After getting smaller, I am forced to be cute every day

Chapter 164 You Don't Think Luo Qinghe Has No Money, Do You?

Just as Luo Chuan dragged Ouyan to the door, he didn't know what he thought of, and he paused, "No, Ah Zhi hasn't had any serious work these past few years, I'm afraid I don't have much money to pay for it."

Ou Yan: "." You are afraid that you have misunderstood your sister.

Luo Chuan: "No, I still have to get the clothes back."

With that said, he turned around and was about to go back, but was stopped by Ouyan again.

Ou Yan smiled, "Even if she has no money, you don't think Luo Qinghe has no money, do you?"

After Luo Chuan paused, it was indeed time for the half-haired Luo Qinghe to bleed. If he made Luo Qinghe bleed, it would be a different matter.

"Ha Qiu." Luo Qinghe rubbed his nose, twitched his brows, and thought: Could this sneeze be contagious?
Luo Zhi raised his hand and tugged at Luo Qinghe's sleeve, "Are you catching a cold?"

In Luo Zhi's perception, Luo Qinghe was always the same person who had to cough up some blood from time to time, who would get sick when there was a little cool wind at night, and who would have a high fever and get sick after a little rain.

That fairy beauty who is so fragile and needs to be carefully cared for.

Luo Qinghe can naturally know what Luo Zhi is thinking. In fact, he was not as sick as she thought before, otherwise he would not have had so much energy to control the Luo family for so many years and deal with so many things.

In the final analysis, it was because I was naughty and disobedient to Xiao Zhi, so after I found out that as long as I got sick and vomited blood, she would be obedient, and I started to pretend to be sick in front of her frequently.

And because he always pretended to be too much in front of Xiao Ah Zhi, Xiao Ah Zhi really thought that he was so sick that he would get sick after two blows of wind and two drops of rain.

Luo Qinghe wanted to laugh when he thought about his past, and began to feel that he really had a lot of scheming towards her.
Because several times, when she found out that there was a boy who liked her among the people who invited her to play, she would pretend to be sick and cough up blood before she went out.

Afterwards, little Azhi didn't go out to play, and stayed at home with him.

These methods, he used to be young and energetic, found it useful once, and then had the second, third, and fourth times until he himself couldn't remember how many times he had pretended.

I didn't even think about how worried she would be, let alone how much psychological burden she would have.

Thinking about it now, Luo Qinghe looked at Luo Zhi's face full of worry, and in those bright eyes, it was all about himself and his concern for himself.

He sighed slightly in his heart, raised his hand to hold Luo Zhi's hand that was pulling his sleeve, brought him into his arms, and hugged him tightly.

This hug contains too many emotions, too much apology and distress.

Luo Zhi was at a loss, but put his arms around his waist, thinking: Could it be that he saw Luo Chuan and Ouyan showing their affection, and after being shown, he wanted to try it himself?
"Feel sorry."

This apology made Luo Zhi even more confused and confused, and asked, "What are you sorry for?"

Why are you apologizing to yourself?
Could it be that he did something that made him feel sorry for himself?

Luo Qinghe wanted to take this opportunity to say what he had been keeping in his heart, but too many things happened, too many misses, misunderstandings and incomprehensions, he didn't even know where to start, so he moved lips, not knowing what to say.

After a long time, I just hugged Luo Zhi even tighter, "Three years ago, in the piano room, the words you said to me, at that time, I thought I had few days left, but you are still like this." Little, I'm afraid I'll delay you"

I am afraid that in the future, after I leave, you will meet someone who you like and want to be with you for the rest of your life. You will not have enough confidence and confidence to pursue your own happiness.

I'm even more afraid that after we get married, once I leave, the discussion will drown you out, and I'm even more afraid that you will be looked down upon
I carefully protected you to grow up. No one in Lancheng dares to say anything wrong with you. I have prepared enough everything so that you can live comfortably in the second half of your life even if you don't have a job to make ends meet.

But if it is possible, I actually hope that the person who can protect you behind you, no matter at that time or later, will always be me.

I don't worry about handing you over to others, but what can I do. There is nothing I can do.

