General's little girl

Chapter 97
Chu Wuji patted her on the head with a smile and said: "Are you as old as me, and you call yourself a sister here? You just saw that my mother's words and deeds are completely different from those in the palace. She is not my relative. Mother, but a court lady next to my mother!"

"Ah? It's not your own mother, you treat her so well? Are you too human? How come I haven't met you before, how good it would be if I met you sooner and married you sooner!" Murong You exclaimed.

Chu Wuji blushed slightly, turned his face away and said slowly: "My real mother was murdered when I was just born. At that time, the women in the harem fought very fiercely. My mother had expected that she would not survive. She was also afraid that if she died, I would be murdered before I could grow up, so I begged her confidant, the court lady Xiao Qiu, to take me out of the palace and raise me up!"

Murong You deliberately interjected and said, "You are amazing, you can remember things just after you were born!"

Chu Wuji turned his head and glared at her, saying: "My mother told me this later, can you listen to the story carefully?"

"I don't want to hear it, I want to sleep, okay?" Murong You yawned deliberately.When Chu Wuji said that he wouldn't vomit only when she touched him, Murong You had a bad premonition in his heart, thinking that he shouldn't follow him into the palace.Now listening to him talk about the past, she instinctively felt that she shouldn't listen, because the more she knew, the more she would be involved.

It was dark and the moon was rising.Maybe Chu Wuji was too depressed, too helpless, and held back those emotions for too long, so on this suitable night, when he met the right person, he only wanted to confide in this person.

He didn't care about Murong You's impatience, maybe she had fallen asleep after listening to it, but he still talked about the young him to the long sky.

When he spoke, his expression was very painful and regretful, and he clenched his hands tightly, as if he would cry in the next moment.Murong You looked at his sad profile, and listened inexplicably seriously.

"I was not born in the palace. At that time, I was still outside the palace. I didn't know my identity as the prince. I thought she was my own mother. Our life was very difficult. When I was three or four years old, A neighbor’s child told me that I was a bastard, that I had no father, and abused me with all kinds of ugly words. When I went, I asked her why I didn’t have a father? Where is my father? She just looked at me sadly and didn’t speak. .Then I asked her again, are you a prostitute like they say, because you have slept with too many men, so you don't know who my father is? She looked at me with wide eyes in surprise, and then covered her mouth and fell silent Tears. At that time, I didn’t know what a prostitute was, but when I saw her crying, I felt that I had hurt her. So the next time someone called me a bastard, I would fight with them. But whether I win or not If I lose, she will always beat me when I go back, and educate me not to fight with others. Every time she hits me with a thin stick, I look down on her in my heart, think she is cowardly, and only know how to vent my anger on my son. She is bullied wherever she goes with her children as a woman, because we have never had a fixed home. I hated her especially when I was eight years old, and wondered why so many people in the world wanted her to be my mother? Why? Can't I have a gentle and quiet mother? A generous and loving father? A warm and comfortable home? Why do I have to wander all the time, without an end, and suffer from hunger from time to time? Why can't I grow up quickly? I am very Hate her, hate that she shouldn't have given birth to me, but at the same time, I love her very much. Because she is really good to me. Even if she endures starvation, she will definitely chip in to let me go to school. I won’t wrong me! But the better she treats me, the sadder I am. I don’t want her to treat me well at all. I deliberately didn’t study hard and deliberately fought with others. She was very angry and chased me with a stick, saying I didn't become a talent. Later, I ran away from home when I was 13 years old. At that time, I grew taller and could go out to find a job. There was no need for her to help others wash clothes and sew with an oil lamp all night. In order to earn my tuition fees, she would be blinded by doing needlework and staying up late every day. It was also difficult to find laundry jobs. Only when people were half frozen to death in winter, those people would not do their own laundry, so she took some jobs. I know she did everything for my own good, but I still quarreled with her and ran away from home angrily. Because she said I was not his son. When she said this, tears of anger came out... "

"But I never doubted that I was her biological son, because I knew that even my own mother would not treat me so well. I was very angry, and I walked for two miles. My feet were blistered and I didn't feel it. Slow down Slowly, I regretted it, thinking that I was so angry and said so many ugly words just now, she must have collapsed on the bed and cried, so I wanted to go back and apologize to her. But when I thought of her cold, red and swollen hands, I held them tightly With both hands, move forward firmly. When I grow up, I must earn a lot of money to come back and be filial to her, so that she will never suffer again! Maybe it is a kind of attraction of fate. I joined the army and was promoted because of my good performance. As a bodyguard. I have always wanted to show myself, so when the assassin attacked, I could dodge it, but I deliberately used my back to block the sword for the emperor. At that time, I was 16 years old, and when I grew up to 16 years, I didn’t know my own strength. There is a crescent moon mark on the back. I found out later that the crescent moon mark is unique to the royal family of the Chu Kingdom. Since the Chu Kingdom, there have been very few imperial heirs, so the emperor took a look and said that I was his son. Because he is 50 I'm old, and I haven't become a prince yet. I feel inexplicable, like a dream, and I have attracted thousands of people's attention overnight. In order to stop the mouths of other adults, the emperor asked me to take him to find my mother. Then At that time, the emperor was dressed in casual clothes, and my mother had never seen any high-ranking officials in her life, so when she saw the emperor and knelt down, I knew that I was really... not her son!"

"I asked her, I'm not your son, why do you treat me so well? She just said, this is the responsibility. She promised someone else! The emperor took her into the palace to be my nurse in name Firstly, I was busy being a prince and learning all kinds of things, secondly, I blamed her in my heart, thinking that she should not hide it from me, so I never went to see her. At that time, I didn’t know how dangerous the harem was, because it was only me A prince, so it is inevitable for me to be the prince. Those women in the harem couldn't find a son, so they flattered me instead, thinking that if I became the emperor and made one of them the queen mother, then their life would be worry-free. Because if you can’t be the empress dowager, you have to be buried with the emperor! Just after I became the prince, she had many accidents. One time she stole the emperor’s favorite concubine’s bracelet. Persuaded me to marry someone else's daughter. Another time was bullying the maid, which made the maid come to me crying and complained. The first time, I was just skeptical, but all the concubines testified against her, and I couldn't help. The second time I turned around disappointed. The third time I was so angry that I drove her out of the palace like that. When she left, she didn't say anything, didn't cry, just turned around silently and packed her things. After she left, all I could think of were the poor days we spent together. She collapsed in front of me from starvation, she knelt on the ground and begged people to take me into a private school, she dozed off with a lamp on and helped me. The appearance of making clothes, and when the emperor asked her to enter the palace, she said that she was used to the life outside and didn't want to live in the palace. In the end, she was forced to enter the palace by the emperor's decree. This is so good, how could it be What about that kind of money-greedy and bully person? I suppressed the urge to get her back, checked everything, and found out that she was framed. The maid was not injured by her at all, but I didn't even ask Asking would hurt her. I felt ashamed to see her, so I inquired about her, and after I knew where she lived, I sent someone to take care of her. After I became emperor, I went to take her into the palace and promised her, It will never happen again. When I stand on top of the world, all I want is for her to stand by my side and share all the good things with me. I thought the same way when I was a child, regardless of myself How bitter it is, I must give her all the good things, that is almost my lifelong wish. But no matter how sincere I say, she always rejects me. I ordered her like my father, and she said , Your Majesty, the woman resisted the decree, you beheaded the woman! I had no choice but to leave her. After that, every year, I invited her to live with me in the palace, but she refused me and didn't talk to me much. , in short, very indifferent!"

(End of this chapter)