madam, your vest is off

Chapter 203 I love him very, very much

"What? What's the matter?" Su Xinran's heart skipped a beat for a while, but on the surface she pretended that nothing happened, and rubbed her shoulder and arm on the other side with her hands, "I'm fine. what."

"Mom, you yourself said that lying is bad." Wen Yueze's round face was serious and serious, but even so, it still gave people a cute feeling.

Su Xinran turned to look at him, Wen Yueze's eyes were serious like never before.

"Yue Ze," Su Xinran sighed, "I don't tell you, I just want you not to worry so much, you are still very young, you just need to live happily."

"But I can't be happy when I see my mother being so preoccupied." Wen Yueze pursed his small mouth and grimaced, "I'm only happy when my mother is happy."

Su Xinran sighed, and reached out to touch his hair.

She knows that Yue Ze is more mature and sensible than children of the same age, but everything has two sides.

On the one hand, his sensibleness makes adults feel relaxed, but on the other hand, he also feels distressed.

"Yue Ze, I just hope you won't be so tired." Su Xinran said.

"Mom, just tell me." Wen Yueze said, "Our teacher said, if you share your happiness, you will have twice the happiness; if you share your sorrows and troubles, you will bear half the sadness and pain Sad."

Su Xinran looked at Wen Yueze's eager eyes, and finally sat up straight in compromise and said, "Okay, then I will talk to Yue Ze."

Seeing her serious appearance, Wen Yueze also sat up straight and looked at her obediently.

Su Xinran patted him on the back and said slowly:

"Do you remember, I told you about my dad?"

Wen Yueze nodded.

"I came back five years later. My father didn't want me to have anything to do with you and him. I thought so too, but who knew I saw you."

"I think it's really predestined. When I started to get in touch with you, I originally thought that I would just be by your side quietly, but I didn't expect that my father would find out."

"At first he didn't agree with anything, but you know, your father has always been a good man. Later, he chose to compromise and let me stay by your side, but he can't have any more contact with him."

"Of course I agreed, so you know what happened later. Something happened to your father later."

"You know, Dad was not at home for a while. In fact, he lived in the hospital at that time. He... got sick and forgot about his mother, and only forgot that bad memory. All he remembers is me in good times."

"His gentleness makes me fall. On the one hand, I think it shouldn't be like this. After all, he will recover from his illness one day. At that time, maybe he will hate me even more. But on the other hand, I think that I can't do it anymore. Stimulate him, get along well with him, and stay with you well."

"I admit that I was a little selfish at that time, and I even wanted to use the care during that time as a redemption. I was struggling alone, and I accepted and adapted to this kind of life alone."

"Because I'm so happy, this is the happiest time in my life of more than 20 years."

"But you also know that now that Dad's illness is cured, he remembers everything, including everything that I have hurt and concealed from him."

"It's like having a beautiful dream. I wake up from the dream, so I have to return to reality after all."

"Dad found out his true heart. He doesn't love mom, so since he doesn't love me, I can't force myself to be with him, right?"

"It's like...you don't like durian. If I force you to eat it, will you be happy? Surely not, right? That's what Dad thinks now. So Mom has to let go and give him the original peace and quiet life."

Su Xinran originally thought that she would cry while talking, but it was only when she said this that she realized that her mood was so calm.

Not a single tear.

Wen Yueze just listened quietly, not knowing what he was thinking.

Su Xinran continued: "I'm sorry Yue Ze, I originally wanted to be by your side for a long time, but now, maybe I need to break my promise."

"I may not be able to be there for you all the time, but I will still visit you regularly, and I'm really sorry."

"Although I don't want to do this, I have to. Because... I want to give myself a chance and time to breathe. I want to go out for a walk, let go of this past, and start a new life."

Su Xinran took a deep breath and let it out slowly, then bent her beautiful smile and turned to look at Wen Yueze: "Yueze, I hope you can understand mom. I will come back to you when mom figured it out. of."

Wen Yueze slowly raised his head to look into her eyes, and suddenly asked a question: "Mom, I just want to ask you a question, do you love Dad?"

