Moonlight Allure

Chapter 240 Leng Aotian ([-]) Helplessly Let Go

— Peng — Peng — Peng —

Bright fireworks exploded in the air, illuminating the entire night sky, and falling into her translucent and clear phoenix eyes.At that moment, I saw that her pupils were like algae in the hidden reefs of the sea, as gentle as cotton wool.

The memory was pulled back to the stormy night two years ago, that night was my 13th birthday, my father held a huge birthday pait for me, but I was not happy in my heart, such a banquet was mixed with too many interests Because of this, I was depressed all night.

Finally, the anger that had accumulated in my heart exploded in my father's extremely cautious decision that never got my approval.

He and his mother actually wanted to use this banquet to choose my fiancée to consolidate the position of Leng's enterprise in the country.

hehehe...

I sneered, should my marriage also become a victim of the interests of the family?
Unlimited anger and sorrow went straight to my head, my father and I had a big fight, and then we slammed the door and left.

Many years later, when I think back, I am so thankful that I went my own way back then.

Because that night, I met that woman, that beautiful woman like an elf.

The irritability in my heart made me just want to leave, to leave the city. Before I knew it, my car drove into a dark alley.The heavy rain in the sky is mercilessly beating on the glass window, and it is gradually dispelling the gloom in my heart.

After an unknown amount of time, an anxious call suddenly sounded from the front.

"Ye'er, where are you? Don't hide, come out quickly..."

It was an immature female voice, with indescribable anxiety and worry in her voice.I don't know why, the rain was so heavy that night, but I still heard her voice.So helpless, so desolate, so... distressing.

Distressed?Yes, it is distressing.

Actions are faster than thoughts, and I plan to drive over to have a look.But unexpectedly, a petite figure suddenly appeared in the darkness.Standing in the storm, she yelled into the air: "Ye'er, come out quickly... don't hide anymore, where are you..."

Standing in the rain, her petite body was like a weed flower, swaying in the wind, as if she would be destroyed by the wind if she was not careful.From her voice, I could feel her fear and panic, but those dark and translucent phoenix eyes were accurately reflected in my eyes through the torrential rain, so strong, so aloof...

There was another spasm of pain in my heart. I don't know why I, who has always been ruthless and cold-blooded, feel sorry for a strange little girl.But I know, this time she needs help.So I opened the car door and was about to walk over.He heard her scream and fell to the ground.

My heart trembled, and I immediately chased after him.

"How are you?" I tried to help her up.

However, she suddenly raised her head, her hair soaked by the heavy rain covered most of her face, but she revealed a pair of bright and wise eyes.

"Who are you?" Her eyes are beautiful, but there are too many defenses and fatigue in her eyes.My heart ached again, and I subconsciously softened my voice.

"Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you." She was already wet from the rain, and she was in a mess.I took off my clothes and put them on her.

"It's cold on the ground, get up quickly." I helped her up without any explanation.At this time, I realized that her hands had been worn out because of the wrestling, and the blood mixed with the raindrops dripped down, stinging my eyes.

"Your hand is injured and you need medicine. You wait, I have medicine in the car." I hurried to find medicine, but when I looked up, she was gone.Only the suit I gave her was left on the ground, which seemed to be discarded by her later.

My heart suddenly felt empty, as if I had lost the most important thing, and before I could think about it, I ran out looking for the alley.After a while, I saw her petite figure shuttle in the alley, shouting non-stop.

"Ye'er, where are you, don't scare me, come out quickly...Ye'er..."

Seeing that she was about to fall again, I hurried over to help her.

"Be careful."

She turned around suddenly and looked at me defensively and indifferently.Without saying a word, he turned around and shouted again, "Ye'er, where are you? Come out quickly, Ye'er..."

I couldn't bear her indifference and ran over.

"The rain is so heavy, he can't hear you calling like that."

Maybe she listened to my words, stopped calling, and looked at me with bright eyes, dull and confused.At that moment, my heart hurt like a knife.What kind of eyes are those?Loneliness, despair, sadness, fear... and the sadness and vicissitudes that cannot be concealed for the age.

From that moment on, I knew that in this life, I would never forget her again.In this life, there will never be another woman in my heart.

On such a rainy night, I hugged her in my arms, held her weak body, and felt the fear and fear in her heart.I made a promise to her.

"I will take care of you for the rest of my life." In the dark night, my firm eyes reflected on her confused face, maybe because she was too tired, she didn't resist my hug.It's just that pair of eyes that obviously reflect sarcasm and self-deprecation.I know that she doesn't believe me, she doesn't believe every word I say, she treats the first promise I made seriously in my life as a joke.However, I don't give up.

I only found out later that her name is Luo Qingyan, and she is one of the only remaining legal heirs of the Luo Group.And the 'Ye'er' in her mouth is her cousin.

