The queen's hot mom is here

Chapter 1785 Don't hurt me too much

Only that particularly calm and deep breath seemed to reach the other party's ear through this piece of telephone wire.There is some pain surrounding each other's mind.

"I'm sorry, don't mind too much. Just listen to what I said, and you don't have to take it too seriously. You have the right to reject me. Really, you have the right. But, just don't hurt me It hurts so much...my heart hurts so much, Bai Ruoxi...my heart really hurts..." Ye Feijue said, his eyes narrowed into a line, as if they were about to close, but at that moment , but just can't close it.Nervous tear and pain made him unable to maintain normal thoughts.

Looking at it now, he really can only beg for a little love from the other party with such a humble and low profile, even if there is only a little bit, he will feel very satisfied, but Bai Ruoxi has never said that he likes him.

Let alone love him.Also, she didn't take the initiative to kiss him.

There were not one or two people of the opposite sex who had a relationship with him, but she was the only one who had never really had a relationship with him.

I really want to, but I'm really scared.

This kind of contradictory psychology haunts his soul from time to time, making him completely unable to get rid of it.

If it is really just to achieve pure physical desire, then it would be easy.

However, he knew that his feeling for her was not like that at all.

This is a kind of torture brought by the soul, as if there is no moment to stop, he doesn't know when this kind of torture will end?

He didn't know if he wanted Bai Ruoxi to reject him again with very violent words.Maybe this will give up.

Will you give up?Maybe this heart is really dead, so I can give up!
Ye Feijue's desolate and low-pitched words came over the phone, but Bai Ruoxi heard nothing of the kind.

Bai Ruoxi's brows directly raised three wrinkles. At that moment, she felt the thoughts deep in Ye Feijue's heart.

However, at these times, she thought he was simply concerned about herself.Will not continue to sink.

But now judging from his own feelings, he seems to be tortured by this hopeless relationship.And he seemed to be the executioner who stabbed him and hurt him.

"Ye Feijue, stop talking, you must be very tired. It's getting late, you should go to bed early!" Bai Ruoxi said, and then she didn't plan to chat anymore, because she felt that the other party's mood was not right.Chatting like this does no one any good.

"Don't hang up, Ruoxi, I came to see you today, I didn't see you. Did you go out with him again? And you returned to the royal garden? Tell me, did you have a good time?" Ye Feijue asked, with a faint cold luster in his eyes.

However, there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, as if masochistic, asking those words in self-punishment.

He knew that the other party's answer would definitely hurt his nerves, but it didn't matter, as long as it hurts, he still wanted to know everything about her, even every bit, and he wanted to be able to share it with her.

"..." Bai Ruoxi was speechless for a while.At that moment, I really didn't know what to say.

At this moment, she found that even if she said something, it seemed to hurt the other party.

But that was not the result she wanted to see, but if it continued like this, it would be of no benefit to either of them.

"Ye Feijue, don't think so much, okay? There are many good girls in this world, and you are so outstanding. You are still a big star and there must be many people chasing you. And I am a semi-disabled person, so I am not worthy of you." That's it." Bai Ruoxi said euphemistically, with a faint glint in her eyes.

But soon, Ye Feijue went on to say, "It's worth it! Bai Ruoxi, as long as you say you love me, as long as you say you like me, I can give up the whole world for you!!"

"..." Bai Ruoxi couldn't say anything after hearing these words.

"I'm sorry, I was too forceful. Forget it, go to bed early, I won't bother you anymore, hang up." Ye Feijue closed her eyes in despair, and at that moment, she also slapped the hung up phone, nervous There was an unbearable pain inside.

And Bai Ruoxi was holding the phone, her beautiful face also had bursts of gloom.She thought of Ye Feijue, and for a moment, there was worry in her eyes, and she quickly turned her head to look at the lilies that were still blooming brilliantly at night on the window sill.

At that moment, she supported herself slightly.Then she threw off the quilt, stood up step by step carefully, and then walked slowly towards the window while leaning on the wall. At this time, she saw a row written on the lily petals. A row of names, all with the three characters Bai Ruoxi.

The words Huangfu Ruoxi Maomao were not written on it, only Bai Ruoxi was left.

Bai Ruoxi looked at the words written on the petals, and at that moment there was a dark glint in her eyes.

He couldn't help caressing the petals slowly with one hand, and even touched the name on the petals slowly.

"Why bother? Knowing it's impossible, you still want to continue? Ye Feijue, you really love the wrong person..." Bai Ruoxi murmured to herself, looking at the white and pure lily, His eyes were a little hazy.

At that moment, the color of this flower overlapped Ye Feijue's pale and delicate face like that,
It really fits perfectly.

Bai Ruoxi stood by the window, looking at the night scene outside the window, and her thoughts slowly rose and fell. At that moment, she didn't know how long she stood there. When she turned around again, she was still looking at that Lily, but at this moment, the eyes are smiling leisurely.

The loved ones in this world are always happy.And the one who gives love always has to go through some pain and suffering.

If two people don't really love each other, even if they are reluctantly married, it won't last long.People who should understand these simple truths never understand.

Bai Ruoxi smiled slowly, then shook her head, sighed, and didn't stay on the window sill for a long time, and then slowly returned to her hospital bed while leaning on the wall.

Falling into sleep again, for some reason this time, there were some very erratic images in the dream, which gradually projected into her mind.

"I love you Bai Ruoxi, I am willing to spend my whole life waiting for you, even if you don't love me, it doesn't matter, as long as I love you." A boy with silver hair whispered in her ear Sputtering softly, these words are like the poison of the poppy flower, which seems to want to cleanse her brain completely.

Bai Ruoxi opened her eyes and saw this boy, at that moment, she shook her head resolutely and said with a smile, "I'm sorry, the person I love is not you, you will meet someone more suitable. "

Then he turned his head away, wanting to look for another man's figure.

He walked for a long time, in a big forest, he searched and searched, and finally found the man.

He was wearing a military uniform and had the most majestic and domineering look.

(End of this chapter)