madam, your vest is off

Chapter 195 I wish you happiness
Wen Yuanzhou continued to work as if he didn't know anything, but his heart seemed to be stuffed into a mess, which made him very irritable.

While working, he kept an eye on the time from the corner of his eye.

I thought in my heart, will that woman leave?Or will it be waiting below?
Suddenly came to his senses, another curse.

Why did I start thinking about her again?What about her, whether she is waiting below or leaving, what does it have to do with me?

They had already agreed that they would never see each other again, and they were strangers to each other. He had already made sacrifices to forget the shadow she left behind, so how could she still dare to come to see him?
Such a woman has already lost the value of meeting him, and meeting her is just a waste of time.

Mr. Wen silently reassured himself from the bottom of his heart.

However it didn't help.

Mr. Wen, who had just given himself a reassurance, began to fidget again after a while.

He endured and endured, and finally dialed the internal number: "Let her come up, I only give her 5 minutes."

……

Su Xinran has been waiting below for a long, long time, even a little drowsy.

She doesn't blame him for being so unfeeling to her, after all, she has always owed him, and she broke the agreement to come to him.

He already has a girlfriend now, so he doesn't want to bother with her even more.

I rushed to take the photo, so no matter what kind of treatment she had to bear.

She thought she wouldn't see Wen Yuanzhou until he passed the hall after get off work, but she didn't expect him to let her go up.

Su Xinran happily rubbed her tired eyes, trying to wake herself up, the girl at the front desk who rushed to call her smiled, then got up and left the sofa to go to the elevator.

The girl at the front desk looked at her back and sighed silently.

……

Su Xinran walked to the door of the office, hesitating whether to knock or not.

She was still a little afraid to face him.

Especially for him who has no friendship with her now and is extremely indifferent to her.

Su Xinran closed her eyes and took a deep breath, then slowly reached out and knocked on the office door.

Anyway, at least... let her convey to him all the things she was hiding, all her apologies and emotions.

"Come in." Wen Yuanzhou's cold voice penetrated the door and reached her ears.

Su Xinran cheered herself up, then pushed open the office door and walked in.

Wen Yuanzhou sat on the office chair, looking at her sharply.

There is no emotion in it, only coldness and strangeness.

Su Xinran trembled subconsciously when she saw those eyes, and subconsciously avoided his gaze.

She walked up to him slowly, eyes downcast.

"5 minutes." Wen Yuanzhou said lightly, "18 seconds have passed since you entered the door."

Su Xinran looked up at him in a panic, but saw that he had stopped looking at her, but was staring at the computer in front of him.

Before she came, she had prepared a draft, but now she couldn't say a word.

It made her feel frustrated and anxious.

"1 minute." Wen Yuanzhou raised his eyelids, and hooked the corners of his mouth indifferently, "Miss Su, are you here to waste my time? If you have something to say, there are still 4 minutes. If you want to say , Please express your intention clearly as soon as possible."

"No, I just want to tell you... I..." Su Xinran opened her mouth, but it was like a stuck machine, unable to speak.

In such an atmosphere, under his constant urging, how could it be possible to speak?

"One minute and twenty-six seconds." Wen Yuanzhou said, with impatience in his voice, "Miss Su, if you don't want to talk, please go out."

"No!" Su Xinran said quickly, her voice trembling because of her anxiety, "I, I just came here to... tell you about the past..."

"Miss Su." Wen Yuanzhou interrupted her, "I think there's no need to talk about the past, right? It's not important anymore, not to mention, we're just strangers now, the past is over, people always It’s about living in the moment.”

"I know I can't go back to the past no matter what I say, but I just..." Su Xinran closed her eyes, "There is always a reason for everything, I just want to tell you the reason of the past."

"Things have already happened, and the damage has been done. Do you think there is any use for me to listen to these reasons?" Wen Yuanzhou seemed to have heard some big joke, "Miss Su, you are not a three-year-old, are you?" ?”

"I know, but..." Su Xinran pursed her lips, "Just give me a few minutes, let me make it clear, no matter what the ending is, I will accept it."

"You still have two minutes and 48 seconds." Wen Yuanzhou said.

Su Xinran closed her eyes, trying to calm herself down:

"The night I met you, I really went to the wrong room, which caused what happened that night. I have to apologize for that, but... I really didn't expect that after that night With Koshizawa."