I knew that because of the death of my parents, Luoshi Enterprise was in an unprecedented crisis, so I offered to help her.But she obviously didn't believe me and was always on guard against me.Until I found her brother back, she hugged the little boy excitedly, and said the first sentence to me.

"Thank you!"

Although there are only three short words, it almost makes me ecstatic.

In the days that followed, I was secretly helping her.Perhaps the early death of her parents made her mature prematurely. Facing the ugly faces of business competitors and greedy relatives, her heart has gradually cooled, and she no longer trusts anyone.Even for me, she will subconsciously guard against it.

But I will never give up on what I believe in, so I will silently be by her side, give her the most powerful support and help, and help her tide over the difficulties...

I can feel that her defense against me is decreasing day by day, and her trust is also increasing day by day.

Finally, two years later, on the night of her tenth birthday.I have prepared a grand fireworks for her, in the sparkling fireworks all over the sky, in the rain of petals all over the sky, nine thousand nine hundred and ninety-nine hundred and ninety-nine candles surrounded her with a heart surrounded by the city.She was wearing a white princess dress, and for the first time she was shocked and moved on her immature face that could not conceal her peerless beauty.

I stood in front of her and said to her seriously: "For the rest of my life, I will never leave."

At that moment, when the fireworks burst, her eyes were as gentle as water.I know, I succeeded, I finally walked into her heart.

Since then, she has completely let go of her heart to me, and has become more and more dependent on me.

Yan'er has become my exclusive name for her.

She is a smart and strong woman, calm and steady, wise and arrogant.She has a delicate heart, and she will treat people who are good to her sincerely, especially for her younger brother, she is even more considerate and considerate, sometimes even I am a little jealous.

Time passed quietly through her fingers, she grew up day by day, and became more beautiful day by day.Just like a budding peony, slowly blooming its dazzling fragrance, showing its truest beauty.

But my heart is gradually panic and restless, I have always known her beauty, but I have seen her grow from a little girl to a slim young girl, seeing her more and more eyes gathered around her... I will Can't help feeling flustered, can't help being jealous.Her beauty belongs to me alone, other men are not qualified to appreciate and possess her.

So I stood by her side in the most domineering way, coldly and decisively sweeping away all the eyes that fell on her for him.I know how naive, even vexatious, my actions are.But I can't help it, I love her, exhaust my everything, deeply in love with her.I don't allow her eyes to stay on any man other than me, it will make me restless, make me worry about gains and losses, and even make me crazy.

However, to my relief, she was not displeased, or even delighted, by my strong possessiveness towards her.My uneasy heart finally gradually let go.

Luo's enterprise has long been stable, but I still stand by her side as always, almost inseparable.

My family had no choice but to give up after persuading me to go home and being rejected by me several times, and the whole family had already left the country.And I still stood beside her and accompanied her all the way.I don't want her to suffer any grievances. I always think about how to make her happy and make her happy.I want to give her endless love and care.

But I know that she is not the kind of little woman who hides behind a man.She has her own pride and self-esteem, and she doesn't want me to solve all the difficulties and wind and rain for her.I understand, so I will never interfere in all her decisions, but I will not let her fall into any danger.

That year, she was 16 years old.It was also a stormy night, and she fell ill with a persistent high fever.Seeing her flushed and weak, I panicked for the first time in my life.I was so anxious that I wanted to take her to the hospital, but she stopped me very resolutely.

"I don't want to go to the hospital. Dad... Mom... died in the hospital... I hate that smell..." A tear fell from the corner of her eye, deeply hurting my heart.

At this moment, she finally took off her strong coat and revealed her most vulnerable side.I am gratified, but also distressed.

I did not take her to the hospital, but tried every means to reduce her fever.Perhaps because she was too tired, she quickly fell asleep.

Looking at her peaceful sleeping face, I feel a burst of peace of mind and happiness, as if I have been watching her like this for a lifetime.

She seemed to be having a nightmare, murmuring a call in her mouth.

"Don't... Dad... Mom... don't go, don't... I'm afraid... don't leave Yan'er..."

Immediately, my heart felt like a knife was twisted, and I held her hand tightly, comforting her softly.

"Yan'er, don't be afraid, I am here, I will always be by your side, and I will never leave you..."

Finally, she fell asleep again, but my heart ached beyond measure.

In the past eight years, she has never been so vulnerable and lonely like this moment, which makes me feel more distressed and loving.

Two years later, she was dead, and I finally planned to express my surging love to her.Eight years of being close to each other has made our hearts clear to each other, but I still want to tell her in person, tell her how much I love her, and I want to take care of her for the rest of my life, just like the girl I met when I first met her. On a rainy night, I hugged her, and I will prove it with my actions like the promise I made to her.The oath back then was not based on the impulse and jokes of the rebellious youth, but from the heart.

