Pain is the best teacher of youth

Chapter 14 An ignorant age, a young relationship (5)
It was Wang Xue's birthday that day, and Sun Xiaolei had discussed with Zhao Heng in advance to give Wang Xue a surprise.But now, the two of them disappeared at the same time.He simply doesn't want to make too many assumptions, but his mind can't help but guess wildly.Looking at the gray sky outside, he thought to himself: God, are you pitying me?The rain poured on his body, but it was cold in his heart.

I don't know how long it took, but the rain stopped.Sun Xiaolei seemed to have something more to say, hoping to get some more rain to wake up his sleeping heart.Suddenly, he found that there was another person beside him, and this person was Wang Xue.Surprised and delighted, and with a hint of anger, he asked, "Why are you?"

"Why can't it be me? When I first arrived at school, I heard that you ran out of the classroom in a panic. What happened?"

"I'm crazy? Hmph! Where did you go? With whom?"

Wang Xue suddenly laughed and said, "Hi! I thought something was wrong with you! Is it because of this?"

"What are you laughing at? Isn't this a problem? You answer me."

"Oh, Zhao Heng and I went shopping together. Today is my birthday, and he said he wanted to celebrate it." Wang Xue smiled like a flower.

Sure enough, he was with Zhao Heng!Sun Xiaolei's heart was cold, and his expression was even more serious.At this time, Wang Xue laughed out loud, which made him a little confused, and asked angrily, "What are you laughing at? Are you making fun of me?"

Wang Xue looked at Sun Xiaolei quietly, his bangs were pressed against his forehead, and a few drops of rainwater flowed down, sliding across his eyebrows, the corners of his eyes, the bridge of his nose, and his chin... She had never felt that he was so sharp-edged like this moment , Sunny and handsome.When Sun Xiaolei was looked at a little hairy, Wang Xue suddenly took his hand and said, "It's inconvenient to rain today, so I didn't ask you to come with me. I don't want you to ask for leave and miss school because of me. Actually, I know everything ..."

Sun Xiaolei was stunned for a moment, then smiled "puchi" and shook Wang Xue's hand instead.

This moment is so beautiful, as if time has stopped.In the youthful age, it has nothing to do with gossip, nothing to do with each other's suspicion, everything is just for pure feelings.

Those warmth and innocence have become false under the erosion of years.The only gratitude is the moment when we first met. / Young Writers Canoe

There have been angels in my life

After the hot summer, Lin Yu dragged her big suitcase and walked into her favorite university campus.She is like a bird that has just learned to fly, looking forward to flying with joy, even the blue sky above her head seems to be much bluer than before in her eyes.Walking on the quiet campus path, she gently closed her eyes, feeling the beauty of the fusion of heart and scenery.

That year, Aunt Lin was 18 years old.

Young and beautiful, she only loves purple clothes, like a moving lilac flower; she also likes to read her favorite novel while eating ice cream.My mother always said that she was a loose girl, and it would be difficult for her to achieve great things in the future.Although these words were just teasing during the usual heart-to-heart talks between mother and daughter, she still felt a little inexplicable sadness in her heart.She doesn't know what the "big event" her mother is talking about, and she doesn't know what kind of journey she will start in her life after college.

As she walked, she felt as if she had bumped into something.When she opened her eyes suddenly, she was startled, and she ran into someone else's arms.In front of her was a white sports T-shirt. When she looked up, she saw an unfamiliar face.

"Are you okay? Sleepwalking with your eyes closed in broad daylight!" The voice was magnetic, but the tone of the voice was a bit unflattering.Aimee Lin is not a weak girl either. With a violent temper, she replied, "I can walk as I like, can you control me?" After she finished speaking, she gave the boy a look and brushed against him haughtily. But, no apology, it's like nothing happened.

This is their first encounter.

She entered the dormitory with her luggage.I saw three or four girls chirping together. She was a slow-heated type of person and didn't know how to intervene, so she simply tidied up and came out.

Everything on campus was new to her, she looked here and there, and took out her mobile phone to take two photos.Walking, I came to a small building with a rather classical style, with the words "reading room" written on the door.She walked in curiously. There were quite a few books inside, but there were not many people reading the books, so it seemed a little deserted.She walked to the bookshelf, looking for a novel to read. Through the gap in the bookshelf, she saw a strange but familiar figure on the opposite side—yes, it was him again!The guy I just met.At this time, he also saw her, and she gave the boy a cold look, thinking: Why are you so unlucky!

This is the second time they meet.

At noon, after eating in the cafeteria, Aimee Lin sat on a chair by the basketball court to enjoy the cool.Unexpectedly, just after sitting down for a while, a basketball hit her purple skirt.Someone shouted: "Li Mu, pick up the ball." She took a closer look, and the person walking towards her turned out to be—him again!Isn't this the narrow road to Yuanjia?You must teach him a lesson.

Lin Yu deliberately held the basketball and did not let it go. Several boys playing basketball watched from a distance, not knowing what happened, and did not dare to come over.The boy was a little anxious and said, "What's the matter with you? Give me the ball quickly, don't you see everyone is waiting there?"

"You can give it back, but you have to apologize to me!" Aunt Lin put on a haughty posture, deliberately making things difficult for him.

"Are you insane? Why should I apologize to you? I didn't hit you with the ball." The boy didn't show weakness.

"No apology? It's fine, then you just wait! I won't give it." Aunt Lin competed with him.

"You... making trouble for no reason!" The boy blushed with anger, and he had no choice but to say "I'm sorry" reluctantly when he heard his friends urging "Hurry up".

This is the third time they have met.

