This mountain is mine

Chapter 147 No Use Value

Yu Miaomiao was restrained, the pain came from her shoulder, she struggled twice, looked up at Zhao Man.

Perhaps the desolation in his eyes was too strong, or it was too different from usual, he was obviously a hard and indifferent person, but at this moment he was full of weakness, with just one glance, Yu Miaomiao was caught by these eyes, He didn't move away, and even struggled with much less strength.

Zhao Man just looked at her like this, seeing that her eyes were red, and his two sword eyebrows almost formed a straight line.

Her thin lips parted slightly, her voice was deep and deep, sighing every word.

"Miaomiao...you tell me that you can get through it...you are not lacking in your determination, you can think of other things in your heart, you can think of anything, and you can transfer these pains...you think about me, you think about me, you are crazy Now, who will love me, who will accompany me! There will be countless days in the future, don't you want to stay with me soberly?"

Yu Miaomiao saw his thin lips opening and closing, and his eyes were a little dazed.

The expression on Zhao Man's face became more and more gloomy, "Miaomiao, do you still know me? You look at me and answer me, who am I? Am I the one you can forget when you feel sad? Tell me, and you will be more careful. There is no concern, so you can go crazy with peace of mind, leaving me alone?"

"Or am I nothing in your heart? I have no wife and no children, and I am lonely and helpless, and I don't deserve your pity and intolerance. You have never planned to spend my whole life with me. No matter how desolate I am in the future, I can't compare it to you." Fighting with bugs is nothing compared to bloody anger, and you have never had anything in your heart, so, is it useless for me to beg you?"

Yu Miaomiao didn't speak, just stared at Zhao Man in a daze, his tone became colder as he spoke to the end, like the north wind with ice scum in the twelfth lunar month of winter.

Yu Miaomiao couldn't hear what he said at all, only the indifferent and desolate questioning voice, like ice picks, kept hitting her ears, it was still like a beast raging in her blood in her body, but she felt cold all over.

It shouldn't be like this, it shouldn't be talking to her in such a cold tone, although he is tough, but he is getting better day by day, sometimes scolding her, or gossiping with her, and also when he is emotional, he will keep talking to her. Calling her name, or harsh, or slow, or bewitching, but there is no such coldness.

Dong Li was also standing not far from them, and he could hear the voice clearly, the more distinct, the colder his heart felt.

Similarly, she also thought the same as Yu Miaomiao, it shouldn't be like this!

Dongli knew Zhao Man when he was young, and he traveled between Bianjing and Beidi for so many years. Although he didn't get along with Zhao Man much, there were always a few times every year.

She has seen Zhao Man's killing appearance, his indifferent and restrained appearance, his decisive appearance, and his calm appearance at the critical moment of life and death. She has also seen his adoptive father Qin Zhen when he accidentally smiled. ... It's just that I have never seen such a Zhao Man.

Dongli looked a little crazy.

"If you want to vent, I'll give you this whip. I'll stand here, and you can whip it as you like. Yu Miaomiao, you and I are a husband and wife that were originally not what you wanted, but due to the situation, you already want to vent your anger."

As Zhao Man said, he really let go, put the whip with the cold light in Yu Miaomiao's hand, stood straight in front of her, and looked at her.

She looked up at Zhao Man with a condensed face, and saw that one side of his face was slightly swollen, and the coldness and alienation in his eyes hurt her eyes like needles, making her heart ache.

Those eyebrows and eyes that gradually became humane and smiling are definitely not what they are in front of him. What did she do, he became the same as before, is he going to treat her coldly again!
Yu Miaomiao lowered her head and looked at the long whip in her hand. Even in the dim light, a flash of light could be seen, carrying a chill.As soon as she let go, she let the whip fall to the ground, what did she want this whip for!
She jumped forward suddenly, and her fists hit Zhao Man's chest like raindrops.

"Zhao Man, you bastard, how could you treat me like this, you dragged me to die, and I also stayed, if I want to run, can I really not run away?
Why should I stay here and be treated coldly by your cold words? I love you and treat you wholeheartedly. You have so many people in your heart. Do I care about you?It doesn't matter if you don't talk to me, but you still stab me in a strange way, I just want to vent my anger, I have a cold face every day, and I don't owe you..."

As Yu Miaomiao said, she withdrew her fist and pushed forward hard. Zhao Man remained motionless, only stretched out her arms, and hugged her tightly.

Suddenly there was a pain in the neck, but it was bitten off by Zhao Man, which was hot and stabbing.

Yu Miaomiao struggled a few times and beat him on the back, but he didn't let go, even if he tried to bite or scratch him, he just slid his arms down, pinched the flesh around his waist, and twisted hard.

Only then did Zhao Man let go, and only whispered in her ear: "Miaomiao, if you want to vent your anger, just pinch me! If you want to run away, you can't run away. You care about me, and you can talk to me. You don't owe me, I owe you, I don't let go, I need you, I need you to accompany..."

He is a poor soul with poor feelings. When he hadn't experienced feelings before, it didn't matter if he was alone, but Yu Miaomiao's care and treatment gave him a taste of the sweetness of feelings. He was reluctant to let go. This is the situation he is facing now.

Zhao Man has never said such a thing to Yu Miaomiao, and of course those Yu Miaomiao just now didn't hear it either.