How many times have I blamed the injustice of fate, and I am glad that you came to me. I thank fate for illuminating my little corner with your beam of light, but soon, I cursed fate for being cruel, for not being able to let me have peace with you. Your long-term opportunities have not been able to add a touch of my figure to the future I envisioned for you.

Luo Zhi didn't expect Luo Qinghe to talk about what happened in the piano room three years ago, she was startled slightly, then smiled again, she patted Luo Qinghe's back lightly, "It's okay, I know."

I know your struggle and distress, your sadness and unwillingness, in fact, I know all of these.

This is the first conversation between the two after a three-year absence.

The relationship between Luo Qinghe and Luo Zhi quickly heated up.

"Bang bang bang!"

"Bang bang bang!!
"Bang bang bang bang!!"

There was a rapid and loud hammering on the door, and Xie Yan came out of the bathroom and opened the door. He thought it was a takeaway, but when he opened the door, it was Luo Ling.

Xie Yan was taken aback, shouldn't Luo Ling be having a family banquet now? According to the usual time, it should be over in an hour, and I have half an hour before going out to pick him up
Why did it suddenly appear here?

Luo Ling pushed Xie Yan violently, "What do you mean?"

Pushed by him, Xie Yan staggered and quickly stood still.

Luo Ling was taken aback for a moment, only to realize that he had gone too far and shouldn't push him, so he stammered and explained, "I'm just angry, I didn't mean it."

He originally thought that Xie Yan would go back to have a family dinner with him today, meet his brother, brother and sister, meet his few family members, and introduce Xie Yan to them.

Luo Ling firmly believed that Luo Chuan and Luo Zhi would definitely be satisfied and like Xie Yan as good as Xie Yan.

But Xie Yan, since he said this idea and wanted to discuss it, he deliberately avoided this question every day. When he asked him, he either said that he was too busy with work arrangements, or that he couldn't leave due to a program.

Either it means that I am not feeling well and my mental state is not good enough to meet people, or that I have not prepared a gift for the next time.

While talking about reasons like this, time and time again, it is always pushed to the next time, and then the next time is continued to the next time, and the next time is endless.

This time it's good, just say that the water pipe in my house has burst.

Okay, it exploded, right? Then come and help him fix it. He wants to see if there are any fire products in Xie Yan's house, such as stoves, heaters, etc. If so, he wants to see. This thing, it won't catch fire!
Scum!

After Xie Yan stood firm, he smiled at Luo Ling, "It's okay."

With this smile, Luo Ling became angry, well, since it's okay, let's settle the score, he rushed forward and grabbed Xie Yan's collar, "Why do you hate me today?!"

"...the water pipe burst."

Luo Ling snorted, "Liar."

Thank you: ".Really."

Luo Ling's face sank, and he was a little disappointed in Xie Yan, "If you always avoid my questions like this, lie and give excuses to prevaricate me, I will really feel bad, and I can't accept it."

"If you can't figure it out, and you can't understand it, then let's stop here."

Xie Yan's face was full of disappointment. At such a time, he went directly to the door to find someone, and he still used such absurd reasons to prevaricate himself.

Xie Yan If you really just want to play with yourself, then I'm sorry, I don't want to play, I don't have the energy to play, and I can't play.

After Luo Ling finished speaking, seeing Xie Yan's expression froze for nearly five seconds, he turned around and was about to leave.

Thank you for panicking!He stepped forward and hugged Luo Ling from behind, "Don't!"

He hugged her tightly, afraid that Luo Ling would break free and run away, and then it would really end here as he said.

Xie Yan bit his lip, if he had never got it and looked at him silently like before, then he would not be afraid of losing it at this moment like now.

But he got it, got the person who saved him, and his heart, he couldn't imagine what would happen if he lost him.
Luo Ling's expression turned ugly, "Let's each be quiet for a few days, you can let me go, I'm going back."

He was afraid that if he stayed any longer, he would really get angry and say goodbye.

It's better for everyone to calm down for a few days.

Xie Yan was scared. He knew Luo Ling's personality very well. Once he made a decision, he would not change it easily. Once he was allowed to walk out of here, everything would be over.
he can't accept
"I'm sorry, I'm really just, you said it too suddenly."

Luo Ling curled his lips, "But when I said it, it wasn't a recent incident." Even if it was sudden at the time, it wasn't sudden after such a long time.

