i hate i love you

Chapter 4 February 1996, 7

Chapter 4 January 1996, 7

A basketball was hit on the edge of the balcony on the second floor, apparently to attract Xing Kai's attention.

"Xing Kai, come down and play."

"No, I'm reading."

"What are you reading, pornography?!"

"Go away and play! I didn't see that I was busy."

Xing Kai scratched the roots of his hair, and returned to the bedroom with his math textbook in his hand.

As soon as he turned over and lay down beside the bed, he looked at the almost brand-new pile of textbooks beside the bedside table... Strange to say, ever since Xing Yu took the score line as a bet, Xing Kai always flipped through the textbooks unconsciously. The dignity of a stock man is at work, he doesn't want to be looked down upon by women, especially that damn girl Xing Yu, who can't lose to her if he loses to anyone, so his self-esteem forces him to let Xing Yu take a look-brother is not because of caring Your naked body is so desperate. If you want to take it off, I don’t care to look at it!
Xing Kai heard the footsteps going upstairs, hurriedly stuffed the textbook under the pillow, picked up another comic book and displayed it in front of his eyes.

"I'm going to get a cold drink, do you still eat the same kind from last time?" Xing Yu knocked on the door, not intending to go in at all.

"Whatever! Do you ask me such trivial things?!" Xing Kai discovered one thing, as long as he didn't play hooligans on Xing Yu, it would be fine to scold her no matter what.But you can't use swear words, in fact, it's okay to use swear words, and Xing Yu won't talk back, but she put on a bad face, as if someone owed her three hundred dollars.Therefore, in order to maintain a good mood, Xing Kai tried his best not to speak dirty.

The sound of Xing Yu's footsteps disappeared at the corner of the stairs. Living in the high-ranking compound is a bit comfortable. Even if the elders of each household do not go home for a few years, the children can still choose whatever food and drink they want without spending a penny.

After reading for a while, Xing Kai became thirsty. He opened the door and called Xing Yu to deliver a drink. He yelled twice before realizing that she was not in the room.He had no choice but to raise his hooves and go downstairs by himself.

He took a can of iced drinks from the refrigerator, and walked to the door of the house while buckling the ring. He heard that the courtyard next door was very lively. He glanced around and saw a few children in the courtyard playing poker and reading too many textbooks. He got a headache, so he stood by and tried his best.

At this time, the orderly came pushing the garbage truck and was busy collecting garbage from house to house.

Xing Yu was not at home, and the orderly waited under the sun. Seeing how hot it was, Xing Kai went back to the kitchen to pick up the garbage bags.When he delivered the packed garbage bag to the door, he saw the white sneakers on the ground. These sneakers have been with Xing Yu for more than a year. Her father bought her a famous brand and she didn’t wear them, so she couldn’t put it down. After brushing and scrubbing and washing, her classmates nicknamed her "Princess White Shoes", just to make fun of her.In fact, Xing Kai didn't like to hear it, after all, her surname is "Xing" now.

Thinking of this, Xing Kai kicked the white sneakers out the door and threw them into the garbage truck together with the garbage bag.

The garbage truck over there didn't go far, and Xing Yu came back with a cold drink.When you enter the door, you run to the kitchen first, for fear that the popsicles will melt.

After putting away the cold drink, Xing Yu started to wash the dishes again. After staying in the kitchen for more than half an hour, she returned to the living room with a popsicle in hand.

"Xiao Yu, come out to pick up the express mail." The orderly stood outside the door and greeted.

Xing Yu responded, and when she opened the door, she suddenly found that the white sneakers were gone.

"Bang!" With a sound, Xing Yu angrily pushed open Xing Kai's bedroom door.

Xing Kai was obviously taken aback, and didn't even have time to hide the textbook.

"You are sick!" He bounced up sullenly.

"Where's the sneakers?" Xing Yu's expression was calm, but his voice trembled.

Seeing her slightly red eyes, Xing Kai felt guilty and lay back on the pillow to read comics.

