General's little girl

Chapter 115 She's Still Alive (4)
In the evening, he found a ruined temple to live in, and Xiaorou was guarding outside the temple.

Now that he can't protect himself, how can he take care of her?Then he turned his back hard and ignored her.

No matter how sad and sad a person is, he will still feel thirsty and hungry.

The first day was okay, but the second day my stomach was growling.

He was a prince since he was a child, and when he went in and out of the palace, he would give him a cabbage, but he didn't even know what it was.Fortunately, there was Xiao Rou, so she dug some wild vegetables, lit a fire, used a broken pot as a pot, put some water in it, put it on the fire and boiled it, put the wild vegetables in it, and then used chopsticks made of branches to scald the boiled vegetables. Pick up the wild vegetables, and then slowly pass them to Xia Wu's mouth, for fear that the water dripping from the wild vegetables will scald Xia Wu, Xiao Rou catches them with the palm of her hand, and drops of hot boiling water drip onto her palms, she doesn't frown, but smiles She said softly, "My lord, let's eat some vegetables!"

Xia Wu has never eaten such a simple dish, let alone cooked with that kind of thing?Maybe it's a urinal used by people in the past!

With a wave of his hand, he opened the dish she handed over.

I thought she would cry, or walk away angrily, but she paused, picked up the wild vegetables he swung to the ground with her hands, blew off the dust, fed them into his mouth, chewed and swallowed them under his wide-open eyes .

Then, she repeated the same action as before, picking up a hot dish with chopsticks, and because there was no bowl, she caught it with her hands and handed it to his mouth.When he was about to wave it away again, he found her blistered palms, and inexplicably opened his mouth to swallow the wild vegetables with chopsticks.

The wild vegetables have no taste in the mouth, thinking of the past, the eyes are instantly moist.He choked up and asked, "Why are you so stupid?"

With tears in her eyes, she replied, "Xiaorou's pain is not as painful as the young master's heart!"

Next, he no longer waved away the food she picked up, and ate it with tears in his mouthful.

Wild vegetables cannot overcome hunger, but can only guarantee that they will not be starved to death temporarily.Xia Wu didn't go out in the ruined temple all day long, just sat there blankly.

Xiaorou knew that this was not the way.

On this day, Xiao Rou came back with half a bowl of white rice. Xia Wu, who hadn't seen the white rice for six days and was so hungry that his intestines were knotted, looked at the rice like seeing his own father, and ate it hungrily with his hands.No matter how much people want to die, it is instinct to want to eat when they are hungry.

After he finished eating, he remembered and asked, "Have you eaten?"

Xiao Rou nodded with a smile and said, "I've eaten it!"

He said "Oh" in a daze, thinking of his behavior just now, he was a little contemptuous, didn't he want to die?Why did you take it and eat it without thinking about it when you saw the rice?

After a while, he asked strangely, "Where did you get the rice?"

Xiao Rou said with a smile: "I helped an old lady carry something, she kindly gave it to me, and said she thanked me!"

It was like this on the first day, and it was still the same on the second day. On the third day, Xia Wu couldn't help following behind curiously.

I saw Xiaorou knocking on the door from door to door looking for someone to beg for food.When some people opened the door and saw her, they waved their hands in disgust and said, "Smelly beggar, go away!"

When some people opened the door, they just said fuck off.

Someone poured her a bowl of pig food.

Xia Wu wondered how she got the white rice, and kept following her secretly watching.

But I saw that at night, she was hiding in the corner, quietly feeding those rice grains that were soured or dirty with other things, twisting them with her fingers and feeding them into her mouth. When the bowl was full of white rice grains, this Only then stood up with a smile.

She stood up and saw him, she was so startled that the bowl fell to the ground, and the white rice spilled all over the floor, she screamed, "Master!"

He approached her step by step, and suddenly stepped on the rice on the ground and roared, "I don't want your sympathy, your extravagance, your pity, do you hear that? Do you hear me, get out!"

She just looked at him with tears in her eyes.

He shouted, "Get out!" The voice was loud enough to deafen her ears, and all the saliva was sprayed on her face.

But she shed tears, looked at him and said firmly: "If you don't leave, wherever the son is, Xiaorou will be there!"

He stared at her approaching, eyes to hers, emphasizing each word with pain, and roared loudly, "I have nothing, do you know? I have nothing! I am now a living thing worse than a beggar." Dead people. I just want to fend for myself, do you know that? Please leave me alone, I have nothing, I can't give you anything!"

Xiaorou choked with sobs and said, "I don't need the young master to give me anything. If the young master is willing, Xiaorou belongs to the young master. In this world, Xiaorou will always belong to the young master!"

Xia Wu was moved by the determination in her eyes.He clenched his fists and asked in a deep voice, "Why?" In the palace, he had never looked at her directly.In his heart, she was just an ordinary lady among all the court ladies.He even hated her a little, because she let his Xiaoyou run away, so no matter how much wronged and suffered she suffered, he turned a blind eye to her.

Maybe, it was her palms that were blistered, when he ate the first wild vegetable she picked up, that was the first time he looked at her squarely.

In the past, in his heart, she was just a dog waiting to be crushed under his feet. He never gave her a good face. Why, why did she do this?

When he was brilliant, he could accept her unwavering treatment of him, but now what does he have?Why is she willing to do this to him?Even he, he can't do it, beg for food from family to family, and then eat all the broken and dirty food, and give the best to others, why, why!
She said lightly: "Xiaorou will treat you as the young master treats the young lady!"

Xia Wu was startled, lowered his head and murmured, "Xiaoyou, Xiaoyou!"

After a while, she cried bitterly and said: "I don't deserve to have her anymore, I don't deserve to call her anymore, look at me now, so dirty, so poor, I can't even think about her! No, no! I am a Garbage, I'm useless, I'm a beast, I'm damned, I'm damned..." He yelled, and suddenly rushed over, bumping his head against the big tree, hard every time.

Xiaorou went over to hug him and shouted over and over again, "Young Master, don't do this, Young Master, don't do this!"

Xia Wu angrily pushed her away and scolded, "Go away, let me die, let me die! I have nothing left, nothing left. I'm sorry for my father, I'm sorry for my mother, I'm sorry for Lie Zulie of Great Xia Zong, I lost the good Daxia, I am the most unfilial descendant... I don't even deserve to think about Xiaoyou! What's the point of my life, I should have died long ago, but I am so cowardly that I don't even have the courage to die. I'm a coward, a coward!"

(End of this chapter)