Allure Evil Phoenix

Chapter 239 Half Love, Half Hate

Three and a half years ago, before Shangguan Youlan fell into a coma, something must have happened.Although she didn't know what it was.

Because when Shangguan Youlan just woke up, she clearly said that she was obviously dead, but why is she still alive?

What she said was why she was still alive, not why she was still alive.It's just a word difference, but the meaning is very different.She didn't want to come back to life, just like three years ago.

She even suspected that Feng Qianxue was sent by Bai Wuhua to take away the Xuanming Purple Crystal from her body.

They have a past, and, sentimental or not, it's not going to be a happy past.

As for why Feng Qianxue felt that Shangguan Youlan liked Bai Wuhua, it was because, only when she looked at Bai Wuhua, Shangguan Youlan's eyes were not only lifeless and cold.

Shangguan Youlan looked at Feng Qianxue, his lifeless eyes gradually changed.She looked at Bai Wuhua, her voice softened a little: "In this illusion, what will he encounter?"

"The direction of the heart." Feng Qianxue was suddenly a little stunned, what is the direction of the heart?

Could it be that Jun Mohui is what her heart desires?

Feng Qianxue turned her head and looked at Jun Mohui who had been standing beside her. The man stood beside her like a patron saint. Although his face was serious and resolute, he was always guarding her and protecting her.

Such Jun Mohui turned out to be what her heart wanted.

Feeling the girl's gaze, Jun Mo lowered his head slightly, and looked over, but saw that there was, gentleness in the girl's dark and clear eyes?
It doesn't seem appropriate to say it's gentle, the kind that people can't help but have the urge to hold her in their arms as soon as they see it.Like a gentle emotion, Jun Mohui didn't know what to call it.

It's just the look in the girl's eyes that makes his heart tremble.

"Where is the heart?" Shangguan Youlan suddenly laughed softly.

She was just laughing softly at first, but later, she laughed out loud, and her voice became louder and louder. The whole person seemed to be going crazy, laughing louder and louder, and even burst into tears.

Where do you want to go?Could it be that she still doesn't know what his heart desires?

But if the original choice was not what he wanted, he might have no choice but to, maybe...

Shangguan Youlan didn't dare to think about it any longer. If she continued to think about it, she would definitely look forward to him again. In exchange, she might be abandoned again, and then she would have nothing to love, and her heart would be full of pain.

In fact, even now, if she is alive, what else can she love?

Now that I can wake up again, maybe I can try again?Shangguan Youlan gradually calmed down, she raised her hand, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, regained her calm and cold look, and looked at Feng Qianxue: "Can I enter your illusion together?"

"What?" Feng Qianxue was surprised and thought she had heard wrong, so she subconsciously asked.

"Since it's what I want, I want to be by his side, I think..." Shangguan Youlan paused, and then said: "I think, choose with him, no matter what he chooses, I just think..."

I just feel that maybe he will choose her.

But how likely is this to happen?
For the first time, he didn't choose her. After three years, would he change his mind?
"Are you sure?" Feng Qianxue didn't expect Shangguan Youlan's temperament to be so fierce.

In fact, she can see Bai Wuhua's choice outside the illusion, at least she can stay out of it, even if Bai Wuhua really didn't choose her, at least she won't experience that pain again.

However, she would rather throw herself into it, would rather get hurt again, and have to be with him.

"There are happy days between me and him. If he made the same choice as three years ago, at least..." Shangguan Youlan paused, as if thinking of such a possibility, his face became paler : "At least, I can relive those happy years again."

If it is really completely ruthless, where is there still nostalgia?

Fear only fear, half love, half hate.

At that time, I will be entangled in the question of whether to love or not to love.

There is love between Shangguan Youlan and Bai Wuhua, but this love is disturbed by too many outside world, so this love is not so pure.

It is also because of this that Shangguan Youlan is always unwilling to give up, even if he died once, he still refuses to give up.

She knew too well that it wasn't that Bai Wuhua didn't love her, he just loved fame, wealth and power more than her.

Inside the cave, in the illusion, the three of them stood there, none of them said a word, and the air was unbearably heavy.

Feng Qianxue stared straight at Shangguan Youlan, and after a long time, she said solemnly: "Do you really want to go in?"

"Yes, I want to go in." Shangguan Youlan nodded with a firm attitude.

"Okay, I'll let you in." Feng Qianxue used her thoughts to control the Xuanming Mojing, supported by her cultivation, and her spiritual power urged the scarlet crystal soul.

Shangguan Youlan was surrounded by red mist, gradually, her whole body became illusory,
In the cave, the air seemed to be condensed into substance, and the powerful spiritual power swirled, gradually turning into a vortex. In the next moment, Shangguan Youlan disappeared, but in the illusion in the air, there was more Shangguan Youlan.

In the fantasy realm, they were obviously at a loss, not understanding why they appeared there, the familiar yet strange four years ago.

As if I have experienced it before, the scene after scene is whirling, and the fragments are like broken glass, which cannot always be pieced together.

Therefore, for such an experience, they will attribute such fragments of deja vu and experience to dreams.

Perhaps, it is because of dreaming that there is such a familiar feeling.

Four years ago, she was still icy cold, but this kind of cold was like the snow lotus on the Tianshan Mountain, high above and out of reach.

In her eyes, there is no unlovely life, and there is no flash of sadness and despair in her eyes.

She has no friends, she is a genius, and everyone worships and respects her, but no one will be friends with her, let alone love her.

No one will love her, no man can bear to live like a slave in front of his wife.

Although she is extremely talented, she is very lonely. Although she looks very proud, deep down in her heart, she longs for friendship, family affection, and even love.

However, everyone respects her and is afraid of her, but no one is really willing to say a word from her heart.

This situation became more and more serious as her cultivation became higher and higher.

So, she began to get used to being alone, practicing martial arts alone, eating alone, and talking to herself.

(End of this chapter)