Xing Yusan stepped forward and threw the comic book in his hand on the ground. Xing Kai raised his fist, but found that tears had rolled out of Xing Yu's eyes.

Xing Kai's fist was fixed in the air, and it was the first time he saw her cry, even crying because of a pair of broken sneakers.

Xing Yu wiped the corners of his eyes, spread his hands, and asked, "Where are the sneakers? Where are my white sneakers?!"

Xing Kai couldn't stand her domineering attitude, so he opened her arm and shouted, "Throw it away! A pair of broken shoes are still treasures? What do you want me to throw away?!"

"Where did you throw it, where did you throw it, tell me where you threw it..." Xing Yu clutched his collar and tried his best to control his emotions, his voice trembling even more.

Before Xing Kai could speak, a bolt of lightning struck down from the sky, followed by a pouring thunderstorm.

Xing Kai laid back on his pillow without any haste, mockingly said: "It's raining, and the shoes are scrapping, haha..."

When Xing Yu heard this, he turned around and rushed out the door.

Xing Kai stood on the balcony on the second floor to watch the excitement. He saw Xing Yu squatting in the yard looking through cardboard boxes under the heavy rain for a while, and dragging a large flower pot for a while.Huge drops of rain drenched her body in an instant, but she ran around like crazy.

Xing Kai has never seen her mood fluctuate greatly, and at this moment, she has lost her usual calmness, she is a fifteen or six-year-old girl who has lost her favorite things, and the miserable cry pierces Xing Kai's heart. Gradually, he restrained his smile.

He ran downstairs and grabbed the umbrella at the door, intending to shield her, but the more anxious he was, the more he couldn't open the umbrella.Gritting his teeth and stomping his feet, Xing Kai braved the rain and ran to Xing Yu's side, pulling her wrist, but Xing Yu was sitting on the muddy lawn, motionless.

Xing Kai wiped off the rain all over his face, and paused for a second. He didn't want to drive Xing Yu crazy, but she seemed not far from going crazy.

"You go back to the house first! I'll find it for you." He bent over to resist Xing Yu, but Xing Yu kicked and kicked him.

"You tell me where you threw it, I'll find it myself!" Xing Yu almost collapsed when he thought of the white sneakers lying in a dirty corner.

Seeing that she was like this, Xing Kai dared to confess. He threw Xing Yu on the sofa in the living room. Before she could get up, he hurried back to the gate and locked the door from the outside.

Xing Yu slapped the door panel and kept yelling to let her out.Xing Kai kicked the door panel, and roared: "I said I'll find it for you, so I'll get it back for you, please be quiet, Lao Tzu!"

As he said that, he ran wildly in the pouring rain and ran straight to the duty room.

The orderly told him that because of the hot weather, the garbage collected from each house was sent directly to the garbage dump.

Xing Kai let out a low curse, and after asking which garbage dump it was, he rode on the bicycle at the door of the service room and hurried to it.

But when he arrived at the garbage dump and looked at the endless garbage dumps, he realized what it meant to "find a needle in a haystack".

He wiped his face, stopped an old man wearing a bamboo hat, and asked anxiously, "Master, where do you put the garbage sent by the high-level officials?"

The old man's words were quite harsh: "When we arrive at the garbage dump, there are no high-level and low-level people. It's all garbage. What's the matter? What kind of confidential documents do you want to dig out? Hahaha..."

Xing Kai didn't have time to talk to the old man, but he didn't want to be too arrogant if he wanted something from others. He asked calmly, "Just tell me, where did the garbage go within an hour?"

The old man looked around and pointed to the garbage dump in the east. Xing Kai thanked him and turned around to run. The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and he couldn't understand the stupid things he did. Just because of the few tears of that girl, how could he? Just braving the rain to dig up the trash?
But thinking about it, Xing Kai didn't stop rummaging through the rubbish dump, a stench came into his nostrils, and he felt nauseous while searching.

……

Dark clouds covered the moon, and it was as black as ink in a blink of an eye.

You can't live without doing evil, Xing Kai, you are a slut! —He kept repeating the words to vent his anger.

