Evil Phoenix: The Queen's Good Conspiracy

Chapter 93
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In my life, I have gone through three stages and met three men.

One is that I thought he loved me;
One I thought I loved him;
Another one I thought he hated me.

But the results in the world are often quite different from what we think.

In that year, I entered the palace, and also in the same year, my father was promoted to the prime minister.The number of guests at home suddenly increased, and there were countless gifts piled up in my boudoir, which made me irritable.

But I am still happy, because I know that I have glorified the lintel and will soon become the emperor's woman who is envied by women all over the world.With the help of my father, I think I will soon become the lord of the harem, and then the mother is more expensive than the child, and finally become a famous woman through the ages.I have always thought so, and I am complacent because of it, as if I have stepped into that position.

But in fact, I once had a fiancé, his name was Zhang Shao, he was the son of my father's friend, and he was so elegant and touching.And I also had an ignorant and young love affair with him.But more than others, I may be more willing to accept my father's arrangement. I am always like a bird longing for a new life, looking forward to and happiness for the unknown, but if I can know the future result early, I think, I will definitely Will choose him, instead of walking into the golden cage full of joy.

On the day before I entered the palace, Zhang Shao came to look for me, he kept crying in front of me, then hugged me and said over and over again how much he loved me, how reluctant he was, and that he would wait for me , I will never find any woman again in my life.

Ah, what an unrequited love that is.At that time, I thought so, so I cried with him, crying until my eyes were swollen, and I cried until I choked up.It's just that, even if I cry like this, in my heart, I still don't feel any sadness.

All I want is the position of the high queen, and I live for the position of queen.

This... is what my father reminded me of since I was a child.

So I remembered, just, remembered.

After that day, I ended my first phase of life.So fast, so decisive.

Soon, I finally entered the palace. The welcoming team was so grand, ordinary people who were too ordinary for me stopped on both sides, looking up at me under the light with envious eyes.At this time, I saw Zhang Shao who was chasing me all the way, and he shouted to me that he would definitely wait for me.

When my heart was laughing at him, I really wanted to tell him, how can a woman come out after entering the palace, and who would be willing to come out again to live an ordinary life.

Many years later, whenever I think of my thoughts at that time, I can't help laughing at myself.Laughing at myself, that childish and stupid conceit.

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After a mighty send-off, I am finally ready to step into the palace gate.That thick red makes my heart jump for joy.My eyes were filled with anticipation, and I even wanted to shout to the sky the words that I entered the palace.On that day, I was dressed up and as beautiful as a bird.I walked inward step by step lightly, and then, I saw the husband I was about to serve—the son of heaven Beitang Feng.

Ah... this man is so handsome.When I first saw him, I was so taken aback that I almost lost control of my body.

He just stood there, quiet and silent.His long black hair would be gently lifted by the wind from time to time, and he stood with his hands behind his back, that proudly cold, pure white that could not be touched by anything in the world.

How would he treat me, would he tell me such cruel things like Zhang Shao did?
There is a touch of shyness in my heart, and the flush on my face can be imagined.But... when I really stood in front of this man, what I was waiting for was that frosty gaze.

At this moment, I was stunned, because I couldn't see any interest and love in this man's eyes, some only regarded me as an object to pass on from generation to generation, and even regarded me as a pawn to win over my father.

This man is so cold.

I shivered suddenly between my teeth, and subconsciously looked back to the side of the imperial city. The red door was gradually closed, and the outside world was gradually shrinking until it completely disappeared.

The anxiety and fear in my heart grew more and more, as if I would fall into the deepest hell soon.

"It's very cold here." The emperor said suddenly, and I immediately looked at him trembling like a frightened bird.He lightly pursed his lips and put his hands on my hair, as if to comfort me who was scared.

I was slightly surprised. I never thought that such a high-ranking man would be so gentle.

But when he withdrew his hand and turned to leave, I inadvertently saw a trace of contempt and a trace of chill in the corner of his lips.At that time, I deeply knew one thing - this man will not fall in love with anyone easily, his world is too cold, too cold.