Yu Miaomiao has always known that his thoughts are not delicate, that what he did was not as good as he expected, and that he is not a caring person at all.

But he must have a heart, he treats her as a real wife, and treats her differently from other women, just like Dongli, he can't even remember her appearance, although his way of expression is similar to hers What you want is different, but you can also feel it from his words and deeds.

Yu Miaomiao never suspected that Zhao Man treated her differently.

She thought that this was enough, and she couldn't ask too much for a low EQ like Zhao Man, as long as they were different, she would support her.

Only now did she realize that she also cared. She cared so much because she was his wife. As long as she was his wife, he would do the same?Or is it just because of her?
These concerns are hidden deep in her heart, and she has never discovered them herself.

Now hearing Zhao Man's words, her heart softened, as if a clear spring flowed from her heart, washing her limbs, internal organs, all anger and grievances disappeared without a trace.

The hand pinching his waist suddenly loosened, the redness in her eyes faded, and her tense body softened, only then did she realize that her arms and legs were sore for a while, as if she had run a marathon.

"Zhao Man, Qilang..." Yu Miaomiao sighed softly.

"Ok?"

"You strangled me."

Zhao Man loosened his grip, but he still didn't let go of her.Yu Miaomiao sighed and buried her face in his chest.

The stars are like clear water, the summer wind has no trace, and the words of the heart are all condensed into a heartbeat that agrees with each other.

In the hustle and bustle of the world of mortals, you have to be alone. Suffering is also the quietness of the years. I don’t know whose heart suddenly blooms bright flowers, brighter than the stars in the sky, and gentler than the night wind.

Dongli froze in place a long time ago, and for the first time felt that he was very redundant. In the night, the pair of hugging men and women, one with low eyebrows, one with downcast eyes, seemed to be unable to get in.

The wind swayed slightly, and the woman in the clear green shirt already had water on her face, "Heh—" she lowered her head and let out a low laugh, feeling like she was a joke.She never got it, so how could she lose it?

The figure moved slightly, and a black gold whip on the ground also disappeared. No one knew when it came, and no one noticed when it left.

After a long time, I only heard a soft voice in the mountains, "Zhao Man, my limbs are exhausted, it hurts so much."

A voice replied coolly: "When you hit me, you used all your strength."

"...you almost crushed my shoulder too."

The wind blows the fine human voice, who can say that the spring breeze is only passionate?There are times when Xia Feng is intoxicating.

"Are you still uncomfortable?" asked in a slightly cold voice, with imperceptible tension and worry.

The delicate woman replied: "No more...does your face still hurt?"

"pain."

"sorry."

"I don't forgive you."

"..."

When Yu Miaomiao got up the next day, it was already high in the sun, Zhao Man had woken up early, and the bed was no longer warm, she got up from the bed, her arms and legs were still sore, she rubbed her head, and then suddenly remembered , Yan and Shi are going to Beijing, and at this hour, they must have already set off.

After hurriedly washing up and coming out, the front yard was also very quiet, only the occasional coughing of Zhou Xiuwu could be heard from the ear room, and the rest of the people didn't know where to go.

She was about to ask Zhou Xiuwu, when suddenly there was a creaking sound of the door opening behind her.

When Yu Miaomiao turned around, it turned out to be Dongli.

She still had that indifferent look, seeing Yu Miaomiao, she suddenly said without thinking: "I'm not just a messenger to help him deliver the news, you've seen my skills, I won't cause him any trouble, and Can help him fend off the enemy, how about you? The affairs of your Yu family alone are a big burden! And, last night, needless to say, you also knew how troublesome you were."

In the past half a day, Dongli went to check Yu Miaomiao's identity, and already knew that she was from the Yu family, but she was completely different from the Miao girl she thought.

But when it came to what happened last night, Yu Miaomiao's expression also changed slightly, a little uncomfortable, but recovered quickly.

Yu Miaomiao was neither angry nor angry: "A pigeon can pass a message, whether you help defend the enemy or not, he can repel the enemy." As for her troubles, as long as Zhao Man doesn't care, she will care about what others do.

Last night, Zhao Man also briefly mentioned to her that she has Gu worms in her body, as long as she has a strong heart and can resist the discomfort, the symptoms will gradually disappear.This Yu Miaomiao is sure that she can overcome it.

As for the fact that Zhao Man saw that she was extremely sleepy, he didn't go into details, and only said that he would tell her slowly in the future.

Dongli snorted coldly, but thought in his heart, Zhao Man must think like Yu Miaomiao, so he has no impression of her, right?Is she just a pigeon?
But she didn't show it on her face, she looked at Yu Miaomiao once, and deliberately added trouble to Yu Miaomiao: "I heard that you are very good at farming, he just needs food and grass to use you. How can a person like him fall in love with you?"

"It's not terrible to use, but I'm afraid it's not even worth using." Yu Miaomiao looked at Dong Li unceremoniously, with obvious meaning.

Dongli's chest was heaving and unsteady, seeing Yu Miaomiao's smiling face, she let out a low sigh of self-mockery: "What am I doing..."

Losing her expression, she suddenly turned to Yu Miaomiao and said, "Leave those people who came to Fangling City to me, and I will lure them out. My lord, don't worry, Dongli will leave. My lord, take care."

(End of this chapter)