The smile on Su Xinran's face froze, she turned her eyes, leaned on the back of the chair, and looked at the huge lamp above her head.

Wen Yueze also obediently waited for her next words, reached out and held her hand.

For a long time.

Su Xinran slowly turned her head to look into his eyes and said, "I love him very, very much."

……

"I said, do we have to go and see Xinran?" Xu Ruoqing looked at Su Yudong who was sitting cross-legged and watching TV.

Su Yudong's body froze, he lowered his head slowly and said, "Go and see what she is doing."

"It's your daughter after all, are you really that cruel?" Xu Ruoqing sighed, "She also helped us a lot, without her, we wouldn't even be able to live like we are now, right?"

"Think about it, now you have thought about it a lot, haven't you? Those bad things are actually all created by yourself."

Perhaps it was because Su Yudong's temper became better after he figured it out, and Xu Ruoqing gradually dared to speak with him on an equal footing.

Anyway, they have spent most of their lives together, not to mention sharing life together now, so they will become stronger after all.

When Su Yudong heard this, he wanted to get angry subconsciously, but after the word "you" was said, there was no more words.

After returning home that day, he thought a lot, kept thinking, thinking about his life and the days after Su Xinran was born.

Yes, he did many things by himself, and Su Xinran was the one who wiped his ass, and the one who blocked the gun for him.

However, he was always regarded as incompetent.

Thinking about her being able to endure until now, she is really tolerant enough.

As she said, maybe she did owe him a life and the grace of nurturing, but what happened during that time was enough for her to repay.

Su Yudong raised his head and continued to watch the TV in front of him, although he didn't know what was playing on it.

He opened his mouth, his voice hoarse and slow: "Forget it, it's better not to see her."

"Why?!" Xu Ruoqing looked at him in shock, "Do you know what you're talking about? Do you still think what you did was right?"

"No." Su Yudong said with some difficulty, "I think this is good for her and us. Maybe she doesn't want to see us anymore, after all, we have hurt her so much, and we are so profound."

Xu Ruoqing also closed her eyes, and sighed: "Does it mean that we will never be able to see her again? I am just such a daughter..."

"That's the punishment we deserve." Su Yudong said, "She should have her new life, and we should also have ours."

……

Wen Yueze held Su Xinran's hand tightly: "I know, that's good."

"Why do you say that?" Su Xinran looked at him suspiciously.

"Because, at least I came into this world with love." Wen Yueze narrowed his eyes contentedly, and curled the corners of his mouth.

Su Xinran felt even more uncomfortable when he heard this sentence.

She lowered her eyes, reached out to touch his hair, and lied again: "Well, you came into this world because of love."

At least she still loves him.

Even if his birth was just an accident.

"Does dad know you love him?" Wen Yueze asked again.

"It doesn't matter whether you know it or not." Su Xinran patted his head, "Could it be that if he knows that I love him, the current ending can be changed?"

"That's not necessarily true." Wen Yueze tried his best to pretend to be an unfathomable outsider at the moment, "I suddenly found out that Mom hasn't even told Dad about your feelings."

"...Actually, I explained it to him." Su Xinran sighed, "But when I went to your father's office, I saw a very beautiful girl."

"Dad already has a new life, so we have to support him. Ah... Maybe Dad hasn't told you yet, but I... I can feel that he is very gentle to that girl."

"The way he looked at her was exactly the same as the way he looked at me when he lost his memory."

"So, really, I should let it go."

Wen Yueze's eyes widened in shock: "What? Office? Pretty girl?!"

"Well, do you want to see the photo? She is a female model and she looks very beautiful." Su Xinran said while reaching for the phone in her bag.

"No need for mother." Wen Yueze stopped her movement, "I don't care about that lady, anyway, I will always only have you as my mother in my heart."

Su Xinran hugged him with a smile, and patted his back: "You will like her, and I also want someone to take care of you when I am away."

"I don't want it." Wen Yueze wrinkled his nose, "Mom, I still believe that you and Dad..."

"Children will not know the world of adults." Su Xinran let go of him, stretched out his hand and pinched his nose, "Yue Ze only needs to be well protected, and a happy growth life is enough."

(End of this chapter)