It's hard to get a marriage, and the husband spoils it

Chapter 563 Guilt Makes Him Unable to Face Her

Jian Anan's words made Lu Rufeng's body stiff, his pupils constricted, and his thin lips opened and closed several times, meeting her eyes glistening with tears, his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't speak a single word.

He always felt that it didn't matter whether he had children or not. He thought it was enough for two people to be together, but he ignored Jian Anan's feelings about whether she wanted to have a child for two people.

Now Jian An'an said that she wanted a child of her own, and he... was the chief culprit for causing her infertility.

Guilt and self-blame welled up in his heart, making Lu Rufeng afraid to meet Jian Anan's eyes, for fear that he would see resentment in her eyes, resentment in her eyes.

The two stood silently for a long time, Jian Anan calmed down a little, seeing Lu Rufeng's guilty expression, she realized that what she said was serious.

A flash of panic flashed in her eyes, she took a step forward, and wanted to explain, "Rufeng, that's not what I meant, I was just, just..."

Before she finished speaking, Lu Rufeng said coldly, "I'm sorry." Jian Anan was taken aback, and when she regained consciousness, Lu Rufeng had already walked out of the kitchen, and ran away in a panic from his back.

Jian Anan looked at the closed door for a long time, squatted down and hugged her knees, and couldn't help but bury her face in her lap and began to cry.

"Woo... Rufeng, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to blame you..."

At this moment, Jian An'an was filled with remorse, knowing that Lu Rufeng had nothing to do with her inability to conceive, but she was so angry just now, what she said must have made him feel bad.

Jian Anan cried louder and louder, which shocked Mrs. Qian, and hurried over from the house, patted Jian Anan on the shoulder anxiously and comforted: "Madam, what's wrong with you? Did you quarrel with Mr. Is it? Don't cry, let's get up and talk about something..."

But the more comforted she was, the more Jian An'an cried, causing Mrs. Qian to be helpless. She could only help her to the living room outside, wiped Jian Anan's tears with a tissue, and comforted her: "Although I don't know if Mr. What did you say, but Mister must be doing it for your own good, Mister has always put you on top of his heart and doted on you, and he must not let you drink medicine because he is afraid that you will suffer."

Jian Anan knew it in her heart, but now she seemed to be unable to control her emotions, and she couldn't stop crying.

Mrs. Qian coaxed her for a long time, but finally she managed to stop crying.

Lu Rufeng drove away in the car, driving aimlessly on the street, the words Jian Anan just said echoed in his mind again and again, I want to have a child of my own.

The heart suddenly tightened, as if being clenched by an invisible big hand, the pain was almost suffocating.

Lu Rufeng slammed on the brakes, and the car stopped on the side of the road, with a bitter smile on his handsome face.

Now he... really doesn't know how to face Jian An'an, all apologies pale in the face of irreparable harm, even if he knows she won't blame himself.

After being dazed in the car for a long time, Lu Rufeng received a call from Lu Guohao.

"Rufeng, are you here yet? Assistant Wang and I are already at the company and ready to leave."

"I'll wait for you at the entrance of Nanlin Expressway, I won't go to the company anymore."

Lu Guohao felt strange, but he didn't think about it. He said "OK" and hung up the phone. Lu Rufeng restrained himself, started the car and left.

Jian Anan cried for a while, and was comforted by Mrs. Qian. Just as Mrs. Qian wanted her to go upstairs to rest, she said, "Sister-in-law Qian, you should go back today, I want to be alone at home quietly."

"The lunch and dinner meals..."

Jian Anan forced a smile, "Don't worry, there are ingredients in the refrigerator, and I can cook them myself."

Aunt Qian hesitated again and again, so she agreed, "Okay, you can call me if you need anything."

"I see."

After Mrs. Qian left, Jian Anan walked into the kitchen, looked at the traditional Chinese medicine that had been thrown into the trash can, squatted down in front of the trash can, took out the bags of traditional Chinese medicine that hadn't been spilled, and put the medicine that had been spilled on the ground. The Chinese medicine is tidied up.

Put the rest of the traditional Chinese medicine into the cupboard, stood in front of the cupboard and looked at it for a long time, then turned and left.

Jian Anan called Jian Anjie and told Jian Anjie that she would not go to the company today, so she asked Jian Anjie for a perfunctory reason. After hanging up the phone, she clicked on Lu Rufeng's number and kept looking. She wanted to call, but she couldn't press it.

Looking at it, his eyes were red again, he slammed the pillow beside him hard, and cursed aggrievedly: "Even if I said something wrong, but today it is clear that you are also wrong, and you don't know how to take the initiative to admit your mistakes, you bastard... "

She scolded Lu Rufeng, but in the evening, Jian Anan adjusted her mood and went to the kitchen to prepare for cooking. Although there were two of them, she slowly cooked dishes for one table.

Sitting at the dining table, Jian Anan turned her head and looked at the clock. It was already 10:[-], and Lu Rufeng would be off work soon, and it would take [-] minutes to drive back from Lu's.

But the time passed by every minute and every second, it was more than eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, and it was almost midnight, all the food on the table was cold, and it lost the color, fragrance and taste of the pot.

Jian Anan took out her phone and pressed it, the screen lit up, it was empty, there were no missed calls or messages, and a flash of disappointment flashed in her heart.

He should be angry, so he won't come back tonight.

Jian Anan picks up the chopsticks and picks up a piece of fish and wants to put it into her mouth, but before she puts it in her mouth, the disgusting feeling hits her again, and when she puts it down, she feels nothing. She felt uncomfortable, so she simply stopped eating and put them all in the refrigerator.

After going upstairs to wash and wash, Jian Anan was lying on the bed, it was already midnight, but Lu Rufeng showed no sign of coming back at all, hugging his pillow, the corners of his eyes couldn't help getting a little wet.

Central People's Hospital.

After Lu Rufeng finished dealing with the construction site, he hurried over, opened the door and went in, "Dad, are you in good health? Is there anything wrong?"

The two were checking the progress of the project at the construction site, and suddenly an accident happened. A construction scaffold and safety net fell down, and Lu Guohao and the workers who were working nearby were injured.

An ambulance was called to take the wounded to the hospital. Lu Rufeng originally wanted to follow Lu Guohao to the hospital, but Lu Guohao asked Lu Rufeng to stay at the construction site to deal with the follow-up matters. Sure enough, it was found that someone had dirty hands and feet and used inferior construction tools. It was past eleven o'clock at night.

Lu Guohao happened to be talking about something with his secretary, and when he saw him coming in, he frowned, "I heard about the construction site, since it's so late after work, why are you still in the hospital, go back and rest quickly."

"But take a look and don't worry, is your leg injured seriously?"

"It's okay, just a few stitches. The doctor said that after two days in the hospital, I can be discharged and go home to recuperate."

Lu Guohao looked at the time and began to urge: "Go back quickly, you are already married people, if you don't go back so late, your wife will be worried."

Thinking of Jian An'an, Lu Rufeng's expression changed slightly, he didn't stay longer, he told Lu Guohao and left the ward.

Sitting in the car, Lu Rufeng thought about it, and then called Mrs. Qian.

"Sister-in-law Qian, I'm sorry to wake you up. How is An An at home today?"

Aunt Qian was in a daze for a while before realizing that it was Lu Rufeng calling, and asked inexplicably, "Sir, have you not come home yet? After you left in the morning, Madam cried for a long time, and then asked me to leave, saying that she wanted to be alone." Quietly, she also said that she can cook dinner by herself."

(End of this chapter)