Moonlight Allure

Chapter 51 Why Do You Say You Love Me?

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Looking back, Luo Qingyan was not surprised to see that familiar face.

"Is there something wrong?" She was still standing in front of the window, leaning against the casement.His expression is lazy and charming, and his figure is ethereal and elegant.Su Haoran's eyes were filled with obsession for a moment.

"Yan'er," he called softly, like a long-lost voice, with strong emotions.

Luo Qingyan smiled faintly: "What do you want from me?" The smile on her lips was so beautiful, so elegant, but also so alienated and indifferent.It made his heart ache slightly.

He strode up and grabbed her shoulders: "Yan'er, you..." Before she finished speaking, Luo Qingyan lightly brushed his hands away from her shoulders, and smiled gracefully: "Men and women are different, senior brother respects himself." "

Su Haoran leisurely opened his eyes wide, and looked at her in disbelief, with obvious pain in his eyes.

"Yan'er, do you have to treat me like this?"

Luo Qingyan sighed faintly: "You said this to me before. Now, I will return it to you"

"No, Yan'er, you can't." Su Haoran excitedly stepped forward and grabbed her shoulders again, with madness in his eyes: "Yan'er, no, you can't do this to me, you can't"

Luo Qingyan didn't push him away, but said indifferently: "How do I treat you?" Her phoenix eyes were as calm as before, without the slightest fluctuation: "You said it, you only have brother and sister feelings for me. Now even the heavens have fulfilled it." You, I will also fulfill you and call you 'Senior Brother'. What, I was wrong?"

"No, it's not like that, Yan'er." Su Haoran eagerly explained: "I never regarded you as my younger sister, I love you, I love you" he announced loudly.

It's a pity that Luo Qingyan was not moved at all: "If you said these three words to me before, I would be very happy. It's a pity." Her eyelashes drooped, and the thick and thick eyelashes cast a faint silhouette on the bottom of her eyes. Feeling a little lonely "today is different from the past, you and I have been separated for a year, things have changed"

"No, I don't believe it." Su Haoran was flustered, Yan'er was his, how could she not love him?how can? "You said you liked me, I don't believe you fell in love with someone else so quickly, I don't believe it"

Luo Qingyan lightly let go of his grip on her shoulder, and turned her back to him.He looked up at the bright moonlight in the night sky.Her fair face was covered with a veil of mystery. Under the moonlight, she was suffocatingly beautiful and frightening.

"Why not?" She said quietly, without looking back: "I used to think that you hurt me deeply. In this life, I will never fall in love with any man again." There was a self-mockery on the corner of her mouth: "But" In the phoenix eyes, there seemed to be a ray of brilliant light, as beautiful as colorful clouds: "There are many things that cannot be manipulated by manpower." She herself couldn't tell when she fell in love with Xiao Moli.

Maybe it was when he followed her into the abyss without hesitation;
Or, on the edge of the cliff, when he saved her in time when she was in danger;
Or maybe, it was when she hugged her domineeringly but tenderly in her room and walked down the mountain;
Or, it was when she told him about her vicissitudes in the pavilion in Baohua Temple.

……

Can't tell why, just one thing.It was she who was tempted by him, or maybe fell in love with him.Then, she won't run away again.It's just that she suddenly realized that she had forgotten the shadow deep in her heart at some point?I don't know when?She no longer has the pain she had before.It turned out that she could have the right to happiness again...

Look at the dazzling light in her eyes, look at the happy smile at the corner of her mouth.Su Haoran only felt his heart twitch violently, and the pain gradually spread throughout his body.The fingers slowly rolled up and clenched into fists.There was obvious disbelief and pain in his eyes.

"No, Yan'er, you said that on purpose, right?" He looked at her expectantly, "You're taking revenge on me, right? You haven't fallen in love with anyone else, you have my fault in your heart, right?" He He couldn't accept, couldn't accept that the woman he had guarded for more than ten years no longer belonged to him.He will never accept it, never!
The persistence in his eyes clearly fell into Luo Qingyan's enchanting phoenix eyes, and she sighed softly.Said: "Haoran, wake up. When you came to me with another woman in your arms, all my nostalgia for you has been lost, and we will never go back"

"No, Yan'er, listen to me." Hearing her words, Su Haoran thought she had misunderstood him, so he eagerly explained, "Yan'er, that woman is not my fiancee. I have never had sex with her. The slightest relationship. The person I love is only you from the beginning to the end, and has always been only you." There was strong affection and tenderness in his eyes, as if trying to melt her heart like an ice sculpture.

Luo Qingyan shook her head: "It's meaningless, I said it. I didn't hate you, I didn't before, and I won't hate you in the future. Because it's really tiring to hate someone."

"Yan'er..." Su Haoran's voice was hoarse, his eyes were bloodshot.The expression is sad and lonely, sad and hopeless.

"Once upon a time, I thought you only had me in your heart. Once, you told me that you would take care of me for the rest of your life, and I believed it. So at that time, everything I did for you was worth it." She lowered her head and looked Looking at the dim light cast by the moonlight on the ground, he said: "Maybe we were too young at that time, didn't know how to cherish, and didn't know what love is. After we lost it, we suddenly looked back and found out. Many things have already changed. I will never return to the innocence and tenderness of the past, and I will never return to the original companionship and mutual support. And I am no longer the one who only cares about you." There is desolation full of worldly affairs between her brows With helplessness, there is also relief and maturity after going through ups and downs.

