the knife of love

Chapter 302 My child, go see Ye Tan

Aunt Liu took the bag, and put a small stewing pot safely inside.

"open to take a look."

Aunt Liu opened the stew pot, Tang Jingcheng recognized it at a glance, pumpkin tofu, unfortunately it was already cold.

"Who brought it?"

Aunt Liu thought for a while, then shook her head: "The driver definitely didn't deliver it in the morning, and I saw that the bag was already there when I brought you to the ward last night."

Tang Jingcheng suddenly understood, yesterday she lost her temper and refused to eat, Guan Lue was angry and left, probably at night he went back to make a cup of pumpkin tofu and sent it to the hospital, only to find that she was gone, and she was in vain. After tossing and tossing all night, her hands became inflamed and her body had a fever. Although it was her own fault, she was a patient anyway, and in the end Guan Lue didn't even have a word to coax people.

Who said she can carry anything?
After all, she is still a woman. Before she met Guan Lue, she was doted on lawlessly by her father and her own man, so sometimes she hated Guan Lue, really.

She felt that his thoughts on her were far and near. When she was far away, she felt that this was a bottomless abyss. She couldn't touch his heart. He hid his heart too deeply, but when he was close, she felt that he should have himself in his heart. Otherwise, he wouldn't tolerate his bad temper again and again.

But what is love?
Tang Jingcheng used to think that love was what she did to Qiu Qiguan, he was the only one, and she was so sure that she could put aside her self-esteem, age, status and secular ties to fight for it, just like a sunflower chasing the scorching sun, with no distractions.

But what about after encountering Guan Lue?

When she first hooked up with this man, she was also fierce and fierce, which had something to do with her personality, and she liked being straightforward, but at that time she only wanted his body, at least Tang Jingcheng had always defined it that way, because she felt that it was impossible for her to really like him A man like Guan Lue.

This man was so different from her ideal love.

Her ideal love must be like Qiu Qiguan, who can pamper her, pamper her, talk sweetly and tenderly, be willing to make soup for him and be her soul mate. This is a love that lasts forever.

And what about Guan Lue?

The distance between him and Tang Jingcheng is too far, and the growth and education experience make it impossible for the two to have a common language.

Besides her temper, her temper is twisted, and his temper is not much better. No one is willing to give in first, so if a few words don't go well, they will start to pinch each other. Occasionally, when she wants a man to coax her, he will never take the initiative to "kneel down" lick", both of them were wearing hard armor, how could there be love between two people like this?

So what is the entanglement between the two for so many years if it is not love?
Why did Tang Jingcheng turn back to him after going around for three years?

I don't understand! I don't understand!Tang Jingcheng panted on his back, and Aunt Liu was taken aback: "Miss Shen, are you feeling unwell again?"

"Yeah, I feel like dying."

"Then I'll call the doctor?" Aunt Liu was about to leave in a hurry.

Tang Jingcheng called her to stop: "It's useless to call a doctor, you take my mobile phone and I'll send a text message."

……

In fact, Lao Mai can't be regarded as a native of Yunling in the true sense. His mother took him to Yunling alone when he was about three years old, and has been settling in this city ever since.

Yaba sent someone to take Lao Mai's mother to the funeral home to meet Lao Mai once. She was still suffering from the pain of bereavement at a very old age. It is said that she passed out from crying on the spot, and the first thing she said when she woke up was that she wanted to take Lao Mai back. .

Older people believe that fallen leaves return to their roots. No matter how far they have traveled in this life, how high mountains they have climbed, and in which land they will eventually die, the spirit will always return to the place where it was first born.

For this matter, Guan Lue called Huang Peng himself, and asked someone to report to the bureau, and also went through the relevant procedures. It was scheduled to arrange for people and cars to take Lao Mai's body back from Jiurongtai three days later.

Lao Mai's hometown is in Kuanshanping County, not too far from Yunling, and it takes about six hours to drive on high speed.

In order to prevent the old man from thinking about it these days, Guan Lue also sent another person to guard Lao Mai's mother. His mother asked to see Guan Lue, but Guan Lue thought about it, but in the end he still didn't agree.

He knew why the old man wanted to see him, and also knew what questions she would ask, so he didn't want to see him, because he didn't have the answers to some things himself, he was just the chief of Jiurongtai, and to put it bluntly, he was also a very ordinary man with all kinds of emotions and six desires No different from anyone else.

He is not a god, there is no need to bear these.

What's more, there is Ye Tan.

