This mountain is mine

Chapter 277 When He Really Died

When Li Sijin returned to Li's house that day, Yu Miaomiao and the children had already left without even saying hello.

Knowing that Zhao Man was back, Li Sijin knew that Zhao Man must have taken him away, and it was no wonder that Zhao Man would greet him.

This is true.

Even now that Li Sijin came to the door, Zhao Man didn't want to talk to him, and let him go directly. They didn't have any friendship at all. Miaomiao helped him, and he protected Miaomiao in the Bianjing change. Come back, it's all cleared up, so what's the point of posting it now?
Li Sijin didn't intend to come to find Zhao Man and Miaomiao again, he didn't want to see other people stimulating him in pairs.

But after more than a month, I learned that Zhao Man was still nesting in Yingtian Mansion at this juncture and did not do anything. The Yang family also did not leave Yingtian Mansion. It was the time when the spring breeze was proud, but the child's full moon wine was not served, and the silence was unbelievable.

Li Sijin felt that something was wrong, took the letter Yu Miaomiao left him and read it several times, and then found it again, so he came to have a look.

Zhao Man wants to drive him away?Think beautifully.

He comes whenever he wants, and when he should leave, he will leave naturally.

And old man Lan, someone let Li Sijin in.

The dullness in this room does not seem like there are three children, Li Sijin's brows sank in the joyous reunion.

"I plan to go for a walk outside, and I won't be back in a short time. What about Miaomiao and the children? I promised to fly a kite with her that year, but I haven't found a chance. Now the season is just right, and I've done it. I'm done here too."

Mr. Lan shook his head, and did not answer his words, but said: "You should avoid it, you have offended many people, showed your face in Fangling, and burned Qingcheng Walled. Someone came up with the idea to release the emperor and Jurchen emperor from the city?"

As for other things, such as killing Zhu's family and following Miaomiao all the way from Fangling to Bianjing, I don't know how many things they have done. How many enemies were erected.

Even the Li family can't protect them sometimes, not to mention, Li Sijin has unilaterally severed ties with the Li family.

Fortunately, he still has the courage to wander around, don't think that with some talent and fame, he can be lawless.

Old man Lan lamented that young people nowadays really don't have to worry about it.

Zhao Man rebelled, because he had soldiers, and besides, he was a barefoot man who was not afraid of wearing shoes. As today, how to protect yourself?

Li Sijin heard the old man Lan's words, but couldn't hear the concern in it, so he just smiled slightly: "The boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge, so grandpa doesn't have to worry about me."

The old man said seriously: "Why don't we go to Bozhou for a short stay? We're going back too."

Just before the Dragon Boat Festival.

Mr. Lan didn't say anything about asking him to fool around with Zhao Man, let alone telling him to go to the North to hide for a while. Even death will not submit to Zhao Man.

After a moment of stagnation, the old man added: "Take Miaomiao back to Bozhou."

Even if he went to Bozhou, Li Sijin shook his head and didn't say much. Seeing his attitude, Mr. Lan didn't ask any more questions.

Only take him to the most secluded courtyard.

The further you go in, the stronger the smell of medicine, Li Sijin frowned: "Grandpa?"

"Go and see Miaomiao, then go, I won't keep you either."

Li Sijin didn't ask any more questions, turned a few turns, and saw the brightly lit room, which was quiet.

The door was ajar, and old man Lan didn't knock on the door, just pushed it open.

When Li Sijin saw Zhao Man for the first time, there was no difference in his eyes about what Zhao Man had become, and he couldn't notice these "subtle" changes.

At the second glance, he looked past Zhao Man and saw a bed, and there was a person lying on the bed.

He narrowed his eyes and heard Zhao Man ask coldly, "What are you doing here?"

Li Sijin's eyes fell on the bed, and after a distance, the candlelight kept flickering again, so he couldn't see whether the person on the bed was pierced with silver needles.

"Meow meow her..."

Zhao Man glanced back quickly, and said impatiently: "Go away after reading."

As he said that, he was about to close the door, and he didn't want to talk nonsense with Li Sijin.

Li Sijin pushed against the door with all his strength, how could he compare with Zhao Man in terms of strength, the door was trembling, he was almost thrown out, the old man coughed, Zhao Man could only let go, Li Sijin asked calmly: " what happened?"

Zhao Man's face darkened, and Mr. Lan said a few words concisely.

Li Sijin was speechless for a while, as if he had been hit with a dull hammer.

Only then did I understand the meaning of the letter Yu Miaomiao left him, asking him to send the child to Bozhou, please take care of him in the future.

I don't know if Miaomiao has made plans a long time ago, but she didn't mention it to him before giving birth. During her delivery, she encountered such a critical situation and he was not around. Even after she gave birth, she also kept it from him. He didn't notice it at all.

After recovering from self-blame, shock, sadness, and all kinds of uncomfortable complex emotions, Li Sijin said to Zhao Man: "You escaped very well, and you couldn't even find a chance to pass the news to Miaomiao, Lord Li , are you still satisfied with Miaomiao's performance after knowing the news of your death?"

He deceived everyone, he, Zhao Man, flattened the Northland.

But if Miaomiao knew the news that Zhao Man was still alive, she would not want to avenge him crazily. If she stayed in Fangling, there would be no such things as Zhao Chi, Li Yi, Tang Kuo, etc. If there is a serious loss of vitality after childbirth, there will be no poisonous gas attacking the heart, half dead.

Li Sijin's words were indifferent, without any ups and downs, but it opened Zhao Man's scar like a knife, and then sprinkled a handful of salt fiercely, piercing his heart.