"At that time, I was forced by my father to dress up as a man to get close to your sister. I couldn't be discovered by you, so I could only run away as soon as I woke up."

"I admit that it was a mistake for me to get close to your sister in the first place, but I really have no choice. I really don't want to deceive you or your sister. At that time, I didn't see it through, and I was still living under the control of my father. "

"You are very good to me, and I have always regarded you as a very good friend, but I dare not tell you my father's plan, and I dare not tell you that I am a girl, I am afraid that you will hate me because of it, Get away from me."

"At that time, I was holding such a tangled mentality. I was thinking that it was wrong to lie to you, but I was afraid that you would hate me after you found out. I realized later that I should have told you clearly long ago."

"If at the very beginning, when we were friends with you, I would open my heart and tell you that I am a girl, I am being persecuted, and my father's company is in trouble, and I want to ask you to help. Then, the hurt you have suffered, will it be Will it be smaller?"

"But I also know it's too late to say this now, you already have a new life."

Wen Yuanzhou listened silently, and when he heard this sentence, he suddenly curled the corners of his mouth coldly, wanting to say something.

But Su Xinran smiled wryly, didn't give him a chance to speak, and continued:
"I found out that I was pregnant by accident. After that, the crisis in my father's company was resolved. I thought, I should stay away from you, and don't let you continue to be deceived. But the child is innocent. I am struggling whether to To keep him."

"I originally wanted to destroy it without anyone noticing it, but my father's company suddenly closed down, and my father was going to commit suicide..."

"At that moment, I made the most regrettable choice in my life. I didn't even think of asking you for help. I directly explained my intentions. Instead, I used my child as a bargaining chip to threaten you and ask you for help."

"But please believe that this is not my intention. I really cherish that life, and I really don't want to deceive you and hurt you."

"You know what happened later. For five years, I have been living in regret. When I returned to China by chance, I found that Yue Ze was my child. I couldn't bear to leave him behind. I thought that since they were all back, I would still You have to take good care of him and be by his side."

"I forgot the agreement I made with you before, because I am still a mother after all. I know it's inappropriate to do this, but I just want to be by my child's side..."

"Later you lost your memory. That time was indeed the happiest time in my life. I cherish it. Although I have been lying to you all the time, I... don't regret it. If I do it all over again, I will still choose to give it to you at that time. Child, give you and me a false impression of happiness."

"I admit, I like you. I don't know when it started, but you know, love always comes without warning and without reason. I came to you today just to take my apologies and difficulties and return I will tell you everything on my mind.”

"Even if I'm a liar, I'm still the kind of liar who hurts the enemy a thousand and hurts himself."

"I know it's a joke to tell you now. I've been a joke since I promised my father that I would disguise myself as a man, so I'm not afraid anymore."

"Now that you have a new life and a happy partner, I am very happy and sincerely wish you all. I said this not to ask for anything, but... In short, I wish you happiness."

Su Xinran finished the last sentence with a smile, the corners of her eyes were already red.

Wen Yuanzhou still looked at her coldly, with a mocking smile on his lips.

"Miss Su, you have already exceeded the time limit by 4 minutes." Wen Yuanzhou said, "Then why did you come to me to talk about this this time?"

"Did something happen to your father again? If that's the case, then I'm sorry, I can't help you anymore... It can also be said that I don't want to help you anymore. "

The man sitting on the office chair looked indifferent, with a mocking smile on the corner of his mouth.

Seeing the smile on the corner of the man's mouth, Su Xinran only felt chills in his heart.

It was as if a piece of the heart had been vacated, and suddenly there was a strong wind.

She thought that if she came to him to talk about these things now, she would definitely not get a good face, but she really didn't expect that his thoughts were like this.

How could it be because his father came to him?
Su Xinran opened her mouth, wanting to explain something, but she couldn't say a word.

Wen Yuanzhou looked at her face that suddenly deteriorated, and felt a throbbing pain in his heart.

damn it.

So now I can't even say a harsh word to her, can I?
Wen Yuanzhou gritted his teeth, and tried hard not to reveal his true thoughts. On the surface, he was still cold and calm: "Miss Su, if you finish speaking, you can leave."

"I hope you don't behave like this again, but even if you come to me again, I will let the security guard stop you, and I won't let you step into Wen's again."

Su Xinran tried her best not to cry, her body trembling, she tried her best to smile at him, turned and left without stopping.

(End of this chapter)