In one day, they met unexpectedly three times, and each time they were very awkward. It was really like an interesting scene.Later, Lin Yu learned that this boy was called Li Mu, he was his senior, and he was a sophomore now.

The first lesson in college is military training.Get up early every day, and gather on the playground when you hear the order, and stand in a military posture under the scorching sun.Girls always have "special circumstances" every month. Unfortunately, Lin Yu's menstrual period just happened to be at the most painful and tiring time.When she got up that morning, she felt her legs were weak and weak. She just felt dizzy after standing in the military posture for a while, and she passed out before she could raise her hand to report.In a daze, she heard the scream of a girl, and then felt that she was hugged by someone.At that time, she really thought that there were angels in this world, the angels who saved her.

It wasn't until she woke up that she realized that the angel she thought she was in a coma turned out to be the person she hated the most, Li Mu.However, after this incident, she felt that she should say thank you to Li Mu, even though there were n times of unpleasantness before.Afterwards, she found out what class Li Mu was in, and waited for him at the door of the classroom, but she didn't see Li Mu for a long time.She asked Li Mu's classmates, and the answer she got was: "Li Mu? He's sick and dropped out of school." Aunt Lin stood there feeling disappointed.

The roommates fell in love one after another, but Aunt Lin was still alone.Although many boys around her liked her, she refused them all.For some reason, she always misses Li Mu who wears a white T-shirt and speaks with a bit of arrogance.

Until her junior year, she accidentally saw that familiar figure on the basketball court again.That's right, it's really Li Mu.He was still so handsome and chic, but he was a little more mature than he remembered, and his face was a little pale.She yelled, "Li Mu!"

Li Mu turned his head in surprise, and walked towards Aunt Lin.He smiled and asked, "Do you remember me?"

"Of course. During the military training, you sent me to the infirmary. I always wanted to thank you. But later I heard that you dropped out of school."

Li Mu smiled.At this time, he seemed to be less domineering and more gentle.Lin Yu didn't want to lose contact with Li Mu again, so she asked for his phone number.

However, after that breakup, she called Li Mu several times, but no one answered.Lin Yu is a stubborn girl, as long as she believes in something, she will stick to it.Li Mu didn't answer her call, so she simply went to inquire about Li Mu's address and gave him a "wait for a rabbit".

The hard work paid off for the infatuated girl, and Aunt Lin finally waited for him.She stopped him, lowered her head and said everything she wanted to say in one go, without hearing what he said at all.When she raised her head, she realized that Li Mu had walked more than ten meters away.She was so angry that she ran over and grabbed his arm, asking him why he did this, and couldn't help shedding tears.

Li Mu helped her wipe away the tears on her face, and said: "I have congenital leukemia, I can't be with you."

Aunt Lin was so frightened that she stared blankly at Li Mu.Such an answer was something she never thought of.Li Mu brushed her hand away and continued walking.Lin Yu followed and stopped him, still not giving up, and said, "I'm not afraid, I want to be with you, even for a day."

This time, it was Li Mu who was stunned.He looked at the girl in the purple sweatshirt in front of him, wondering why she was so determined to be with him.After a moment of silence, he asked her, "Are you sure?"

"Yes, I'm sure!" Lin Yu nodded and said.

"Then, let's date and see!" Li Mu gave such an answer.

The next day, Aunt Lin asked Li Mu out to play.However, after meeting, she felt very awkward, it felt a little strange, both of them were a little reserved, like friends who just met.Those joking scenes in the past disappeared without a trace.

A week later, Li Mu took the initiative to ask Lin Aim for dinner.It was a bit cold that day, and there was a wind blowing outside. After coming out of the restaurant, Li Mu put his coat on Lin Yu's body, and said with concern: "Don't freeze." The old familiarity is back.How can a person change so quickly?She really couldn't figure it out.

After that time, when meeting Li Mu again, Aunt Lin felt very strange again.However, Li Mu was very considerate to her.After a date, Li Mu told Aunt Lin that he and his family were going to visit relatives in other places, and they didn't see each other again for half a month.

By chance, Lin Yu accidentally learned that Li Mu had a twin brother.Aimee Lin recalled all the previous incidents, and decided to ask Li Mu for clarification.As soon as she walked to the door of Li Mu's house, she saw yellow paper hanging on the door, and her heart sank.She ran over quickly, thinking in her heart, it must not be Li Mu, it couldn't be him.When she saw Li Mu, she immediately grabbed his hand, her whole body was trembling, her tears kept flowing, and she asked, "Are you Li Mu? Tell me, where is Li Mu?"

With tears in his eyes, he led her into the house.There is a black and white photo of Li Mu hanging on the wall, "He has congenital leukemia. The doctor said it is a miracle that he can survive till now. In the past, he rarely went to the hospital for examination, but since he met you, he began to have the desire to survive." Desire, for the past six months, he has been going to the hospital every two weeks, but it is still too late. I am Li Mu's younger brother, my name is Li Ao, and I am the one who is dating you..."

Before he finished speaking, she was already sobbing.In a daze, she seemed to see the boy in the white T-shirt again, he touched her face with a smile, and said softly in her ear: "You must be happy, be happy..." After that, that figure appeared Farther and farther away, she really wanted to reach out and grab him, and opened her eyes suddenly, but what she saw was the anxious faces of Li Ao and his family.It was only then that Aunt Lin realized that she had passed out just now.

She never met Li Ao again, nor accepted anyone.She believed that an angel had come in her life and never left.

Believe that you are still here, never leave, my love is like an angel guarding you.If life only ends here and there is no me from now on, I will find an angel to love you for me. /Song "Angel's Wings"

(End of this chapter)