Pain is the best teacher of youth

Chapter 4 The Years of Friendship: You Are Not Alone on the Road to Youth (3)
Your trust wakes up my heart
Ever since I had a memory, I felt that I was different from others.

When I was a child, my neighbors kept me away on purpose. If anyone played with me, they would definitely be reprimanded by the family members; even those adults would always whisper and criticize me every time they saw me. give pointers.

The only people close to me are my grandparents and the dog named Rhubarb.I often talk to rhubarb, it is my best friend.Every time, I hold Rhubarb on the stone pier at the door and look at those playing peers from afar, my grandparents will secretly wipe their tears.

When I was a little older, I vaguely heard something: when my mother was pregnant with me, my father was sentenced to prison for robbery and wounding, and my mother ran away from home shortly after giving birth to me.I don't believe the gossip because my grandparents keep telling me that my parents are good people.When I ran home crying and asked grandpa if what they said was true, grandpa had a sad face, and after a long sigh, he fell silent; looking at grandma, tears had already flooded his face...they didn't know anything. I didn't say anything, but I understood everything.

It turned out that my father was really a robber, and my mother didn't want me anymore.No wonder the people around me are wary of me and don't let their children get close to me. They are worried that "the upper beam will not be straight and the lower beam will be crooked", and they will be affected by "bad" together with me.How can I bear such a blow when I was young, I remember that day I held Rhubarb and cried for a whole afternoon by the river at the head of the village.Since then, I, who was not good at talking, even less talkative and laughing, and nothing can arouse my interest.Sometimes, looking at the eyes of rhubarb, I even feel that it is pitying me.

I tasted the warmth and coldness of the world too early, and the rebellious period came much earlier than my peers.Grandparents are getting older and older, but I am becoming more and more disobedient.My classmates think I have a bad temper and I like to fight; the people in the village think that if you grow melons, you will get what you want, and my father will be robbed and imprisoned, and I will not be much better. Count it on my head.I can't explain it, and I can't remember how many times I have been questioned and taught by people in the village.Slowly, I also got used to not explaining, anyway, life is already like this.Occasionally, I find it ridiculous to watch them make nothing of me.

The senior high school entrance examination is approaching, and the homework is very stressful, but I still look like I am doing nothing.No one forced me to study, and no one instilled in me the reason to go to university and make a difference. I still go my own way and do whatever I want.The relationship between me and my classmates has not eased too much. I usually sit at the last table in the classroom. I only come when the get out of class bell rings, and leave when the class bell rings. I seldom say hello to people.

It was an afternoon in June.I didn't take a nap after eating at noon, and the sun was a little bit hot. I had nothing to do and had to go to school early.The girls sitting in front of me didn't know what they were talking about together, and I didn't pay much attention to it. I just glanced at it, as if they were playing with something the size of a radio.I flipped through the book, looked at it and fell asleep on the table.

"Oh, why can't I find my MP3?" In my sleep, I was awakened by a piercing cry, it was the girl in the front row.I just found out that the thing they were playing with just now was called an MP3.Seeing that her face was flushed with anxiety and her tears were about to come down, I suddenly felt both funny and pitiful.She said in a crying voice: "My dad just brought it back to me last night, what should I do? I put it in the table hole!"

At this time, the monitor spoke in an official tone: "Hurry up, whoever has Liu Rui's MP3, take it out quickly, it will be bad if you make trouble with the teacher." Holding a chicken feather as an arrow, he would report to people at every turn.The students in the class probably knew about it, but no one admitted it, Liu Rui was so anxious that she cried.

"When we went out just now, he was the only one in the classroom." Suddenly, a girl's voice came out and pointed at me. Judging by the posture, it was assumed that it was me. "For people with previous convictions, you must be careful." Someone took the opportunity to shout, which meant that I should "hand over" my things.

I was a little surprised, but after only a few seconds, I calmed down.This is not the first time such a thing has happened to me, and I don't want to explain too much about the crime of referring to a deer as a horse.There is too much anger in my heart, but more helplessness, who made me be labeled since I was a child!

"He didn't take it, he has been sleeping all the time." A gentle voice came, and I took a look at it.is her!The most beautiful girl in the class, the girl who was named the school belle by everyone, she actually spoke for me!As soon as the voice fell, everyone quickly fell silent.

"When Liu Rui and the others went out, I happened to come in. At that time, he was sleeping on the table and didn't wake up until just now. I haven't left the classroom, so I'm sure, he didn't take it." For the first time in my life , someone defended me.Everyone seems to be unable to hear her soft voice, but the truth is unbelievable.

The sharp spearhead moved away from my body, "Liu Rui, look again, did you pretend to be somewhere else?" Xiaohua asked softly, and the students around also echoed. "Oh, I found it, I found it! It's actually in my pocket. I'm sorry, I gave everyone a false alarm." Liu Rui checked again carefully and proved my innocence with facts.

The bell for class rang and everything went back to normal.Over the years, I've gotten used to being underestimated and misunderstood, and I even feel that I don't need help, but I still want to thank the school belle.I looked towards the school belle's seat, and it happened that she was looking back at me. The moment her eyes met, my eyes were full of gratitude, and her eyes were my deepest desire but never in reality. Untrusted.

What happened next, I didn't even think about it myself.I seemed to be injected with a force, and I started to study hard, and finally I was admitted to high school and then to university.After graduating from university, I had a stable job. Those who had looked down upon me stopped pointing and pointing for a long time and kept silent.