Li Sijin felt uncomfortable, and he thought there must be some reason why he could not be trusted by Miaomiao. If he hadn't insisted on sending her away from Bianjing, if he could find a way to avenge her, even if he mentioned it a little, she wouldn't have to. If I face it alone, the situation will always be much better than it is now.

He knew that Zhao Man was not feeling well, so he wanted to make him feel even more sad.

How could Zhao Man get something for nothing?Where is he better than himself?

Even if Li Sijin met Miaomiao early, it was useless, but what about Zhao Man, shouldn't someone like Zhao Man be even more hopeless?It's all because of Gu poison, but why did Zhao Man and Miao Miao become husband and wife!

He was angry, envious and unwilling.

Zhao Man was digging at the door, and the solid wood was almost torn off by him. He froze and stopped looking at Li Sijin's mocking face. Why didn't he know this?
He regretted it, and he regretted it all the time.Needless to say, he was so regretful that his intestines were green.

Relying on Miaomiao's Gu worm, he thought that she must know that he was alive, and he never sent her a single word. He had a lot to say, and he just wanted to say it himself.

Later, the Gu worm died, and he was in the desert again. At the critical moment, Tang Kuo went south, and the north was empty. He wanted to suppress the north in one go, but he didn't dare to reveal the news that he was alive, for fear of missing the plan.

Are you satisfied with Miaomiao's performance?

Are you satisfied?
Are you satisfied?
Li Sijin's words kept circling in his mind, Li Sijin didn't know when he left, but Zhao Man fell into this problem like a demon, pulling his hair in pain.

He should be satisfied. If he really dies, Miaomiao pities him, loves him, understands him, helps him fulfill his wish, and avenges him. Even if he dies without a whole body, he will be able to smile Jiuquan, there is nothing I can't let go of.

But he was not satisfied, he didn't die... This is not the result he wanted!He didn't know it would be like this. Except for the war, he was as careful as dust, and he couldn't take care of other things. If he wasn't in a hurry to go to the north, he shouldn't have forgotten about not letting her conceive. Without this, he wouldn't be what he is now up.If he delivered the letter, she would be at ease, it would be different!How could he not find a safe channel to deliver the letter?
Zhao Man was insane, his eyes were red, and he looked at Yu Miaomiao who was motionless on the bed in pain.

"Miaomiao."

For a moment, he wished that he was really dead, and then he would take her with him, so that she would be free, so he really smiled at Jiuquan.

But even if he died, Miaomiao wouldn't want him anymore. A person like him, who has committed so many murders, doesn't know if there will be a next life, so he is not reconciled.

He thought like a bachelor, this life has been like this anyway, he has never given Miaomiao fairness, he owes everything he owes, he doesn't worry about debts!It doesn't matter if there is more money, Miaomiao has seen through him a long time ago, and she will definitely see him walking around in the future. He has been dragging her and relying on her all his life, and will not let go.

Zhao Man tortured himself, he didn't sleep all night, even if he didn't sleep for a few days before, he could bear it, but now, since he came back from the Northland, he has never been safe again, even if he is really hard , and couldn't bear it, it rained all night, the old wounds and new wounds on his body were in pain, desperate, but they didn't stop for a moment, and his face was also a little ugly.

When he saw Li Sijin again, his complexion became even worse.

Li Sijin glanced at him coldly, turned his head and talked to Mr. Lan: "Grandpa is going back to Bozhou, and Sijin will give you a ride. Miaomiao wrote me a letter a month ago, asking me to send my two children back. Since I With her entrustment, it is natural to finish this matter."

After all, he took the letter and showed it to Mr. Lan.

Old man Lan naturally responded to everything, is this a problem?

The Yang family father and son have nothing to do.

Zhao Man glanced at the letter, feeling like a knife was twisting his heart. He could imagine what kind of mood Miaomiao was in to entrust Gu to Li Sijin.

He didn't have the strength to refute and refuse.

Li Sijin followed him back to Bozhou, and he saw the knife that Yang Yuan was carrying. This was the first time Li Sijin saw this child.Looking at him with eyes like Zhao Manxiao, he took a jade pendant from his waist and gave it to him.

The net on the jade pendant was woven with colorful silk threads, and it was in the shape of a carp, which immediately attracted Xiaodao's attention.

Li Sijin patted his head and said: "Miao Miao asked me to take care of the knife and let him follow the path of a scribe... When I send the two little ones to Bozhou, can I take the knife away? What I have learned all my life willing to give it to him.”

This was said to the Yang family father and son.

Yu Miaomiao's letter asked him to tell the Yang family and his son about it.

He deliberately left Zhao Man aside, and when he died, according to Miaomiao's letter, he thought that both parents of the children had died, and he was looking for a way out for the children.

Before Yang's father and son refused, Zhao Man grabbed a knife and got into Yu Miaomiao's carriage. Someone robbed him of his son, and he saw that what Li Sijin said was true.

He doesn't feel bad for Li Sijin snatching the knife. What makes him uncomfortable is that Miaomiao knows his expectations for the knife. The son will inherit his father's business. Even if he dies, Yang Xun will teach him. She asks Li Sijin to let his son learn from Li Sijin Like a piece of brocade, wanton and happy, heartless.

She did everything for him, but she went against his will in this matter. She didn't want Xiaodao to be like him.Live as wantonly as Li Sijin, he doesn't know whether it is good or not.

In March of Yangchun, he seemed to be still in the Northland, feeling deeply uncomfortable.

Li Sijin looked away flatly.

Because of the flooding of the Huaihe River and the sudden increase of refugees, the road was not peaceful.

(End of this chapter)