When Su Haoran saw it, his heart ached even more.He pulled her body: "Yan'er, it's not like this. I can tell you very clearly that I love you. Every word I ever said to you was from the bottom of my heart. It was only at that time" he suddenly He lowered his eyes, with a mournful expression: "You know, I'm terminally ill and I won't live to be 30 years old." He tried his best to suppress the pain in his heart, as if being bitten by thousands of insects and ants, "I don't want to hurt you"

That's why he used such a decisive method to make her give up on him.He just wants her to be happy, forever and ever, to live happily and happily.From the moment he chose to let go, he knew that sooner or later she would fall into the arms of another man.He was heartbroken, but there was nothing he could do.

It's just that when she left him with a blank expression.Such a lonely, fragile but stubborn back, seen in his eyes, was engraved into his heart.His heart was in pain like never before, as if being crushed by a wheel, bloody and bloody.So at that moment, he regretted, regretted hurting her.

So, he chased after him desperately.But he only saw her graceful figure slowly falling from his terrified eyes.At that moment, his heart was empty.He followed her and jumped off the cliff without thinking... At that time, he had only one thought: she must not die, if she died, then what's the point of him living in this world?
But I don't want to, when he wakes up again, he has already become another person, with another layer of identity...

"Terminally ill?" Luo Qingyan's mouth was full of bitterness, she raised her eyes, and looked at him with a mocking smile: "Do you know why I study medicine?"

Ok?Could it be?He leisurely opened his eyes wide, full of unbelievable clarity.Then it was filled with deep pain.

"Yan'er, you..."

"Yes, it's just what you think. It's for you." When she said this, the smile on the corner of her mouth was bitter and sad.His eyes were blank: "Five years? Ha ha! You would rather spend 5 minutes hurting me than leave the remaining five years of your life to me? In your eyes, I am a person who can only share happiness but cannot The woman who shared your suffering? This, is what you call love?"

Su Haoran's body swayed, and his hands dropped powerlessly.He lowered his head, not daring to look directly into her questioning and mocking eyes.With a sad and helpless expression: "Yan'er, you are the person I don't want to hurt the last in this world." She is his treasure, the woman he wants to cherish for the rest of his life.He never thought that one day he would hurt her.

"But you hurt me the most." Luo Qing remained expressionless.

Su Haoran was speechless and closed his eyes.After a while, he opened his eyes.His eyes gazed at her affectionately.He also put his hands on her shoulders, and said softly: "Yan'er, I was wrong before, I'm sorry. Let's start again, this time, I won't hurt you again." There was expectation in his eyes, and even more Irreversible understanding and pain.

Luo Qingyan smiled coldly, and silently pushed him away.He raised his eyes coldly, and sarcastically said: "Su Haoran, who do you think I am, Luo Qingyan? Is it a toy that you pet as a pet if you like it, and discard like a shoe if you don't?" Her voice was unusually indifferent .It was also unusually angry: "Let me tell you, I, Luo Qingyan, can never afford to let go. I'm not a stubborn woman. But I'm not a woman who comes and goes when she's called." She The smile on the corner of the mouth became more and more indifferent and alienated, "I admit that I loved you before, but so what? You once hurt me deeply, but now you think it's just because of your sweet words. Then come back to you regardless of past suspicions?"

There was obvious sarcasm in her eyes: "I tell you, for some things, it is a lifetime if you miss them; for some people, it is a lifetime if you miss them." She looked back, looked at Su Haoran's pale face, and said coldly: "My feelings for you It has become a past tense. Don't worry, I am very sensible, I will not come to pester you again, and I will not disturb your life. So, please, my brother! Don't disturb my life. In this way... we Still relatives, still friends”

Su Haoran was stunned for a while, and then excitedly said: "No, I never regarded you as a pet, nor did I treat you as a toy. Yan'er" he called out dejectedly, with hurt eyes: "When I jumped off the cliff with you, You should know that I love you. I only love you"

Luo Qingyan suddenly turned around and smiled coldly.The cool wind blew in through the window, blowing away her hair, covering most of her face, accurately revealing the mockery and indifference in her eyes.The candlelight on the desk was flickering, reflecting her beautiful face, making it more and more enchanting.

Opening her vermilion lips lightly, her cold voice was like pearls and jade falling, but the words were icy cold and piercing: "I forgot to tell you, I didn't jump off the cliff because I was hurt by you. Cliff. So, if you feel guilty because you killed me, you don't have to." Her expression was calm, without any trace of lying, looking at Su Haoran's dazed and confused face, she said lightly: " Now, I'm going to rest, please go out."

Su Haoran still stood still, looking at Luo Qingyan with a blank expression.

Luo Qingyan frowned slightly: "Okay, if you don't go, I'll go." She was about to leave without hesitation.

"Yan'er..." Su Haoran turned around and quickly grabbed her.The eyes were complicated and inexplicable, with relief and disappointment.There is comfort, but also pain.

"You don't have to go." He said with a low hoarse voice and a wry smile, "If you don't want to see me, then I'll go." He took a deep breath and said with a smile, "The night is dark and windy, rest early. I'll come see you tomorrow You" he said as he passed her by, his lonely and sad figure gradually blended into the night.Turned into boundless melancholy.

Luo Qingyan was stunned for a moment, then sighed softly, she knew this earlier, so why bother.

Suddenly, she felt the darkness in front of her eyes, and she raised her eyes, but it was too late to see the figure in front of her.She only felt her waist tighten, and she quickly fell into a familiar and warm embrace.The next moment, her lips were already captured by someone who was sucking wantonly...

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