This premonition was confirmed shortly afterwards.On the night of the ceremony for the canonization of the noble concubine, he favored me, just a favor, and when everything was over, he left without even saying a word.

Thinking about it now, I am the emperor's first lucky woman, so I should be extremely honored.But I feel that this is just a play for my father.

Since that night, the emperor has never touched me again. Although he often comes to my Xiaoyue Hall, it is only for a short rest.I always look at him silently, wondering why this man is always so indifferent, and at the same time wondering if there is a woman in this world who can make him smile?
During this period, I gradually learned about the queen.I heard that the emperor once cherished her very much, and he didn't even get lucky with her before she fell in love with him deeply.When I heard the news, I suddenly laughed at myself.

It turns out that the emperor favors me not because of my uniqueness, but because... To him, I am nothing but a lifeless thing.But fortunately, that empress betrayed the emperor. No one knew exactly how she betrayed, but only knew that the emperor issued an imperial decree to send her to the most painful hell.

If a man loves a woman, would he really...would he be willing to do so?

At that time, I really couldn't figure it out, but I didn't see any sadness in the emperor.It's just getting colder and colder and less approachable.

Later, the woman committed suicide because she couldn't bear it.Happy or sad, I can't say.I just feel that the emperor's heart must be very painful.But I felt that the emperor shouldn't be in such pain.All of this is just my feeling, but... Someone once said that a woman's intuition is always accurate.

Not long after, I finally saw the woman who crawled out of the sealed coffin again. At that time, she had just been brought back from Nanling and entered the palace on foot without any attendants.I knew that Su Muqing was afraid of me, so I rushed to the door to meet her in a colorful robe, just to see her panicked expression.

But when I actually met her, I found that everything seemed to be different.She turned her head, and there was no trace of fear on her face, replaced by the same awe and coldness as the emperor.My heart was lifted, and I started to feel timid because of thinking of the emperor.

"Who are you?" She asked me, and then gradually walked towards me.

I was a little at a loss, so I just pretended to be calm and said: "This palace... this palace is... a first-rank imperial concubine."

Su Muqing seemed a little puzzled, and then asked: "I seem to be a queen. Then you...shouldn't you salute?"

A simple sentence made me froze in place. My first feeling was that this woman was laughing at me, even mocking me or warning me, but I couldn't find the slightest emotion in her eyes , her eyes were clear and bright, as if she was really puzzled.

"Or I'm not the queen?" Su Muqing asked back, walking towards me step by step, my steps were a little messy, and I followed back, I turned my head and saw many palace people were looking at us, I finally had no choice but to salute.But what greeted me was not bossy, but Su Muqing patted me on the shoulder as if she understood something and said, "I understand."

She seemed a little lost, and then she dragged the robe she wore for the burial and left like this.I, who was still half-kneeling behind me, was really at a loss, and my mind was buzzing.

It wasn't until later that I found out that Su Muqing had suffered from hysteria, and she had completely forgotten the past, and at the same time, she had completely forgotten me who was once invisible under her feet.It can even be said that she has never deliberately remembered me, so when she forgets, she will be cleaner.

I firmly believe it is the latter, I firmly believe that Su Muqing looks down on me from the bottom of my heart, so my attachment to her becomes stronger and stronger, I want to step on her hard, and then let her kneel down in front of me and shout like that day A queen empress.Since then, my attitude towards her has become worse and worse, and I even tried everything to torture her.I hope to see her fear of me and the way she was afraid of me again, so that she can never forget Liu Huirong again.But I found out that everything was wrong.No matter how I treat her, I can no longer find the slightest fear in her eyes, instead she always looks proud and independent. Every time I see her like this, I will feel angry from the bottom of my heart, feeling like a A non-stop dancer.

