the knife of love

Chapter 277 Memories are raging, his silly girl
Su Jue put his palms together on his forehead, and shook: "When I arrived in Yangon to see her, she was almost dead..."

This is also normal, the explosion was very powerful at that time, Tang Jingcheng was lucky to be able to save his life, but because the treatment was not timely, he went to several places along the way, and the medical conditions in Myanmar were really poor, so Tang Jingcheng was killed When she was sent to Yangon, her burns were already severely infected.

Fortunately, the explosion was judged as a riot at that time, so the international rescue team stepped in and took over Tang Jingcheng. In the spirit of humanitarianism, the seriously injured patient would not be given up directly. Fend for itself.

Of course, this can only be said to be destined in the dark, everything is God's will.

God's will made her hold on with her last breath, God's will made her stay until Su Jue found her.

"When I found her, she was already in severe shock. She was lying alone in a ward of a mid-range hospital in Yangon, with severe burns on her right shoulder and the entire right half of her face. The wound festered and festered because the wound was not treated in time..."

"Don't go on talking." Guan Lue suddenly raised his voice to stop.

Su Jue sneered: "You can't bear it like this? But you just listened with your ears. I saw it with my own eyes. I saw her lying there without a sound."

What was that night to Su Jue?It's the pain in the vertebrae, it's the despair that is so regretful that you want to kill yourself.

Why is he taking her to Pagan?Why did he leave her alone in the mining area and go to Myitkyina?

When Tang Jingcheng, who was dying, was sent to Yangon, the hospital had already issued a critical illness statement, and the rescue team almost gave up on her, and she just lay on the dirty hospital bed with no one caring about her.

There are many scenes that Su Jue will never forget in his life, so he can understand Shen Chunguang's hatred for Guan Lue in the past few years, to the bone.

"The hospital advised me to give up, how could I!"

Su Jue is a doctor. He has studied medicine for so many years. He once saved people in a white coat. He knows the truth of saving lives and healing the wounded. He tied her a bow with gauze, how could he bear her dying in front of him like this.

Su Jue was not sure, he was also crazy at that time, and asked Qi Zheng to transfer her to the best hospital in Yangon overnight, and managed to get some Dolantin, which he injected into her himself.

He didn't allow her to die, she had to live.

Tang Jing woke up for a while at dawn and saw Su Jue in front of him. It was almost a month after the bombing.

"Do you know what she said when she woke up and saw me?" Su Jue asked.

Guan gritted his teeth slightly.

"what?"

"She said she didn't want to die, she wanted to live."

Guan Lue's eye sockets were so sore for a moment that he couldn't restrain it, and he lowered his head.

That cloudy morning was so oppressive that it was hard to breathe, and Su Jue stroked his forehead with his hand.

"If she wants to live, I won't allow her to die."

After Tang Jingcheng was transferred to the hospital, she entered the aseptic cabin and recuperated in the hospital for a period of time. Her condition improved slightly. Afterwards, Su Jue contacted the local government army in Myanmar through her personal relationship and arranged a special plane to send her to Germany.

"In the past three years, she spent almost all of her time in the hospital. She had two skin grafting operations, one in Yangon, where she lived for nearly half a year, and then went to Germany, where she underwent bone surgery on her right shoulder and a deep skin grafting. In Singapore in [-], I had three plastic surgery sessions and six surgeries in total, each of which was like going to hell."

Su Jue said these figures indifferently.

Guan Lue fell on the sofa weakly with his face in his hands, what can he say now?What can I do for her?
"I didn't know she was in so much pain."

"Yes, after six operations, she had to face recovery and infection after surgery, but she was stronger than you imagined, and she didn't say a word from the beginning to the end."

Guan shook his head slightly, resting his elbows on his knees.

He had seen the girl's resilience before. Chi Feng's shot had almost pierced her shoulder bone. When changing the dressing for such a deep wound, he refused to apply anesthesia and just gritted his teeth to hold on.

She has such a thin body, but there is a huge amount of strength in her body, but after six operations, her body is completely shattered. What kind of belief does she rely on to survive?

Guan Lue hardly dared to think about it, nor did he want to ask.

Su Jue looked at the man who was about to collapse in front of him, and made a final blow.

"It's not true that she doesn't hurt at all. She can bear the wounds on her body, but it's the child who can't bear it."

Guan Lue suddenly raised his red eyelids when he heard the word "child".

"The child was stillborn in the explosion. She was sent to the town hospital for induction of labor. However, the local gynecological level is limited, the operation was not clean, and the uterus was infected later. At that time, she was already in Yangon. The doctor She said she couldn't keep it, and suggested that the uterus be removed, but she refused, and rolled down from the bed to beg me..."