Xing Kai sat slumped on the rubbish mountain, with the heavy rain pouring down on his head and face. He was exhausted, but he still couldn't find the pair of white sneakers.

At this time, an umbrella covered his head, and he subconsciously turned his head. After seeing who the umbrella holder was, he staggered and fell down again.

"How did you escape?!"

Xing Yu passed the umbrella forward, and his expression returned to his usual calm.

"It came out of the balcony, you, don't look for it, I don't want it..." Xing Yu held an umbrella in one hand and helped him stand up with the other. In fact, she chased Xing Kai all the way here, but he was riding too fast. Can only grope to find.

Now that he was sorry and spent hours searching in the rain, what else could she say.

Xing Kai didn't know what to think, maybe he couldn't see her sad look, he pulled her to the front, and said solemnly: "When the rain stops, I will definitely bring you back the sneakers, so that you don't have to worry about it. Let you blame me for not keeping my word!"

Xing Yu just shook his head and held up his umbrella to cover Xing Kai's body, while he was drenched in the rain.

Xing Kai felt very uncomfortable. Although she didn't know what the white sneakers meant to her, she did feel guilty.

He pulled Xing Yu's elbow stiffly, and stood together under the umbrella. Xing Yu smelled the strange smell coming from him, smiled, and covered his nose.

"Laughing fart, it's not for you!" Seeing that she finally smiled, Xing Kai couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

When the two reached the gate of the garbage dump, Xing Kai jumped onto the bicycle and pointed to the front bumper, but Xing Yu stood beside him instead of getting on the bicycle, and kept holding an umbrella for him to keep out the rain.

"You think I'm stinky, don't you? Hurry up!" Xing Kai said as he dragged her onto the front bumper of the car. Xing Yu grabbed the handlebar and moved back, trying to raise his umbrella as close as possible to him.

Xing Kai pedaled his bicycle and remembered the reason why he learned to ride a bicycle: he watched a movie called "Sweet Honey" in his free time. The male protagonist always drove his girlfriend around on a broken bicycle. Down and out, but the heroine always smiles very contentedly every time she gets in her boyfriend's car.So Xing Kai didn't know which tendon was misplaced, and finally learned to control this thing with a bruised nose and a swollen face.But, now that every household has a special car to pick them up, he has never had the opportunity to taste this "back to basics" feeling.

Thinking about it, he tilted his head to look at Xing Yu's expression, but Xing Yu kept staring straight ahead, coupled with the black lights, blind fire and heavy rain, he twisted his neck sorely and couldn't see clearly.

"If you get more than 85 points in this final exam, do you mean what you say?"

Xing Yu's back stiffened slightly, and the back of his head nodded forward.

Xing Kai smash it, smash it, don't be afraid, just ask casually.

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This heavy rain made Xing Kai sick. Xing Kai was lying on the bed with a thermometer in his mouth, muttering in his heart, Xing Yu was fine and thin, why did he fall down first?
"Who gave you those white sneakers."

Xing Yu was sitting by the bed changing a cold towel for him, his fingers paused.

"...My parents. My hometown lives in a remote mountainous area, and the transportation is not convenient. My parents asked me what I would like as a birthday present before performing the mission. I said I wanted a pair of white sneakers. My parents agreed, and I I just waited for the stars and the moon, but when the pair of white sneakers were delivered to me, there were still the portraits of my parents..."

... It can be seen that she tried her best to suppress her tears, but they still fell on the back of Xing Kai's hand.Xing Kai's heart twitched.

Xing Kai really wanted to say "I'm sorry" to her, but Xing Yu covered his lips and smiled faintly.

And this bitter smile made Xing Kai sleepless all night.

Early the next morning, Xing Kai ran all over Beijing against a high fever, and bought a pair of identical white sneakers from memory.But he was not in a hurry to hand it over to Xing Yu. Instead, while Xing Yu was sleeping, he sat alone in the toilet and washed the new pair of shoes repeatedly, at least to make the new pair look more like the original pair. Of course it would be better to get away with it.He just hoped that she would stop crying.

(End of this chapter)