The Princess of Qing Dynasty

Chapter 49

"Huang Ama was told by someone today that our father and son are very similar, both arrogant and domineering, because we are too similar, so no one is willing to bow to the other, and no one is willing to speak out what is in his heart. This is indeed true for my son, Huang Ama can't hold back his face, my son dare not, but my son thinks that maybe one day our father-son relationship may slowly fade away in this kind of rivalry, and the only thing left is to each other The dissatisfaction and complaints!" Yinfeng protectively did not explain who said it, and took the truth that Xue Ning told him before as his own thinking.

Kangxi was shocked, and then smiled wryly. Maybe his son was right, "Maybe you are right!" Take this time as an example, if Yinfeng hadn't come first, he would not have bowed his head first anyway. of.

"Huang Amalchen didn't feel that you did anything wrong. As a father, you should not bow to your son first, just like your son can't bow to Tianfu even if he knows it's wrong. The matter itself is also It's my fault, I didn't consider Huang Ama's feelings at that time, it's my fault!" Yinfeng sincerely apologized.

Kangxi was very moved and distressed, "Baocheng Zhen also made mistakes!"

Yinreng was taken aback for a moment, he was really what his wife said, he is very important in Huang Ama's heart, right?Otherwise, how could someone as arrogant as Huang Ama admit his mistake? "Imperial Amalchen wants to tell you what I have been wanting to tell you for many years but dare not tell you. Are you willing to listen?"

Kangxi looked at his son in astonishment. Could it be that his son has done something bad behind his back for so many years?Kangxi narrowed his eyes, "What trouble did you get into?"

Yinfeng is embarrassing, why is Huang Ama's first reaction like this?How much has he been in love before? "Is this son so naughty in Huang Ama's heart?"

"So you know too?" Kangxi joked with his son in a good mood.

"Huang Ama's son is true. My son has always wanted to tell Huang Ama what's on his mind all these years, but he has never dared to say it." Yinfeng said seriously.

"Speak!" He also wanted to know what his son was thinking?

"Huang Amalchen, you have always loved my son very much. The paternal love you give my son is definitely no less than that of ordinary fathers. You have always given him what you think is the best, but you have never asked My son, is this what my son wants?" Kangxi was a little surprised, it was true, but couldn't it be wrong?Yinfeng saw his doubts, "Huang Ama, you have a good idea, but you don't know much about my ministers, some of them are not what I want. When I was young, my ministers didn't care about the status of the crown prince, or how much money they got. Wealthy and rich, I don't care about anyone's evaluation of my son, my son always cares about only Huang Ama, I know that Huang Ama has high hopes for my son, so I study hard, I don't want to let Huang Ama down!"

"You really did a good job!" Yinfeng is very talented and smart, much smarter than when he was a child.

"But Huang Ama doesn't know that what my son doesn't need is Huang Ama's reward. I just hope that Huang Ama can spend more time with me. I don't care if I can compare with other brothers. I don't care about people's praise, as long as Huang Ama's affirmative look is enough, but gradually I understand that there are many things I want to get, but Huang Ama thinks it is unnecessary, and my son thinks it is unnecessary , is what Huang Ama thinks is the best!" Yinfeng smiled helplessly.

Kangxi's heartbroken, it turned out that he didn't understand his son thoroughly, no wonder every time he rewarded him, there was unconcealable disappointment in his eyes, "Baocheng, you never told me!" He has always been very Like this son's.

"That's because I think Huang Ama understands!" In fact, Huang Ama doesn't understand at all! "When I was a child, because of my status as the prince, my brothers rejected my son. In this huge palace, I thought my son was lonely like Huang Ama, but I was not afraid, because my son had Huang Ama, so I could do whatever I wanted. As I grow up little by little, I understand that some things are not as simple as I thought. At first, I thought that I was just the son of Huang Ama, but the facts tell me that it is not, that I am not only Huang Ama's son is still the crown prince of the Qing Dynasty, and the son-in-law is not allowed to do things that will damage the Qing Dynasty and the royal family's face. Even acting like a baby with Huang Ama has become a luxury, and the son-in-law began to be afraid, afraid to do it himself I'm afraid that if I can't meet Huang Ama's requirements, Huang Ama will lose my son, because there are too many people who can replace my son. If I lose Huang Ama, my son will really have nothing. Therefore, the son-in-law changed from learning because he liked it to learning because he was afraid of abandoning him. During this process, his uncle gave him a lot of comfort and warmth. Every time when people talked about it, although Erchen was very sad, he pretended that there was nothing he could do and just found a place to cry, but every time his uncle could find Erchen and comfort him, at that time I feel that I have other relatives in this world besides Huang Ama, that's why I have to intercede for my uncle even though I know it's wrong!"