Not long after, the emperor finally went back to the palace in micro clothes, I went to serve the emperor as usual and asked Su Muqing to come and deliver things.Su Muqing is not afraid of me, she should be afraid of the emperor.I remember that she was a coward who knelt in front of the emperor and trembled all over.

But this time, Su Muqing surprised me again.The sentence "I am enlightened for the emperor" made me feel at a loss. I never expected that Su Muqing would say such rebellious words.At that time, I inadvertently glanced at Su Muqing, and then found that her eyes had not changed. She looked at the emperor the way she looked at me. On the contrary, it was the inadvertent rebuttal that made the emperor's eyes different. ——The emperor changed from cold to angry for the first time.

I was surprised by this, but also angry by it.I vaguely felt that from this moment on, something seemed to be different between the emperor and Su Muqing.

In the following years, I began to put my thoughts of that day into reality one by one.From that day on, the emperor never came to Xiaoyue Hall again, and I lived like years, I could only lean against the window and watch the lonely moonlight.People around me always tell me how much the emperor hates Su Muqing, and would do things to hurt her every day.

I was really happy when I listened to it before, but gradually, I found that I was numb to hearing it, and some even started to go crazy when I heard it. I was so crazy that I saw more and more concern from the emperor's injury.Especially after I heard that Su Muqing had returned to the queen position, I couldn't sleep at night.

I always feel that if I don't do anything else, I won't be able to help my father to make his family famous.

Because of this fear of being farther and farther away from what I wanted, I began to frame Su Muqing more than once. I wanted to let her be buried in the dust of history and never turn over like crazy, until the Xiaoyue Palace caught fire. Only after the incident happened, did I know that Prince Qi had actually stood by Su Muqing's side.

I'm not blind, I'm a woman.From the day of the trial in the Ziyu Palace, I saw the love that Prince Qi tried to hide, and even saw the jealousy in the emperor's eyes, and... when Su Muqing was injured, the emperor's almost crazy behavior Heartache.

Ah... At that time, I understood that this is love. They all said that they didn't love her, but in their hearts they had a love that was more unforgettable than Zhang Shao's so-called love.It's a pity that that love is not mine, and the only thing I can work hard to grasp... is the title of queen that Su Muqing doesn't even care about.

But I never expected that nightmares always come very quickly.Not long after, the matter of father's food ban in Nancheng came to light. I, who didn't know much about state affairs, thought it was just some kind of trick of father's trick, but I didn't expect that it took tens of thousands of lives. It is an unforgivable thing.Knowing the truth, I suddenly felt a heavy weight on my shoulders. I couldn't sleep well day and night, but shivered in the cold.Then I was also implicated by that incident, so I failed to keep the title of imperial concubine, and for the first time I tasted what it was like to be put on shackles and thrown into the cold palace.

It was night when I entered the cold palace. That day I looked up at the distant night sky from the cold palace, and there was not even a single star.At that time, I was thinking, am I going to be here for the rest of my life?I really want to cry, but I can't cry at all, I just feel a little funny.

It turns out that this is the imperial palace, it turns out that this is the place I longed for back then, it turns out that this is the hell that can overturn everything overnight.

I was hovering on the edge of despair, but I suddenly saw a familiar face, and after a closer look, it was actually the queen Su Muqing who should now be worshiped by thousands of people.

When I saw her, I was dumbfounded.So I broke free from Jin Yiwei's hand desperately, ran to Su Muqing, grabbed her and yelled desperately, but what I got back was a pair of piercing and empty eyes.At that time, I let go and didn't dare to say a word, because I was so familiar with that look, just like the way the emperor looked at me when I first entered the palace.

Not long after, Jin Yiwei left.We are the only ones left in the cold palace, no... There are also a group of lunatics in white clothes, I was terrified, watching them walking towards me with a smile, I could feel the clothes behind me being soaked in cold sweat, so I subconsciously She ran to Su Muqing's room and closed the door tightly.I think I'm crazy, but in this horrible place, I don't know where else I can go.

Su Muqing just looked at me quietly, and then said nothing. I was a little surprised, at least she didn't drive me out.

