Remarried prosperous concubine

Chapter 3 Numbness

Luo Haitian couldn't remember it, but Ling Xiaoxiao remembered it clearly.

Since when did they become strangers?She remembered it too clearly, because those days were the most painful days in her life, the days when she ruined her love for this man.

In the third month of her pregnancy with this baby, she smelled other women's rouge from him. For the first time, she told herself that she smelled it wrong, but in a month, she could smell it wrong more than a dozen times Chance, then did she smell it wrong?

Her heart was getting colder gradually, but she was not yet in despair, she was still waiting, waiting for this man to give herself an explanation, but he never said it, and would often come back with that faint scent of rouge, lying on the bed. her side.

At this time, she often hated her previous career, a spice blender, and it was the top one. He didn't know that her nose was dozens of times more sensitive than ordinary people.

And when he was six months pregnant, he not only smelled rouge on his body, but also the fragrance after bathing. Her heart was not only cold, but she was tired of this man: this man cheated After leaving him, the promise she made can be broken at will, and he is no longer her lover.

His love is too cold, he is no longer the beloved in her heart, the beautiful promise he gave her to live with her forever, but it took only two years to break it.

Wish to be one-hearted, Baishou will not separate.

This is her request for love, she knows that in this dynasty, it is not an easy task, but she was deeply hurt by love in her previous life, it has become her obsession, she cannot abandon it, she can not Prosperity and wealth, but she must guard a unique sincerity and emotion that cannot be shared.

This is the only thing she wants to insist on. This man and her childhood sweetheart, when she was young, when she faced her mother in this life because of her beautiful concubine, she told Luo Haitian confidently, Her husband was not allowed to take concubines. At that time, she raised this man as her husband's backup candidate.

She has worked hard for more than ten years, she thought her hard work succeeded, he became the only man in the world who could understand her knot, but all of this today, no, when he is full of the fragrance of another woman, They were all mocking her for failing.

Perhaps, she was really too greedy.

One pair for life people!

Perhaps, this is a good wish that the world is infatuated with. Because of its beauty, it has become a legend. In this world, how many people can truly achieve such happiness?
It's ridiculous that she is yearning for such a fickle man, and now she finds out how wrong she is.

That unique sincerity has always been so far away from her, making it seem like she has never been able to touch it.

She used to think that this man was the true meaning of her journey. She was so ecstatic that she finally found her beloved in this life, but she was broken and disillusioned by another woman's smile like a flower.

Ling Xiaoxiao still clearly remembers the time she saw Ms. Huang, she was potbellied, standing alone in the corner, she stood beside him coquettishly, her haggard reflected her beauty, at that moment, she knew, she His world collapsed, because the enthusiasm in his eyes was like wildfire, but the enthusiasm like wildfire was not for her wife, but for the beautiful and beautiful woman beside him.

Ling Xiaoxiao didn't expect that the relationship she guarded with all her heart would be easily crushed by another woman's coquettishness.

She silently withdrew from their world, not because she was cowardly, but because...she was unwilling to beg for the love that had changed: If a man could devote himself to a woman because of guilt and indebtedness, then there would not be so many in this world. Heartbroken woman.

Her pride prevents her from begging for love, and a man who has changed her heart cannot be brought back by begging. At the moment she quits, she only remembers that she is not only Luo Haitian's wife, but also in General Luo's mansion. Mrs. Luo, she is the mother of the baby, and there is a baby she has been looking forward to for a long time in her stomach.

It's not that Ling Xiaoxiao didn't think about reconciliation at the time, but she knew better that a woman who is reconciled to Li can't take away the child in the Celestial Dynasty, even if she is still in her stomach, she will return it after giving birth, The General's Mansion cannot allow blood to be spilled outside.

So she endured, retreated, and gave in, but after she came back that day, she and Luo Haitian slept in separate rooms. She could no longer tolerate a man who had a change of heart lying beside her, and she didn't want to be with anyone else. The best woman shares the same embrace, this is her, she wants to be complete, if not complete, she will just let go: no matter how difficult it is, it will involve bloody pain every time, but she will force herself to let go.

And she was glad that she did it, those painful scars, in the passage of time, in the smiling face of the child, gradually formed calluses and scars, and gradually only numbness remained.

From sleeping in a separate room, to Beibei's birth, to confinement, although it was only four months, although it was not long, it was enough for her to figure out many things.

Ling Xiaoxiao has always been a realistic person. She has always known that love is very important to women, but it is definitely not the only one. Apart from love, there are many things that women should pursue. It is not that she cannot survive without love. woman.

Maybe it's because she doesn't love deeply enough!The same is true for her in her previous life. She lived a very good life under the joint betrayal of her husband and good friends. She was so good that those two people looked at her. It's just that she was not pregnant in her previous life, and she even had a smooth second pregnancy after catching them cheating on her. Today, the divorce agreement was signed.

In this life, she can't be so straightforward, the reality does not allow her to do so.

However, Ling Xiaoxiao has never been a person who compromises easily, and more than four months is enough time for her to find a way out for herself. Since she can't leave this man, and she can't leave the general's mansion, then she must work hard to find a way out for herself. Life is very good in the general's mansion, of course she will never let this man get closer: he is dirty, why bother to stain her?

It is his business that he is willing to be a stallion, but she is not willing to ask him to breed!

(End of this chapter)