Su Jue's voice froze several times.

Guan Lue felt that his heart probably didn't belong to him anymore, the pain was so painful that he almost didn't feel it, that's all.

"And then?" he asked in a rustling voice.

"Later..." Su Jue raised her head and looked out the window, "She said that even if she died, the uterus could not be removed. You know that I always depended on her, so I agreed. With the medicine, the uterus is preserved, but the child is gone."

Guan Lue fell silent for a while, and Su Jue took a sudden breath: "The child is a hurdle in her heart. I know that she went to Pagan before returning to Tengchong, and found the doctor who induced her labor at the town hospital. Doctor, the doctor told her that the child was dead when it was taken out, but it was already formed..."

Speaking of this, Su Jue raised his head, glanced at Guan Lue on the sofa, and added: "By the way, it's a boy."

Su Jue's understatement of "male fetus" caused Guan Lue to close his eyes again, cover his face with his palms, face up, and fell tiredly on the backrest behind him.

It was as if everything was frozen, and my thoughts stopped turning.

The memory was so turbulent that he felt that he would not be able to hold on any longer.

Su Jue understood his mood at this moment, so he stopped talking further, and gave him a buffer period. There was no sound in the living room again. After a while, he heard the person on the sofa finally take a deep breath.

"I'd better get you a glass of water." Su Jue got up and went to the kitchen.

Guan slightly shook his head, took his hands off his face, straightened up a little, and took out the cigarette case from his pocket.

The cigarette case had been crushed, and there was one last cigarette left in it.

"do you mind?"

"It doesn't matter."

Only then did Guan Lue pull out the cigarette and put it in his mouth. His hands were shaking when he lit it, and finally lit it. He took a few puffs and finally regained his sanity.

"Why did you take that broken watch to tell me about her death three years ago?"

"That's what she meant too. She felt that you sent someone to attack her and the child back then. She also relied on that belief to survive so many hells."

"So she approached me as Shen Chunguang, but her purpose was revenge?"

"Revenge? It should be." Su Jue smiled wryly, "It's a pity that she has been by your side for so long, and she has never attacked you. I don't know if it is because of lack of opportunity or for other reasons."

Maybe it was because of reluctance, although Shen Chunguang never admitted that she loved this man, but Su Jue clearly saw hope in her eyes.

"It's just that this silly girl has endured so much hardship to stand in front of you with a face intact. She didn't get her revenge, and now she's involved herself again." Su Jue couldn't help but feel too sad when she said this.

He has accompanied her all the way to the present. He has seen her at her most beautiful time, and also seen her when she was neither human nor ghost, but in the end she still chose to go back to Guan Lue. A lot of strength.

"Mr. Guan, I've already told you what you want to know. You should know whether it's right or wrong. I think you already know whether the explosion was accidental or man-made. As for the future..."

"I know what to do in the future, I will find her, and I will not let her have another accident."

Guan Lue sat in Su Jue's living room and smoked the remaining half of a cigarette, got up and stood up, stood at the door and turned back before leaving.

"Thank you!" These two words came from the heart, "Thank you for keeping her in this world."

Su Jue smiled wryly: "No, everything I did for her was not for you, but for myself."

……

When Guan Lue came out of Su Jue's apartment, a little light in the morning had already penetrated through the thick clouds, and the mist was blown away by the wind. Guan Lue, who sat in the car again, felt as if his body had been hollowed out overnight , but my heart was filled with something.

that girl.

He snorted involuntarily at the corner of his mouth, lay wearily on the steering wheel, and stuffed his hands into his jacket pocket, which contained a small piece of broken jade.

He took the jade from the stage of Tang Jingcheng's studio, and kept it in his pocket all night, and it was already a little warm.

Guan Lue sat in the car for a while. After he learned that the bombing was not an accident, he could actually figure it out after a little thought. Why did Shen Chunguang hide his identity, and why did Ye Tan want to kill her?

Moreover, the bombing happened in Myanmar that year, and Ye Tan happened to be in Myanmar at that time.

There is no such a coincidence in the world, not to mention that Tang Jingcheng didn't offend anyone three years ago, who insisted on going to Burma to attack her?What Guan Lue couldn't figure out was why did Ye Tan do this?
What kind of enmity is there between her and Tang Jingcheng to make it into such a situation?

Guan Lue was sitting in the car with no more cigarettes on him, and he spent another whole night planning to go back to Guan Zhai, but when he was about to arrive, he received a call from Ya Lao.

My heart inevitably sank again.

No news at this time is good news, unfortunately...

"Ninth brother, are you in the house?"

"what happened?"

"Yes...forget it, you'd better come back and talk about it when you come back."

(End of this chapter)