experiencing so much, she must have grown up, and Shen Chunguang no longer judges people and things from her subjective standpoint like she did three years ago.

"You have your utilitarianism and means, and you can't simply talk about right and wrong, but I just can't accept it."

"You can't accept it?" Su Jue touched the cool teacup. The water in the cup was already cold. He suddenly raised his head and asked a question that Shen Chunguang couldn't answer: "What about him? Since he can tell you these things, why not?" It means that he has already seen everything, and even the bombing should have been planned by him, so you can accept his methods?"

Shen Chunguang didn't know how to answer, so he could only hug his face with his hands.

Su Jue took her hand away: "Tang Tang, don't say that you and I are not the same way, you are not with him. There are dark waves in this world, which are far more ferocious than you imagine, not to mention that Jiurongtai is Where is it? There are all kinds of people from all walks of life, but he was able to sit firmly on the chair in the chair, one can imagine how many tricks he used behind the scenes, do you know all of this?"

She doesn't know, of course she doesn't know, and she doesn't know at all!But she knew that Guan Lue would not be clean, that man was also cold-hearted, and he should be able to smell the blood on his hands by sniffing carefully, and he should even be more ruthless than Su Jue.

"Tang Tang, you actually understand it in your heart, but you can't let go of your obsession, but I want to advise you, leave people like us, find a cleaner place, and know cleaner people, maybe you will live a better life." Better now."

After all, Shen Chunguang didn't stay there to have lunch with Su Jue, nor did he drink tea, but asked Su Jue for that photo before leaving.

"Before my mobile phone fell into the water and burned, the contents in it could not be recovered. Do you still have that photo?"

"Yes, but it's in another phone."

"Can you send it to me sometime?"

"can."

Shen Chunguang got up to say goodbye, took his coat and put it on.

Su Jue sat there and began to boil the second pot of tea, but the smoke hadn't come out yet.

Shen Chunguang walked to him: "Thank you for everything you have done for me, I will remember it in my heart, and I am so grateful."

In the end, he only got her the word "grateful".

Su Jue smiled wryly, gave a soft "hmm", and sat there slowly twisting the tea leaves without saying a word.

When Shen Chunguang walked to the door, he turned back. The man was still sitting there firmly, with his back to her, boiling water and frying tea. There was a plum blossom in the vase on the desk, but his back was indifferent and unmoving.

"I'm leaving now, see you later!"

She opened the curtain and went out.

Half a minute later, the mobile phone on the tea table flickered, and there was a text message from Shen Chunguang, which was in English: "We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars."

At this point, the water has been boiled, and the smoke has risen and blurred the words on the phone.

Su Jue's hand holding the teacup sank.

Shen Chunguang put on his coat and walked out of the yard, and seven or eight people immediately surrounded him.

"Miss Shen..."

"Let's go." She got into the leading car and left.

Several cars drove out of the alley slowly, and Shen Chunguang suddenly received a call from Wu Fei just as he was driving on the avenue.

"Hey…"

"Hello, Miss Tao?" Shen Chunguang couldn't hide his surprise in his tone. Why did this woman call her suddenly?

"Is there something wrong?" Shen Chunguang asked directly.

Wu Fei smiled vainly over there: "I can't find you if I have nothing to do?" The tone was too warm, which made Shen Chunguang feel a little uncomfortable.

"No, have you been discharged from the hospital?"

"Well, the discharge procedure was done yesterday."

Shen Chunguang counted the days, and it was only half a month before Wufei's accident, so he was discharged from the hospital so soon after such a major operation?

"How is your body recovering?"

"That's it. I'm not going to live or die. I'm just tired of lying in the hospital, and there are always reporters going there, so I think I'd better come back and be clean."

It was inconvenient for Shen Chunguang to say anything more, she didn't have much friendship with Wu Fei, but it was hard for her to refuse someone who took the initiative to call.

"By the way, the last time you went to the hospital to see me, I had a bad attitude towards you. It was because I was in a bad mood at the time, and I was also..." Wu Fei's voice choked up as she spoke.

Shen Chunguang quickly picked it up: "It's okay, I understand."

"It's good that you can understand. I've always felt sorry for this matter. I'll call you as soon as I get out of the hospital. I want to treat you to a meal to express my apology."

"No need." Shen Chunguang immediately refused, "It's all over, and I don't worry about it."

"I want it, otherwise I will always have a disturbed conscience." Wu Fei paused, "Chunguang, you don't know, I can see clearly this time I was hospitalized, and this circle is really full of hypocrisy. They all line up to curry favor with you. Once you lose power, you can’t wait for anyone to make up for you. In fact, few people have visited me while I was hospitalized. You are one of them, so for your friendship, I also I should treat you to a meal."

Wu Fei's voice was sincere, melancholy and affectionate calling her "Chunguang", which made Shen Chunguang feel a little embarrassed later, so he could only agree.

"Then you decide the time and place."

"Okay, okay, how about today's noon?"

Shen Chunguang thought about it, and she was a little rushed, but she was already in the city anyway, so she agreed.

"Alright, where is it?"

"If you don't like it, come to my house. I don't dare to go outside now. I can't meet people like this, and there are reporters everywhere."

Shen Chunguang couldn't help feeling sad when he heard this.

"Okay then, I'll be there in half an hour."

"Okay, do you remember the address? You were here last time."

Shen Chunguang felt a little embarrassed when he heard this.

The last time Wu Fei invited Guan Lue to her house to eat Japanese food, Shen Chunguang asked Su Jue for his address and came to make a fuss.

Thinking about it now, I feel that I was really naive at that time.

"remember."

"See you later."

"Okay, see you later."

Shen Chunguang hung up Wufei's phone, then called Guan Lue again, but he was on the phone at the time, thinking about it, he was just going to see Wufei, and whether to eat or not was the second priority, not to mention there were so many people following, it should be It's okay, so she didn't call again.

(End of this chapter)