It's hard to get a marriage, and the husband spoils it

Chapter 271 Cheng Mo and Song Yan

The phone went through, but no one answered.

Jian Anan called several times, but the result was the same. She put down her phone, her brows were furrowed, and she looked worried.

He never said anything about Cheng Mo's past. She knew nothing about Cheng Mo except that he was an orphan and his studies were sponsored by kind people.

The next day, Jian Anan called Cheng Mo, but there was still no answer. She was worried, and in the afternoon she came to Cheng Mo's apartment to look for him.

I knocked on the door, and it was quiet inside, as if no one was there.

This person is not at home, does not answer the phone, and he has no relatives in City A. Where can this person go?
Jian Anan stood at the door and waited, and when she was tired, she simply sat in front of the door. She didn't rest well all day and night. She hugged her knees with her hands, her delicate chin resting on her lap, and she closed her eyes unconsciously.

After an unknown amount of time, someone pushed her shoulder, and Jian Anan heard a familiar and hoarse voice.

"An'an, wake up..."

As soon as Jian Anan opened her eyes, Cheng Mo's haggard face came into view, and her sleepiness disappeared in an instant.

"Cheng Mo, you're back! Where did you go all day and night? I didn't answer your calls, I was very worried."

Cheng Mo helped Jian An'an stand up, "Go in first, it's getting cold, you'll catch a cold if you dress too much."

Cheng Mo opened the door and let Jian Anan in. He followed and sat down on the sofa. Jian Anan looked at Cheng Mo without any trace.

There is a large area of ​​bruises in front of him, his expression is haggard, a new beard has grown on his chin, and his body still smells strongly of cigarettes and alcohol. He is completely different from the gentle and elegant him before, and he is unprecedentedly decadent.

Jian Anan's eyes fell on Shen Mo frequently, intending to ask, but she didn't know where to start.

In the end, Cheng Mo said with a wry smile, "You should know all about it."

Jian Anan let out a "hmm" and then stopped talking.

"Do you think I'm a wolf-hearted, ungrateful thing?"

Cheng Mo was laughing, but Jian Anan saw the deep sadness all over his body, smiling, his eyes were flushed.

"Cheng Mo, I know, you won't be such a person."

"That's because you don't understand me! That's the kind of person I am, I deserve to die, I deserve to live in torment all my life!" Cheng Mo suddenly became irritable, with a hint of self-deprecation and decadence.

"Cheng Mo!" Jian Anan suddenly shouted sharply, with a serious expression on her delicate face, "I believe you will never be such a person!"

Cheng Mo smiled bitterly, put the coat he had just taken off on the sofa on Jian Anan, and said in a hoarse voice: "Let's go, accompany me to a place."

Jian Anan nodded slightly, but did not refuse.

The car looked out of the city, and stopped halfway to buy a bouquet of lilies. Although Jian Anan didn't ask, she expected that Cheng Mo would take her there.

The car stopped at a cemetery outside the city.

The two got out of the car, Jian Anan followed Cheng Mo and walked in, and finally stopped at a tombstone.

Cheng Mo squatted down, placed the bouquet of lilies in front of the tombstone, and reached out to touch the black and white photo on the tombstone with a sentimental expression.

Jian Anan saw that the girl on the tombstone was really very similar to herself. It is not surprising that people in the world look similar. It is strange that they are both in City A, and they all know Cheng Mo by chance.

"Yanyan, it's been ten years, and I'm finally back. You're so kind. You haven't changed a bit in ten years. You're still young and beautiful. I'm over 30 in a blink of an eye."

The afterglow of the setting sun fell on Cheng Mo's well-defined profile. The corners of his mouth were raised, but his smile made people feel distressed.

"Yanyan, are you angry, I haven't come back for so long..." Cheng Mo paused for a long time, and said in a very soft voice: "It's not that I don't want to come back, I'm just deceiving myself, I told myself, you are doing well in China Yes, had a good time."

Cheng Mo talked a lot to himself in front of the tombstone, and suddenly raised his eyes to look at Jian An'an who had been quietly beside him, "An'an, do you want to know? What about me and Yanyan."

Jian Anan didn't answer, and Cheng Mo continued on by himself.

"I met Yanyan when I was in the first year of high school. The reason for the demolition of the orphanage I was in was not reopened. Other young children were transferred to other places, and I chose to leave the orphanage to live alone because I wanted to live alone. Self-reliant, I plan not to continue to go to school to work."

"At that time, my test scores were No. [-] in the city. When the admission notice came out, I didn't report it. The school's teachers came to find out the situation in person, and finally brought Yanyan's parents. They kindly agreed to help me complete my studies. cost."

"That's how I got to know Yanyan. Mother Song invited me to her house for dinner when I started my freshman year of high school. That's when I found out that they have a daughter who is still in the same high school as me."

Cheng Mo narrowed his deep eyes, his eyes were a little erratic, thinking of the long past.

"That's how I got to know Yanyan. She is very cheerful. She never cared that I was an orphan and had a withdrawn personality. She took the initiative to come to me to touch me. At first I resisted her approach, but in the end I was rejected." Her genuine smile is contagious."

"We made an appointment to be admitted to Qingda University together. After entering university, we naturally dated, but we kept it secret from her parents. When we fell in love, we decided to get married as soon as we graduated from university."

Cheng Mo's eyes became lonely, and the following memories should not be good for him.

"We confessed to her parents, and it was expected that we would be opposed, but we didn't expect that they locked Yanyan at home, prevented me from seeing her, and even found her a man with a good family background."

Cheng Mo smiled wryly, "I've seen that man before, not only from a good family background, but also a good person. He dumped a penniless orphan like me hundreds of times. As Song's father and Song mother said, I can't give Yanyan a happy life at all. She I have been held in the palm of my hand as a princess since I was a child, so I shouldn't suffer from people like me."

"I promised Song's father and Song's mother to send me to study abroad, even if they asked me to immigrate, I also agreed. I thought that as long as Yanyan is happy, it doesn't matter what I do."

"Just as I was about to board the plane, I received a call from Song's mother. She said that Yanyan died in a car accident on the way chasing me. At that time, my mind went blank, and then I thought it was ridiculous. I gave up on Yanyan, how could she say such selfish words to curse her daughter, I hung up the phone and got on the plane..."

In the next few years, Cheng Mo lived in his own world, and Song Yan died. To him, the Song family's parents lied to him, fearing that he would return to China.

When I occasionally contacted my college classmates on the phone, and the other party also said that Song Yan was dead, Cheng Mo would argue with the person, blushing and thick neck, and then block this person, never contacting him again.

Over time, Cheng Mo lost contact with all his friends in City A.

He successfully deceived himself and made himself feel that Song Yan's death was a lie of others.

(End of this chapter)