Phoenix Knot: Butterfly Dance

Chapter 202

She wants me to kill him, but I can't do it, I can't do it; this is doom...I can't escape after all...I love you so much...but you...you...there is no place for me in this world Alright.

She is full of guilt, and I don't need her guilt. I once said that in this life, I have no regrets.

I really like you very much.

I tried my best in my life. At this moment, my smile is like a flower. This is the last warm smile in my life. I swear; The way back.

I heard her call my baby name, Liangshui.

So what if I smile like a flower, there is no one I love in this world, and I am ashes to ashes, dust to dust.

I came to the courtyard where Cheng Jin lived alone. There was melodious piano sound, poignant and melodious, and sometimes sad singing.

I laugh at me crazy, the dream of the world of mortals is over, the thin fate of love is empty words, and it is a dream to return to the previous life....
No one knows my thoughts, I always die like this, but how painful it is to live, who can understand my mood at the moment; I can't love, I can't wait, the irony of love, I hate it deeply.

In the days to come, Lie Shengge will always be by my side, no matter where I go, there is always his figure; I try my best to make me smile, I don't know, but does he know how embarrassing it is for me to smile at him .

Puyang is a beautiful place, and it was very beautiful to settle here; I watched Die Che and Jian Xuan get along with each other, they were really a perfect match, and now only Lie Shengge is by my side.

They are so loving, my heart is like a knife, Gong Dieche, I will not kill you, I will curse you!Life after life, you will never get a happy marriage!Life after life, I can't stay with the one I love!

I left them, and it was Lie Shengge who kept chasing after me, he hugged me and whispered softly, Cheng Jin, let me watch over you.

If there is only one person in this world who treats me sincerely, besides Yifu, he is the only one, and he is the only one.

But I can't stay by his side, Brother Lie, you know me, I really fell in love with a woman, I can't wait, I can't kill her, this is the shame of my life, no matter how hard it is to erase.

Brother Lie, do you know?If possible, I would choose to love you, but now I must leave, forgive me.

He knows everything, he holds a love flower; it is a love flower, I have only seen it once in my life, it is unparalleled in the world, beautiful and moving, a love flower, a flower blooms with two leaves, and the stalks grow together, the flower dies and leaves never fall , live forever.

He put the last flower in my bun, he said, you go, if you are tired, remember that I am still here to guard you.

I will always remember and never forget.

Goodbye, Brother Lie.

In the hinterland of Yan, I wanted to defect to Murong Jing and conquer Dalian together with him, just for my own selfish desire; a month later, I didn't think about it, the love is so lingering, it finally made me crazy, and I was no longer the city Jin I used to be.

So what about madness, for the rest of my life, there will be no demons in my heart, and I will be able to live in peace for the rest of my life; fire and rain will rain down day by day, destroying the sky and destroying the earth, no matter how crazy I am, my heart is clear, such a catastrophe, this catastrophe is inevitable .

At that moment, my heart seemed to be like a mirror again. I seemed to be able to see, to see my own heart, to the former Zi Che, to the present Die Che, to the Lie Shengge that was in my heart; I saw Brother Lie on the verge of life and death. The last sentence: in my life...the only regret...is her...

(End of this chapter)