In the final analysis, I still escape and don't want to face it.

Why don't you want to face it, because he is not sincere, he is just playing with himself.

Ben had a cool and handsome face, thanked you with few words, and explained hurriedly at this moment, "That's not the case, I'm worried that your family won't be able to accept it for a while."

"Your name is Luo"

"I know exactly what family the Luo family is."

"I'm worried about the backlash and you'll leave me. Sorry."

"I'm really sorry."

For the first time, Xie Yan truly felt the fear of Luo Ling leaving him. He was flustered, and he did not have the usual calm and self-sustaining appearance.

He was really too afraid of losing Luo Ling.

Luo Ling smiled bitterly, "So you really have been prevaricating me all this time. I was originally happy today because you finally agreed."

"But I didn't expect you to change your mind midway and find a reason to run away."

"Besides, are you so unconfident in me?"

Thinking of this, Luo Ling felt cold. Why did Xie Yan feel that he would leave him?
"If I am really opposed, I will work hard to get their consent. If I still can't get it, I am not a person who needs to listen to my family's advice."

"I am an adult, I have the right to decide my own affairs, my own future"

"Xie Yan, falling in love is not what you talk about. You always keep your thoughts in your heart and don't say anything. You always look after yourself and be yourself, and you don't even have confidence in my relationship with you at all."

Every time Luo Ling said a word, Xie Yan's heart sank inch by inch, and finally sank to the bottom of the valley.
The fear of losing Luo Ling swept over, Xie Yan's voice trembled, "It won't happen in the future, really, don't separate, trust me."

He will trust Luo Ling, he will have confidence, "We will go to your house now."

Saying that, Xie Yan let go of Luo Ling, and was about to walk outside while holding his hand, but Luo Ling broke away.

Xie Yan was startled, and looked at Luo Ling
Luo Ling's eyes were dark, and his face was lowered, "Sorry, I think we really need to calm down."

At this moment, the tight string in Xie Yan's heart was completely broken!

Luo Ling turned and left, and closed the door. The moment the door closed, Xie Yan's eyes turned red. He slapped himself hard, and crouched on the ground with his arms in his arms, regretting endlessly.

Why are you so inferior, why can't you have more confidence in your relationship with Luo Ling?
Thank you, thank you, you really deserved it!
Hot tears fell drop by drop on the floor, "Don't go."

That begging, he finally choked up and murmured out.

Luo Ling, who ran out from Xie Yan's house, sat on a wooden chair in the neighborhood in a daze, pulling his hair, feeling irritable and helpless!

He could clearly understand why Xie Yan was so scared, but he still lost his temper.

He clearly knew how fragile Xie Yan seemed to be strong, but he still said those words out of his mouth.

He obviously didn't come to quarrel with Xie Yan and separate, but in the end, he...
The more Luo Ling thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became, and the more he thought about it, the more he had a headache, and he buried his head in his knees.

The hurtful words have already been said, and I can't take them back. Now, Xie Yan must be very disappointed in himself
He must feel that he is a person who can put it on his lips casually.

As night fell, Luo Ling got into a car other than the community, and finally got off at random places. He walked aimlessly, until a gust of river breeze swept over his upper body, he realized that he had reached the river. The side is coming.

This is the place where I and Xie Yan first came into contact.

The words of thanks at that time were covered with despair, the kind of despair that could overwhelm people.

He just stretched out his hand, said a few words, did something very simple for him, and gave him a small amount of money that was no burden to him.
However, it is such a thing that is as light as a feather to me, but I have received Xie Yan's concern and gratitude for nearly ten years
If I hadn't accidentally discovered a photo of myself in high school kept in Xie Yan's cell phone, I would never have known how much this cold-faced person had deep feelings for me.

But why... I clearly know all these things, why do I still suspect that Xie Yan's sincerity towards me is false.

Why do I still suspect that Xie Yan just wants to have fun?
Why do I doubt him so much?
Luo Ling smiled wryly, "Luo Ling, you are really nothing."

He leaned against the stone fence by the river, blowing the wind from the river, and looked at the night sky.

The clouds were so dense that even the moon was blocked. It was really not a good weather.

(End of this chapter)