Ye Tan was in a stable mood a while ago, but these days he started to quarrel again, calling all day long to see Guan Lue, and Yala also called in the morning, saying that Ye Tan had been on a hunger strike for a whole day and night.

Guan Lue found it really strange, why did everyone come to force him in the end?What does all this shit have to do with him?But thinking about Lao Mai again, thinking of what Lao Mai said before his death, Guan Lue still couldn't harden his heart to the end.

Ye Qin has been locked up by the people of Jiurongtai in Lao Mai's old apartment since he came back from Yaokou Town.

It was almost ninety o'clock in the morning when Guan Yue passed by, and the guards at the door were relieved to see him appear.

"Brother Nine..."

Guan slightly glanced at the closed door: "Are you up?"

"Get up, just get up, there was a lot of trouble last night, and it's pretty safe now."

Guan slightly nodded: "You still haven't eaten breakfast?"

"I didn't eat! I'm worried because I didn't eat. It's already the second day. If I go on a hunger strike, I'm afraid my body won't be able to bear it." The gatekeeper was afraid that something might happen to Ye Tan, so it was very uncomfortable to see her refuse to eat on a hunger strike. Worry.

Guan Lue scratched his nose with his hands: "Got it, you guys continue to watch outside, I'll go in."

The door was locked from the outside, and the gatekeeper immediately took out the key and opened the door for Guan slightly.

"Brother Jiu, be careful, she has no face or side when she goes crazy." She reminded her flatteringly.

Guan slightly nodded: "I see." Opening the gap of the door a little more, it was pitch black inside, except for a thin white beam of light passing through the gap of the door.Guan Lue was about to step in, but a black shadow rushed in front of him.

"let me out!"

The sound was so powerful that he buried his head against Guan Lue's chest. He leaned back two steps and grabbed Ye Tan's arm.

"Get back!"

"Fuck me again, try to kill you, kill you!" Ye Tan spoke incoherently, pushing Guan Lue's shoulders and wanted to rush out, but someone outside had already closed the door tightly, and the thin white light beam Disappeared again.

In the darkness, there was a series of door locks coming from outside.

"Ah... you bastards, how dare you, who gave you the courage?" The voice was shrill, and his arms were waving wildly as he beat Guan Yue, who simply grabbed her by the shoulders and threw her onto the sofa in the living room .

"Don't be so fucking wild!" After saying a harsh word, he walked over and opened all the curtains in the living room.

With a sound of "hissing", in just a split second, the room became extremely bright, the warm sun in early spring shone in from the outside, and everything was exposed to the sun, the ugly and the beautiful, the fake and the real...

"Ah... no, close it, close it, I don't want to see it!" Ye Tan threw himself on the sofa as if he was greatly stimulated, covering his face with his hands, as if there were demons and monsters in the sun.

That was the reaction of extreme horror.

Guan Lue walked over with a sneer, lifted Ye Tan from the sofa, and forcibly opened her hand.

"What? Are you afraid? You are also afraid sometimes?"

Ye Tan heard Guan Lue's voice from a close distance, shook his body, moved his hands away from his face, and finally saw the man in front of him clearly, the sun was dazzling, he stood against the light, his face was cold, and his eyes were full of fierceness.

Yes, she is afraid, but what's the use of being afraid?Finally, the day has come.

Ye Tan shook his arms: "Ninth brother..." shouted like weeping.

Guan slightly snorted, and threw her arm away. Ye Tan was thrown onto the sofa again, with his slender body lying on top of it, and it took him a while to sit still.

"You are finally willing to come to see me." She leaned on the sofa and panted heavily.

Guan slightly condescended, glanced over, Ye Tan obviously lost a lot of weight, his cheekbones used to be high, but now he is so thin that his whole face seems to have a pair of eyes, and the eyes are dull, empty, and the half-length hair is disheveled. On the shoulders, probably because they haven't been washed for a long time, the bunches are all stuck together.

She was still wearing a black and white checkered coat, with a cotton skirt underneath, no shoes on her feet, and she bent her legs on the sofa with her toes tucked in.

Such a suit made her look even thinner, as if she was a child who was randomly discarded by the roadside.

Guan Lue is not a person who can overflow with sympathy, but his eyes touched Ye Tan's slightly raised belly, and his heart still tightened unconsciously.

A few days ago, the doctor who arranged to come over to examine her said that Ye Tan's stomach was sixteen weeks old, and the sixteen-week-old baby had already formed, but due to various reasons before, the fetus was a bit small, so the doctor advised the family members to pay more attention. Especially the mother's emotions, which will also affect the development of the fetus, and even cause other more serious problems.

