It's hard to get a marriage, and the husband spoils it

Chapter 761 Men don't cry easily, but they don't reach the sad place

Lu Rufeng came to the study with the notebook, closed the door gently behind his back, and sat down in front of the sofa in the study.

Under the light, his eyes drooped slightly, and he stared at the notebook in his hand for a few seconds. There was still a pen in the notebook. He understood that as soon as he opened the notebook, he could see what Jian Anan wrote on it just now. I don't know, but he didn't move for a long time.

After a long while, Lu Rufeng pursed his thin lips, as if he had made a big decision, and opened the notebook with his big bony hands.

What came into view was a notebook full of two pages of words. It can be seen that these words were written by Jian Anan just now.

Lu Rufeng lowered his eyes, and began to read every single word. The first page was written to Lu Jiamu and Lu Jiahe.

It reads: Mom loves Sprite and Coke the most. You are the best gift from God to Mom. When she knew she had you, Mom was overjoyed. From being pregnant to giving birth to you, now you are three years old. Growing up, going to kindergarten, eating by myself... Mom is really happy.

But... Mom is sick now, she has a very serious illness, and she will have an operation tomorrow. I don’t know what the result of the operation will be. Maybe my mother will no longer be able to accompany you to grow up. Mom will work hard and hope that the operation will be successful tomorrow.

If... Mom means that if, in case mom really has no way to stay with you, you have to believe that mom will become the brightest star in the sky, guarding you all the time, and watching you grow up healthily and happily.

The signature reads, I love your mother the most.

Even though Lu Rufeng had expected the content, when he saw it with his own eyes, his heart felt as if he was being clenched by invisible big hands, and even breathing would hurt.

Lu Rufeng raised his head, the lights in the room were dazzling, he blinked his sore eyes, and covered his forehead with his hands, he didn't know how long it took before he managed to calm himself down, and forced himself to read another page written by Jian Anan.

Jian Anan wrote on another page: Rufeng, from the first day I met you to our marriage and childbirth, I have experienced ups and downs during this journey. I have worked hard, given up, and persisted along the way... Fortunately, I have gone through all kinds of hardships in the end. , we are together.

In fact, I want to say that you have brought me more joy and happiness as we have come to this day. I think the luckiest thing in my life is to have a happy home with you.

I'm going to have surgery tomorrow, I don't know how the surgery will turn out, maybe it will be safe, maybe I won't be able to get out of the operating room, things are unpredictable, we can't guess what will happen tomorrow, so I want to tell you, Rufeng ,I love you!I love you much!

If I really can't get out of the operating room, promise me that you must take care of yourself, take care of Coke and Sprite, and don't be sad for too long. If the situation permits, I hope you will love someone again. I am a little selfish. I hope you can find someone who loves Coke and Sprite to accompany you until the end of your life.

Lu Rufeng seemed to be choking on something, bit his lip, and his hand holding the notebook trembled slightly. Jian Anan's last sentence was written with heavy strokes, almost tearing the paper, which shows how much effort she used to write it out.

Lu Rufeng continued to look down.

If possible, I hope you will never see these, Rufeng, I make a very selfish request, in case I am really gone, don't forget me.

The signature reads, I love your wife the most.

The last word was not finished yet, obviously Lu Rufeng came out suddenly and Jian Anan couldn't finish it in time.

After reading the two pages written by Jian An'an, Lu Rufeng's eyes were flushed, he bit his lips tightly, and the churning thoughts in his chest made it difficult for him to breathe.

It's not that he didn't know the danger of tomorrow's operation, but he kept thinking in a good direction. After seeing Jian An'an's suicide note, the things he deliberately ignored became clear, so clear that he couldn't ignore them.

Jian An'an may die in tomorrow's surgery!
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in the bedroom.

Jian Anan frowned slightly, and the eyelashes on her eyelids trembled slightly. She slowly opened her eyes, pinched her swollen and sore forehead, and Jian Anan sat up propped up, wanting to pour a glass of water.

Afraid that Lu Rufeng would be woken up when he got up, Jian Anan subconsciously looked to the side, only to find that the seat next to him was empty, touched the quilt, and found that the temperature was gone, it seemed that the person had been away for a while.

Jian Anan looked around the room, but she didn't see Lu Rufeng, so she called out, "Rufeng?" But the room was quiet except for the sound of her breathing.

Jian Anan wondered, where did Lu Rufeng go in the middle of the night?Is it on the first floor?

Jian Anan lifted the quilt and got out of bed, put on her slippers and walked out, thinking about going downstairs to have a look, but before she walked through the study, she saw the light coming from the crack in the door.

Lu Rufeng is inside?

Jian Anan hesitated for a moment, pushed open the door, and asked softly when she walked in, "Rufeng, it's so late, what are you doing in the study?"

The moment she saw Lu Rufeng's face, Jian Anan froze in place, her eyes widened slightly, "Rufeng, you..."

Lu Rufeng sat on the sofa with his head down. Jian Anan couldn't see the emotion in his eyes, but she could see the tears rolling down his face clearly.

Jian Anan took a step forward, and was about to ask what was wrong with Lu Rufeng, when she glanced out of the corner of her eye, she saw the notebook in front of Lu Rufeng, and when she reached the point of her mouth, she stopped talking, unable to utter a single word.

Did he see it all?

Jian Anan walked a bit slowly step by step, walked in front of Lu Rufeng, opened her mouth, her heart was astringent, but she didn't know what to say for a moment.

She stretched out her hand to touch Lu Rufeng's shoulder, and he suddenly hugged her slender waist, buried his face in her body, and his shoulder was trembling slightly.

"Rufeng, I..."

"Promise me! Make sure it's okay, otherwise I'll find you after I settle the child!" Lu Rufeng said hoarsely, with absolute determination in his words.

Jian Anan frowned, her face turned pale, "Rufeng, you clearly know..."

"Yes! That's right, I know it's not up to you to decide, but I have no choice. I know you love me and you care about me...just treat it for me. No matter what happens tomorrow, you must persist. I beg you."

In the last sentence, Lu Rufeng raised his eyes to meet Jian Anan's, his eyes were full of fear and helplessness, and this was the only thing he could think of when he saw Jian Anan's suicide note.

Jian Anan frowned tightly. For a long time, she held Lu Rufeng's cheeks with her slightly cool hands, bent down, and their foreheads were pressed against their foreheads. The warm tears of Lu Rufeng's palms made her nose sore.

It turns out that what he said was true, men don't cry easily, but they don't reach the point of sadness.

Jian Anan kissed the corner of Lu Rufeng's lips, "You know, you want to stay with you and the child more than anyone else, I promise you, I will do my best to come out of the operating room alive tomorrow, but you have to promise me too, Whatever happens, don't make fun of yourself and don't make me worry about you, okay?"

The two were quiet for a while, struggle and hesitation flashed across Lu Rufeng's face, Jian Anan wanted to say something, he suddenly raised his head and kissed her lips, with a little force on his hand, Jian Anan fell into his arms.

Tongue eagerly pried her lips open, and he urgently felt her presence to calm his anxiety.

Jian Anan was breathless from the kiss, and the air in her mouth was robbed by Lu Rufeng little by little. Just when she thought she would faint from suffocation, Lu Rufeng let go of him, buried her face on her neck, and said in a hoarse voice: " OK, I promise you."

(End of this chapter)