Looking back at this period of growing up, maybe it was the unreasonable trust and innocent kindness of Xiaohua that completely awakened my heart and made me understand that my destiny is in my own hands.At the same time, she also made me grow up, knowing how to stretch my wrinkled heart in the most appropriate way.

Love is a lamp, friendship is a shadow, when the lamp goes out, you will find shadows all around you.A friend is someone who can give you strength in the end. /Anonymous
Pure friendship in a bottle
Susu started her boarding career in her first year of high school.Her family is in the countryside, and it was not easy for her to be admitted to a key middle school in the province from a grassroots ordinary middle school. Only she knows how much hardship she has paid.When this great honor put gold on Susu's parents' faces, the tuition and living expenses made them face another difficulty.In order for Susu to study, her parents often humbly begged for help, so she cherished this opportunity to study.

In the three years of high school, she studied in the provincial capital, and her knowledge is wider than before, and the people she contacts are no longer limited to those classmates from neighboring villages when she was studying in the countryside.Naturally, she couldn't compare what the children in the city ate and used. She heard about many gourmet shops and clothing brands from her roommate Lin Ran.Lin Ran would occasionally buy pizza from Pizza Hut and bring it to the dormitory. Susu heard that a random meal at Pizza Hut would cost nearly 200 yuan.Her dress has always been simple, and there are only two sets of clothes that can be changed in different seasons.She has never used any high-end skin care products. Although her skin is not delicate and fair, it still looks youthful.

For her own life, she felt that being simple and simple was fine. What made her most embarrassed was that every time Lin Ran celebrated her birthday, she would invite everyone to a dinner party, but she couldn't come up with any decent gifts.

Two weeks later, it will be Lin Ran's 18th birthday. Recently, Lin Ran has been busy preparing for the birthday party.Perhaps, this was the last birthday they could celebrate for her together.After graduating from high school, they went their separate ways, and I don't know when we will be able to meet again!In the dormitory, looking at Lin Ran's sleeping face, Su Su couldn't help but turn up the corners of her mouth.She likes to get along with girls like Lin Ran. Although she is a rich girl, she has no airs of arrogance.At least, she has never looked down on Susu, and has always treated her sincerely.

Susu went for a stroll on the weekend, and saw a chic hairpin in a jewelry store.She thought of Lin Ran's long black hair, which was perfect for matching with this hairpin.Look at the price again, it costs 75 yuan.How to do it?I only have 30 yuan left in my hand... Susu left the jewelry store a little disappointed.

When I walked to the door of the dormitory, an aunt who collected waste was sitting on the steps.When I saw a girl coming out of the dormitory, I asked in broken Mandarin: "Girl, do you have a bottle?" Her voice was a little low and weak.

Susu's heart was shocked: Pick up bottles, sell bottles, and raise money!Thinking of this, she stopped going back to the dormitory, turned around and walked towards the basketball court.In the basketball court on weekends, there are often boarding students playing basketball there, and water and drinks are indispensable.That afternoon, she picked up more than a dozen bottles on the basketball court and other places on campus. It was the first time she did such a thing, and she was somewhat embarrassed.

Afterwards, when it was daylight, Susu got up lightly and went downstairs, looking for the bottle by the faint light of the morning sun.When night fell, she rummaged through the trash can wearing gloves, and packed the collected bottles into a black plastic bag.Occasionally, when she meets familiar classmates and teachers, she will subconsciously turn her head away, she does not want others to see herself in such a mess.Of course, someone still recognized Susu, and the surprised expression was clearly incomprehensible, Susu didn't care, and didn't resent, all she thought about was the beautiful hairpin.

Every three days, she sends the bottles she picked up to the aunt who collects waste.Two weeks later, she collected 500 and sold them for 50 yuan.The aunt who collected the waste asked Susu: "Girl, these bottles are very clean, have you cleaned them?"

Lin Ran's birthday party was scheduled for Friday night at the star KTV outside the school.That day, 18-year-old Lin Ran wore light makeup, a lavender dress, and a pair of white shoes with small heels, looking like a lotus in water.Susu took out the beautifully packaged hairpin from her bag and handed it to Lin Ran.Lin Ran opened it with a smile, and put on the hairpin under the attention of everyone. Under the reflection of the light, Lin Ran looked more beautiful and moving.

Lin Ran's birthday was over, but Susu didn't stop picking up the bottles.She found that if she insisted on doing this, she could relieve her parents a lot of burden, at least she could leave some money left over, or improve food, or buy some daily necessities.What's interesting is that Lin Ran, a rich girl, not only didn't dislike Susu after she learned about picking up bottles, but even occasionally helped her collect them as if to join in the fun.Of course, Lin Ran also learned about the "origin" of the issuing card later. She was very moved, and took Susu's hand and said, "Our sisterhood will never change!"

Many years later, they graduated from college and had their own lives and circles.However, the connection between them has never been broken.They still remember the love in those bottles, which is the testimony of the pure friendship in their youth.

Meeting needs a kind of chance, and becoming a friend is a kind of fate, and being able to further become a close friend who can share the details of life together requires a deep fate.I think girlfriends are like the magician in "Harry Potter", who will appear by your side at any time. / Taiwan female singer Xu Ruyun
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