My captain is kind

Chapter 26
Xu Yunran: "Ye Xingyi, why are you so sure that she will like you too?"

He smiled lightly: "I'm not sure at all, but I like a word very much."

Xu Yunran: "...The topic we two talked about has something to do with which sentence you like?"

Ye Xingyi: "What do you think?"

Xu Yunran hesitated instantly: "Say it, say it!" I can't kill you!
Ye Xingyi: "For her, I'm too uncertain, but for me, I'm sure."

Xu Yunran: "Are you sure about what?"

Ye Xingyi: "Weisheng hugged the pillar, and we will not rest until death."

One sentence, eight words, short and powerful, but it vividly portrays all of Ye Xingyi's emotional life for so many years, and also fully expresses all of Ye Xingyi's thoughts.

From beginning to end, all he wanted was her, Bai Yanxi.

Xu Yunran was silent. Although he was not like Ye Xingyi, since he met her, he was like Ye Xingyi. There was only one person he wanted, and there would always be only one.

Both of them were a little silent, immersed in their own thoughts.

In the end it was Xu Yunran who spoke.

"It's a relegation match in a month, what do you want to do?"

Ye Xingyi: "I don't know."

Xu Yunran: "It's not that I forced you, it's just that the bet you made with my brother is still there! Don't forget, otherwise these bastards will never want to participate in the KPL league."

Ye Xingyi: "I see, and everyone is already here."

There is no longer any smile on his face, nor any other expressions, his face is cold, and his whole body exudes an aura that strangers should not get close to.

The eyes were deep and dark, and there was no light in them anymore, as if all the light had been taken away by Xu Yunran's words.

It's just... It's just that he doesn't know how to continue fighting, how to bear the heavy hopes and dreams of the three teenagers behind him.

After all, he is a captain who can go on an [-]-game losing streak and fail extremely.

However, the young men behind him pinned all their youthful vigor, dreams and hopes on him. Ye Xingyi was very afraid that he would not be able to afford it, and he did not know how to take this extremely difficult step.

In the kpl autumn league, the record of eleven consecutive losses was created by him, Ye Xingyi. It is not only the worst record of the Super team, but also a situation that has never happened in the entire history of the Glory of Kings professional league.

Even the final relegation match was lost.

He didn't know what he was thinking when he was playing the game. He knew that he was the backbone of these children who were on stage for the first time, but he still couldn't restrain his emotions.

Not only did they fail to stabilize their emotions, but they also took the wrong rhythm and lost their state.

It is true that he is an excellent graduate of the computer department of University A, and it is true that he likes and even loves the glory of the king, but when it comes to the glory of the king competition, he just has no talent.

He has never been talented. From the very beginning, he has survived from a substitute to a full-time player, and he has been trained by the training mode that he dare not waste a minute.

At that time, why he didn't give up, didn't despair, it was just because someone told him that hard work can make up for weakness, as long as he works hard, there will be good results.

He believed in it before, so with that desperate energy, he finally got the chance to compete on stage from the novice substitute.

However, on the stage of this KPL autumn league, the result of the game, his state, the disappointed expressions and questions of the fans, and the hope that disappeared instantly from these teenagers.

He seems to no longer believe it, because the burden on him is too heavy, too sacred, and he no longer dares to believe it.

The moment he stepped off the stage, there was one sentence in his mind, Ye Xingyi, look, you are not suitable for playing King of Glory at all!You are not the material at all.

Ye Xingyi, see for yourself how disappointed the audience is, and how frustrated the children behind you are.

Those children went against the wishes of their parents, ignored the incomprehension and obstruction of their parents, relatives and friends, chose you without hesitation, and entrusted their fate to your hands.

I train with you wholeheartedly, give you all my trust and confidence, give you all my dreams and enthusiasm, and recognize you as the captain and their spiritual leader, but what about you?
What did you do again?
Yes, you brought these children to the stage of their dream KPL professional league for the first time, but it was also because of your own reasons that they made their first professional league record so ugly as never before!

It's bad enough that no one understands their dreams, and you make them not even believe in themselves, so sad!
Ye Xingyi, you are an asshole, bastard!Not only have you failed their trust, but you have also failed the expectations of all those who believed in you.

This is Ye Xingyi's knot in his heart.

It's also the reason why he has been stagnant and chaotic. Maybe he dare not, and he doesn't want to go, because he doesn't dare, so he doesn't want to.

Xu Yunran looked at Ye Xingyi who was so silent, full of despair, and knew that he still couldn't convince himself, and he couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart.

After all, he used to work so hard for his dreams, so he naturally knows how sacred dreams and passion are to a professional e-sports player, and how unbelievable they are.

When one's family and friends do not support or understand, the weight of dreams is not casual or absolute commitment.

But Xu Yunran can rest assured now, because Bai Yanxi is here.

Because his Sun, his sun, can help him, can make him not curl up alone in the corner of the dark abyss, and face the sun again.

Xu Yunran: "There is still one month left before the relegation match, so don't worry too much, but the bet with my brother, we bet is nothing. If we lose, we will come back next year. If we win, we don't have to participate, you say yes Bar?"

Xu Yunran looked at him with what he thought was comforting, and his tone was full of caution, fearing that if he was not careful, he would hit Ye Xingyi's pain point.

Ye Xingyi was silent for a long time, that bet?

Ah!It was Xu Yunran who won them over.

Neither of them spoke, so quiet that Ye Xingyi could hear even the slightest change in Xu Yunran's breathing. The air seemed to slow down its flow, for fear of disturbing them.

After a long time, the silent man finally opened his mouth again,

Ye Xingyi: "Okay, you can arrange it and let them know. Don't put too much pressure on them, just call it an ordinary training match."

Xu Yunran: "Don't tell them about the bet? Will they not take it seriously?"

Ye Xingyi never hesitated, "The first lesson I taught them is to always give your best on the field."

His voice was firm and steady, but after he finished speaking, there was a burst of ridicule in his heart,
The first lesson you taught them yourself?
Ah!
Stop joking, Ye Xingyi.

(End of this chapter)