However, before I had time to express my heart to her, the doctor told me mercilessly that I was terminally ill and would not live to be 30 years old.

Can't live past the age of 30!

These few words are like a basin of cold water, so ruthlessly extinguished the surging enthusiasm in my heart, destroyed all the hope in my heart, and I fell into an unprecedented despair.

Seven years, I have less than seven years to live.

Powerlessness, grief, and desolation filled my whole heart.At that moment, what I thought of the most was not myself, but Yan Er.My face.I'm not afraid of death, but what about my Yan'er?I'm dead, what should Yan'er do?How can she be sad?After finally getting out of the shadow of her parents' death, if I leave her again, how will she live?
I know Yan'er's personality too well, with her strong and decisive temperament, if I die, how painful and desperate will she be?I remembered again what she said when she held my hand two years ago when she had a high fever, "Haoran, don't leave me, don't leave me..." Such a fragile and hopeful call seems to be still lingering in my ears, my heart My heart suddenly hurts like a needle prick.

Yan'er, my Yan'er...

However, after the pain, I was extremely sober and grateful.

Fortunately, I haven't expressed my heart to her yet, and I haven't proposed to her yet.So, as long as I stay away from her in the future and keep a distance from her, will she not be so painful on the day I leave?

When this thought crossed my mind, my heart hurt even more.

Yan'er, Yan'er whom I love so much, how can I stay away from her?How to keep a distance from her?I wish I could be by her side all the time, how can I reject her tender and loving eyes?
However, no matter how painful it is, I still can't let her despair and pain again.Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, I must leave her.　
So I left and went back to that cold home.

The only thing that comforts me is that my sister who has been missing for many years is back.

When I saw her for the first time, I felt very familiar with her, not just because of blood relationship.My kindness to her comes more from the cold and arrogant Qinghua spirit between her brows.Such a noble and indifferent temperament is very similar to Yan'er.So I, who wanted to be indifferent, doted on this sister who had been away for many years.

Perhaps, I want to transfer all my love for Yan'er to her.

I often tell her the story of me and Yan Er, and tell her all her hobbies...

The more I get in touch, the more I realize that the two of them are so similar.The same indifference, the same intelligence, the same strength, the same stubbornness...

Two years, I spent two years to downplay my feelings for Yan Er.

But in the end, I found sadly that I couldn't forget her at all.Her every frown and smile, every joy and anger, are deeply engraved in my mind and can never be forgotten.As time went by, instead of diluting my deep love for her, it made me miss her more and more.

However, I still maintain my last sanity, I can't go on like this anymore.

I seem to have seen Yan Er's heartbroken scene.

No, such a thing must not happen, I must let her give up on me.

When I made up my mind, Han'er looked at me with eyes of disapproval for the first time.

"Second brother, you never thought that if you do this, she will suffer even more."

I pursed my lips, naturally I knew how much harm it would do to Yan'er.In this world, the person I don't want to hurt the most is her.But God is so cruel to me, it makes me have to hurt her.

"Han'er, you are still young, you don't understand." I looked at my 16-year-old sister with a smile, and my heart was bleeding from pain. "I did it because I love her."

"why?"

I looked out of the window quietly, and the voice came like a mountain outside the sky.

"Since I have no power to change the facts, then I must minimize the harm to her." I lowered my head lonely, my voice whispering like the wind.

"She is so beautiful, someone will love her like me in the future." After saying these words, I just feel that my heart is numb with pain.Thinking that she would fall into the arms of others one day, I couldn't help being jealous and sad, but there was nothing I could do.

Han'er wanted to say something, but I interrupted decisively.

"Okay, don't talk about it, I have already decided. Instead of making her suffer in the future, it is better for her to learn to hate me now. At least, she will have less pain in the future. "

I thought this was the best way, but I was wrong, very wrong.When I brought another woman to Yan'er, I clearly saw the shock and hurt in her eyes.I turned a blind eye to the dowry and said to her gently: "Yan'er, this is my fiancee. We will get married next month."

Yan'er's face was as pale as snow in an instant, her body swayed like fallen leaves in the wind, that beautiful and flawless face was filled with pain and sorrow.My heart also picked up, and I regretted it, extremely regretted it.Except for the night when she had a high fever four years ago, I have never seen her look so vulnerable and desperate.So when she brushed past me, I immediately ran after her.

In that moment, I forgot everything, that I had only five years to live.Looking at the back of her hastily leaving, I just feel like a knife is piercing my heart.

But in the end I was still one step late, watching her fall into the cliff like a broken kite, I yelled 'Yan'er' in horror, and jumped down with her without hesitation,
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