Guan slightly squeezed his fingers: "If it wasn't for the kind of thing in your stomach, I wouldn't want to look at you again in my life!" This tone and expression are clearly full of disgust.

Ye Tan sneered and sat up straight: "Is that why you hate me so much?"

"Hate?" Guan Lue couldn't help snorting, "It's more than annoying!"

He hated, hated, wished to tear her to pieces, but the expression on his face was indifferent, and this kind of indifference was more painful to Ye Tan than stabbing her with a knife.

Ye Qin changed his posture again and leaned on the sofa: "I know, if you hadn't missed the old love of Lao Mai, I wouldn't be alive today!"

"It's good if you know!" Guan Lue became irritable again. He took out a cigarette case from his trouser pocket and tried to smoke a cigarette, but he saw Ye Tan's swollen belly and finally stuffed the cigarette back, "Ye Tan Qin, I hope you have self-knowledge. Lao Mai begged me to keep the child before he died. After all, he still wants to save your life, so you'd better feed me well and let the child be born. If the child has any mistakes, you don't even think about it. Another chance to live!"

After all, this child is Ye Tan's talisman now, the child is here with her, and if the child is gone, Guan Lue will not leave Ye Tan in the world again.

Ye Tan understands this truth, she is not stupid, she has been with this man for more than ten years, she naturally understands his temper, but how can she be reconciled in her heart?
With her damn single-minded personality, she is still not reconciled to this field.

"You think I'm willing to live like this?" Her current situation doesn't even count as "living on meddle".

"You might as well kill me, once it's over, I'll have a good time too, what's the point of keeping me here?"

"Wait until the baby is born!"

"What about after birth?"

"I'll talk about it later, but I will never let you die now!"

"What right do you have?" Ye Tan suddenly roared, what does this mean?
She has been "under house arrest" by Guan Lue for the past month. She was afraid that Guan Lue would kill her, so she made a mistake and tried her best to make up for it with another mistake, but she never thought that she would have a day. will be circled by him.

Circled in the apartment where she and Lao Mai used to live together, there is still the smell of Lao Mai in the apartment, but that man will never come back again.

He died in front of her, and she was pregnant with his child in her womb. This inexplicable love-hate entanglement entangled Ye Tan like a net. Fear and pain arbitrarily grew in this enclosed dark space. She became weak and weak, without the slightest ability to fight back, and could only let the net swallow her up and bring her into the boundless hell.

This kind of pain is far more cruel than killing her.

Ye Tan didn't want to live anymore, this was the first reaction in her mind when she saw Guan Lue for the first time in Yaokou Town, but why did he want to keep his life?

"Brother Nine, kill me!" Ye Tan rolled from the sofa to Guan Lue's feet, wrapping her hands around his legs. Now that she has no strength to fight anymore, she might as well be happy.

Guan smiled slightly, staring at Ye Tan's empty eyes.

"How easy is it to die? Don't you know this for so many years in Jiurongtai?"

"I know!" It is because I know her that I want to die with all my heart, "I can't live, Brother Ninth, really, I really can't live..."

Guan Lue kicked away Ye Tan who was wrapped around his leg: "If you can't survive, you have to support me. You owe Lao Mai your life, so I keep you for Lao Mai. Even if you don't want to, you have to give it to me." Boil it down!"

He forbids her to die, no matter how much he hates Ye Tan, she is still the woman Lao Mai will protect with his life, if Ye Tan dies in his hands in the end, what about Lao Mai's life?
Ye Qin shook his head, in great pain: "Is it interesting? Ninth brother, is this interesting? I don't have Lao Mai in my heart, I don't want this child to be born, you kill me, I will be grateful to you!" She crawled over and entangled Guan Lue again calf.

Guan Lue clenched his fist with one hand, squatted down and put his palm around Ye Tan's chin: "You don't want this child to be born? Ye Tan, you should pray to God and pray that this child is okay. You should be thankful that I can tolerate you giving birth to this child! Not everyone has this opportunity. Tang Jingcheng didn't have it back then, she didn't, and neither did that child. That's my child. I can give her my fucking life. How dare you touch her and the child's ideas? , so what qualifications do you have to tell me here that you don't want this child?"

Guan slightly gritted his teeth, every word dripping with blood.

Ye Tan fell to the ground with one buttocks, Guan slightly shook off her hands, and let her sit there alone and laugh wildly...

(End of this chapter)