Kangxi was very sad. It turned out that when he was a child, he held his son in his hands and suffered so many grievances. He didn't even dare to cry in front of him. "Baocheng is me..."

"No, there is nothing wrong with Huang Ama. Huang Ama is a good father and a good emperor, but Huang Ama has limited energy. If Huang Erniang was here, it would not be like this. Since then, my son has gradually changed. , After becoming forward-looking in front of Huang Ama, becoming submissive, becoming cautious about saying a word in front of Huang Ama, thinking whether my son will be punished because of this sentence? My son will be punished by the emperor Ama Abandoned? I don’t know when, I feel that the status of the prince is the only one I have. After so many years, I am really tired and tired. The status of the prince was given by Huang Ama. When I was a child Because of this identity, I have lost too much, and when I grow up, I am afraid of losing it. In this evolution, I and Huang Ama talked all the time when they were young, and it became a father and son. You have to consider the other party's feelings when you speak. Huang Ama is afraid that what you say is too serious to hurt my son's heart, and my son is afraid that what you say is wrong and offend Huang Ama. But now that my son is Ama, I can understand Huang's love. Mana’s desire to see his son become a dragon, Huang Ama also has the expectations of an ordinary father, but Tianfu’s words shocked the son, he said, aren’t you father and son? Why are you being polite like outsiders? Yes, since when did Huang Ama start? Have we become like guests instead of relatives?" Said Yinfeng's black glazed eyes were stained with water mist.

Kangxi's heart was also greatly shocked, and his son was right, "Maybe everything started from not understanding? When I thought you were old enough to face everything alone, when you thought I didn't need you that much, right? Baocheng has said so much, I might as well just say it, yes, I have many sons, and there are quite a few who are as capable as you, but do you know? You are irreplaceable in my heart!" He is The son who brought up by himself!
Yinfeng laughed, smiling so happily, "This is enough!" Yinfeng suddenly knelt down, startling Kangxi, "Huang Ama said something wrong today, please don't get angry !"

"Get up, I want to know that your daughter-in-law asked you to say these things?" My son knew it himself. After so many years, his son dared not say it. He came here suddenly today. There must be other reasons.

Yinfeng thought that Huang Ama wouldn't do anything to his daughter-in-law, right? "Huang Ama..."

"You really feel sorry for your daughter-in-law. I won't do anything to her. I have to thank her. Otherwise, as you said, maybe our father and son will be dissatisfied and complain in the end, but I'm really curious about her. What did I say to you that gave you the courage to tell me? Are you not afraid that I will destroy you in a fit of anger?" Kangxi asked amusedly.

Who said not to be afraid?He was terrified when he said it, but now thinking about it, he was sweating coldly, "Because she told Erchen that even so, there is no need to worry, because she and the children will always be with him forever, and Erchen will not have nothing. For so many years, Huang Ama, I have been by your side. I understand that as the emperor, Huang Ama has lost too much, and the heights are too cold. I just want to say that Huang Ama is not alone, because My son will always be by Huang Ama's side until the day Huang Ama no longer needs me! Just because you are my son's father!"

Yinfeng's last sentence deeply touched Kangxi's heart. What Yinfeng didn't know was that this conversation today really changed the lives of their father and son. The words are deeply imprinted in Kangxi's heart, and will always be with him, and it also makes Kangxi, who is suddenly cold at night every time he critiques the papers, feel very warm.

Just when Kangxi was moved, Li Dequan rushed in anxiously, "The servant greeted the emperor and the prince, and asked the emperor to forgive me. The servant even received a report from the servant that the princess was born prematurely. The situation is very dangerous."

Kangxi and Yinreng's complexion changed drastically, "Yinreng, go back quickly and let all the imperial doctors enter the palace!" Yinreng nodded and hurried back. After he left, "Li Dequan go and find out what's going on!" See Li Dequan like this It's just strange, he wants to see who is so courageous!

(End of this chapter)