In this way, our two old enemies lived in the same room, more precisely, I stayed in her room.I always feel, as if as long as I stay with her, I will be... safer.

But slowly, I found that someone seemed to be trying to hurt Su Muqing. When I first found out, I thought it was a little funny, thinking that some people could not understand Su Muqing and wanted to punish her, but when I saw that they were really cruel, I just realized that all of this is by no means that simple, but someone wants to kill her.As a result, at the critical moment, I didn't know what happened, but I rushed over to save Su Muqing in a flash of enthusiasm.

It's just to repay her for allowing me to live in her room, and I'll be in trouble if she dies.

In this way, I was involved in the incident, and accompanied Su Muqing in the cold palace for several twists and turns.In the end, she was swept out of the palace and became an "important" wanted criminal. Su Muqing also scratched her face before leaving, as if resolutely letting go of everything in the past.

Since then, the brilliant and gorgeous second stage of my life was forced to end because of Su Muqing's relationship, and I started wandering the streets with this woman who made my teeth chatter with anger.

I was in a daze all the time in the carriage, and Su Muqing was lying on my body with a tired face, without any vigilance.She slept soundly, like a child, I looked down at her from time to time, and I couldn't help but smile.It turns out that in the past, I didn't hate Su Muqing because of the emperor, but because I hated Su Muqing, I got closer to the emperor.

With the help of Beitang Qi and Shangguan Yu, I changed my appearance, and I was ready to achieve a new life. After getting off the carriage, we sent the two of them off, and then stood alone on the street.

Yes, absolutely alone, because Su Muqing actually told me that she wanted to make money.Although I know this is necessary, but for me who was spoiled and spoiled since I was a child, it is simply more difficult than reaching the sky.After a lot of twists and turns, we came to Zuiyu Pavilion where Lan Yaoer was, which was the only restaurant that was recruiting workers.The shopkeeper was quite polite, accepted us reluctantly, and even allocated me a nice room.But Su Muqing was not so good, she was assigned to a "Class A room" that few people would go to, and met a strange helper for no reason.

In my life here, apart from ironically knowing the true face of Lan Yaoer, who I once regarded as a good sister, everything is basically smooth.It's just that for some reason, Su Muqing returned to the palace as an official.

I only found out about this at the end. I drank a lot that day, no matter how Beitang Qi explained it to me, I still felt abandoned.

Perhaps for Su Muqing, I was a burden from the very beginning.

That's right, I once hurt her so badly, how could she think of me as a sister?I sneered, and ran out of the restaurant in vain.

In the cold night, I didn't know where I was going, as if the light I had been chasing day and night had disappeared at the end.At this time, I suddenly remembered Zhang Shao who kept chasing after me a year ago, and also remembered that he had said that he would always wait for me.

I was pleasantly surprised.Yes, there is another man who loves me so much, maybe my real happiness is here.

So I wept with joy and ran to Zhang's mansion desperately.

This is the first time I feel that the road to Zhangfu is so far away.Relying on my vague memory, I walked through several alleys, and finally came to a mansion that looked pretty good. The familiar place made me feel like I went back many years ago.

I wanted to go up to talk, but saw a carriage approaching, I subconsciously stuck behind the stone wall, only to see Zhang Shao getting off the carriage with an ordinary-looking woman, holding a Whoa whoa crying child.My heart tightened, and I felt that the blood all over my body began to freeze. I stood helplessly in the cold wind, and I didn't know what to do.

If it were me in the past, I would rush forward and question Zhang Shao without any scruples, but now, I can't do such a thing.She just sighed softly: So, this is the man I thought loved me deeply.Back then, I chose the cruelest path for not catching him. In the final analysis, it was all my fault.

I turned my head and glanced carefully again, just in time to see Zhang Shao looking at the woman with gentle eyes, not as hot as when he looked at me back then, but gentle, and the gentleness made me feel sad for a while.

(End of this chapter)